I can see you see me too
In a view
Hidden from that look
of you

This sight before my eye
Pure beauty in a sparkled light
A smile that broke my heart
to pieces

Scattered fell a love
Restarted
I'm in my mind our love
Not parted

I knew it from the start
That look
In love
My glazed gone vision

I've always thought it true
you are the one .......
The true
Divination

Sitting here with my head lowered I feel the depths of sleep tire me at the very core
My hand reaches through my hair,fingertips stretching searching seen trying to wake this sorry soul
grasping at the short strands that used to be a dark mass yet now resemble some lost scared ghost of Christmas past
I sit here trying to write my future
trying to forget some past
The screen looks blurry as my glasses no longer do their job, yet another sign this body and soul is in decline.Glasses off and all comes clear again .Dam these eyes as i rub and rub the sore red stinging that comes with age and sleep deprivation.
My mind is full of fireworks whilst my body is made of wax thats been sat to near the glowing embers of a log fire set there for the night.Oh to have a normal mind ,a mind that forgets ambition ,forgets his dream, forgets reality ,maybe its time to join big brother and become a prole
Would life be so different,would I learn to sleep any better ,would my life become more wholesome
do I need another life ...
na my fireworks are my life
my madness is my way and my writing keeps me sane...the alcohol consume me, hides me, deserts me yet my family love me ...god knows why I think they must be drugged ,maybe its hypnosis maybe just maybe its me ...as for my friends bless em they really must be desperate ...well a proles live for me or back to my quazi quazi life, back to the fireworks in my mind, back into the openness of the sea

Pauline ,Pauline
Pauline,Pauline !!!!!!
It so is now your birthday ..Pauline

Pauline,Pauline
Pauline,Pauline!!!!!
There is so many candles I bet

Now over here we miss you so
Its time you came a home
For lots of gin and party hard
Sing birthday happy songs

Pauline,Pauline
Pauline,Pauline!!!!
You are so blinking old ..it hurts Pauline

So many years upon this earth
Yet we want real many more
So raise a toast to my sweet friend ..Pauline  

Pauline,Pauline
Pauline Pauline!!!!
Please come and visit us now real soon !!!!!!!

Happy Birthday chuck **

Start your engines the chase is on
His fight to evil the train is long
Our man of steel no more the strong
A shot to freedom
What seems so wrong

In his skyfall life
He takes our breath
His name is bond
He is our best
Our very best!!!!!!
Our very best!!!!!!!!!!

His proud of country see's his return
A fight within can be his harm
His trusty sword and ....radio
Taken all its all
Just for the show

In his skyfall life
He takes our breath
His name is bond
He is our best
Our very best!!!!!!
Our very best!!!!!!!!!!

Steely chariot whisks him to lair
A longing of his live
Ancestral home
The fight is on
His time has come  

In his skyfall life
He takes our breath
His name is bond
He is our best
Our very best!!!!!!
Our very best!!!!!!!!!!

A battle won
The war still on
A new beginning
A life reborn
So look out world
Cos bond is back

A day that i should die
Would life upon this planet care..
Would people laugh or cry
Would time go on un-noticed ..
Would people hold their breath
I very much so doubt it
My life now sudden death

Do flags get flown because I'm out
and nearly 6ft down
I very much do worry not
I bet no sudden frowns
My life is that a tiny ant ..that ****!!
No longer there
I bet a younger ant like me
be ready that i fear

In times gone past we hasten had forgotten all our pals
Remembering of the dead we know
yet someone filled their souls
Will we become a memory fad
that people just dont share
A stone inside a churches yard
Bare of love and care

My death will go so no one see's a grief of family life
my friends,my love and closest ones
will mourneth me
A day of life be had
Time will heal those wounded souls
and time will fade away
Leaving just a dusty stone
crumbling day by day

A flower held hand as the young girl
reaches up for her mothers grasp
The reddest of velvet's reflected from
her tears on eyes as her poppy
stands proud and straight

Remember their sacrifice
As you join in their stand
An honour to hold one
Red poppy to hand

She knows why she's standing
She know no return
Her father not here now
His never come home

He fought for his country
He fought for his life
He fought for his honour
His family
Our life

