**** I feel so stupid
Why didn't I listen
Why did I let it get this ******* far
I knew it shouldn't have been this hard
I almost let you in
I should have learned from back then
I almost gave you my trust
But I was blinded by your lust
I had a feeling you where playing a ******* game
I had a feeling you didn't feel the same
This is why I don't ******* trust anyone
From the start I should have run
I shouldn't have let it get this far
But I gave you the benefit of the doubt at the start
I thought you where honest
Now I feel so ******* useless
What did he give you that I couldn't give?
You are some one now I just can't forgive
Was I not good enough?
Why wasn't I good enough?
I've lost all love
I just feel so stupid
Why didn't I listen?

Hi there
Here's my name and number call me if you dare
I'm looking at you and I got one thing in mind
How about we go somewhere and drink a little wine
I want to see you blush
But we can't get close this is just a small crush
Yeah I can talk that talk
And walk that walk
I'll buy you drinks all night
And when we alone I'm a make my move alright
I'll show you what it's like to be treated right
I'll make you feel like you're in the spot light
But this is a one night thing
This is a one time fling
I'm not trying to be your main
I'm just trying to see if you can handle the pain
Let me make your legs shake
We can do it fast or slow I don't care about how long it would take
I want you to feel nothing but pleasure
Just let lose there's no pressure
It's just 2 people having a good time
Because to me you look so fine

The night is just like us and still young
We been playing this game for to long
So how about we drink and have some fun
If you're looking for a body tonight I'll be that one
We can go back to your place
Where it's just the 2 of us face to face
And we can drink some more
Let's go to your room and close the door
Let me rip them cloths off you
And I'll take mine off too
Let's get on top of the bed
We'll have some fun like I said
Even if it's a mistake it's okay
Because we can forget about it come the next day
We both no there's nothing serious in this
Let's just see where we are headed with this kiss
I know you've had a long week
I'm just trying to make you're legs feel weak
Don't worry I'll treat you right
Just let me get in between your legs tonight
You no that liquor has you feeling good
And if you let me I'll do the same like I should
There's no string attached between us
So there's no reason to fuss
And we can go another round
So tell me girl are you down?

You been running through my mind all day
And when I'm with you I just want to stay
We neglecte each other
And it's so hard to stay together
They'll be days when I can face you
But then there's days where I got my back to you and it makes me feel blue
When I'm on top of you it feels so comfortable
Just laying there with you is so wonderful
I never want to leave
How much I need you, you just won't believe
But I got to go is what I keep saying in my head
So this is goodbye for now till tonight my dear bed

I mean I use to look into your eyes and feel safe
I mean I would always smile every time I saw your face
Cared about you more then I did for myself
But I never thought you would be bad for my health
I mean I would have done anything for you and you knew it was true
I mean I know you had more then a feeling for me too
You where to scared to let your guard down
But you always had a smile every time you saw me come around
I mean I was never able to take my eyes off you
I mean you where the center of my attention and you knew
So now you're acting like that kiss had no emotion
But even you knew there was so much passion
I mean maybe I just didn't have everything you wanted
I mean I just couldn't give you everything you needed
Ready to get down on one knee
But you didn't want me

Maybe I fell for you because we are the same
And we are both tired of playing others games
But you still saw the good in life
While I lost all hope when I saw my mom try to cut herself with that knife
But then I met you and it all changed
You showed me that I have been deranged
You came into my life when I needed you
And then you changed my whole view
Then you showed me there was a reason to still have hope
Told me with what life threw at me I had to cope
While I tried to hold it in and hide
You found your way in and showed me I had a stride
And for the first time in the longest I was happy
With you is where I wanted to be
But then it switched and you felt so alone
Told me to walk away and it would have been best if I never said "hello"
You told me your just an image just a fantasy
But you're not because I see more then what you are showing
I told you I cannot just forget you and what you've told me
Yet you still don't believe that you are all I see
So know I'm here to help you if you just put your guard down
Please let me in because it's killing me to see you frown
You have trust issues and the people from your past are to blame
We are two alike because we saw life the same

I'm not the type of person to show his emotions
But my feelings that I hold in have created explosions
I just want to let it all out
But I feel like I got no one to talk too it about
The girls I've truly cared for never cared for me
My family is blind to life's reality
I try so hard to move forward
But there's something that holds me back moving slower
I just want someone to lay it all out too
And I was hoping that that person would have been you
But i was wrong so I'll just shove it all back down
Cover it up with a smile never show a frown
But at night I feel like crying
While everything around keeps dying
I don't know how to save it all
Every piece begins to fall