In this mind is a place I hide
Is a place I've been
and a place I've seen

My room of white ..
not a pretty sight
but it keeps me warm
safe from harm

My room of white
not seen out light
just a blackened hole
just my empty soul
  
You know the place
its fate we haste
when we close our eyes
memories ....lies

5am and the faces all seem the same
a look so lost to a memory of a dream gone past its time
No life to a future in another trip around
just the look of lost
a lost never found

Lost in time in a time lost away
memories of a life a life's better day
Lost in the past to a wish you around
Lost in my heart a hollow beat sound

A hand propped in chin to a face looking floor
the look awaits him ..lost at his door
The eyes looking empty from a life fed away
lost in a place.. lost to the day

Lost in time in a time lost away
memories of a life a life's better day
Lost in the past to a wish you around
Lost in my heart a hollow beat sound

Faces of a stare thats been seen many times
lost in the life just to work to the ground
lost to the world so beaten in brow
my face is within them ..lost to the crowd

Lost in time in a time lost away
memories of a life a life's better day
Lost in the past to a wish you around
Lost in my heart a hollow beat sound

A love created in love to complete
a face on a program
a message to reap
could this be the one his soul looking deep
In time to remove some past weighted heap

A call from the look from a message sent over
never quite there yet
a scare sent in clover
a shiver me down as he takes up the plunge
a lovers remark of a love to be found

A day with a night was the end of beginning
as flames lit the sky to a new way done seeing
in shock from the feel as the waves flooded over
the tears gone from sadness to a longing
not over

a distance created yet seems so unfair
as love starts to blossom
a wonder a dare
a time will be telling I wish it the truth
take life to the future in traveling
love grows

The fete de complete

The old men sat at their stools hunched over
through grooves of time
Jars of beer drunk and some to be had
not knowing this thirst could be just their last
Quiet chatter of a talken past through
a fog of noises removed of facts

This was their future from a bleaken haze
a past so forgotten in a drunken place
families back home awaiten the call
return to méh₂tēr not seen the forgotten sons

Sadness missed in a home where children had played  
too the drinking hole lure a life gone astray
the old men still sat to a glow painted over
that was never in place to a beer flowing lover
all lost in all grace through tobacco end hands
feeding the beard stained in years gone in romance

No memories left on the stone face of death
as the flowers did fail to fall gone in a breath
a quite hymn sung from the mourners that come
yet scatter all quickly once dust is in done
they know where to go drink beer and say Joe
the old man...god lay him to rest

Control they say its all yours sir
yet when you drive your in the law
your in the system that they say what
no self control
no life
you pay
they tax your soul to stay alive
come the nomad come this time
be your life  
do run away
let be free
lets go stray
pay no tax and join the greed

They have control and blind we see
to work to bone for pennies me
whats left to spend is given back
to feed the fuel
to work your soul
corrupt the system say the no
change this world bring in the show

No bankers bonus for gamblers sin
no jetting off whilst children thin
ban the arms that shoot the poor
feed the nation loose the war
pay the workers fair too all
not the rich an equal law
ban the lords for what they do
clean our streets
Our life.... its due

Its time for me
Its time for you

I need a little sleep
just a wink or too will do
I need a little sleep
a yawn from me to you

I need a little snore
a snort or sigh will work
I need a little snore
I'm noisy soz an all

I need to close my eyes
as matchsticks hurt my sides
I need to close my eyes
the daylight's passed me by

I need to snuggle up
a pillow works just fine
I'm gonna find me bed
na night i need me zzzzzzed........ss

Silence creeps across the room as his anger raged to a reddened face
A look that brought a chill formed from the face furnace that dared you a why
Lines drawn with a flair to pass or fall
And still the rage formed
And still the rage formed

Anger eyes a ****** red
Waiting
Wanting
Needing fire to quell the fire within
Those anger eyes staring a ready grin

Another day to come as the coolness of the night sooths the strain of sight
Coldness gone to a warm glow with smiling eyes and a temper swoon
Breath in breath out its not your fault
Breath in the fresh
Breath in the fresh

Anger eyes cooled through a tear
Waiting
Wanting
Tempting love through the hate
Those tears of love do sooth the fire

A lady I know from not long ago
is mad as madder can be
she likes a good drink
and kicks up a stink
when Gordon's is empty ...I say

