The sly in the eye would
not deny
The way you really wanted
That look in there did show
me fear
To hide from you forever

A look so full of
hate
A love so gone
Your sly eye looking
me on

A cunning tale inside
your fail
To magic me beside you
I'll leave your breath remove
the death
Done run for love and kindness

So now I'm free to be
the me
To live a life in freedom
No more pain or loveless
aim
A sly eye gone the
madness

As I walk this earth and feel
Its birth
To breath in natures perfume
A freedoms gift
A life to live
No looking back to
life-less life

the sly in the eye would not deny
the way you really wanted
that look in there did show me fear
to hide from you forever

a look so full of hate
a love so gone
your sly eye looking on me

a cunning tale inside your fail
to magic me to yourside
i'll leave your breath remove the death
and run for love and kindness

so now im free to be the me
to live a life in freedom
no more pain or loveless aim
a sly eye gone the madness

as i walk this earth and feel its birth
to breath natures perfume
a freedoms gift a life to live
no looking back to life-less

Glittering flakes of soft sweet perfection
Fall so gently from the heaven's above
Laying down to paint us a picture
Scene from a winter wondrously love

This snow in my hometown is causing a stir
The children do race for the first snow to ball
See earth disappear under cottons of fluff
As my boots take a crunch sound
How white is this stuff

A silence becomes as the cars fade away
To new sounds of laughter
See bob on his sleigh  
Our dog all but hidden
His tail in the air
A snow covered woof ball jumps clean
In his fear

At last in the snow our family is one
We all stay together
See neighbors have fun
Say work it can wait I'm stuck in the snow
A day by the fire
Oh boy I love snow

Black heart beats through the treacle of life
as the outside world hates another day
Solstice moment seals the new
and ends the end life without darkness
Shortest day in battle against the longest light

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away  

My mood is fixed no change of heart
Still dark the treacle still pain inside
No change in me yet dusk approach
A shorter start a longer shadow
My heart in sorrow blackened sorrow

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away

A shining sun yet cold inside
No worries here as time takes time
A fear not in as life goes by
My blackened heart in pain inside
Please save me from the dark as i reach into the sky

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away

Black heart beats through the treacle of life
as the outside world hates another day
Solstice moment seals the new
and ends the end life without darkness
Shortest day in battle against the longest light

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away  

My mood is fixed no change of heart
Still dark the treacle still pain inside
No change in me yet dusk approach
A shorter start a longer shadow
My heart in sorrow blackened sorrow

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away

A shining sun yet cold inside
No worries here as time takes time
A fear not in as life goes by
My blackened heart in pain inside
Please save me from the dark as i reach into the sky

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away

Sometimes I feel like it's not me
Here
My dream
My world
My life
Sometimes I see the earth unclear
My vision
Lost
Gone paradise  

Sometimes my look upon the sky
I see grey
When all is white
I see black when all is bright
Sometimes when I sleep not at this night
I feel so wrong  

I wish I knew the why of reason
I wish I knew the reasons why
I wish I looked up from the heavens
I wish I saw the blue of sky

I want to smell the new of spring
I want to see life born again
I want to taste the salt of rain
I want to live my life
Again

One day will all be clear
Will my want become a fear
Will my wishes blow away
Will my heart be broken
Blackened day

Sometimes we don't know what
We have
Sometimes don't live as if its past
Sometimes be thankful what you see
Sometimes just be

His smile just said it all
A look
A laughing call
It melted me inside
My love is pure to never die

His age scare still my soul
As tall as trees in fall
He towers over me
My treasure that he be

A glint that made me warm
The laugh all in his charm
My proudest and my life
Yes my son you are my pride

Yet who do I owe the most
My wifey's love ..a suffering host
She's good and makes me proud
My son ...Our son
Our life

My soul is flying way up high ..I feel its love somewhere inside
the blueness of those clouds above not white nor golden just full of love
my strings fell out no bow to strike ..no music sounding only fright
Maybe soon we'll here their tune.. a heart and bow with strings in bloom
Soul so flying way up high come on in its time to ......???

1am and the sun aint up
my writings gone and my head is stuffed
Mind is empty yet full of nothing
what with me!! yes eyes a puffing

The dead of the night feels so into me
all is quiet with nothing to see
the eerie silence creeps around as ants sound their armies chant
spiders wake and pace the floor
webs all spun for dinners door

2am and still I'm here
coffee's on awakens clear
still its racing all inside
madness calling ...all is fine

behind me a chair creaks its night time call
In house ghost welcomes all
sounds from above as sleep takes over
snores and wheezes battle Stevens
yet still near dawn I am awake
sounds of silence not for all

3am its snack eat time
snips of sugar dunked like wine
3 cup gone and I'm still buzzing
body calling sleep not coming

