Rainbows danced upon the water
magical crests of white form from the blow
slithers of sun amongst the rain
showed shadows of light in the bleak dew
The tide was for turning
as wind stormed across the sea

black turned the blue a waters life
darkened from a beautiful cruel
the seas revolt
I remember

I remember .............

Split my head in too
through the eye of a needle
as my headache has a headaches feel
bones filled to bursting from the rage within
blow them up with liquid grin
the wars begun ..begin
Pulse in view of painful love
as body glows a fight becomes
see eyes that see the
hate
the greed
a Hell in Hell
A lovers feed

As my days pass into nights
I wonder if
am i all i can
I see myself as others do and wonder of my life
do you?

I wonder of my life !!!
Do you??
I wonder of my life !!
I do!!

I see a sadness in my look
a shame inside of life I took
Yet in those eyes I know
I can see a smile of love
I am

I wonder of my life !!
Do you??
I wonder of a lifeless
New!!

That smile inside
That does you good
Is life in touch??
I wish it was

Is live in touch ??
I wish it was!!
I wish it was !!

I can feel you breath
breath on my skin
it sends a shiver
Lovers grin

To know you near me
as dawn awakes
My lovers here
no mistake

I feel your breath
upon my skin
so warm and sweet
a tender grin

To have you close
and in my arms
My heart beats faster
Loves a charm

Ive loved you years
but rarely say
I love you darling
every day **

They follow like the ants they are
No feelings ,thoughts of who which or
No questions of their past behind
No issues going forwards ...trite

They pay their taxes ,say the yes
No questions of the rules or jest
What has become this life on earth
An ant no questions asked or cursed
Are we not born all from the same
Blood and sweat ...a fathers dream  

Belittle from your readings here
But think it through till you think clear
Upon you learning how to ask
you'll know your future
past is past

How do I face this madness
How do I face the fool
A heart so full of sadness
My heart goes out to you

Can you hear me crying insid e
Do tears fill up the swell
A timing of a sorrow
A failing of the rules  

No thought amongst the people
They see the happy you
No trouble from their faces
My looks a different view

The mindful eye had its hold
My life in tatters all around about to fold
could feel the pressure in me
a kettle on the edge
A mindful eye inside me
wanting me all dead

A thousand helpers with it
To show me all my past
all of my misdemeanors
Fruition here at last
It made me think of what Id done
and left me sad inside
the mindful eye did feed me
feed on all my lies

They say that past is past
and future's here a find
Why is the eye still here in me
leaving me so blind
I want to be successful
Have friends and be all kind
But eye is there inside me
taking all my life

I think I'm mad all over
Or maybe its my time
to hide from all this madness
Leave it all behind .......

let me in to see the view
let me in i ask of you
I only need a first look chance
not even once a second glance

read my stuff its tough enuff
you wont be sorry my madness carries
your look ahead will fall instead
and then I'll have you
in my head

its all good stuff
you wait and see
I have a following just need the feed
so let me help you feel the me
sign me up
set me free ....................

the track that had no end
yet my minds eye saw
a new way to begin
as sun casts a shadow
a new end is to see you

sing into the new
a new day with you
sing into the new
a new day ..dawn break us through  

Life in past to a new life of peace
screams an end to the wake
of a bird in song
to a yawn of darkness in dawn
wake into the new

sing into the new
a new day with you
sing into the new
a new day ..dawn break us through

Today is being good today
and I knew the reason why
had this feeling in my bones they say
can you tell me why oh why
today is being good today
today is being good

saw a rabbit reach the other side
was that the reason say  
passed the slither of the moon at dawn
as I saw it make a smile
today is being good today
today is being good  

passed a cat as black as black
as it crossed my very path
felt the sun warm me in my heart
wow I feel the love
today is being good today
today is being good

so am sharing all my vibes with you  
enjoy this very day
cos today is being good today
for me ..but .....especially for you

My eyes pain the sadness of a scene not wanted
family lost to the mind in a world full of emptiness
only memories that fade through time create that feeling
a feeling when all was fine all was good

They are still there yet their eyes don't see the you
to feel flesh ...to hold a hand... to comfort the past
a mum or dad here yet there
a parent cried for in a wishing well of tears

I see pictures and photo's of a days so happy in past
seaside and ice cream ....a donkey ride back
memories to loose yet you know you were there
hold on to the present
ya mum and ya dad

I so need some peace
I need whole release
so listen to my heart
see my life falling....fall apart

Save me from this fall
my world is spinning ...world all turn
I so need some want
some love
some heart

watch me slip away
watch my day turn
the other way

In my world they don't know me
In a world of remote me
In my world they despise me
In a world of do harm me

See a place I called home ..
On a planet world of stone ..
Remember me someday now
a change in our time ....