Now when your up north
be careful of course that somewhere
is where she does live
but don't be that hard she has to come south
to London or wee gay parasii

a line she can write not bad with her sight
as painting is where she should be
it comes from the heart such canvass
pure heart
her passion and love of the sea

My friend from up there is a giggle
and rear but that what it all in about
so raise a big glass and shout eh me lass
me mucker lets have a big cheers

My head was down as bad my day had come
a life on here had done me harm a place that few do roam  
was standing in the queue of life to pay my way ahead
That was until i realised my life was still to had

It wasnt me that changed my mind it was the queue I'm in
The angel standing next to me did have it ... but she grinned
That smile of hope and wishing why its her and not the truth
that god was trying to claim his angel early in her youth

I let her pass a chit and chat ...her taste for life not gone
my head did shake to what i had ...and what I had to come
So sorrow gone for my poor past ..just future and look up
no shuffling down my feet in line
a life is to be had    
a life is to be had

Good morning my lover
hello my lovely you
to be with you forever
a dream i had comes true

Good morning my lover!!!!!!!!
a happy I love you
a kiss from you is heaven
I'd run the earth for you
I'd run the Earth for you

I said it on our first date
I said I'd be with you
forever in your heart of hearts
my love I'd die for you

Good morning my lover!!!!!!!!
a happy I love you
a kiss from you is heaven
I'd run the earth for you
I'd run the Earth for you

You make my heart a flutter
it stutters on your name
to see you each and every day
my mind goes so insane

Good morning my lover!!!!!!!!!
a happy I love you
a kiss from you is heaven
I'd run the earth for you
I'd run the Earth for you

Good morning my lover !!!!!!!!
I want you every day
to hold your hand each moment
I love your every way!!
I love your every way!!!!
I love your every way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello beautiful sunshine
Good morning wonderful day
The sign this day is a better one
the best is on its way

Me shades are poised and in me hair
my coat is back ..its under stairs
Please Mr sunshine stay with me
warm me up ...beggin ya please

ya know today is such a wonderful place
standing in the molten air
waiting for the sun to burn
waiting for the peace fresh air

Hello beautiful sunshine
Good morning wonderful day
today is such a long one
who cares ya gotta stay

Black heart beats through the treacle of life
as the outside world hates another day
Solstice moment seals the new
and ends the end life without darkness
Shortest day in battle against the longest light

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away  

My mood is fixed no change of heart
Still dark the treacle still pain inside
No change in me yet dusk approach
A shorter start a longer shadow
My heart in sorrow blackened sorrow

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away

A shining sun yet cold inside
No worries here as time takes time
A fear not in as life goes by
My blackened heart in pain inside
Please save me from the dark as i reach into the sky

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away

Black heart beats through the treacle of life
as the outside world hates another day
Solstice moment seals the new
and ends the end life without darkness
Shortest day in battle against the longest light

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away  

My mood is fixed no change of heart
Still dark the treacle still pain inside
No change in me yet dusk approach
A shorter start a longer shadow
My heart in sorrow blackened sorrow

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away

A shining sun yet cold inside
No worries here as time takes time
A fear not in as life goes by
My blackened heart in pain inside
Please save me from the dark as i reach into the sky

Chase those shadows away
Please
Chase those shadows away
Oh please oh please
Chase those shadows away

This day so comes and passes by
Another year another why
I know inside your looking down
Standing tall amongst the crowd
We all still miss you dad we do
Life without you makes me blue

Your memories make me proud and strong
as I was lucky to be your son
You taught me good and raised me love
Dad I miss you and our hugs

Just that call that's never there
Simple wisdom always fair
Unconditional always love
Dad I miss you and our hugs

Happy Fathers day
Love you Dad
Your the best a son could have
Take good care of mum up there
Miss you madly...life ain't fair

The dreamy sea washed ashore bringing
little bubbles of life to its end
Children splashed and jumped as wave after wave fell in
Bucket and ***** at the ready as castles from the sky
formed from minds in youth and fairy tales
Cream at the ready as grandads cap retreats  
crisped from the comfort of his strippy deckchair he waits  
Mothers blankets blown from the wind held down by
a shoe to be lost and a stone found yet not cast

These were the days we remember
These are the days we forget
These are the days to be treasured
A fine sad old memory from a past we most had    

