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Akira Chinen Mar 2017
She wore her red shoes to Romeos funeral
and misssed the stale smell of his cheap cologne
and that his lips had always tasted of whiskey
she picked up a card and some flowers and a strange ballon
for $29 and some spare change from the drug store
on Kentucky Ave. where someone had stolen
her favorite alligator purse
somewhere in the distance a train pulling box cars
whistled to the magpies with their wings spread up above
just hanging there like kites
and she wore a pretty blue gun strapped to her thigh
right over where he had left his teeth marks on the forth of July
the one he had given her on the Valentine's day
he had spent in jail for attempting to rob the jewelry store
for the necklace she had wanted for Christmas
the December before
the same Christmas all he could give her
was his favorite skull and crossbones ring
tied around the broken piano string
he had once tried to wear as a tie  
they had meet the night he stole her record player
and she had happened to be on the wrong side of the road
as he made his way from the scene of the crime
completely unaware she would steal his heart
before he would see another sunrise
but that was all before he took a bullet to the chest
after avenging his brother that was left to die
without his knife
they had found his body in the theater
with his shoes full of blood and a smile on his face
and she knew as his body was lowered
into the cold cold ground her new favorite color was going
to be blue come next Valentine's day
Akira Chinen Jan 2018
Men were made gods and gods became men
and cats dreamed themselves kings and queens
as dogs gnawed lazily away
at the bones beneath the robes of death
and butterflies flutered from the heart
that beat within her ribs
and life ran like a child learning to fly above the clouds
and the stars made not a sound
and from the silence echos made
music did softly play from roaring waves
that lead the way to mermaids graves
where their skulls did sleep in troubled dreams
were men believed themselves gods
and ruined everything
Akira Chinen Feb 2018
Deaths head hangs low
as she cannot bear to see
the youthful smiles
she must usher into the dark
unknown kingdom beneath her robes
and what angel can sing
after such a senseless tragedy
if only the hearts of men
were moved by love
instead of ruled by greed
Akira Chinen May 2016
He lies and lies and hides his truth
He thinks himself clever
But is just a twit
He claims that he is falling
And perhaps yesterday that was true
But today for sure I know he lies
And lies and lies and hides
Because he stopped falling
And has fallen
To the asylum I say him visit
And I heard him howling
At the moon
I tell the truth that he is no longer falling
Because I heard the doctor through
The hospital walls
He has fallen into madness
Lost all hope from reason
The doctot clearly said
No hope at all
For he has fallen hard
So hard he has lost his head
And replaced it with his heart
Fallen mad
His heart for his head
Drawn his eyes and mouth
With crayons every shade of red
He no longer talks
He only sings
And to make things worse
In a dreadful voice
He sings off key
He sings his lies of falling
Falling falling
Lies and lies and lies is where he hides
You can check the chart yourself
Thr doctor left it out for all to see
He isn't falling
He has fallen
Fallen mad to love
And that loves
For you
The only cure
The doctor fears
Is an axe to remove
The heart he claims as his head
But even then the doctor fears
Its too late
To stop whats already fallen
And that no matter what
You do
He will always
Be in love with you
Akira Chinen Jun 2016
None of us are home
Unless we walk the road
Where we find ourselves
In love
Never settle into buildings
Made of just wood and stone
Travel well on bricks
Of gold
In carriages with throne
Flowing with gypsy
Blood
Russians know best
When writing stories from love
Singing of passion
Over the breath of accordions
None of us our home
Except when dancing
Around hearth and flames
Pulsing with gypsy
Blood
As Russians sing best
With fiddles and violins
Poems of life
And love
https://youtu.be/QqiFFB1GSXI
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
The sacrifice of the honey bee
Is too sting and die
To protect its love of
Dripping golden honey
Facebook: Post-it note poetry by A.C.
Akira Chinen Jun 2016
Words can hurt as much
As stone or stick wether said
Or when left unsaid
Akira Chinen Mar 2018
If I didn't love the privilege of fatherhood
I swear I would go off grid
and disappear deep into the forests
and become a sasquatch
with tiny feet
Akira Chinen Apr 2015
Remember when ever night felt like saturday
When we were all both young and alive
Dancing and drinking and rolling on highs
We were the kings and the queens of the night
Chasing the moon and pulling down stars from the sky
Back when it felt like we could have done anything we wished for
And now that my years have grown longer
And my nights have lost sight of saturday
No longer  a king
Just a peasant wishing on a dream that keeps eluding me
Akira Chinen Aug 2017
So simple and complex as your lower
lip parted in the slightest  
as you barely make a sound
and something like a wicked
and wanting smile
draws me into the web of your charms