Remember this girl that cries every night
No father to hold her
Is gone from this earth
Yet she is the proudest
A daughter could be
Because of her father
Gave life
For you
...and for me

Into the dark dark night a candle lit
Waiting the morn
Eyes of terror behold the turning clock tick  
At last the day awakes to a snub of chorus

Be the dawn of a new day I feel it
Sense it and be scare of its power
Smell it gliding over under
Any way it can to reach you
Life in this age of darkness
Cold to the bone
A waiting light from the sun be bore

From these depths of shine the darkness falls
Smothering ,holding feel it crawl
Like a fog it creeps across the earth
Seeking, waiting wanting all

It preys in the corners
Hidden in view
Wanting you owned
Know you place in time is soon
Indeed pray that it takes you quick
Alas the darkness takes Savour

The sunset fell upon the earth
as my eyes sparkled in its glow
Blues and greens became of me
as natures force did show

No strings of shame or hardship sought
No binding to this place
My ship was on the sea once more
This happy freedom lease

No strings from bows
No lies from home
Just stars to view the night
This sea of fish and giant waves
Do feel at one this breeze

Untied I sail
Out into the new
Fresh air in lungs
That feed my soul
A sunrise waits to show

White beat in a blackened night
Out of a darkness in the shine
Beauty of the night soared passed my eyes
A totally wondrous sight

Its fear of nothing gave the scent
Life was for all
Living
Hunting
Loving
This glance so quick
Said all so much
Made me wonder
Made me think

White heart in the open air
Passed my vision
A daylight stare  
In such madness sure to go
Yet quick as a flash
Run
Jump
Go
A sigh in sight
My lucky charm

My owl and my ***** cat
Safe and sound
Life to live
Life be free

Eyelids closed to the sightless view's
In my dreams of once ago

A lifeless loomed

This day of emptiness
A vision gone away

This day a realise
My dreams all faded grey

A call so early was the night
A sleep once had
Did send me over
Was this the way to be I'm told

This day of blindness
Chained to the road

This day in time held past
Picture's painted heaped to last

In sightless sky as my blindfold held
The heat demanded
Its nearly over
This faded grey
Lost forever

Outta my mind on a blank page
They look and lie at me
Yet in my head I know the score
My life's reality

The trap is on the outside
Lets wash it all away
Be leave them in their own world
A fact no lesser be

Your inner soul forgets re-al
They have you now its said
Unless you have the strength to fight
Protect your inner head

The lies are there
They have the string's
A muppet you could be
Unless you see the real world
Rose tinted broken free

The day started in my eyes
Blood red views from a sleep still in motion
Bitter in the cold of a dawn still fighting a dusk
ravaged by the cool winds of autumn

A look backed by a glance forward
as light betrayed the scene of dying leafs
Slow and gentle brought by the gusts they glided to this earth
ready to become at one at my feet  

To the trees so rattled in the after life of russets
this was their dawn this was their day
Stripped to be bare by the black of the night    
The smell in the air was ready

Winter's fall was coming and time was moving on
My life seems so much older now
This green has gone all grey
Bones aching for a summer glow
A shell in slow decay

I feel it even more now the dread of winter's day
No magic cream to hide from the cracks of life in hand  
No wand to young the age on time this second passed me by  
My autumn is here
This is my way in life  
Time to change the future a step fall back in time

Our love ............
Our ever lasting love
Is here .............
Forever us to keep
Its clear ..............

This true love ..............
This love so running deep
This love...............
Your kisses oh so sweet
So nice...............

Our one love ...........
My heart it missed a beat
Our love..................
So gentle hold my hand
You see................

