The air felt thick as it rushed up from the forrest
in my mind i needed to breath yet my lungs gave in
this earth that we so trust and need was failing me
breath damm it breath

as i lay there stars appeared as the shallow began
pings of pain popping and piercing in that need for air
fight all out yet need all the more
this breath without me i'll be no more
breath damm it breath

the light stared to fail was this near the end
as breath without me was soon my best freind
no more pain just a calmness within
joy at the freedom my new world begin
my new world begin

The room was oh so blinding
as fear becaming the frighting
my tremble showed no bounds
my mind so screaming
out and loud

they knew what was my weakness
my fear my inner secrets
yet stronger as i stood
a coldness from the heat above
a shiver down my spine

they looked and understood
my needs my thoughts my hate of love
to them it was a game
to shame on me to give
my hand away

in love we hate
in war no peace
in song no speech
in thoughts no say
my fear becomes my room

my 101

sleepy sleep

sleep in sleep in sleepy town
my eyes need wakey up
sleepy sleep my bed does call
me lids so glued there stuck

look at me at half past three
a hedge still in me hair
eyes so red a cameras light
saucers oh my dear

give me bed a silent night
cos sleepy snooze is me
time to snore and wake you up
me fidgits sleepy sleep  

na na night its time for kip
me bed is calling me
clocking tick soon far away
a dream of dreams i see

rise and shine yet i need more
some sleep will do me good
bags of spuds upon each cheek
come on dont wake me up

sleepy in as sleepy does
im staying where i am
soon be dinner oh thats good
a lay in i'll be dammed

The grey

My darkness turned as grey refomed and night became the day
this world outside ...
my grey out and loud
madness amongst the followers as lies spread on lies
yet we all do take it ....
and live a greyness life

I see it everyday yet follow as they say
the grey that is our savior ...becomes us

in sheep we do follow until the endeth rest
the grey that is our leader until the end of breath

cotton clouds formed in such sky as frost shivered me so
fingers chilled to warmth not met
biting in the cold
ground so hard no flower formed
bring me summer bring me warm

smell of grass so freshly cut
can see a summer coming
golden fields full the oil ..rapeseed  sneeze a tissue feel
hear young voices playing out
screams of water splashed out loud

bring me summer where smiles do form
eating ice cream on ones lawn
rays of sun do burn my back
sleepy me ...to skin pealed back

bring me summer as i freeze
throw this coldest oh yes please  
soon be there not long to go
summer feeling ...no more snow

another day to wake up to

a new start to the dawn

another life be it broken

a lifetime reborn



a new breath from a newborn

a last for a few

a day to remember

a silence ensue



against all the odds

a will to be here

agility lost

a fragle soon near



an age to be older

a mind lost in sea

a lifetime of memories

awash in the breeze

Into the cold as my breath formed a thousand stars carried by the breeze
all white under foot as sounds echoed into places not seen
the cold was at its best as my teeth chattered
to music that my mind control no less
the world had changed ,its colour so sharp
the air so alive as my sudden breath turned gasp
ice formed from hidden mist from air unseen  
in places icicles,stalastites and dewdrops
on noses and beards a funny sight behold

I like the cold as i sit in front of a blazing fire
crackling and spitting to stir me to sleep
I like the cold as i lay in bed all warm and cosy
from a sleepy sleepy head
I like the cold to stay outside as i be warm and toasty
from a totty now swirling my head
I like the cold ....