How easily you have seduced
with words of secrets and of truths
and so willing have I been tied
to the shadows and the light
of the stories from the scars
haunting the hallways of your heart

Stuck between a slow moving dream
and a quick fading life
your voice drips with poetry
of honey coated lust
and whispers songs of love
in the lost language of the sea

And nothing is said
as your mouth forms a smile
and your lower lip parts
and if it weren't for the complex worry
of having to say goodbye
maybe it would be as simple as saying hello
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
He wore a mustache below his crooked nose twisted into handlebar shaped antlers and he spoke through his teeth with lies he stole from the devils lips on a night full of the bloodletting of lust and the strands of his beard where frozen swirls of black smoke hanging from the bottom of his outer jawline and there was dark magic spinning tales in the carmel brown of his eyes and she knew not a single truth hung there in the air seperating their hungery mouths and could taste the fire within his lungs before their tounges tangled and as they kissed she pulled out his soul and stole his fire and his breath and slipped her hands through his ribs and gently squeezed her fingers around his heart and with a swift flick of her wrist carved her intials in his pulse and he was wrapped around the desire and arch of her spine and he abandoned his dreams and his hopes and swore over his heart to the voyage of her ship and exploration of the seas and storms of her love and tied his wrist to the mast and spoke an unbreakable vow to forever sail under her name and her crown through this life and through the bones of his death and should he rise again wander the lonely shores until he found her seas and ship and heart and would then be hers again
Akira Chinen Apr 2016
How is justice served
By our children
Murdering our children
Where in their spilt blood
Does the answer
Lie
In who is right
And who is wrong
Whose side is god on
As our sons
Blindly **** our sons
Big words
Hollow speeches
Meaningless moments of silence
To praise and respect the
LIvEs stolen from
Our mothers and fathers
And husbands and daughters
And wives and sons
In the latest battle
Of the season
The bigger the boom
The tighter the fist
The brighter the lights
The less need for reason
The show of might
The price of pride
The cost of admission
To our illussion
Of freedom...
The lives of our
Sons and daughters
Mothers and fathers
Husbands and wives
And we pay again
And again and again
Never knowing who is
Right
Who is
Wrong
It's all the same
Season after season
Akira Chinen Apr 2017
He had a mouth fool of lies buried behind his mischievous grin and bad intentions waiting in the palms of his fingertips and he walked on two feet but slithered all the same and there was something of a snake coiled in the green of his eyes and he bought three shots of poison to fill the hollow spots of his teeth sharpened and shaped into fangs and left behind a trail of smoke and tears as he walked out onto the street at the hour that smelled of innocence just stepping into town...
She was fresh off the boat and two steps off the bus with a heart full of hope and a head full of dreams and fire streaked golden hair that was all under the protection of a wide rimmed yellow sun hat and her skirt was closer to her ankles than her knees and she wore quite black shoes and solid white stockings and her blouse was plain and simple and revealed little for the imagination to explore and she stood their with the cliché picturesque backdrop of the american dream as the bus rumbled then roared and rolled out of sight...
He had the nose of a blood hound and the heart of a snake and she was a pretty bird singing a song and as small as a mouse with big wide smilng eyes and he had a bait in his pocket and a trap in his jaws and spoke softly and kind leaving his venom to flow silently through the air while wraping and seeping into her skin and she smiled and laughed a deep and clean and genuine  laugh and mentioned she was a peck hungery and needed a the name of an upright and honest hotel with clean sheets on clean beds with well read bibles on the nightstands and he spilled out more poison than truth and said he loved the book and knew a place not too far to sleep that he had even himself stayed at when he first got into town a heartbreak or two before and his favorite twenty four seven day a week dinner was just around the corner which was the only truth he could ever tell and they walked in and took a seat and she smelt what she thought must be magic cooking in the back and stirred stars and sugar and cream into her coffee and they talked back and forth and forth and back as hours passed and he let out a yawn and she apologized for talking too much and he smiled knowing the trap was set and she asked with sincerity and hope if he would walk her to the place he knew and it all almost seemed to easy and he guided her down one street then another and she held his hand along the way and to his surprise an alley before his own she pulled him into the dark and shyly whispered she knew she shouldn't ask but she wanted to know what it was like to kiss such a handsome man that looked a little like he could be mistaken for the devil but before he could oblige her request she had one other favor to ask and that was would he wear her yellow hat because her momma told her never trust a man who wasn't willing to look silly to make her laugh and so he did and before he could scream the hat had chewed and swallowed him down to his knees and by the time it was done all that was left was half a shoe lace and a tooth full of venom and she picked up the tooth and placed it in her purse and patted her hat and placed it back on head and giggled and cackled and laughed as she faded into the night and took her seat back on the bus
