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Mar 2017 · 1.1k
starfish ballet
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
She wove life from the threads and fate of dreams and she was and wasn't a dream herself
She had filled the first hourglass with the sand of the desserts of the time before and upon flipping it over set the hands and gears of the first clock in motion
There is no secret buried in the endless depths of the ocean she doesn't know and she was the one that had arranged and named every twinkling orb in the night sky
Using nothing but a small kiss and a sprinkle of magic from the colors of her eyes she brought dead starfish back to life and taught them to dance in the palms of her hands
And when she wasn't choreographing new ballets for the fish in her hands and the stars in the sky
She was collecting lost dreams and broken hearts and suturing the cracks closed and finding them new roads to follow and teaching laughter to the tears they had shed
And if you are every lost between always and heartache if you follow the roads and the sky of the starfish ballet you will find her sitting and waiting to weave you a new day and a new dream and a new fate under the street sign that reads
Oceans End
Mar 2017 · 466
the lost echo of mermaids
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
He was the silent screams of thunder from a distant dark cloudless sky
She was the lost echo of mermaids in the crashing waves of distant shores
They were seperated as the moon and the sea
And would only find each others love and kiss lost somewhere between eternity and dreams
Mar 2017 · 277
crayons, paint, and threads
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
I've learned to color over my scars with broken crayon pieces and fill the cracks in my heart with tears and dried paint from the tips of old paint brushes and sew the seams of my soul with the ghost threads of dead dreams and this is what I was and this is what I have become...
And then there was you and all I know now is love and I've never known life to feel so beautiful
Mar 2017 · 254
drowning
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
I'm drowning in endless ocean of dreams of you and if I here is were I take my last breath what a beautiful dream life will have been
Mar 2017 · 364
all his words
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
All his words were hers
Her smile were the curves found in each letter
Her eyes were all the colors of his dreams
Her name was the music of his prayers
She filled his heart with fairy tales and poetry
And in the end he was a book only she could read
Mar 2017 · 196
why without love
Akira Chinen Mar 2017
I would rather fall in love with someone I may never  sleep with
than **** someone I knew I was never going to fall for
Feb 2017 · 358
the weeping moon
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
My bleeding heart sleeps in the cuts of the crescent smile of the night and all of its scars dream of loving you and  all my words are yours as they drip down from the weeping moon
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
She had the promise and  allure of butterflies on her sultry lips but it was the whispers heard from the dark corners of her heart he couldn't ignore
There was more beauty in her pain and flaws than what was easily seen on the outside of her skin
And it was there inside all of her broken pieces and scars
that he started to fall in love
Feb 2017 · 635
blood and bones and rust
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
What are we but blood
and bones and dust
Who are we but broken hearts
and lost souls and flightless birds
Walking around with our cages
strapped to our waist
All they while pretending to be free
and alive
No one daring to look at the reflection
of the pretty bird in the mirror
Because we all know we aint' so pretty anymore
And all we do is let our blood
and bones and dust waste away
As the seconds on our wrist
tick and turn to rust
Feb 2017 · 248
end of the universe
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
The saddness I have seen and felt in life
Could fill a library with tales of woe
But if I wrote down the ways in which
My love for you has made the world more beautiful
I would reach the end of the universe
After writing a poem on every star
And not be half way through writing the fairy tale of all the magic
I found in you
Feb 2017 · 246
to laugh and love again
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Im tied to the anchor of a dying hope and drowning in a sea of grief that isn't mine and I would drink all the waters of the ocean to make more room for your tears and you never have to know that its me singing to the moon and praying to the falling stars in the sky for you to catch your breath and  find the strength for your heart to laugh and love again
Feb 2017 · 287
he tinkered
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
He tinkered here and there
He could mend a wing and find a prayer
He could fix almost any broken heart with a wink and a smile
And no one every noticed that his soul was drowning
Within the sea of tears trapped within his eyes
Or that his heart didn't beat or pulse quite right
He could fix almost anything
Except for the parts of him
That missed the broken pieces that once were hers
Before he used a wink and a smile on her heart to mend its wings
And watch it fly away on a prayer for better days
Feb 2017 · 315
the bleeding moon
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
The bleeding moon smiled and bared its sulphurous bone orange teeth and the sky craked with the devils laughter and the ground of the earth opened and swallowed all his hope and he was left as nothing more than the shell of a dead dream leaving nothing for the demons to feast upon and even there under the sky filling with blood he still felt his love for her beating in his empty chest
Feb 2017 · 695
dying under the moonlight
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
He was dying under
the moonlight of her smile
Dying to comfort her aches
Dying to relieve her pain
Dying to stop her tears
And he would use his last breath
to show her she was always
loved beautifully by his heart
Feb 2017 · 356
between forever and always
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
