The tingling rose fed its way into the hall
Yet the place drew a silence ...
Up the stairs it grew
Ready for the lair
Ready for your lips
Breath easy
Breath the still
For you know its there
You can feel it round you as you gasp a quite scream
The tingling rose has entered
And because of this
It is you that is the chosen one
It is you that needs to bleed the earth
Shhh for now you are mine
And only I can take you from this haunting
Say you love me
Say you will join me
As I bequest this rose for freedom
Freedom from the evil that lays
So that you may live in my
Last breath....My Love

You sound so sad it was said
Be my memories broken
Is my face so read
Does my voice not hide the weakness
Do they ever know within

Masks in a park
All looking like they know
Smiles form the jokes
From no funny lines
Rehearsed

And so it continues
From news not to be heard
Such hate
All perverse
In papers only use
For warmth

Inner sighs fall
For the night has it call
From the coffee now cold
Like my mind
Right as they knew
My sadness grew

In her little black dress all covered in white
She looked at me and turned
Eyes away  
Eyes so sad
Waiting and needing a better place

Sad are the eyes in her heart
Sad are the lips that want
Sad in her face comes a cry for the help
A one day near
A one day home

Her love was lost
Gone
Far away and so the eyes sighed
A sadness
Life that told me a waiting
Wishing a better here

But that is not the now
Then is not the here
When is not the want
Now is not the need

Sad are the eyes in her heart
Sad are the lips that want
Sad in her face comes a cry for the help
A one day near
A one day home

My reaching hand held a chance
A turn away
A sound of silence
Broke my madness
I tried
Sad are the eyes before me
That turned and looked away

The blue blue sky failed me as my
gloom expanded the day
Through fields of colours
Red,green and yellow
My outlook still saw no
End

An end that needed me to live
Wanted me to love
Wished I'd turned the page
Read a different book

They say the fool of regret is a
life on the edge
My fall is long
This pain reflected in crimson eyes
That pierced only the souls of the
Broken few  

Rain I pray please show my mood
I need the noise to hide my solitude
Yet only the colour of the suns burns
this side
In my heart of hearts the hurt beats
Raw as I wallow in my own subtle
Sadness
Let me breath
Let me live
Live my life

Into the four corners of my mind
Sat the monsters
Quietly sleeping
As I searched for their wake

The time to ripple was nearly upon us
Scars ready for the burst
The never ending **** of failure  
Would be haunting

So the tickle has begun
Wake my soul
Shake these bones
My talons felt thirsty

From the four corners of my mind
Dead eyes now shone
Rasping breaths devoured the stench
The wake had begun

I cannot feel the love thats there
My Christmas failed
Bleak ended
All is fair

No sherry cheer or party grape
It's all inside
The dreaded
Hate

The songs I love now rattle hard
Slam the silence
Breath out
Loud

The sheep I shout
No more to care
You hear me now
Scrooge
I am

“Bah," said Scrooge, "Humbug.”

The selfish edge
Is a place I like
Is my world's delight
it's my home I praise
Is a sod you
Face

This space I own
Is free ya know
No tax
Not yet is said  
Till last my
Breath

This grid I'm on
Has long since gone
I'm free you see
The way for sure  
The selfish
Me

Blood shot eyes stare back at me blindly
Is that really me now looking so old
Lines upon lines
Do you hear me laughing

Peppered hair that did shone brown
All faded away to the shades of grey
Fifty ??
Not here been a while me thinks

Well the years were good
Think I lost a few way's
Memories aging
The sweet shop fade

So I look in the mirror
It looks at me
All dreams gone and faded
My own believe

I'm stuck in the future
The stone is cast
A ripple is out there
This fade my last

Deep breaths as you dawn this
For you will see
Your life is your own live
Just look at me

The deathly shadows casted a wave as they flashed through the burn of my headlights
On their way to another steal

Another day ?
Another time maybe?...
But turn me cold they did to form shivers
So sharp my deadened eyes rasped against their brittleness  
I hate the midnight call

This lack of rest was winning to my
Thought's of a day all mine
Yet on I must drive
For it is you that is in need
In need of these words
In need of my hands
For I am the healer and the shadows are waiting

They know all my work and despise my view
For I taketh the bad to bring light out from the dark
I am the healer
I am the one
The shadows are waiting

No payment to be crossed
No words from your lips
As my silence is your gift
So my work must continue  
The shadows are waiting

Dawn chorus wakes the morning light
To a relieve as I sigh  
The shadows are hiding and my work
is not done
Tears flow as I fall to my knees
Earth has taken its feed
Let the shadows wait