Akira Chinen Nov 2016
Whisper of your ***** little secrets with your pretty little lips
Tell me of your dark delights kiss after kiss
Undress your sinful story and leave its dust jacket on the floor
Wrap me in your hidden pleasures while you pull your skirt above your hips
Drag out my hearts temptation to the surface of the lust within my skin
Its impossible not to love you while under the spell of your charms of wickedness
Melt away inhibitions and moral and marrow and bone and leave nothing but carnal rage desperate for gratification at the brink of death
Leave not a trace of soul or virtue before we tumble into flight and fall and crash over the edge of no return
And secrets shared become secrets kept
Locked beneath hidden memory
of hearts flesh and dream
Where nothing done in love
Is remembered as unclean
Akira Chinen Aug 2016
There are secrets at oceans end that not all mortals could fathom to understand
A weight of sadness and despair not even the strongest arms could bare
It is a place out of the reach of dreams and death
And also the place where
Death dares to dream
And
Dreams dare embrace death
Nothing here is as it seems
Except to those who dare to sleep to die
To dream
Impossible dreams
To bend time and capture eternity in a single kiss of innocence
To forge the wheels of fate by twisting tides  of lustful currents flow
To lull the sun to sleep
By turning flames to dancing waves
And dream the universe as tranquil magenta seas
And by blinking turn each celestial orb to creatures of fins and gills
Letting each planet swim free of thier chained paths
And by daring to give life through impossible dreams
They find thier hearts and souls in the hands of death
And in these cold hands they find the warmth of sleep
And in thier sleep death finds its way back to dreams
And dreams find hiding in the breath of death their hope to live again
Here where nothing is as it seems
Except to those who know and keep the secrets of oceans end
Akira Chinen Jun 2016
Unlocking the secrets of paper
By fold and crease
And light razor kiss
Spill ink and water
Watch the colors
Bleed and drip
And palpitate
Random strokes of fate
By wind and breath
Scatter white stars about
Bend and tuck and frame
A litte home
For my queen
Who wears my heart
In her crown
And a little book
A little book
With the simple tale
Of a paper love
A paper love
Turned
Real
Written while working on a paper sculpture of "Paper Queen"... "light razor kiss" is refrence to scoring the paper to get a clean fold in thicker papers such as watercolor or bristol board.  The figure and base were sheets of paper painted in acrylic ink and goauche, spreading and mixing the colors at random.  Then adding "stars" by blowing on the brush tip lightly filled with white ink.  Mmmyep...
Images on my fb page
https://m.facebook.com/NocturnalBloom/?ref=bookmarks
Akira Chinen Mar 2018
My self worth sleeps
with my self loathing
and the devil is watching
the whole thing go down
and whats one more scar
on a dented heart
and it hurts to breath
but it feels good to bleed
so I keep something sharp
underneath tear soaked pillows
and there is a dream somewhere
saying all this pain is worth it
and there is a reason somewhere
saying to keep my head up
and there is someone
who wants to listen
and there is someone
who wants to say something
and its all been said before
but maybe we can say it
one more time and maybe theres something more to living
than watching the devil
watch my self worth
sleep with my self loathing
Akira Chinen Jun 2016
You are the shadow of my soul
The echo in my heart
The red of my blood
The rythm of my pulse
The haunting of my ghost
The death waiting in my bones
The birth of my eternal flame
The lust of my need
The desire of my want
The kiss of my sin
The skin of my infinity
The marrow of my maddness
The lunacy of my thoughts
The endless night of my moon
The breath before my howl
The dreaming sun of my sleep
The pull of my gravity
The mist of my raging seas
The wind of midnight storms
The wave of the hours sand
The pure beauty
And the truth
Of my love
That will never end
Akira Chinen May 2016
I could shadow the voice of Baudelaire
And write tragic dark lines of flowers in pain
I could refrence Neruda or sit on a happy cloud with Blake
I could get drunk off Bukowski and steal from his grave
Or *** some dharma off of Kerouac while mispronouncing his name
And the list goes on
As does their influnce and voice
And they all slip in from time to tragic rhyme
We are all but theives
And death will make liars of us all
When our bodies turn to dust
In the **** and dirt of our shallow graves
I could...
And I do...
It might be my pen in my hand that I hold
But I don't always have complete control
Just like the heart
Living inside me