Feel a voice in my ears
as surreal as fear
as life's breath so leaves me
my world has dried up
my mind made up

Silenced to my heart of dead
alone into the road I travel
Can no one see the harm in me
this lifeless hope of never free

Bonds on chain just never go
as memories bite my living hell
Can I cry for that's how I feel
Sobs of sadness quell my steel
Wish that life could be much more
My bed is made ..My life...My *****

Nose running to the sounds of a gushing waterfall
as my mancold takes me over
head pounding as dewdrops form.....ready to plop
tissues by the dozen as the green takes over
Im a man I am
a man  

of course its worse than yours ..Im a man
of course I need my bed ...Im a man
of course Im of all week... Im a man
Im a man I am
a man  

Me fav biccys taste of cardboard
and I ache like never before
Oh darling fetch my papers
Im a man I am
a man  

so phoned a sicky as you do
of course I am ...you see
Im a man I am
a man  

a duvet day for at least a week
till im up and ready
phoned docs 5 times to rest my mind
im a man you see a man  
no deaths door he says to me
Im a man yes Im a man

Love in ........









Love out ....

My mind showed a place
a hell on earth
a different race
a cloud so dark .. light burnt out
this feeling of pressure
life in doubt

My body in shock
a head so full
a cry out loud
a black in darkness..show me a sign
this hate of life
life burnt out

My eyes so low
a hearty sigh
a seed of hope
a time to shout...give me a chance
this time to show
life to live

the view from his stool was a sad end to a life of despair
as he sipped another whiskey from his crippled hands
barely able to grasp the glass that contained the sweet nectar
his eyes said everything that his face tried to hide
a man faded to walk amongst the living dead

this was his existence this was his life
a man with no future a man set to die
his frail bones latched to the seat as his lips urged another fire from god
a shake so evident that time was past
yet his comfort was there for all to see
the bottom of a bottle now empty of greed

his weakness of spirit its name had him good
the water of Uisge Beatha alive in his blood
his stool is still there till next he does stagger
for more of his water and more of gods fire

My friend was up there a pure beauty up high
a light from the heavens so sure i could fly
a moon with a beam so shining and pure
a sign from above who knows....anymore

whole and round and full as can be
a man on the moon looks right back to me
see his face..my pal my mate in the air
a man on the moon with a cheesy grin stare  

He's just to reliable to not take the hint
stop looking my way ...an eye with a glint
I dont need your tides or big moody swings
so stop all this staring ..stop laughing at me

I'll send up my army to gobble you up
my mice do like cheese things
its what your made of

so be my friend back again and stop with those looks
leave me and my mind in peace just show me the love
I want Mr reliable my mate in the air
to be my best friend again
my man in the air

The second sun glowed deep into the night as my path lay open
only the few could see the sorrow in my eyes as the light faded
yet the glow grew wider as my heart cried out
I was the wrong side of the road

My madness enriched from the fullness of tide
yet quelled from a loved one my love of my life
times like these are so special and rare
to face the end no worries gone fear

I stepped over the line to come back to this time
a happier person a whole brand new life
me is back me again until the glow shows
a sign from the second sun I fear my heart woes

Look into my eyes and see the shining stars
see them deep inside
shouting out for more
look into my eyes see colours bursting loud
a blueness in the grey
a sparkle there no doubt

Look into my eyes and see the shooting stars
see them shining bright
a warmness in my heart
look into my eyes
I love you more and more

see sparkles everywhere as love begins to grow
a lovers look of love
a spiders web to share
look into my eyes see love in love
oh yeah