Shadows everywhere
Following my past
Do I leave a stain
Is there really that much hurt

I can see them creeping out
Just a glimpse awaits
Hungry as they lurch
Drowning from my sadness

It's early and I'm searching for dawn
I've seen enough for the night
I can taste their thirst
And it's bitter oh so bitter

Light me awake
Hide all thats dank
Till the ticking of time
Comes looking for my fear

The stain of tears
Hidden in her russet locks
As she drifted away from
Her destiny

All behind in sorry
No blame of yet to come
A love so now departed
It is the lady's song

Come to me my lonely
Swim the wanton shore
Hold my hand my darling
For you
My evermore

The bed lays cold under your heart
White sheets adorn the lifeless room
Yet the sorrow in your look
That lovingness from those black sparkling eyes
Shivers the soul

Still you wait the return
The day to turn to a burning russet red
Where all rules are broken
For she who controls the past controls ..
The future

Kerr Dung.... Kerr Dung
Kerr Dung.... Kerr Dung

No one looked
Only I
It was read in their faces
A wasted trundle of life
Churning
Regurgitating
The madness of life
As the sound of the underground
Washed out their inner screams

Kerr Dung.... Kerr Dung
Kerr Dung.... Kerr Dung

Stale sweat and vacant stares
Bombarded my senses to shake
Outwardly
I smiled
I had a sorrow for these poor souls
These sheep obeying their master's wishes

Kerr Dung.... Kerr Dung
Kerr Dung.... Kerr Dung

My knowing that one day they would fade
Become the unimportant
Get tossed aside like a disused burger wrapper
They didn't get it and I felt kinda strangely odd

Kerr Dung.... Kerr Dung
Kerr Dung.... Kerr Dung

Coughs,whispers and the feint sound of a beat
From the crowded battled against the roar and rhythm
I needed to escape
I needed to breathe
I could feel them
I was being consumed
Turned into a sheep

Kerr Dung.... Kerr Dung
Kerr Dung.... Kerr Dung

With fear in my eyes I grabbed the chain
Screeeech!!!!!
The train shuddered to a stop
Loud gasps could be heard as I forced the door open and ran
My vision blurred as I climbed steps
Jumped barriers
Anything to escape
Anything to be free

Out I ran
Into noise
Into London
I forced a breath
And as I looked around me
I could see a reflection
It was me
I too was a sheep
I too was my master's servant

Tiredness creeping in
It's still the night
And I'm awake
She snores

The bell of St Paul's would be quieter
My cat on a zoom
The dog of next door rattling
Yet still
She snores

My eyes are wide open
These ears are all bled
The roof is all lifted
Yet still
She snores

The daylight is coming
The tweet from dawn birds
I'm so wanting sleep
Yet still
She snores

Oh please let me sleep
This madness fried eyes
Just one silent breath please
Yet still
She snores

Dawn has alarmed her
Was that all it took
I think I hear silence
Zzzzzzzzzz
He snores

As I stepped outside as clear in the air
A brightest of light sparkled so near
The stars in their twinkle did come to my lips
This breath taken over all held in a wisp

Amazingly brilliant all ready for view
The lights in the sky so gloriously new
No boundaries given just clear in the night
This wondrous feeling I'm free I'm alive

My smile did return as I stared back in awe
The sky on this night so beautiful calm
I knew there and then that I'd taken the choice
The no turning back a voice to rejoice

My writing returned the book on the table
I'm coming free world I'm willing and able
My name will be up there as clear as the night
The time for the future is here shining bright

As the night turned into days and the days turned as black
This yearning never fades
Itching and scratching as I go
Devouring the fever of gold
Thus quenching the thirst yet missing these lips

Behind me lays the abandoned
Milk and Honey for the rich
A place so warm and wanting
A place I shall never seek again
Tis my wanton

The Shiver comes
Only the moonlight darkening to warm me
So I will wait
Till the sun and the moon both rise
So I can love again

These bones feel like the very old
Was my thought of some rest
From this mind
In need of some time
Time for me and the all of my

This mind is creaking sad
The shell is broken
My inner all seen crazed
In need of a dream
That saves me

Saves me from the down
Saves me from my heart
Saves me from the darker side
Save me please
Saved from my soul

A look into the night as stars
Show me
Bright is the path as cool is the dark
Stretching for the up
Leave the old behind
And I run
Run faster than the lights that follow
For clarity comes true
The smile shines