Crying inside me
Not wanting to die inside me
Its fire out of my hands
Too hot for my blood
Too pure for my eyes
Its yours now
To break or to hold
To care for or ******
To love or ignore
Its gone wild and rabid
And madly in love
Praying and singing
To you
Akira Chinen Dec 2016
she had a poem where her soul was suppose to be and the pupils of her eyes had been carved out from the black void before the beginning of time
she knew more than any man or woman or god and only ever lost at anything when playing checkers and
tic-tac-toe with children
there was an intricate and gentle song that hummed in the depths of her heart and her blood flood with the slow ease of the last drop of honey from a jar
an unending kindess flowed from her gaze and she was continuously looking for those in the most need
she existed within the fabric of dreams and the horizon of eternity
and the beauty of love was an endless fairytale tattooed along
the curves of her spine
she has walked quietly through your dreams and gathered all the tears of heartache and grief you have ever shed and turned them into stars and moons and wishes of good tidings
she is there everytime you fall in love and and everytime your heartbreaks and it is with strands of her hair that she stiches the broken pieces back together and whispers sweet words of hope to chase away the feelings of despair
and you know her by
a name you will never speak in
a language you will never know
and when dreaming
you can always hear
your heart reading
her poem to your soul
Akira Chinen Jul 2017
she had a poem where her soul was suppose to be and the pupils of her eyes had been carved out from the black void before the beginning of time
she knew more than any man or woman or god and only ever lost at anything when playing checkers and
tic-tac-toe with children
there was an intricate and gentle song that hummed in the depths of her heart and her blood flood with the slow ease of the last drop of honey from a jar
an unending kindess flowed from her gaze and she was continuously looking for those in the most need
she existed within the fabric of dreams and the horizon of eternity
and the beauty of love was an endless fairytale tattooed along
the curves of her spine
she has walked quietly through your dreams and gathered all the tears of heartache and grief you have ever shed and turned them into stars and moons and wishes of good tidings
she is there everytime you fall in love and and everytime your heartbreaks and it is with strands of her hair that she stiches the broken pieces back together and whispers sweet words of hope to chase away the feelings of despair
and you know her by
a name you will never speak in
a language you will never know
and when dreaming
you can always hear
your heart reading
her poem to your soul
Akira Chinen Sep 2014
She moved with a certain kind of madness that was invisible to everyone else, but to me it glared like a beacon of light calling out the demons in my soul. Her teeth were bleached white but I could smell the blood of all the countless souls she had  devoured over her life. I was dead before she even said a word and I was just another stain on her pearly whites as the morning sun crept over my corpse.
Akira Chinen Feb 2015
She must be of heaven to exsist between
  reality and dreams and have her face
   not change
She must be of all the cosmos to so
  effortlessly outshine every sun, star,
    and moon
She must be the secret whisper of sleep
  to calm the monster and give its heart
   peace
She must be the hours hidden between
  the seconds of when one starts to
    fall
She must be the madness and beauty
  and perfection of love
Akira Chinen Jun 2020
she reads out loud
the works of Shel Silverstein
between dusk and dawn
and knew a thing or two
about a tiger
and a mischievous little boy
and she could make him blush
from the inside out
yet they were never
in the same place
at the same time
planets apart
ghosts haunting different hearts
in different houses
soft spoken whispers
of silk poetry
lining the hours of longing
drifting in and out
with the moonlight
lips that only kissed
in fiction and rhyme
little white lies of lily's
scattered between the stars
sweet cherry dreams
of imagined sin
and somewhere in places
that don't exist
in times that never where
and never would be
there was a love
as only love can be
between the words
of fairies dreaming
and heavens falling
as she reads out loud
the works of Shel Silverstein
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
She was the prayer that flowed through the pulse of his blood
She was the song he heard in the rhythm and beat of his heart
She was the thread that wove through the fabric of his dreams
She was the fire and warmth that danced wildly in his soul
She was his reason the world spun ans the sun rose and the moon and the stars shone
She was in everything he found beautiful
Akira Chinen May 2016
Some one kills themselves because they were just too sad
And some jack *** makes a joke or worse is thankful that they don't have to hear that cry baby whine anymore
Acting free of guilt that their apathy and ignorance makes them better
That their inability to be empathetic or compassionate had nothing to do with the problem in the first place
Its not a singular problem linked to one *******, its the world full of *******