Ice cream sounds calling at fathers request
Is grandma still yawning from bingo's night fest
a donut for mother all sugared and warm
don't forget Charlie as woof is all heard
A match game of cricket from children about
or footy at lunchtime sweet sand in your mouth


These were the days we remember
These are the days we forget
These are the days to be treasured
A fine sad old memory from a past we most had  

Asleep from the sun and a sneaky quick pint
as dad tries to doze be free to unwind
A call for 3 strikes as rounders is found
hear grandad all snoring more cream to be crowned  
Tis time for a dip to twinkle your toes
to jump back a mile oh blimey its cold

These are the memories all children should have
a time when no phones when a time wasn't planned
No little computers to spoil the day
just fun and great memories of children at play
A time when your family all joined in the fun
a shame we have lost this to greed and the sun

My stare into the night did hold me ...I was fright
Why did I look again
How did I know
What made me see
The outcome not feared until junction came near

Why did I look again
How did I see
The monsters of metal was aiming at me
Twice they nearly got me in
biff and bash ..could see their grin

They almost changed my life
They almost ended breath
My life just in a flash gone by
The metal monsters grin

A time to think your life again
a time to ask oh why
a time to kiss the ones you love
and look them in the eye

I can hear your breath so close to me
as I lay down sleepy head in thee
A tint of lemon can be found
from your pillow scented sound
Laying here so close as one
I feel your heat..... a lovers song

Knowing life with you with me
sends a smile inside you see
warm this glow that beats my heart
from the love for you sweetheart
Together knowing life as one
never parting being strong
Long for life forever on
you beside me on and on

Sweet dreams that melt my heart away
I think about you everyday
You make me laugh when I should cry
big hugs a plenty till I fly
Yet here you lay in peace in arms
Love your kisses and sweet charms
Soon we'll fall away together
Dreaming loving life forever

My cloud was black..My cloud was dark
My cloud felt angry.. anger to our world
No other thoughts of smiles or hello morning back
One's anger too this universe my cloud was proper black

Been like it for the last few days
a rage that burns my eyes
My overwhelming feeling here
is stab you in the eye
I know I'll never do it but joy could be such fun
To run away from all my sins
run into the sun

As sun arise another day I'll see no cloud in sight
A time to turn to blue clear skies
my shades are out the black
A smile did came from sun itself ..it warmed my inner hue
my cloud is almost out of here to welcome in the blue

Yet way down deep the blackness knows
its time will always come
to bring about the madness hour
when black has really won

I want a cloud above me thats fluffy and just nice
no looks of rain or thunder
just shade amongst the light
shade amongst the light

Paradise oh paradise the road to heaven waits
for you and me sometime long way
a dream of heavens place
a sight so found remembered sounds of beauty
and done fate
Our paradise oh paradise the road to heavens place

Such skies of blue a sunsets hue a wonder in our eyes
where we hold hands as dusk commands a heaven
calls the new
Oh paradise our paradise oh heaven be our place
our dream come true for me and you
This hour will be our fate
our road to heaven
our place to dance to love and be as one
Oh paradise our paradise our road to you has come  
On heavens road is paradise a place for us somewhere
a dream come true for me and you
forever our amen

I changed my life to have a life
yet life is live ...My only friend
My only hope is to see this through
To have no pain to beat the blue

No tears of sadness
No tears of grief
My sounds of madness in so deep
Sights and sounds so fill my swell
My lonely being my living hell

My mind is cursed from all the bad
I lived some life that few could have
now haunt it will inside my soul
my inner wisdom gone in cold

No sleep in peace for inner wins
my mind in turmoil talk all end
eyelids opened glazed all red
a sign of madness inner med's

a shake a fear of looks in down
this shame in live a life now hound
the wolfs can stay to keep me warm
its cold down here ...I fear the storm

The blind of the wind had the power to exhale
This quiet killer that made the tree's sing and
buildings talk needed to quench it's thirst
The silence of the wind a blinded hurt

Ready for the ****
Ready for it's thrill
Ready to blow your mind

No warning cry or last goodbye carried in its breath
the scream so still from wind to ****
No mourning in your death
Hidden from view a the silence leaves you
a last goodbye