Our love ..................
Forever at your side
Be here ..............
Together through the night
Our love ..........
In moonlight paradise

A man of no age
See this world be his stage
Subservant his number
This badge be his honour

His country to serve
In sacrificed love
These stories be told
A plot to unfold

A hero so British
This tune we still listen
A fighter of evil
His Q for distinguish

Sweet ladies a plenty
On rocks drinks martini
A drive in an Aston
Gadgets to walther

All baddies behind him
A win every time
As sunsets divine
A lady reclined
The music..........his line

The names Bond
James Bond

The drive on the long road to a place that no one cares
sends a feeling to my spine and to my senses
In my eyes I see my skin erased as the rawness pulses
A million tingling nerves beating waiting for the calm to appear
Red  takes over my body as I struggle to focus on the mundane tasks

My eyes refocus and the red is gone ...
Normality resumed
A road paved in gold as pain reversed
Gone and left into the past of a moment of madness
The drive of lifelessness is ended and I want no more

These Visions have taken me to places that no-one wants
To lands where life is free-less
To places where pain is life
I close my eyes to hide these worlds
The long drive is over

A death so long ago
for a life taken too early
Yet little did we know that dad was making things ready for mum
Little did we know that he was warming the bed
Building the fire
Making a home in heaven

So mum is gone from here
But comfort to all who saw
Her love of life
Her love of dad
Her wait for him

Together again at last
In a place made this home
In stars we see twinkle
In nights we see their smile
God bless

Into the new I walk
as my old self falls apart
Into the old I loose
as life turns and walks

Craze do the way
Disco to the future
Dance from the past  
Live as your last

Life for the live
as old departs to history  
Live for the life
Forget the past
Blown to the wind in dust now wild

Craze do the way
Disco to the future
Dance from the past  
Live as your last

My future do walk
in a moon full and bold
Awaiting the slither to unfold
Madness take on me  
Till the new win me over

Craze do the way
Disco to the future
Dance from the past  
Live as your last

Live to the new
Life to the full
Fade out the old
Faded to the new

Deep down into the London low
A place be going
A pulse
A throw

Ants do form and work on through
Always racing
Follow you
Vampire Charlie's lay in wait
Hunger for a light
The taste

Vampire Charlie's hang out here
See the whites  
Smell the fear
Underground
A darkness hell

Feed their frenzy
Feed their fear
Light in you becomes
Feast well  

Venture at your peril under
Watch for they as they watch thee
Armies ready
For the feed
Vampire Charlie's
Masters greed

A place in London
do no lights show
Underground the mice do flow
Everyday since long ago  
Workers ,families to and fro
Under ...Over ...Down below
Trains do rumble
Concrete hell

No hills of green
No mountain view
Just fumes and dust
A smell requel

They call this life
The under dwell
Underground
Under hell

Our capital of English darkness
can stay right there
Ill live for brightness
I love my world of trees and flowers  
Market Harborough
This eden ours

My eyes warmed to the sight of the second sun
These wrinkles of life formed shadows on my brow
To beams of life heating and turning my very skin

This was the new way
The new life
The new stage

We bow to your love as heat becomes warmth
Night becomes day and day becomes all
No time to gaze to a timeless wall
  
This was the new way
The new life
The new stage

Our second sun now in in our world in our life in our souls
Pray your thoughts to the the new way
The have say
The second law
I muse to your thoughts

I feel the rage of the sea in my head
as I stare out into the glistening tide of the ocean
Its waves of destruction ready for the thrill
Swells of water angry at our earth
Maddened by the destruction
Our mother gave at birth

Life came and life be taken
To oceans parted
Thus land reclaimed

Dark clouds form as anger takes the stage
Our sea of destruction
Our sea of rage

I feel it grow
I see its will
It fears no-one
Until the calm be-had

The millpond of life in blossom
of beauty to the moons shine sea
This is our life this is our ocean
This is our world
This is our.........
  
Our Sea of life
so beautiful to stare
so wonderful to drink
Our world in our ocean
Enable the live

The salty cool spray hung in the air
as the waves gently broke to the shore
White feet ventured onto warm soft sand
Little hands escaped from grasps to greet the sea
This is our ocean
This is our life

Squeals of laughter as icy cold water
Splashed around me from the dancing to waves
Tiny feet daring me to follow
as bucket filled shells gather to be castles  
Love is our ocean
Love in our sea  

Tiny voices half buried in the sand
Building barriers against the tide
Sea was winning  
The sea always wins
Share in our ocean
Share in our sea

Slowly as the sand falls away
The waves regaining the beach  
Gone is the castle ..
Well just for today
as we wave goodbye to the sea
Wave goodbye to the sea