Blind to true beauty and deep emotion and true passion for life
Its the ones that care too much and love too much and belive too much and feel too dammed much that fall victims
To the silent monster and invisible disease of depression
Suicide isn't isolated to whiny broken hearted teenagers unable to cope with rejection or social pressure
And even they deserve our compassion and understanding
Depression has a long history of robbing the lifes of genius and talent and souls and hearts truely too beautiful for this **** pile of a planet
Full of greedy *** hats with blinders wrapped tight to their skulls and numb blood flowing through their bodies
Because their sad ugly truth is they just can't handle the reality of how ****** up the world can be
They can't bare to look into the mirror and really look at whats on the other side
They can't accept the fact that their dead hearts and souls are just hanging in the reflection of their lifeless eyes
They couldnt bare cope with the mere idea of a moment in life where every emotion and thought were so bad and dark
That everything hurt so ******* bad that no joy or hope was on the horizon of any of tomorrows sunsets
That jumping over the edge into oblivion and the cold unknown embrace of death was better than taking another single breath
They wouldn't survive that moment, just the thought of that moment would push them beyond hope
So they make bad jokes and apathetic statements of indifference when they here the news
Another sad cry baby lost to suicide thank god we don't have to listen to them cry
Anymore
Never knowing just how much beauty the world just lost
In this world its easier to be dead than passionate
Easier to sit in a cage and go with the flow
Easier and safer to just be a cog in the machine
Its easier to not god ****** feel anything...
...
**** that,
And **** them
Feel too much
Care too much
Love too much
Be too ******* beautiful
For this ****** up
**** pile of a planet
**** their bad jokes
And their apathy
Because a life
Without passion
Is just going to end
With the joke on them
So they can
Shut the **** Up!
And me and you and
Every one mad and crazy
Enough to live
Can live
And cry
And feel
And *******
Love
Too
******
Much
Akira Chinen Jul 2017
She wore a dress cut from the night sky
scattered with stars and dreams
and her smile
had a mischievous curve at each end
and a hint of magic glittered
in the colors surrounding her eyes
and she spoke in a voice
that echoed with the beauty of poetry
and he was tempted to crawl away
from the shyness that lived in his bones
and he managed to make small talk
but fell short of bravery
and slunk into the night without stars
and a dream that knew only her name
Akira Chinen Jul 2017
She was unforgivably beautiful
in a way that killed his heart
every time she walked past
and he fell to silence
and lost his dreams
and died inside the shy moments
that overwhelmed him
in the presence
of her unforgivable beauty
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
Uncomfortable silence is the only comfort I know and it is always screaming in my ear
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
She was thigh high silk lined poetry wearing **** me stiletto heels with words that slowly drizzled from burning wickedness made of lust and wax and her fingernails carved whispers of desire along his spine and split open the seams of his simple wants and filled him with desperate needs and he was completely consumed with a hunger to peel off the poetry she wore over her skin with her lace and lingerie and she poisoned his reason with her venomous lips and she molded and carved his flesh into hard wood and turned him into her marionette and tied him with leather whips and controled his every move and made his fingers and tounge explore the space between the words along her thighs and he wrote his name along her silken verse of vice and she pulled his strings hard and made him need her just a little more and somewhere in the blur of blood and sweat he became forever hers
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
He hung himself from a rope
he made of  the silver lining  
from the cloud he filled
with his dreams of her
And he died with a smile on his face
stained by the tears of regret
for the love he never spoke of
Akira Chinen Oct 2015
A simple life full of simple things
Is worth more than all the crowns
Of all the kings
Akira Chinen Jun 2016
Indulge in love
Relish in lust
As one gives
Flame
The other gives
Fire
Be gentle
Be strong
Be kind
Be passion
Inhale
Exhale
Hold your breath
Give into your death
Lust after love
Love after lust
Kiss the heart
Of your lover
Love the skin
Of their kiss
Know the secrets
Of sin below
Stars and sheets
Whisper them between
Ear and thigh
Come to the bottom
Only after
Climbing over the top
Give always more
Than you take
Backs should arche
But never break
Share the music
Of your pulse
And the shadows
Of your marrow
Swim in the dark
Be blinded by light
Sin for love
Pray for lust
https://soundcloud.com/jason-hughes-240320794/sin-and-pray
Akira Chinen Aug 2018
Your heart is a vast ocean
of enormous and unknown depth
and I have heard the calm
comforting whispers of the waves
and the siren songs
of the mermaids hidden
below the surface
and there is a sky as long
and infinite as the night
bordering its every soft edge