The flight of the old Bunny

I saw him in me headlights
he stood just staring back
this bunnies time was over
the fur was of his back
He tumbled up and through the air
I saw his beady eyes
the bunny in the headlights was
right before me flies
he glued himself right on me screen
all coloured from the red
the bunnies day was over
flattered at the best  
yet from this sad we have result
a dinners feast
a stew behold
a rabbits foot to chain upon
I am a bunny basher I'm sorry for the stew
...............................
was half way through me dinner
when lights did come my way
a carrot for me eyesight
is good for you they say
he dazzled me a good un
could hear my fate was due
a rabbit in the headlights
is good for farmers stew
I couldnt move a muscle
my tummy full of grub
I bounced right of his bonnet
a flight to end was up
so there I was a thinking
as screen came up to me
a carrot aint for eating
Oh ***** i'm history

Stilled dulled by the whisky yet crying out for more
my head is in the other place that time when laugh was pure
No work to have to make my mind to stop the dreaded fall
my drinking days are numbered ...gods time to make that call

You'll see me in the gutter all dressed from night before
Ive been that way for ages my smell is looking raw
I scrape and scrimp for tea sometimes when clear head wins me over
yet cider stops me shaking good ...that time from being sober

Been here for months its now my home my cardboard roof as shelter
a doorway in a suburb state a shop I cannot enter
no thought on time or day in night my life has gone its over
Oh coldness please just do your job ..yes father dear please answer

You know just from the sound that rain has come your way
a freshness in the air a greyness in the day
it rained on jubilee like never rained all year
a wash down in our street fair
a dampness in the air

I like a bit of rain please say all of in the night
but in the day of celebrate a deluge was our sight
the spirit of the nation took over from the pour
to wish our queen a longer reign and thank her from our hearts

They stood all day and waved away and smiled from ear to ear
they are our family said and all our royals through the years
To stand with honour in anthem sung I waved our nations flag
a proudness in the nation back our wondrous union jacks
  
we saw her dance and clap in thanks for many hard at work
to celebrate her 60 years.... a life all in life ..one job
a million lined the banks to see a thousand boats in line
this was a day to celebrate our nations joy and pride

Colour me blind as I see no you
paint me black should I feel blue
You smell the same yet people brush green
They don't see the red that you see in me

colour me blind so I can change
taint my hue to be from greed
stain my life to walk this way
the colour stays don't fade please say

Colour me blind to feel your touch
to laugh once more that golden love
I'm here for you in every way
a rainbow-ed kiss to hold each day

Colour me blind as love takes hold
my lovers life brave not cold
no colours bad for none to see
inside heart where I love thee

I saw it in a flash
the corner of my eye
my life was nearly over
my time on life to die

I tried to hang on in there
my world just on a thread
but gravity just had me
the end was winning in

could feel i'm for the fall
no desperate words of sorrow
my only thing to say
was wife i love you
everrrrrrrrrr!!!

attention !!!attention !!!
stand up and right
the soldiers protection
through the night

every minute on...
every day here
they stand to right us
thankless fear ..
no food nor water pass their lips
nor never moving
stiff the upper ....R.I.P

Through snow or rain
pouring same
they keep on guard
never sway
in heat of fog  
stand so strong
yet we forget them
sometimes wrong

some are old and gone the words
yet still they stand and guard us verse
the churchyard soldiers past to terse
without them here
there'd be no us  
no memories of our families past
the soldiers of our life
Du Hast !!!

I'll see you on the other side
I'll meet you there OK
Just take the time to make it there
Safe as you could be...

See the other side means lots to lots
and nothing to someone
But me and you will come again
be joined to be as one

So I'll see you on the other side
a wonder waits for me
I'll see you on the other side
let all my dreams see's thee

Our time will come just you to me
the other side is calling.. let you be  
There is no back to look upon
No looking out for your return
from once you come and now you go
The future stays leaving....life a history chase

Dawn has broken as a light seeps in
My day is starting a mind begins
Some sound in my head from a radio blast
That wont go away again.. I hope it don't last

The burden within to pay all the bills
to wake a new day and drudge through the pills  
My day not quite started yet dreaded from quills
My only release in a dream from within
a check from old numbers a life I could win
My only escape is 10 million to one
My dream... my sad lifeline and still its just dawn  

My pillow is calling yet up I must go
My life must roll on now
all gone all the thrills
I turned to an ant and followed the lead
and now I am punished
still hope for my dream