Look into my eyes and see the shooting stars
see them shining bright
a warmness in my heart
look into my eyes
I love you ever more

Laying here on my death of bed
a thought just came to me
what if I could start again
a new life ...life for free

I just dont know where my past has gone
so come tomorrow I'll have some fun
for let today become
to a present lost in yesterday's yesterday

for tonight I'm gonna rock the night away
see the light see the day
beer in my head
a fuzz all around
time to go boogy sing to the sound

rock the night away
sing to the sound
rock the night away
dance out loud

breath in the heat of the sun through my eyes
as a warmness spreads over me
a gladness of being alive from a glow that surrouned me
sun shined in my face as winter is warmed away to
a new spring in coming

friends now lost in the cry of a past feel no rays
as a body cools and returns to a place where we all came from
never to be met till we breath in their dust
till a new born is ****** to the sun
to be warmed ....

Lift my shoulders high as head bows to my limited me
look into the sky is a friend I need
not there not even breath
clouds around my head so coloured a blackness holds me there
pure pressure from this life in hell
a life I could forget

Not in the mood for a fight today
not in the mood so go away
not in the mood for love nor hate
yep im not in a mood

so what.... its saturday
so what's the fuss you say
so what if I dont care
im not in the mood for you to stare

whatever what ever you say to me
whatever you say means nothing you see
whatever was all we ever heard
whatever ever....

look up look out
see a twinkle in the night
look east look west
a twinkle seen in sight
look look
look out in hest  

my breath is shortened as i reach up high
the darkness nears my time is nigh
to see the stars for one last time
to know i'll join them
all be fine

my eyes grow weak yet still i see
a twinkling sky
a hold on me
not long to go when pain goes
bang !!!  
my struggle over
new twinkle found

breath that felt so deep as darkened in my soul
a cloud that felt so black a sight could not be held
a feeling of the hate and anger deep within
this battle aint yet over a war is set begin

how can you feel so inner yet show the world your cold
a heat that burns the fire that eats you ....
brave the bold
  
one chance into the fight we go
no option give you in
sharpen all your steely might a war we can do win

my eyes bleed to the sound of the city
made my heart stop to the silence of the noise
birds so quiet as the sun burnished my body
Is this the place where the end does come

ant like features as they move with a purpose
stop at nothing ...nothing but a stare
no care for another ..no greeness here
aspiration lives as they break our bones  

the town was of pearly ..cockles and eels
gone is the pie ,mash and real ales
gone is the love of a place we called home
london a city lost to the throws

I love my baby doo
love love love out of you
I love my baby doo
love in and out love in you true

I dream of me and you
a love so sweet
a loveeee you ........

I love my baby doo
love love love out of you
I love my baby doo
love in and out love in you true

I need my baby here
to hold and kiss
so sweet my ear

I love my baby doo
love love love out of you
I love my baby doo
love in and out love in you true

one day I know you will
be my baby
be my baby booo ohh ohh!!

I love my baby doo
love love love so into you
I love my sweety pie
love in my heart you are my you  ......

the face behind the mask ..
hidden from the futures past
sorrow shown but never seen
a saddness followed from a faked out sheen

the look that never came
a hole so missed and never gained
a smile not real but there
a tear not looked but always near

the face behind the mask
is someone close ..as you pass
remember why their there
to hold your hand a love and care

Magpie flying high in the sky, the moon with the slightest shard, peace on the earth and pigs might fly, a bard am I.......I cry......
and a cry be heard yet no-one sees the pain in my heart as i bleed
no-one feels the noise in my head as my face shows no thought
so so sad that we live in a place where i am not a part of this life this place this town ....time for a future a place i know and love and a woman with me to be my whole to bear my fear to take me and show me the path i so so need ...............

here in my soul is a place i know so well
it hides all my fears my lies all my hurts
here in my head is a place that no --one see's no-one knows
seeing is hiding or so its told
knowing is telling no-one till im old

here in my heart is a place that few do see
it holds my wife my son my family
hidden from the all
hidden till i be free

here in my body is a man so fowl
so bad its smell so ...so evil pure is hell
face the mask that hides the real
face the madness face that lives

here is me that no one cares
here is me that fights the fears
hear in me a man that breaks the rules

hear me cry a crying soul

I cannot doubt whats in my head
the way i feel the waking dead
I cannot help the world I see
the fires out the death in me