The bed lay warm as my eyes turned
to black
I wanted to hear the silence

But the match went on
My pillow hid nothing
Below

Stop is all I prayed
Nothing fixed
Yet all comes broken

My yearn for the peace
From volumes that cried me
Soon the silence

It hurts me to be here
A soul in broken
This life a sadness
Please hear me
Hear me cry

Help me rise above
Lift me high
Listen as
The end has spun
My voice shout's a silence  

Let me scream
Let me in
Cry me out
To a silent roar
Till I beat no ....more

Simple
That I breath the air
Simple
Life be my despair
Simple
Writing life not fair

Hard
Wishing you were here
Hard
Change my inner fear
Hard
Hurting those so near

Simple
Smile to all that see
Simple
Be depressed thats me
Simple
Jumble all the words

Hard
Takes your breath away
Hard
Stopped and cried all day
Hard
Wishing life away

If ever I must sing as poets have
Then the world would be haunted
They'd find I was mad
I'd sing to the stars
I'd sing to the moon
No place on this earth
Could hide from my tunes

See my words sound on paper so wicked
and loud
Yet sing as I do
No poets allowed

The writing goes dancing all over the sheet
My voice in an octave
Not pleasant indeed
My shrill is the dreading of living in range
One shout of my music
Sends war from the planes
I've tried many lessons to
Be just like them
The greats like Lord Bryon
Keats and Miss Anne

Well I read the "Farewell"
Unusual for me as reading old lines
Means nothing but trees
She leaped of the page and incited
My views
I know where's she lays now
I bow to her muse

Three years I've been singing as poets would have
Yet all I find out there are
Wishes and sad
I want to send volumes for all of the land
I want to find gold
The never the grand
I want to sing out yet my voice
Goes unheard
I want to rejoice
My willing my verse
One day that I'm famous the poets will say
Please sing for us badly
As dead as I be  
And sing like an angel ..
My pure
poetry

I fell in love with your eyes
Those cool emeralds that seared my
Skin
Left me a trust
That melted my fragile heart

In time I know you'll hurt me

In time our betrayal will close us
Down
A place of despair
That even the devil himself would shy
A snigger

But for now
I still live in hope that
You
Love me
And
My emerald blue  
Eyes

A War child is taken
Eaten by the solitude of a wasted war
For what gain do they feel
For what land
For what sea

These wars that pain so many
Yet solve no peace
A war child hidden
Tears me hard
Dusted faces
Forever broken
Skin of porcelain

I see land from the full to the empty
Such vastness to spare
Yet fight as we do
Regardless no care
No worry of life
Gone

The child no more
After scenes not wanted
The madness of life
A life not started
The photo's
Made
The flash not blinding

Yet
Peace is simple
Peace is free
Peace is out there
Let the chains break free
Let the children see
Let them be

A child

I cannot hide from the sleep that
Demands me
These eyes need to rest
Yet write I must as my life hope
Fades into the dusk of dawn

They are after me
My soul is a wanted man
They know where I am
Let their master plan unfurl
As united they be
United to rule our world

In old of days life was better
Time cared not for my rest
This terror had not begun
So my rest fell to
Peace
Leaving no ruin to this world
Of blue

Ripping red oozes from eyes
No longer focused
They wait behind the door
Whispering ,shouting ,wanting
In breath I fail
The time to leave is now
My turn to fight is lost
The wall is written
In sleep

The light of the morn shadows my eyes
I can see trees whispering a rattle
Hear the chorus of dawn
Yet it feels to early for life to wake

Stretching my bones they creak from slumber
Aching muscles still raw
Body at rest to a minds party out

Welcome to the sleepless
We are the special ones
We hear your dreams
Catch your sounds

Surrounded by self inflicted paralysis
I thirst tea
Wondering if others feel the same
Do we all not move

Sleepless

It's early
I want to feel asleep
Turning at my pillow

I dream

These now wrinkled hands no longer feel your skin
Lips departed
From eyes that water the deserted dreams of my broken reality
Take my breath away
Steal this heart
For its use is gone
And I am lonely

The page is blank and my stare into the unknown
Turns to silence
Slowly and surely the door slides to a close
Creaking a smile at my sadness
Oh so cold do I shiver
Oh so cold beats my heart
For she was the one

I see the dark turn into light
I hear you calling out my name
And I wonder ...
Let it be alright

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home  

In the miles mapped of my journey
From the roads of San Rioch
For I've waited ...
For you to call

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home

Are you ready for our future
Is the writing on the wall
Can we live a life forever
I'm coming home

Slow me down go easy
Let me live the life I roam
Slow me down go easy
I'm coming home