Its time to get your shoes on
to dance the day away
Its time to wave the flag
to celebrate OK
Tis 60 years to celebrate
Queens diamond jubilee
Amazing thats she's done it
such total respect I please
Yeah sure we've had some bad times
and memories to have missed
Yet still she is our head of state
and stronger than a brick
So your majesty ..in your honour
this ditty is for you
because you are our Queenie
Our nation loves you ..loves you do

Heat rays fall through a clear rainbows arch unto the earth
Clay brittled under light upon light
Crusted to dust as earth becomes the earth
Dryness all around as desert comes the norm
Is this the way we go
should we not head all our harm
We have a chance to change yet money
rules the waves
A figure on paper leads to all the blames
One day ther'll never be such madness
in our world
I hope we never go here
our dust to dust

I look into the mirror as sadness hits my eyes
A missing of the future
a past so full of lies
The red is seen in fighting
as sorrow fills the shell
In wishing of the yesteryear
when all around was well

A time ago when I had life
a life to live it well
My madness kept inside my head
You couldn't see the swell
Yet here we are sometime since past
you see it in my eyes
The redness of the lunacy
the hate within the eyes

Its in the likes of all of us
but hidden from the view
The madness of the devil
dripping life from you
Some get to see the other side
and live to tell the tale
so watch out for the redness rye
a madness will entail

Just a little cheeky one thats all i said I'd have
and 4 hours on much later's
Me's dying for a drag
aint smoked for like forever
but beer head is in charge
my goggles working overtime
be jeez look at that ****

The pub did so just kick me out
but night i wasna done
me dancing shoes were ready now
its time to boogie on
I danced just like me father
and dancing all seemed fine
until the big bad bouncer said
son you've had your time

I'm wobbly to be standing
and speech a lickle off
me hiccups still aint faded on
I'm on a spinning top
I ate like just some time ago
yet fancy a kebab
with chili sauce to burn my mouth
and payback morning aft

Now lying in my bed of dreams
a world goes spinning by
my head is working over time
I think I'm gonna die
my bucket is beside me
its used and nearly full
kebab and all the trimmings
mmm a boffing here we go

Next morning was the worst of days
with smells id sooner not
a bucket full of you know where
oh god i'm gonna cough!!!!!
My head felt like it's jelly wool
my legs were all a mush
I'd only done a cheeky beer
regrets ??Don't make me laugh

Fields turned yellow like the sun from the old rain
that felled like paint on a canvas
Red Kytes hovered a dinner in their grasp
amongst the golden wash of life
Trails of steel from above left lines of snow
into the clear bluest sky
as the silence of nature bleated volumes
The earth on a good day from a mad mad world

The cool wind blew gently over to a wave without a sea
as my eyes shone to the wonders of earths senses before me
and it felt good
Hills from a distance showed a landscape
built on years of time from a land riddled in blood
in a yesteryear that we chose to forget
Yet in the centre of the field stood a lonely old tree
Its life still strong after Gnarls of time etched in
pain for all to see and feel
New buds bore a life to prove a life to live
And this was a time to live

a time to grow...a time to give
To give love to this earth
Our earth ....Our mothers earth

Head throbbing as toes curling unto the light seeps through
a day begun without me as a chorus missed my listen
fog appears as memories fade from the eve
another night of ale forgets the futures past

thick coffee awaits as my bones creak under
a tablet or two to calm ones raging fight up there
tiny noises echo until they reach a point of no return
more sleep beckons a tasty sleepless yawn

shower and more coffee to clear some sleep inside
time to get a skate on as day moves over
drudge the dreaded hour to the time lord life
a taste now gone away to a day done over
Is near the night again...
another time to start over

I want to win the lotto
I want to win some dosh
I'm fed up of no money
I want to win the lot

I do all of me numbers each and every week
I'm lucky if a tenner comes falling at me feet
they say its one in lots and lots but I don't really care
cos all i want to say to you is I'm a millionaire  

been saying this for so long now my mates think I'm all mad
this time its gonna be my night... I am the lucky lad
so when you see some flash new car go zipping by your eyes
you'll know the person in it its me with fortune pie

Ill share all of my wealth with friends and family from afar
a charity so close to me a tear that breaks my heart
a set up for a life of good and free of bills to pay
a golden ticket full of dreams today that is my day