I cannot remember falling
or diving in
but I find myself sinking
and drowning in its delicate warmth
and it isn’t that I have forgotten
how to swim
or that I am too tired
to stay afloat
but it is here in these waters
that drowning makes me feel
more alive than I ever
would have imagined possible before

it is a comfortable fear
a quite trembling of of nerves
a temptation to abandon
the peace of solitude
and the longing desperation

here is where I can die
exhaling my last breath
knowing that all I lived through
and for
was worth it in the end
that the brief moment
my life stretched itself
over the long horizon of eternity
I had truly found something
that made everything in life
more beautiful than love
Akira Chinen Dec 2020
as children we believe
there are monsters
under our beds
as we become adults
we start to hide our dreams
beneath them
until most of us forget
we ever had dreams at all

tell me
how many nights
has it been now
that you have slept
without getting any rest

being tired all the time
may have become the norm
but that doesn't make
it a healthy habit

wouldn't it be nice
to dream again
to play with the monsters
under the bed
to finally get enough rest
so you could sleep
truely sleep
Akira Chinen Oct 2020
I can see how poorly
you have been sleeping
maybe your need a new mattress
one with more foam
and less memory

or maybe its the blanket
you have weaved
out of the ghosts
you can’t stop yourself from haunting
maybe its time to make a new one
from the days you
haven’t lived through
the nights you haven’t dreamt of
the names you haven’t spoken
the days you could walk
through doors instead of walls
the nights you could walk
with your hands empty
of your rattling past

maybe its the pillows heavy
with the salt of tears
filled with oceans
maybe your head would stop
drowning in its sleep
if you slept on something safer
something lighter
maybe let the past
sink in its own wreckage
use those old pillows as tombstones
at the bottom of the sea
you can’t forget
but you can let go of

let go

let go

and lets go to sleep
Akira Chinen Nov 2016
Is it the sleepless heart or the restless mind or the beauty of the dream you paint upon my bedroom ceiling that has me lost in this empty bed filled with pools of sweat of untamed and untouched desire
Let me kiss the innocence off your cheeks and wander in the lust of your eyes
You are all my prayers of heaven and consume my every thought of sin
I want to be bound between the leather covers of your book
and be tied to its spine with thread
I want to swim in your words and soak into your every passion and leave my fingerprints and stains on every page
Let me read the secret verse
and let me go falling into love
until my heart is no longer mine
Akira Chinen Dec 2016
I long for the slow comforts of a dull love
quite late night old movies
driving nowhere under the crescent moon
just to listen to the radio and sing off tune
and just beating the sunrise home
falling asleep as hearts and breaths sync
and eyes share the same old dreams over and over again
eating cereal for breakfast at 6pm
and raiding the 24 hour truck stop at a quater to 3 in the morning
to search for the sweets from our treasured childhood memories
not keeping track of time to visit nostalgia lane and future hopes
laughing at our misery and crying from the joy of dreams fulfilled
sitting still with fingers entwined and palms kissing
smiling like lunatics for no reason or ryhme
hearing I love you with no one making a sound
and years flashing past while hearts beat slow and steady
and nothing changes as nothing stays the same
bodies growing older and souls getting younger
and everday love reminds us
that a life of small moments
and little things
add up to every lasting years
of slow comforts
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
The scent of a pretty pink flower bloomed under her  love red lips
And there was only a small hint of poison in her devilish smile
and something that held a little piece of hell and heaven swaying in her hips
And he found a lustful need in his wanting of desire
And questioned if they would find anything other than sin under the tears of the pale blue moon
Akira Chinen Apr 2019
I remember the night we first meet
how time stood still
with you standing before me
how the whole world went silent
except for the song of your voice