I want to be a use in life
but whats the point when nature lies
I feel the want to be out there
into the open fresh the air

The time will tell the end of time
in all its all a waste of rhyme
so wake up dead and face death stare
another day like in the ****

woof woof woof went the doggy
woof woof woof in me head
woof woof woof went the doggy
sweepy let me sleep i must be dead

bark bark bark hear the woofer
bark bark bark hear the growl
bark bark bark hear the woofer
sweepy stop that racket stop it now

slob slob slob in me lug hole
slob slob slob hear it now
slob slob slob in me lug hole
sweepy what the hell ..I'll let you out

bark bark bark hear the woofer
bark bark bark hear the growl
bark bark bark hear the woofer
sweepy stop that racket stop it now

yap yap yap is it dinner
yap yap yap no not now
yap yap yap is it dinner
sweepy go to sleep its 3 am

bark bark bark hear the woofer
bark bark bark hear the growl
bark bark bark hear the woofer
sweepy stop that racket stop it now

Hearts beat another day
as life begins another thrown away
Times in wait another state
yet we all do follow the path
till end of days

Shame on life as time stands on time
to have wasted such a gift a wasted shift
mournful looks from the followed
as a sigh within goes unspoken
hear the din

Need the new to awake our eyes
as nature turns another tide
yet never seen within these ways
wall of steel stand blinded looks
a feel ....a lost lost touch  

no matter which the room the wait begins
it all becomes a wasted end
a name to carry in from the past
a voice hidden a record blast
a look from a face broken looked back

I love you oh yes i do so be the one
say yes love you ...oh baby love me too
I love you more than you know you
oh baby love me too
oh baby love me too

I need you like no one else
you send me crazy make me melt
oh baby i need you
oh baby love me too

I want you.. yes it hurts like hell
the pain is biting love me girl
oh baby i want you
oh baby love me too

baby love me too
baby baby baby love me too !!!

a world I can not live without in a world where only madness doubt
money make us mad and bad it calls us to the cause in fools we fight
for food and peace is what we aim yet fighting killing take the blame
when will all this terror stop as children die as oil drops

the few that rule us tell us yes we have to do it for the best
but where is debt if banks burned down ?
manufactured ...whos the clown?

we still dont get it dont we just.. we fight and give our daily blood
for bankers bonus and churches gold or arabs oil that few can hold

the blinded lead the blind ..as a sadness few so see the real time
explore the new with eyes wide open until they crush no word be spoken
the paper rules as passport show there is no hiding in this hell

be born into this world ..as we all are ...naked free no battle scars
dont let them tell you its for the best ..you have no choice the book is read
you think of freedom is in your grasp i hate to tell you never had ..
a shame is where we all are now
the rich get richer pull the cow ..

shadows cast into clouds of sand as footprints leave their mark
voices so full of fun with not a care in this world
summer sun washed over by the crash of thunder
the sea shouting against the shells to your ears

blue whispery skies feed warmness to the skin
as weeks of a worklife pass to say goodbye
ice cream melted to cheeks as tissue lips from a nan
feed a childs cry
this is what we live for in a world so left behind

donuts sugared a thirst as sticky fingers lay ******
fish from an ocean battered or fried to the best ive ever noshed
sounds of the beach washed over me as grandads snores a snort ..
too much lunchtime pie i guess ..deserving resort
dreams of a past ...dreams of another

football played and dogs all wet scenes from a beach
alive still ...kids gone red
searing sizzles from a sun at its best as rounders run
or frisbee fetched
photo taken a collection booth ..memories made as dreams come true
dreams of a summer
dreams of a summer

close your eyes and dream away
worry not as this day closes
faces past you go away
gone the daylight gone the day

wake up to a fresh new start
where life goes on but not your part
cos you have the world to ransom
I know best my shining star
I know best ....

face look forward into the new
brace the open brace the queue
they just don't see just what you are
but I know best my shining star
I know best my shining star