Smokey rays of light fell through the trees
As I danced to our song
In faint perfumed winds I could
sense you my love

This was our music
This was our life
To dance with you darling
To be by my side

Our song made me smile
Our song made me laugh
Had been in denial
As love made its grasp

This was our music
This was our life
To dance with you darling
To be by my side

Ten clover tickled toes
Still moist from the dew
As I danced to you with me
I danced and I knew

This was our music
This was our life
To dance with you darling
To be by my side

Sweet memories still hold me
As if your still here
To dance with my lover
To smell you so near

Spider webs fall my hands
My age has found a new meaning
Long gone is the softness
Far away is my youth
Grey and old in my outlook
Tired and so cold are my views

Birthday child is gone from here
Birthday boy no more
Time is winning out this war
Time is drawing near

Looks in the mirror to a faded view
Softness in my haze
Hair now parted colour lost
Grey this ear to ear
Grey this ear to ear

Birthday child is gone from here
Birthday boy no more
Time is winning out this war
Time is drawing near

Shine a dazzle from my brow
Lines to show mature
Bones that creak to the open door
Time is drawing near
Time is drawing near

Hear the beauty of the world
through closed eyes
Seeing thought of memories
as I sing to speak

Watching sounds from my father
lost to the deep
Words full of meaning
In a world fed on hope

Pain fails to loneliness
from eyes that see no more
To ears that listen to the silence
In a voice lost to the ocean bed

Gone is the day that past
Gone See's a day from the future
Gone to a life in my cry
Gone in a picture faded in life

Where is my head cos its gone out of here
It went for a ride on bus 79
Where did it go?
What did it see?
The bus 79.... is free
The bus 79 yippee
On bus 79 you'll see

Lets go for a ride on bus 79
Lets go to the ocean for tea
Lets hop on along and sing a great song
On bus 79 we'll be  
On bus 79 we'll be
On bus 79 yippee  

You bring uncle Harrold and auntie Mc Barrell
Fish supper for us by the sea
The bus 79
We'll sing all divine
We'll sing for our supper
You'll see
We'll sing for our supper
You'll see

Lets go for a ride on bus 79
Lets go to the ocean for tea
Lets hop on along and sing a great song
On bus 79 we'll be  
On bus 79 we'll be
On bus 79 yippee  

Tis getting quite late as sun hits the waves
Is time for the bus to go home
The bus 79
We had a good time
Lets sing till we can no more
Lets sing a good song
Come join in the fun
On bus 79 to your door
On bus 79 to your door

Liquid gold drench my skin from rays of honey love
Feeling the warmth of pure golden hit my face
These are the days of summer
These are the days we crave
Stretched out I see my fingertips raised to the heavens
As my eyes seek shelter in the brightness of the morn
Can feel my body healing from the cold winters fury
Feel the calming of the storm
These are the days of summer
These are the days we crave
Pillowed clouds hover yet not daring to spoil the day
Shapeless yet so dangerous they float along
Ready for the winter ready for the call
Summer splash me with your rays of sun
Wet me till I'm dry
Heal those winter blues inside
Leave me ...Summer cry

How sweet is my love for you
as i breath in your honeydew
Can taste all your scent from within
as I kiss you
You make me grin

Our love is filled with emotion
Our love wont keep us apart
Our love is pure locomotion
True love be free in your heart

Can hear pound your beating heart
as I lay by your side i feel calm
Is it love to be so in love
as my mind explodes from above

Our love is filled with emotion
Our love wont keep us apart
Our love is pure locomotion
True love be free in your heart

To hold you and be near your so sweet
feel my skin to your skin so complete
See your mind as we hold all apart
feel the love so divine
Lovers start

Oh jeez I know yor there
ya fighting me a war in here
I know your in my head
depressing your the best

Can feel you on my shoulders
just waiting for the lull
when smiles do fade to whiskey
I know you'll have ya fill

But this time I'm all ready
no pills no down the line
I'm coming out a fighting
and winning is my time

I've had enough of sorrow sad
that look from other folk
me head is standing up and right
no looking down no joke

Depressing that your leaving here
but we all know your game
you'll wait for disappointment
your wait will be in vain

At the age of 3
me hammer
nails and all
my play stuff from me dad
I was a happy lad

Those were the good times me lad
those were the best
these are our fine times
enjoy the test!!
just be a pest!!!!!!!!!