Rain beating faster than my soul
as earth softens to the power in this world
madness looking at youth yet
young are fearless to the torture to unfold

leaders follow all that is led
yet who are we to challenge spoken hearts
when inside is dead to us
bled the un-bled

future horrors in minds so demeted
our shame so on show to the world
a world so scorched with stains from
failings as oceans wash and wash
to no avail as our life falls and fails

The sky on fire burned as fields lit to the night
sparked memories of another life so far away so lost in time
my youth so old yet my soul so young
wasted to the misery of a long forgotten train

a happy train with family and children
a holiday romance
now a lost empty yard where rust and weeds fill an ever lonely heart
such memories now ghosts of the past
yet pictures still here to remember
what once we all so had

i so wish that train would come ...again
take me to a a place where life was real and fun
fields on fire as holidays begun
memories of freedom a holiday and once i was young

face stare at me as my eyes close around the lost forgotten souls
their deaths all in vain as they try to show me a life ..their pain
the darkness in my eyes still shows their glow as they hustle to smile
a knowing thats known

sleep evades my heart as my soul tears from tortured mind
the faces still within me not hidden as new dawn lights a darkened sky
I shudder at their look ..a horrored dream that reality took
no daylight hides ones misery as the faces know
that look

face stare at me as my eyes close around the lost forgotten souls
their deaths all in vain as they try to show me a life ..their pain
the darkness in my eyes still shows their glow as they hustle to smile
a knowing thats known

sleep evades my heart as my soul tears from tortured mind
the faces still within me not hidden as new dawn lights a darkened sky
I shudder at their look ..a horrored dream that reality took
no daylight hides ones misery as the faces know
that look

The longest night begins from the longest day
as past the year departs us
thus old brings in the new ..
a new day for living
a new year born from past

Happy new year happy new year
still drinking Christmas cheer
happy new year happy new year
a toast for all to share
happy new year ...happy new year ...happy new year

the auld lang syne departs from lips
holding hands release from grasped
as words sure tumble out
stuttered from the taste of golden stout
a new bore out a drunken hast

Happy new year happy new year
still drinking Christmas cheer
happy new year happy new year
a toast for all to share
happy new year ...happy new year ...happy new year

go celebrate the new go celebrate in style
and sing into tomoro sigh ..
a difference in a different style

Jipi Jay...Jipi Jay
sing to our friends not seen any more
Canción del adiós..Ce n'est qu'un au revoir mes frères
a toast for all to share
Τραγούδι Αποχωρισμού...Happy new year......
Llegó la hora de decir adiós, digamos, al partir, nuestra canción

I walked upon this earth feeling dirt through my toes
as gods tears washes life into the new
as I breathed another sigh the wind cried in my ears
letting me know he was here
it feels good to see such beauty
to feel the sun to hear the birds
one day this may all be a dream of the future
one day it may all be gone behind
one day i'll be to old to worry ..as life passed me by

as i walked into my home.. smells hit me of love and hope
a doggy wetted nose barking ..daddys home
a cuddle and a kiss for wifey ..oh the bliss
a shout from way upstairs ..eh dad you ok
these things that take me there a time in life
one day not there

where did Christmas go ..
where was my mo ...
or jo
what happened over here ..
my minds gone
no Christmas cheer

Ive left it all behind
the debt the beer
no more wine
turkey clucking more
crackers stopped
pop no more

where is my Christmas cheer
ive lost it
gone from here
where has my life gone wrong
a failure
in a rotten hole

a Christmas cheer to all you folk
a happy time we pray
freinds so near some afar
a Merry Christmas call

a time to sing and drink a toast
to you and one and all
time to say a prayer or so
to lost ones...to recall

may you relax ...enjoy this day
eat to much ..and laugh away
time to give to not receive
time to remember ...why

so raise you glass
enjoy this toast
and wishing you all well
a Happy Christmas one and all
under some mistletoe

I feel like flying ..flying high
way up yonder up into night
out in the stars shining so bright
flying high ..high as a kite

join me in motion as we could fly up high
fly to the moon and back in the deep of night
see the earth in glorious light twinkling in darkness
in the mist of night

come fly ...come fly with me now
up into sky ..free from chains
left all behind
come lets fly together lets see a whole new life
come lets fly
come lets fly

Soon be Christmas ...a special day
lots of pressies from Santa's sleigh
children be good or as they say
no big parcels coming your way

Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to all my friends
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to family afar
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to one and all
Happy Christmas

Lights from the tree burn and glow
showing the way for santa to go
children waking from little no sleep
parents craving another 2 winks

Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to all my friends
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to family afar
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to one and all
Happy Christmas

4am and Santa's been
all those wishes a dreamers dream
wrapping and squeals in lots of houses
turkey in now sherry starters

Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to all my friends
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to family afar
Happy Christmas Happy Christmas
to one and all
Happy Christmas

Just 3 little words when put together
mean the world to us on all our lives
they bring peace .stop tears and create

Just 3 little words that make our world
create our world and fate our lives forever
meanings and emptyness,feelings and freindlyness
just 3 little words

just 3 little words as i said goodbye
to wife and son today
those 3 little words meant for love and ever ..always

just 3 little words that make a life
be human just for a day
to look and give feeling no more to be said this way

iiiiiiii
love love love love
you you you you you you

Time to waste as time flies by
wonder what the future lies
wasting time just on me ***
waiting for the time no fun

Click the clock as time watch by
wonder when my time is nigh
wishing time to pass the time
time please slip....slip on bye!!

Time to fly and leave me high
come on please why oh why
nearly there so soon be right
time to pass on to the night

If only he could see the picture that i see in he
If only he could view that look
His life no more
A deadness on his door

No smile to crack
No looking back on once was is no more
His daily chore to breath
A fight lost in eyes faded to the clouds

What was youth forgotten proof
A childhood dream on heavy shoulders
Now his song until breath all gone
No more hell

Look back on what he become
A life lost
gone for ever more

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa i love your fluffy beard
ohhhhh..... santa i sent you my big list
ohhhhh..... santa i sealed it with a kiss

on Christmas eve the big man knew he had a job to do
he'd worked all year to fill his sacks and bring some Christmas cheer
his elfs and freinds had wrapped and wrapped until it was all done
now santa's night is nearly here its time to have some fun

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa i love your fluffy beard
ohhhhh..... santa i sent you my big list
ohhhhh..... santa i sealed it with a kiss

Now children listen did you do good and be a star shine bright
Now children listen did you do good so santa comes tonight
he knows you know the ones that show a love and care for him
its santa's secret so he says ....rudolph lets begin

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa i love your fluffy beard
ohhhhh..... santa i sent you my big list
ohhhhh..... santa i sealed it with a kiss

** ** ** a mince pie please as santa leaves his sack
and dont forget the reindeers food or we wont be back
a tipple of sherry and a note ...saying thanks a lot
see ya next year santa says chimney up i pop

ohhhhh..... santa be good to me this year
ohhhhh..... santa dear i look
ohhhhh..... santa yes yes yes yes yes.. pressies all around
ohhhhh..... santa love ya lots and lots ..kissy kiss kiss kiss

This wonderous light shone us bright
amongst the stars ahead be right
over the hill for all its glory
oh wonderous light

beating bright a beacons night
lighting us the way
a path to follow
a place to see

Oh wonderous light that shone us bright
a sign for all yet few did plight
a joyous day for all to follow
a day for praise ..love and sorrow

shineth light in all your glory
live enriched for all
beating heart now on this earth
crying out ..

Oh wonderous light that shone us bright
a new way on this world
this time for past and new beginings
a glory to this world

Be amazed at what you are
for all around dont see the harm
your bright and witty ..do make us laugh
so one day soon all this will pass

you'll take us over and be de-mand
be the one that takes command
time to face the hidden truths
reveal your beauty ...be the you

every time i close my eyes i see his face once more
that look that smile that wish so well ..
i miss it oh so all
i wish i'd stayed when i did go..i wish that day again
been four years past but feels so fresh
that loss ....
the emptiness

this ghost in my head wont fade away
am i so glad its here ...
a past so fond of memories
no monies ...will...or take the tears
i so so wish i'd done so more ..yet know it was my best
devoid me please the shame in me
to right the face of wrong