Birds now join my early day
different meanings all the same
songs in progress sounds so sweet
that'll stop me from a sleep


Yet the world awakes another morning
a life begun a day a dawning

They build as if we want them
Houses
Places
Prisons with no hope

Layers of life before me
Hide the hidden
Hidden from our view

Workers paid to pay the workers
Slaves to the
Slaves

This is our life
We call it
Laughing life in our face

What hope is held against
us
Fed us every day
The green that is our Soylent

Remember this one day

Spider webs fall my hands
My age has found a new meaning
Long gone is the softness
Far away is my youth
Grey and old in my outlook
Tired and so cold are my views

Birthday child is gone from here
Birthday boy no more
Time is winning out this war
Time is drawing near

Looks in the mirror to a faded view
Softness in my haze
Hair now parted colour lost
Grey this ear to ear
Grey this ear to ear

Birthday child is gone from here
Birthday boy no more
Time is winning out this war
Time is drawing near

Shine a dazzle from my brow
Lines to show mature
Bones that creak to the open door
Time is drawing near
Time is drawing near

Split my head in too
through the eye of a needle
as my headache has a headaches feel
bones filled to bursting from the rage within
blow them up with liquid grin
the wars begun ..begin
Pulse in view of painful love
as body glows a fight becomes
see eyes that see the
hate
the greed
a Hell in Hell
A lovers feed

the spot on the moon did pass as i saw 3 cats
running in my eyesight running from the black
then I saw a rat.. that jumped in front of me
crossing to the other side ...hungry for its feed

was this a feeling or somewhat memory
of living in the past a previous live in me
or maybe luck was on my side ...the spot on such a moon
a sign from someone looking down.. upon my life of gloom

the sign did make me smile as it all came as one ..
a thought into the future ..a new way looking on
a fog that wouldn clear my eyes had been so long and gone
a new way now into my life ..the old one memories on

tracks appeared across the light blue sky
like shadows in the snow
planes crossing way up high
wonders at where they go
breath the cold fresh air as springs about to show
clear skies for all to see as sun brings heat and glow

flowers shoot and freshness comes
a new day dawn is on
garden grows and blossoms out
as birds do tweet and song

time for clean and nice fresh beds
time for summers sun
time for throwing cobwebs out
and dust the dust thats gone

spring is here i feel it so
yet May is not yet over
never cast a clout till May be out
or find a four leaf clover

Head throbbing as toes curling unto the light seeps through
a day begun without me as a chorus missed my listen
fog appears as memories fade from the eve
another night of ale forgets the futures past

thick coffee awaits as my bones creak under
a tablet or two to calm ones raging fight up there
tiny noises echo until they reach a point of no return
more sleep beckons a tasty sleepless yawn

shower and more coffee to clear some sleep inside
time to get a skate on as day moves over
drudge the dreaded hour to the time lord life
a taste now gone away to a day done over
Is near the night again...
another time to start over

look up look out
see a twinkle in the night
look east look west
a twinkle seen in sight
look look
look out in hest  

my breath is shortened as i reach up high
the darkness nears my time is nigh
to see the stars for one last time
to know i'll join them
all be fine

my eyes grow weak yet still i see
a twinkling sky
a hold on me
not long to go when pain goes
bang !!!  
my struggle over
new twinkle found

Baby sugar baby .....I need you now
honey sugar honey .....my thirst you so

taste so good ...feel so light
gliding down ones throat

body rejects ...has no regret
I thirst you so

hypo no no
i know the way

jabby happy

My my
To touch the sky
To reach out to the moon
To hold the air
Breath out the world
Sing life
We love you so

Take care my friend
My sugar end
You cannot hide
The thought

Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond high
Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond

Oh my private demons
Know
The way I want to go
They know whats on
My lips

Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond high
Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond

Liquid gold drench my skin from rays of honey love
Feeling the warmth of pure golden hit my face
These are the days of summer
These are the days we crave
Stretched out I see my fingertips raised to the heavens
As my eyes seek shelter in the brightness of the morn
Can feel my body healing from the cold winters fury
Feel the calming of the storm
These are the days of summer
These are the days we crave
Pillowed clouds hover yet not daring to spoil the day
Shapeless yet so dangerous they float along
Ready for the winter ready for the call
Summer splash me with your rays of sun
Wet me till I'm dry
Heal those winter blues inside
Leave me ...Summer cry

cotton clouds formed in such sky as frost shivered me so
fingers chilled to warmth not met
biting in the cold
ground so hard no flower formed
bring me summer bring me warm

smell of grass so freshly cut
can see a summer coming
golden fields full the oil ..rapeseed  sneeze a tissue feel
hear young voices playing out
screams of water splashed out loud

bring me summer where smiles do form
eating ice cream on ones lawn
rays of sun do burn my back
sleepy me ...to skin pealed back

bring me summer as i freeze
throw this coldest oh yes please  
soon be there not long to go
summer feeling ...no more snow

they know ya know thats why their here
waiting for the time is near
summer gone yet has it so
the cold is missing
bite us show

ground so dry its nearly dust
farmers worry .. worry us
flowers springing summers glow
apples drop yet still some show
frost not bitten summers breath
grass lush green a golfers fest

they know you know thats why they fly
staying here above ones eyes
food for thought that things have changed
spinning world on different aims