Into the black ...into the night
the door of death appeared ..no given fright
so sudden and so quiet
its ready for your soul
so sleep a little tighter as the devil takes it goal

Into the black... into the night
the door of death awaits you so give in..goes the fight
no pain or sudden anguish
no body to give fight
its time to take your place in hell thus join the chains of harm

For me there is no worry for waiting list is long
I'll be another 70 years before i come along
by then you'll be a master of chains around your neck
a weight upon your shoulders a well you should expect

nearly time for liquid vine
nearly time to wash away
forget the day
and drown away into the night

taste so good my golden hook
taste so sweet my honey brew
sweet so sweet im into you
into you into you
my sweet so sweet im into you

Feels so near my liquid cheer
nearly time for golden wine
a fogginess found
my mind in clear to me a fear

taste so good my golden hook
taste so sweet my honey brew
sweet so sweet im into you
into you into you
my sweet so sweet im into you

until tomorrow when I wont care
my head will find another cheer
another want for nectars blood
another wait to hide my life

taste so good my golden hook
taste so sweet my honey brew
sweet so sweet im into you
into you into you
my sweet so sweet im into you

feel the days are numbered ..our time has come
they've won us over ..a new way in
the battles done yet just begun
a tide has turned a government won

28 days is all it took to wipe us out
to drink our blood as they thirst
a start so sweet we couldn't tell
the war was over our time to hell

a child's cry a fathers breath
they didn't care upon our deaths
the few knew all
our day was done
just 28
to an end begun

a start from fresh for a few thats left
but just in case the army's grace
to keep us right and walk the talk
until we follow as cows do walk

the new way in was all we heard
like cattle to the end of earth
no crying out no chance to scream
welcome to the new world dream

Eyes glazed through tears as he looked out through his steel trees
his sorrow held for his friends outside ..they knew no other world
Their sadness still with him as his friends looked in
they tweeted an ache a longing to be there..
in the warmth of his house
in the safety of his nest...
They knew no other world as their voices wept

His master sat beside him knitting another jumper for the new born
sing birdy sing she said sing birdy sing ...
the bird sand a song of beauty ...sweet music to her ears
He knew his place on earth ..this place in heaven

The faces in the mirror so changed the face in me
I looked at what their seeing and see a change in me
No happy thoughts of futures no smiles to show my teeth
a face so shamed of looking ..looking back at me

An end not looking forward as present weighs me down
My past blown out the water can feel my life in drown
No buoy to keep me up no life to grasp and grip
Can feel the end is near my long and lonely trip

        ...................................

But this is not the way to take that ...only chance
to squander life away ..without a second glance
so look into the mirror and show you have the teeth
a grin and bear tomorrow a round the corner reap  

The faces in the mirror so want me to be free
they laugh at all my worries and wish the best in me
all smiles and time for next day all willing me all good
a face that looks so forward ..oh your looking good

In my dream I see a face not known
a place not home and a life of sorrow
In my dream I see a time gone by
a wonder why and a drunken hollow

In my life Ive seen a man fall down
a drunken row and a screaming horror
In my life Ive seen a life be born
a woman scorned and day of scatter

In my world I want the people free
a pain relief and food for all
In my world I want a roof to cover
a greed gone by and a cure for cancer


All these things are here already ...
all these thoughts are free
all we need to get that way
Is wish a better day

Grey fell into the valley ..blown in by our Lord
distance disappeared as waves in the sky took over the land
a storm was brewing..God was angry
an anger about to be unleashed upon this wonderful earth

First came the drops ...splish  splash upon the dry dusty road
one then two then the heavens opened and God cried
pools appeared as dust melted into mud... he was crying hard
wind followed ...faintly at first like a child blowing a kiss then
a wrath of gales lashed this earth like no one had seen or been to before
and God cried some more

Clouds of grey formed into black as day became night
the grey was now a black and God roared with a growl that shook the earth
yet his crying never stopped as wind,rain and thunder made us hide within our home
his sign was here ... our signal found  

time we changed our ways
time we loved this earth
time we took a hold
time we listened to our hearts

We understood the rules as the black faded away
the air suddenly became so fresh a new spring was on its way
a rainbow fell up out the sky... a sign that we all knew
dance to the sound of the blackbirds voice a new day has become