Gone into a world that's not quite there
gone into a world of look and despair
fighting through the haze of a drunken gaze
that look so hated a mind in daze

taken to the thirst of another day
wanted to hate it but liquor has its say
sip until a gulp then the worst is over
tastes so sweet my four leaf clover

memories gone all friends departed
drunken dust so warm so hearted  
gutter life from once departed
one way ticket out
a bottle started

Tis near the day that you was lost away
departed from this earth yet met with love
into another place
such peace within yet a knowing time was thin

Im happy thats your there with gramma,grandad
love and care
seem strange so long ago we had your madness
love and woes
but now I am at ease that freedom found you and found me

mum i still do see the love you had and gave me  
i share it with my son yet hide the troubles that were done
your kindness and your smile
a love of scarborough ..Christmas syle

so another year flies by and yes i'm saddened
oh i bless
take care mothers child see you up there
mum of mine

my love my love my sweet sweet love
pure sunshine for my soul
my love my love my sweet sweet love
touch me ....out a control
my love my love my sweet sweet love
I love you everyday
my love my love my sweet sweet love
kiss me ..dont you go away

frosty skies show a dazzle in the darkness
freshly made air strikes as you breath
yet billows from nostrils like a madening bull
grass crunches under foot
a sound so familiar yet not understood

music of life surounding you
heartbeat of the world inside your soul
yet not in the blood
first steps on this earth
a wonderous love
a wonderous love

The white snow turned to black
my heart pained
no! no! no! no !..heart attack
no! no! no! no !..heart attack

the feeling inside was all to see
put out this fire ....look at me
my mind was lost into the black
no look
no!no!no!no!.. heart attack

put out to sea set sail to sink
another soul lost out to drink
red eyes in view no looking back
no look
no! no! no! no!..heart attack

Remember Jim? not many do...
one day all will stay unglued
a stone unloved.. a crayoned name
times like this time nothing changed  

no looking back no time to fear
no ! no ! no ! no ! heart attack
no ! no ! no ! no ! heart attack

The madness inside my abyss in light
hide thoughts in my brain a sadness I sigh
these feelings won't hide the smile I so seek
a darkness you so hate ...
mad dog do its thing

a change for the better
could change all of me
but would I feel lighter
would darkness still be

I know what I need
I know what to do
but do I have courage
to see through the new
A new leaf turning over a new start
to begin my darkness behind me
a new life begin

I knew that this would happen
but put it out my mind
I even gave a warning
a madness wasnt wise
yet still you took the cake
and let it turn your soul
the weirdness took your night away
and lost your freind from old
it made me so so mad inside
I really was to pop
but yes i have control these days
so let it all just drop
a shame that we did end this way
I really cannot tell
the cake has got to stop my freind
or god will be your hell

A song came on the radio
a memory from afar
a sadness yet a smile of mine
come on feel the noise

I had to turn it up so loud
my ears began to sing
as music from my very past
brought tears upon my chin

I thought that was the start of starts
to start my weekend off
but no this radio gave much more
for ears and memoires

More tears appeared as Freddie sang
brought thoughts of long ago
my mum gone out so dad did shout
come on my son its time
as our radiogram blasted out our song
repeated many days  

More tears appeared as song was sung
i nearly crashed my car
such thoughts of times so long ago
My memories in a jar

light fades as new beauty appears
twinkles of nature bring life to a darkness
birds fly for their last meal til light
set a song for the evening a sign all is calm

yet I fear such a night as all sounds fall out loud
no sight to be seen by sees a shivery spine
a twit from a twoo just makes it seem worse
a dog barks a distance a maddening verse

I want to be home where the doors are all closed
away from the outside and into a warm
I fear that the ghost of said past will haunt me
unless I run home fast and hide until dawn

Looking around I see the faces of broken men
bore into the dredge of life
on a train going nowhere and nowhere too go
sitting waiting for the next stop
a life thats broken
broken of will

a shout goes out its their number up
time to move on now
make room for another drudge
I see in their eyes a look understood
a nod of acceptence
a mirrored tip
my life on the train now ..
time to get off

in the end there was no begining as the start was in sight
yet a new wave of peace came amongst us as bright into light
a corner never seen yet a circle in ...complete
a clear dawn for the few a new world for the rest