Time to look into the sky
are we spinning just not right
been said that birds sing sparrow cries
cos they know that time aint right
our summer in december

My head raised eyes to a sight in hold
as a thousand smiling faces looked my way
This pleasure before me
a look of pure delight

Waving to my happiness
a wondrous warmth within
These flowers in the sun
shine back at me my grin

Transfixed by stunning yellows
these giants standing proud
A field of pure emotion
can see them painted proud

Their hold becomes the madness
we've seen that place before
This field so full of golden
a thousand smiles for all

see the stars see the sky see the moon in all its light
see your breath steaming out see what life is so about
millions twinkle yet out of reach stars in heavens gods retreat

try to grab one haul it in stars from out there lights within
shapes that twinkle signs of life beams of sunlight in the night
whats so funny hear you say starlights been there ever a day

parents parents ...parents too seen them stars just like you
thats their secret from above they have seen the all of us
think that thought for just one mo ..now you now know natures glow

a smile that melts a thousand hearts
my tears cry out for you
a laugh that warms my inner soul
blows music to my ears
your touch so sweet and tender
lights passion to my heart
my love
my love
i love you so
my sweet ..so sweet sweet heart

I close my eyes
Smell the picture of you
Still laugh your smile
Can I hold your hand

Think the day will never end
When the start was not my friend
Cried the whole i missed the part
Sweet memories my heart

Saw you look into my eyes
Wished i said what i could want
Soon the day to be not here
In my love for you not gone

Now I'm older wise the fact
No more dancing done the daft
Still will look as if your here
Sweet memories apart

nearly time for liquid vine
nearly time to wash away
forget the day
and drown away into the night

taste so good my golden hook
taste so sweet my honey brew
sweet so sweet im into you
into you into you
my sweet so sweet im into you

Feels so near my liquid cheer
nearly time for golden wine
a fogginess found
my mind in clear to me a fear

taste so good my golden hook
taste so sweet my honey brew
sweet so sweet im into you
into you into you
my sweet so sweet im into you

until tomorrow when I wont care
my head will find another cheer
another want for nectars blood
another wait to hide my life

taste so good my golden hook
taste so sweet my honey brew
sweet so sweet im into you
into you into you
my sweet so sweet im into you

tears from god fall awakening the earth
for its thirst is deep its need not doubted
hungry for the taste of life in bloom

I hear the gentle music that falls from high
its his decision we have no choice
breathing new life and saving others

Close my eyes to your face
See that smile warm my heart
Smell your scent fill my soul
Miss your body next to mine

knowing your not here
Wishing all my fears
Looking in the moonlight
Regrets mine..    
All lost in...
Tears of time    

Sense your touch never feeling
Hear your beat fill my sound
Watch your mouth never moved
kiss those lips cherry blue

knowing your not here
Wishing all my fears
Looking in the moonlight
Regrets mine..    
All lost in...
Tears of time    

Pass me on the other side
As my heart missed your look
Call me when you know I'm here
One day I'll call you too

face stare at me as my eyes close around the lost forgotten souls
their deaths all in vain as they try to show me a life ..their pain
the darkness in my eyes still shows their glow as they hustle to smile
a knowing thats known

sleep evades my heart as my soul tears from tortured mind
the faces still within me not hidden as new dawn lights a darkened sky
I shudder at their look ..a horrored dream that reality took
no daylight hides ones misery as the faces know
that look

face stare at me as my eyes close around the lost forgotten souls
their deaths all in vain as they try to show me a life ..their pain
the darkness in my eyes still shows their glow as they hustle to smile
a knowing thats known

sleep evades my heart as my soul tears from tortured mind
the faces still within me not hidden as new dawn lights a darkened sky
I shudder at their look ..a horrored dream that reality took
no daylight hides ones misery as the faces know
that look

i,d smelt that smell before ...death was at his door
he didnt know it ..yet i could smell it death would have him soon
he carried on as if nothing wrong yet i could smell so well
death was waiting ,panting stinking death was at his door

my nose did linger ,a smell so vile yet memories made me sad
that smell so well... that i knew dealt a deathy blow.. it sent a shiver

he looked quite well but soon would show the stench of ground below
freinds would crowd a grief alound ..showing respect now due
said good bye but did not cry as they melted away like snow