I can't remember what I said
wether I stuttered the word "hi"
or just mouthed "hello"
or just stood their with a stupid
goofy smile on my face

and that smile became yours
and only yours
I had never known that happiness
could feel that good

then as life so often goes
and happiness so often ends
you where gone
dissappeared
with the autumn of the leaves

now a life of seasons
have lived and passed
through the marrow of my bones
and here you are standing
holding down the hands on the clock
the years between us fade away
and in all the white noise
all I can hear is you

and I smile I have not worn
since the last time
you left eternity on my lips
finds my face
in all its goofy stupid glory

and even when I'm not
that smile is still yours

always

and only yours
Akira Chinen Jul 2016
Some days you have to smile through the misery and pain and ache of it all.  You gotta bare a toothy mad grin and laugh at the horrible agony swallowing the world.  Its easy to be a doom sayer, a lunatic screaming about an unavoidable Armageddon, to look a stranger in the eye and tell them we are so far past the point of redemption that we're all just ******* ****** **** ******.  Its easy to crawl into the gutter with the bums and the winos and get comfortable with not giving a **** ****** about anything and everything.  Crawl into the bottle and swim in the whisky of heartless indifference, to become a ****** foaming at the mouth for the needle of the cruel uncaring blind eye of social disharmony.  It can **** you, all this sad weather news of bullets raining down stealing lives and breeding hatred.  The bad days of sunshine blinding justice with piles of money setting criminals free and killing the hearts of their victims.  Its a storm of vile human filth spreading like cancer over the whole stinking world.  It will make you sick if you look too close... but that's just it, we gotta look close.  We have to stare it dead in the face, smile at it, laugh at it... and tell it to go ******* **** itself.  We gotta stand up to it and fight it.  At the end of the fight we have to have more teeth and more bite than it does, its not a fight we can afford to lose.  Not if we want a better world for our children, a brighter future for love and hope.  Its hard though, its ugly, its near unbearable... all these bad weather days one after another with no sign of the storm letting up.  We have to bare the weight, we have to accept that we will probably lose more people than we will save... we have to push through the tears and our fears and our doubts and the constant feeling that we are fighting a losing battle.  You have to shout out your battle song of hope against the odds.  We're all going to die, but how and for what is a decision we all can make on our own.  Will we die in the false safety of our cookie cutter homes, slaves to the lies and the misery of the world at large.  Or will we take a stand and fight back.  Even on the days we feel like we're impaled on the devils teeth and our hearts and lungs feel punctured and we're spitting and choking on ***** and blood, we still have to throw ourself into the fray and smile and laugh at all the human vile trying to destroy us. We have to go mad, to stay alive, to keep hope burning in our hearts, and to fight back against the odds.  Let our fists fly and let those birds scream out **** **** ******* ******* to the suicide bombs and hate bullets spilling the blood and death of innocence and beauty.  I dream of a better world and give myself to the page and the pen and hope that we find unity through love before we find ourselves hanging in the noose that we tied around our own necks.
It is hard not to envy the dead these days...
Akira Chinen Jun 2016
I walked outside
And the moon was
Smiling in the sky
And I think
I know why
It must have seen you
And those
Endless ocean eyes
Akira Chinen Oct 2016
She wore a short black dress and had an arrow through her chest
She preferred to carry a hand gun over a hand bag
And the barrel was usually hot and leaking smoke
She carved coins out of the back of deaths skull to wear over her eyes
She wasn't blind
She just didn't need to see and moved better in the dark
Rumor has it shes the only person Cupids poison couldn't control
And she had feud with the little feathered fellow
She had broken more than her fair share of hearts
And she knew he was to blame
She traveled the world to hunt him down
She eventually found him in a bar north of a dream
And downwind of a Singapore sling
She slammed down three shots of whiskey
And ate the worm at the bottom of a broken bottle of tequlia
She paid her tab with a gold piece she had taken off the body of a dead god
Then Cupid and her stepped outside
A few moments later the thunder of a single gunshot rang out
And then a cold silence and a chill wind swept over the town
No one saw what happened that night
But the horizon tells a story of a women in a short black dress
Riding a horse slowly towards the sinking sun
With an arrow in her chest and a smoking gun at her side