At 6 I had a trike ..
life was a happy life
did wheelies all the time
was hot
the summer fine

Those were the good times me lad
those were the best
these are our fine times
enjoy the test
just be a pest!!!!!!!!!


At 10 my life caved in
as grandad fell within
my time to grow ......
an adult life

Those were the sad times me lad
those wer'nt the best
these are our fine times
enjoy the test
just be a pest!!!!!!!!!

At 14 i did alright
got gruff a voice a fright
kicked footy till it hurt
stood lamping in the dark

Those were the good times me lad
those were the best
these are our fine times
enjoy the test
just be a pest!!!!!!!!!

And now its all done over
my work I'm almost sober
I'm old yet way before my time
tis time to pass the baton to son
come on lets have em

Enjoy the good times me lad
these are the best
those were our fine times
enjoy the test
just be a pest!!!!!!!!!

Inside I'm breaking up
I've given all I am
I' fed up of the lies and cheats
don't wanna kick the can

This world is all corrupt inside
unless your in the know
A symbol of the life we lead
controlling is the flow

They talk as if we love their hear
but we already know
They talk to us invoke the fear
and hope that we all go

Our leaders of this old new world
in doom our soon despair
One day the few will laugh at
us
The fools we all do know    

Disgrace the human race

My head raised eyes to a sight in hold
as a thousand smiling faces looked my way
This pleasure before me
a look of pure delight

Waving to my happiness
a wondrous warmth within
These flowers in the sun
shine back at me my grin

Transfixed by stunning yellows
these giants standing proud
A field of pure emotion
can see them painted proud

Their hold becomes the madness
we've seen that place before
This field so full of golden
a thousand smiles for all

My love ..........
I love you every day ....
I love every way
My true love ....

My one .......
I love to feel your warmth
I love to hold your hand
My one love.....

My dream ....
I dream of you this way
I dream our days away
My true love

The mountains show their soul
The sun turns all to gold
my love for you is sooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!
My love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One day we walk away......
The sun and moon do mate
Our true love !!!!!
Our true .....love !!!!

The love that holds a hand
The love that feels command
Our one love .......
Our one love ...
Our one love ..

Your beauty inside just makes my day
to see you alive in every way
to hold you my arms its true to say

My love ....
your beautiful
My love ....
your wonderful
My love !!!!

Your skin so perfection it shines and glows
Such smiles in a million its weight in gold  
To smell you so near me my heart beat shows  

My love ....
your beautiful
My love ....
your wonderful
My love !!!!

I love you forever I know you know
To be one another in time we grow
To wake with each other i hold you so

My love ....
your beautiful
My love ....
your wonderful
my love !!!!

Raindrops from heaven...... falling on my skin
This beauty lay before me
This land we all live in  

My England ...
My England I love this lovely space
My England ...
My England a beauty ...full with grace

The castles of fallen such times in life we had
In churches to remind us
Our wondrous.... wonderland

My England ...
My England I love this lovely space
My England ...
My England a beauty ...full with grace

These Roses from our gardens
A paradise we live
In fields and fields of golden our destiny
We live

My England ...
My England I love this lovely space
My England ...
My England a beauty ...full with grace

Lets sing for all our cultures
The people fighting out
The ones that do protect us
Our green and wonderland  

My England ...
My England I love this lovely space
My England ...
My England a beauty ...full with grace

Her pain inside hidden from the view
Yet a telltale crack fell upon her clear pearlescent skin
The fear was winning
Another day fell away to the constant noise within
Fear was winning

The all knowing source which controlled her life
Wanting more!! needing more!! having all!!
Fear was eating
Fear was winning
Life was fading

Freedom needed to an unknown life
Time for chains no longer strife
Fear was falling
Strength from failure past the hurting
Fear was failing

Eyes now open to a life to live
Fear was ebbing
Sparkling joy from a smile this future
Fear was fading
Open wide to a new beginning
Happiness in living !!