1am and the sun aint up
my writings gone and my head is stuffed
Mind is empty yet full of nothing
what with me!! yes eyes a puffing

The dead of the night feels so into me
all is quiet with nothing to see
the eerie silence creeps around as ants sound their armies chant
spiders wake and pace the floor
webs all spun for dinners door

2am and still I'm here
coffee's on awakens clear
still its racing all inside
madness calling ...all is fine

behind me a chair creaks its night time call
In house ghost welcomes all
sounds from above as sleep takes over
snores and wheezes battle Stevens
yet still near dawn I am awake
sounds of silence not for all

3am its snack eat time
snips of sugar dunked like wine
3 cup gone and I'm still buzzing
body calling sleep not coming

Birds now join my early day
different meanings all the same
songs in progress sounds so sweet
that'll stop me from a sleep


Yet the world awakes another morning
a life begun a day a dawning

5 years till now
5 hours it felt
since that very day
5 minutes or seconds
but now so far away

Dear Father oh father I miss you
Dear Father oh father to hold you
Just one more chance to say I love you

5 years since they took your breath away
5 years since I fell in disarray

Oh Father dear father I miss you
Oh Father dear father to hold you
Just one more time to say I love you

A look that left me on that day
A smile thats gone for good I pray

Dear Father oh father I miss you
Dear Father oh father to hold you
Just one more chance to say I love you

5 years all gone but still I long
A day A minute a second chance
A voice to a Fathers hand

Oh Father dear father I miss you
Dear Father oh father to hold you
Just one more chance to say I love you

I love you
I love you
I love you

seagulls fade into night as clouds of anger lit the sky so bright
feel sounds of trouble as bowling ***** noise my ears
God was playing ...
as the rumble scared me

the rumble had me
the rumble scared me
the rumble knew me  

flashes felt as clouds of anger beat their beat
skin alive under darkness as prickles spiked
my very inner

the rumble had me
the rumble scared me
the rumble knew me  

lights another day as darkness took me in
faded anger yet electric fizzle
god was playing
I scared within
I scared within

dementia

I fear my mind it slips away
a fear of fear a fade away
its started now and scares me bad
my mind is slipping am i mad

No telling time as I forget
what day it is what place I'm at
to finish what I start
my memory gone
a frazzled heart

I see it in their eyes
that look of care yet hope no lies
a tear does form i know not why
my mind is gone
why did I cry ......

The madness war  

Its in the air its in your mind
the wind is hiding a soon be time
they have it ready and bless us all
the mind control ..the madness war

they tell us all will be just fine
its just a smell ..a smell divine
but what they hide the real truth
a madness calling rule the rule

they want to have us grease their palms
to work for them and say no harm
its in the water and in the air
the mind control our inner fear

so soon these words will fade away
as rule controls the words we say
that time will tell them they have won
our minds controlled a madness come

Age comes in

part one

The signs are there as age comes in
my body aches where once id win
can feel the calling my body fades
muscles wasting ..failing grace
breath is shorter the time does wane
fewer winters left to play
grasp more candles whilst you can
age is winning **** you man
creaks and groans yet here I stand
standing tall inside my head
whine all day about my ails
does me good as body fails

Part two

sod this life for I can win an age is inner
I feel thin
take the pills that keep me strong
dance all night and worry none
drink and drink till you fall down
no excuse its on the town
aches all gone just for a bit
wine is winning does its trick
until tomoro when age comes in
I'll party hard and drink the drink

Part Three

Can barely move my body as age has won the day
no grasp upon my life as life has slipped away
my bones are weak and all has failed
human meltdown frail does meek
Yet I remember
the day I danced a night away
I remember
a day I lived a life
I remember
My life I lived
I lived my life

Religion of the heart

As I saw the clouds departed
a view came in
my mind did wander whats within
why do we live as life we do

Is it all of me or all of you
all of me or all of you
what am i ?
where are you?  

Through rivers of tears from high above
those thoughts of life did me no good
I looked inside and saw my heart
it made my self ..fell apart

Was it all of me or all of you
all of me or all of you
I'll never know
where were you?

So beat it did and now I know
religions in my heart thats so
No god can tell me what to do
its all of me and all of you

All of me and all of you
our lives complete
no time in hell
just all of me and all of you