the man walked passed me as his life passed him by
hair greyed yet yellowed through the time of smokers cry
his shoulders showed a lack... of love and care divine
a soul forgotten in a life that wasnt life
a worker.. a being that earned a daily crust yet life so hidden
gone a youthless love
he striked a look so common ive seen it so so all
a truckers gait is usual amongst the daily trawl
i know this path so well as i walk the fatal line
can see my shadow follow ..as grey fades out the shine
his face looked round right at me ..id read it all before
that look of hidden anguish ...
a tortured mind behind eyes that said much more
he carried on his walk as i went the other way
i wondered what he thought as he looked and saw my grey

they know ya know thats why their here
waiting for the time is near
summer gone yet has it so
the cold is missing
bite us show

ground so dry its nearly dust
farmers worry .. worry us
flowers springing summers glow
apples drop yet still some show
frost not bitten summers breath
grass lush green a golfers fest

they know you know thats why they fly
staying here above ones eyes
food for thought that things have changed
spinning world on different aims

Time to look into the sky
are we spinning just not right
been said that birds sing sparrow cries
cos they know that time aint right
our summer in december

As eyes close.... my mind opens to a
thousand pictures
Flashes faces pain and grief
Thoughts of times long ago
seem so real I pleads
Sleep evades ..the visions flourish
Mind instilled another life
Real against reality as heart beats
to deathless sleep

silence screaming feel the fear
check the bolt ..be its near
mist rolls over as we wait
feel its presence
aim with care

metal shine as dawn delights
fields of golden
faced nearly be red
men ready do.. as battle to come
mist roll over ..a life nearly done

daylight comes .. fire rains above
ready for the colour said
fighters end.. a shout that failed
darkness come yet daylight shined
mist roll over

Dance if you wanna.. dance the night away
dress like ya mean it.. dance the night away
boogy on the boogy ..day and day after day

dance dance dance
feeling so so right
boogie boogie woogie
dancing to the right

sing like a superstar ...driving in ya car
sing to the beat ...tapping down your street
hum hum didi dum ..words dont know the means
but dance if ya wanna ..dance the night away

dance dance dance
feeling so so right
boogie boogie woogie
dancing to the right

dressing ike ya dad ..laughing on the beer
not like ya lad ..cool and pierced his ear
hat ..not cap you say ..cos that aint right round here
but dance if ya wanna ...dance the night away

dance dance dance
feeling so so right
boogie boogie woogie
dancing to the right

dance .....dance .....dance !!!

the death inside me still craves another fight
as my blood keeps feeding a feeling all aint right
veins pop as blood begins to boil
death inside me ready for the fight

eyes that start thus glowing
madness seen the light
death awakens screaming
somewhat some delight

body fighting..fingers tingle through
nearly ready..ready but are you
stretched and fully working
timing all is right
crave a new begining
bring it on alright

if you could read my inner thoughts
if you could read my mind
woud you be part of my big world
or run into the night

if you could see when i saw life
if you could see my soul
would you go hiding far from me
or stay in be at home

if you could change me for the best
if you could change just one
would you go messing in me head
or leave me well alone

if i could change you for another
if i could have a chance
id stick with you until the end
without so much a glance

if you fell ill or caught a cold
id steal it all from you
if i got lost id call you home
and run right back
love you .......

Rods of rain run through me
cleanse my inner soul
taste the air of freshness
wash away the old

see the stars see the sky see the moon in all its light
see your breath steaming out see what life is so about
millions twinkle yet out of reach stars in heavens gods retreat

try to grab one haul it in stars from out there lights within
shapes that twinkle signs of life beams of sunlight in the night
whats so funny hear you say starlights been there ever a day

parents parents ...parents too seen them stars just like you
thats their secret from above they have seen the all of us
think that thought for just one mo ..now you now know natures glow

woken by the stir as mother nature
turned her coat...
wind blown in the new as leaves fallen
fated will.....
twigs scatterd without a care.. branches beaten
all is fair
winter taketh soon be there
frost still wanting freezing out
winters hardeness...
birds still singing
what a song..
time of year this must be wrong
autumn closing feel the cold as
mother nature turns her coat