The split in the rock was a sign to go!!!!
Yet you stayed with me
You laid your life before me baby
Let good times be the key

A blindness whoah
A blindness ohhhhhhh
Come right back to me
A blindness love ...a blindness give
A penny for your love !!!!

My head is running miles and miles
Yet my body stays so still
A bitter taste to the after shock
A bitter taste of will

A blindness whoah
A blindness ohhhhhhh
Come right back to me
A blindness love ....a blindness give
A penny for your love !!!!

You fill my mind with lovers eyes
I want you all the time
So here I am for your command
I want you be my wife !!!!!

A blindness whoah
A blindness ohhhhhhh
Come right back to me
A blindness love ....a blindness give
A penny for your love !!!!

I dream a new tomorrow
A dream from yesterday
I dream no more this madness
My dream so far away

Dreaming of the sunshine lover!!!!!
dreaming through the day
one day I'll dream its better never!!!!!!!
dream another day

I wish my dreams were real
So I could hold his hand
I wish my dream come true
Say mum I love you too

Dreaming of the sunshine lover!!!!!
dreaming through the day
one day I'll dream its better never!!!!!!!
dream another day

I dream just tears of smiles
All pain is gone away
I dream of money heaven
My debt stuck at the gate

Dreaming of the sunshine lover!!!!!
dreaming through the day
one day I'll dream its better never!!!!!!!
dream another day


I wish that I had that one more chance
To change the way I've been
I wish true peace for everyone
Not just for you and me

Dreaming of the sunshine lover!!!!!
dreaming through the day
one day I'll dream its better never!!!!!!!
dreams dont go away!!!!!!

The nobody man glanced at me as he asked the question that had been said a thousand times that day
With his hair swept back in trying to regain some of his youth ,his crumpled shirt old and stained from his over washing over wearing and over ironing ,the  collars turned at the edges looking like the wings on plane about to depart.He wore a thin black tie that was so nondescript that made you wonder why bother ...this was the nobody man .
Nobody man was born somebody someday yet today he was nobody leading his nobody life in his nobody hut asking the same questions he'd asked for the last 20 years,nobody was somebody someday.
Did he have a wife, kids a life  ? Did anyone care? as long as Mr nobody said to everybody the same question that had been said a thousand times that day.
I'm glad I met Mr nobody today as his question meant that I was somebody to someone today,just for that briefest of moments I became somebody instead of nobody.
So when you see Mr nobody just remember that someday you will be asking the question
Just like Mr nobody  !!!

The day rolls over as the winds blow in
sullen in the sky from a grey dark moon
darkness in the air yet still in the eve
moon is my enemy this fullness maddened dream

This dredge to awaken another blackened morn
yellow in my sunshine din dry these tears nor gorn  
This life brings another day bore out the grin
forgotten pleasures given in to sin  

A sigh from a future that mentored the past
into the middle as cold from the glass
drink to the bottom forget all the gloom
Dark moon is still waiting my madness consume

My face in the picture you don't understand
the darkness of madness hidden command
smile to the flash that reddens these eyes
out comes the devil you've seen his disguise

Relish the day when the moon hides its shadow
break out the party and dance to the fiddle
sing to the stars that bless you a twinkle
open your arms to the world
be the riddle

The floor is where I'm at yet outside living ain't that bad
this way inside my head just gets me here ...
and dam I'm mad !!!
these other thought's do over
the love and feel
bowl me over

Today I'm on the floor yet standing with me
we are tall
to hold hands and look up
to fight the nasties ...wish us luck
I know I'll bounce right up with you beside me
up and up !!!!!!

Lets climb and touch the skies
the sun is shining reach up high
the floor was where we was
but never ever down we look
the limit up above
lets take the moment
up the live !!!

From the inside to the out my world is a beautiful
from this is the life
a life we could lead
I would smell in the flowers and feel to their touch
I would see through the colour as my hand reaches out  
for that love from my father holding his son
from a feeling of belonging loving this song

What a beautiful land for a beautiful inner
what a wonder-us sight as the light  see's my eyes  
tis a place we should love and care for our times  
as we love for each other
love for us all
love for us all

I would smell in the breeze as it washes my face
to taste in the air an air we do breath
I would remember a time when grandad made faces
and held to my hand to deaden the pain
what a wonderful life we all could be living
a sun on my back warming my thin
as my age comes around and takes in my over  
I wonder in time ....  