Akira Chinen Nov 2016
It had been such a long time since I had been able to look at someone so hauntingly beautiful that I cut away the soft pieces of air to frame the memory of the moment
I swam through eternity in a single breath and was forever lost in a
flood of dreams born from the
madness in the colors of her eyes
She glowed with the magic of moonlight and her hair danced with
red flames from the sun
I had no were else I could go and helplessly I fell into a bottomless ocean of love
I drowned over and over again dying in dreams of stardust and dissecting the the delicate silk robes of each death while being haunted by her grace and beauty
Akira Chinen Jul 2017
Whisper to me of soft sins
and hard moans
I want to know
who you are in the dark
When you are naked and alone
I want to feel the stain
of your wet kisses
up and down my kneck
Push me onto my back
and carve your name
into my chest
Sink your teeth
into the corner
of the inside of my thigh
There is no pain
when I have the pleasure
of being in the reflection
of the carmel desire in your eyes
Pull me under the secret universe
you hide in the mad love
within the pulse
and rhythm of your stars
Drown my breath in the colors
and pallet of the beauty
of your blood red lips of lust
Leave the scent
and taste of your flower
To haunt the eternal hunger
you have seared
into the marrow of my bones
It is only by the warmth
of your breath
that I can enjoy death
and rise and die again
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
She was the soft spot of a dream
the cherry at the end of the stem
on top off a whipped cloud of lush lust
and whisperd desire
the sticky and the sweet and the drip
of the blood of honey  
the fire of temptation dancing in the devils tounge
the promise of heavenly pleasure
hiding in an angels lips
the kiss of poisoned silk from a spindle lost in time
that stitched forever to tragedy to loss to love to eternity
Akira Chinen Jun 2016
Theres the girl at the bookstore
Always smiles
Makes small talk
Asks with a wink if I need help finding anything
I think the word "courage"
But never say anything but
"No thank you"
And then the waitress at the restaurant
Who has never waited on my table
But constantly stops by
To refill my coffee
Ask polite questions
Give subtle compliments
Hovers for a few minutes
And then saunters away
And the coffee shop girl
Who said she just had to say
How pleasant it was that
I was always smiling
Which I tried to tell her
Was certainly not true
But lost my voice at the time
And she still hasn't allowed
Me to pay for a single cup of coffee
Each one attractive
In their own hypnotic way
Their smile and lips
All worthy of verse
But if I am to die of any
Of the unseen maladies
Surely it will be by shyness
Quit and alone
But lacking the quality
And kindness of loneliness
Solitude is a tranquility
That has its own
Peaceful addiction
Akira Chinen Apr 2017
In the solitude of lonely rage dreams scatter beneath translucent skin in graphite lines and watercolor pans and tubes of paint spread by the course hairs of a worn out brush held by fingertips weathered and craked and stained with acrylic ink and blood and ***** spill into the wasted hours of pornographic procrastination as hands are busy stroking everything but ego and ambition and time has no need for patience or excuses and moved at its own pace despite the moving gears of the cuckoo clock trying to convince it otherwise and only mankind would be foolish enough to try to claim time can be measured and trapped and strapped to a wrist to cover up the color of thoughts of suicide and the bruises of wasted desperation as the tick tick tock of the bird inside the clock waits in lonely rage for its hour of desperation
Akira Chinen May 2016
Somedays the loving gives into the crying
Somedays the living calls out for the dying
Somedays the silence can't quite the screaming
Somedays the only thing moving me is falling for you
Akira Chinen Jan 2018
Free your bones from your flesh
and find what you are looking for
is looking back at you
for in what pool is your reflection
nothing more than dream and mist
and if you aren’t what you dream
then what are dreams to you
what made up thing
does your heart beat for
what lives in your every breath

      inhale

           exhale

just a small piece of eternity
except for when we dream
we can last forever
if only in a stream
of consciousness unknown
two koi fish in a bowl
swimming around the sun
no man made by god
and no gods made by man
only the womb of things to come
waiting to spill forth and flourish
in fields of forest dreams
and mountains to hold the sky
and oceans of salt and stars and seas

if only in a dream
to break the silence and the solitude
of the nothing of before
before our bones hid beneath our flesh
before our soul took home in our bones
before we were anything
but a dream lost somewhere
in the heart beat of some made up thing
trapped in bones buried beneath flesh
unable to breath or dream
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