The silence screaming in me head
give me something please i beg
talk to me so i may live
silence deadened all forgive

inner rage yet outside peace
wanting life to re-release
thought my head would cope so well
fear the silence all not well

chains so heavy yet quiter still
talk to me ...hear me
heartbeat ..fear me
silence ..scare me

Pumpa ..pumpa thats all i do
can you hear it .ill give you a clue
stinka ..smelly...parpety parp
that what it sounds like when i do f@#t

see the smog as i open the door
parpety parp ..pumping galore
beans and cabbage help me along
lots of ale ...trumpety trump
pukka pie or chilli kerbab ..
parpety parp...gives me a smile

pumping trumping thats all i do
wind from me **** ill give you a clue
sounds like a whale from miles away
trumper thumper.. parpety parp

sbd's are part of me aim
but a parp is a much better game
brussel ..stuffing give it me now
parpety parp ..trumpety trump

Do I really do it ?..Do i stop right there?
stop the fight for freedom..
do I really care ?
Is it time to let it go ?do I give in now?
has my time gone past me ?
even at this hour?

The path closed as i started to run
even as my life begun
I wasted chances that no -one saw
I must be mad they all deplored
oh so well its time to see ..put me feet up
breath the deep

So in i am some place like hell
purgatory for my cell
yes its my fault so they say
devil works his mysterious ways

Have you seen a wookey yet ?? I saw one yesterday
he gaited round some pebbles and never looked my way
could see what he was after cos seaweed is their food
its such a prized possesion to take it would be rude

they forage on the beach all day to seek it to be rich
to own a piece of seaweed is an honour ..
be sure a wookey style
the only thing that keeps them worried is us
and dare I say??

Their name is only whispered here...
no not loud at all
Cheddar George's ..from the black sand
a shiver to the core
they are a breed of wookey's that no one can decide
to fear them is to be aware they have a darkened side

Now wookeys live in peace they say and rarely do collide
however storms were brewing here a wookeys seaweed pride
i'll tell you more as i find out am sure to keep in touch
and as they say in wookey hole
go have a happy wookey day !!!

Have you seen them ?..you have to be quiet
wookey's are special and shy when seen out
they're rather aloof but furry and cute
but dont be took in for their looks be the truth

They live somewhere special...its called wookey hole
a place on the beach ....all hidden from all
they like to be ...not seen and hide really well
but we know the place that wookey's do dwell

they live like the hobbits but not quite that way
cos wookey's are wookey's what more can i say
one day i'll tell more but first you must promise
to not tell a soul about wookey hole


the little wookey's

The darkness within me is screaming awake
my plight on this earth is fighting disgrace
the anger is rage that boils on inside
just leave me alone or i may bite

the cloud is behind me yet blacker than space
can feel all its pressure its darkened my days
just want to be free from this world that i fight
time to dispel all that hate and dislike

see i feel better now that you can see
my rage and the cloud have set me a free
where once there was madness and rage all inside
a fluffy white cloud just chuckles the sigh

yet... its there at the ready to pounce once again
the rage and the boil a blackness within
it waits oh so quiet for me to amiss
the darkness of anger ...a master of sin

the boy that dreamed a dream
a futures life of dollar and cream
his thoughts were of good on this earth
no nasties lurking.. snakes unfurled

as teens took on toll.. the mighty hormones
kicked thus rebelled
yet dream was still right.. get in there
a futures bright light shone so in there l

twentys came and did fly and now his 30s dream decline
its still inside to see ..his dream of legends and the cream
infamous for family and few the boy no more
just part of the crew

in forty he worked hard to keep his family
dont fall apart
his dream of the cream was still there but now quite faded
his despair

when fifty he looked so much old
the work had taken him
ill heath unfold
and what was left of his dream
gone away ..ditch the cream

but what did he gain for his loss
love and family..freinds he could trust
his dream was of big and all knew
yet he had more
as family grew