What a beautiful land for a beautiful inner
what a wonder-us sight as the light  see's my eyes  
tis a place we should love and care for our times  
as we love for each other
love for us all
love for us all

From my eyes as they alter i still see the same
this beautiful place in sun and the rain
from these wrinkles that grey
as my arms grow the weaker
I would never forget the beautiful world
your beautiful face
your wonderful smile
our fabulous child
this beautiful world

To cry a little on you
to wipe away my tears
a feeling from your honour
I cry a little sigh

my mind is missing letters
letters you do find
I cry a little something
I love to see you my!!!

I know you think I'm crazy
I love this way you breath
a madness from my tears for you
a simple cry my fear

please hold me in your inner mind
I'll do my best for you
you know i love you madly
I know you love me too

As the hours turned to minutes
as the minutes ticked away
I got this awkward feeling today
just ain't my way  

My black had won me over
it held me good and strong
my mind was full of clover
my head was in the wrong

these eyes were not the colour
a blueeee browny white
this redness from the devil
another sleepless night

can feel it hanging over
just waiting for the fight
a darkness waiting for me
afore the dead of night

Just think of me when reading
your lucky you aint me
my black is on my shoulder
looking for that leap

Tear me apart as I melt in to conform
in life a beating takes me as I  bang upon the door
so what can I do when all around do fail
**** up to another shot ...as i hear the louder hail

Tingles to my blood as I reach to beat the breath
this dawn so comes a new day
one day ...a day is less
feel so that they cheated
baited on my voice
hated from the paper men  
chasing for their toys

I guess I draw the dutch and drink a little more
a hiding from the other side a simple fail or fall
yet here I sit to rain washed  tears
in fear of fear
in fear of fail

Heartbeat like a butterfly to the winds I fly
see this world from a different sky
I wish and wonder why
see the colours that taste so sweet
smell the flowers feed the breeze

Heartbeat like a butterfly to the winds I fly
in my garden i can see
this love and after life
time moves on yet I'm still here
guarding once our keep

Heartbeat like a butterfly
I'm still here just for you
always find me in your heart
a look out in the blue
Heartbeat life a butterfly to the winds we fly

Head just full of pieces
I'm all gone up in bits
a body gone in meltdown
my candle gone to wick
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!

On evidence I'm dead!!!!!!!!
the people cried with joy
I know that I'm done breathing
But breathing was the best!!!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!

Can feel my body tearing
ripping me to shreds
this pain just better do one
the beating in my head  
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!  
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!

On evidence I'm dead!!!!!!
the people cried with joy
I know that I'm done breathing
but breathing was the best!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!!

These fingers gone to jelly
my mind a washed out mush
the twinkles are not glowing
a foot about to rot
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!  
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!  

On evidence I'm dead!!!!!!
the people cried with joy
I know that I'm done breathing
but breathing was the best!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!!
on evidence I'm dead!!!!!!!

Do you stay in on the outside or join and follow fools
does life become a habit ...
a habit full of rules
we wash and wash inside those dreams..
a ticket out of hell
your life inside the circle friend..
This circles ends not well

Do think of where your life is hung
a picture straight and full
don't leave it all to late out here
a soul sold out removed

Decide where life is on your path
remake up all the rules
Its better to have lived and won
remember not do fools

The bright side see's the way ahead
as long as you do live
decide on where you love your life
a bed you can do win

Feel the wind blow its breeze through my face
a wispy cloudy haze
a wispy cloudy haze
suns heat warmed my soul in
my soul my soul
the tinge is turning as this colour fades
from there to here and here to there
a wispy cloudy haze
on a wispy cloudy day

Through this blood of sweat and tears
in goals my aims
my many fears
my aim for you is high
to stand up tall
reach to the sky

Nike is my victory
Medals from the earth
to be a part of history
Kotinos rule the world

See music plays my song
the gold is said
its why I've come
its this one aim in my life
this golden feat
my world complete

Nike is my victory
Medals from the earth
to be a part of history
Citius, Altius, Fortius