the madness that takes over me
at 5 am i just wanna be
drank coffee ate some fat free
yet still feel guilty why its me
does everyone sleep so awake
when im so tired at 3 for gods sake
i just want a full on 6 hours
is that to much at this time in dire
a yawn that takes all my face
yet here i am at 5 and awake

we knew it was there
that smile that love
of the air
she hid it all from view
but we all knew ..time would do

a smile so far away
a talent wasted...day after day
but a fight was there we see .
a smile carried
for love set her free

as time took its toll
the fight fought through hell
thus lovers swelled
but we know there is time
for futures fortune
and love so yet untold

as flowers come into bloom
she would follow
predicted va ...voom
so hold ya breath once more
as new beginings come through your door

Can you feel the shadows
can you feel their pain
silent from the onset
scared to look again

knowing that they follow you
wishing they would go
haunted by the memories
from a time let go

Can you feel the shadow
its ready will you fall
ready darkened places
taken ...coldness claw

follow what you feel is right
let em fade away
step into a better world
darkness taken..brighter day

For many years ive wanted.. a live so rich for me
it all went round the table that cash would be the cream
yet ..as ive grown much older i now know what i know
that im the richest of them all and this is how it goes

I looked around my fellow drivers all in their fancy cars
and thought....i have one like that ..
its battered..old and falls apart
yet whilst they're busy working im nowhere to be found
cause im home with family thats what its all about

fancy jeans ...i have a pair no label ...but do i really care
but.. they do the job of many ...strange as it may sound
yes my shoes look messy... no Jimmy choos they aint
but im home for tea each night to hug my son ..im proud

I may not be a millionaire in eyes of bankers wifes
yet i have .. much much more that money cannot buy
see wealth is classed by how your missed and not the car you drive
shame that some dont see that... as life just passed them bye

step outside to realise your future snapped in two
a crash to harm those round us ....
fear the quiet ....join the queue
noises from a picture tells silence dreaded all
the dawn of horrors about to be born

No view to hide nor stay the sudden harm
cries so needing so wishing .....
all really was calm
yet darkness taketh angels
as devils plays outside

Heaven gain a few more
their ride a final time

eyes that bleed to the sound of another dawn aproaching
dead yet awoken as the noise invades my ears
life begun against the oppressive nature of gloom
dreams so yesterday as light takes on the dark

These were my thoughts as i awoke
today was my destiny to change the world
yet would tomorro be different
would dreams take on new life

7 billion souls now so think this way
all fighting for the one
air so sweet against dust from the dead
life still goes on..... life still goes on....and on

Happy Birthday William
Happy Birthday son
an age of new beginings
and age of nearly man

a time for being grown up
but time to be a child
a laugh that no one gets no more
an age where you so can

a time for showing strength
yet gently goes the way
a time for cake and candles
a time for shaves and spray

an age where dad is kewl sometimes
an age where he is not
a mum that calls you in from out
a cry of whats the time ....

an age of girls now in your life
that you so want in quiet
time to man up now my son
a time... go break the cycle

time to spread your shoulders .... stand up proud and tall
time to take a view on life like never had before
time to make your peace..... enjoy the freinds you have
time to grab the future and take it by the hand

Happy Birthday William
Happy Birthday son

it started out so well
no day of loving hell
until i saw the lights then life changed...
breakout hell

I thought it was a plane
until it turned again
it changed my view on life as it came in for the dive...
life did flash on by

it flew right over me
something i had seen
explain i could not do it a madness in my eyes
a shiver down my spine

a ufo you say
a look of crazy ..bless the day
but i know what i saw an end to all the norm
new life for them ...explore

the sly in the eye would not deny
the way you really wanted
that look in there did show me fear
to hide from you forever

a look so full of hate
a love so gone
your sly eye looking on me

a cunning tale inside your fail
to magic me to yourside
i'll leave your breath remove the death
and run for love and kindness

so now im free to be the me
to live a life in freedom
no more pain or loveless aim
a sly eye gone the madness

as i walk this earth and feel its birth
to breath natures perfume
a freedoms gift a life to live
no looking back to life-less