She was the silent lighting in the distant clouds of a fading memory from an illusive dream that he couldn't bring into focus that had a familiar feeling he just couldn't shake and his heart was beating recklessly and rapidly and his blood  was burning gasoline and drinking whiskey and a sinful desire was crashing into and seeping out of his skin and his lust grew with the ambition to taste the fire waiting on her lips and to feel her heart beating against his chest and there was no method to the fall he felt himself plummeting through at the mere mention of her name and it was only in the moonlight of madness that it all made impossible beautiful sense and he knew she held all the secrets of eternity and all the truths of love and that all he needed was to hold her hand and life as he knew it would come to an end and he would find himself trapped in a love that would last between forever and always
Feb 2017 · 453
dreams and broken pieces
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
The colors of the sunset reminded him of the dreams flowing wildly and freely in her hair
And the grey darkening sky lit by the pale crescent moon revealed the aches and pain and broken pieces of her heart and soul
And his heart painted dream after endless dream of all these things as it found all of her to be beautiful
Feb 2017 · 1.0k
last and first
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
He knew it was love when he awoke in the middle of a dream that felt like the answer to a prayer and he didn't care if it was god whispering the truth in his ear or the devil selling him a lie and he knew either way he would love her until this lifes last breath and find her again filling his lungs with the first of his next
Feb 2017 · 258
small hint of poison
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
The scent of a pretty pink flower bloomed under her  love red lips
And there was only a small hint of poison in her devilish smile
and something that held a little piece of hell and heaven swaying in her hips
And he found a lustful need in his wanting of desire
And questioned if they would find anything other than sin under the tears of the pale blue moon
Feb 2017 · 278
never felt beautiful
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
His heart had never felt beautiful
until it was held softly by her hands
She was the answer to the prayer
he never could have dreamt or spoken
And wherever she stepped here on earth
heavens flowers bloomed
And everything changed
and nothing was the same
as long as his heart
was beating beautifully
in the gentle grace of her hands
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Never make love about
what you want or need
other than simply kindness and respect
True love will always be
about what can be given freely
without the expectation of
getting anything in return
Love in its greatest beauty
and most naked truth
comes from its ability to give
and never run out
Whether it is giving compassion
kindness, understanding, or itself completely
True love is infinite
and in finding and keeping it
we  ourselves become immortal
Feb 2017 · 289
the sounds of time
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
You started as a spark of hope and now I am consumed by flame
You broke down my walls and stripped my soul and heart bare
And now you have become my heart and soul
Leave now and I will vanish within this fires rage until the smoldering coals are reduced to ash and then carried off with the wind where this love will echo throughout the sounds of time
Feb 2017 · 549
painted starfish
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
He found her at the end of a river of tears and at the beginning of a sea of grief where she sat quitely sifting through the sands for dead and broken dreams and she would mend the wounds and breath life back into each with a drop of blood and a gentle whisperd wish and they would float away to the empty sky and hang there like starfish painted by a childs dream
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Dear friends you will find me
at the bottom of my death
or in the middle of madness and love
I am only a dream
and a wish
and a prayer
away from both
And I hope you all find in this life
a good prayer
a simple wish
and a beautiful dream
Live gratefully and sleep well
And in the end
we can all make a lier out of death
Feb 2017 · 466
illustrated heart of love
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
If forever is just a fairy tale
dear heaven please let me not be real
let me be nothing more than words on a page
Ink below the skin
type in a book
paint on a canvas
If its all just a fairy tale
let me be the last
illustrated heart of love
Feb 2017 · 207
she was
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
She was the prayer that flowed through the pulse of his blood
She was the song he heard in the rhythm and beat of his heart
She was the thread that wove through the fabric of his dreams
She was the fire and warmth that danced wildly in his soul
She was his reason the world spun ans the sun rose and the moon and the stars shone
She was in everything he found beautiful
Feb 2017 · 496
consumed
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
I was never lonely until I met you
and now whenever your gone
loneliness consumes me
Feb 2017 · 471
his beautiful world
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
She wasn't the only pretty girl in the world
but to him she was the only one
whose smile curved up just right at the corners
whose laugh held an honest song in its heart
whose hair always smelled of the fresh scent of rain that only falls from a night of stormy dreams
whose eyes spun wildly with the true magic of perfect beauty
She may not be the only pretty girl in the world true
but to him she was the only one that made his world beautiful
Feb 2017 · 297
comfortable alone
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
I was so comfortable alone
and then came you
and now I cannot bare the silence between sleep and dreams
and it hurts more to imagine losing you that I have never held
than any one that has ever shared my bed
and it is not the want of lust
that pulls at me
or the need to have your love
all I find in these desperate moments
is the desire to give you
comforts to your aches
and reasons for your lips to smile
and hope to your heart
that it will love again
and I wish it could be me
to have that love
but I do not expect it to be
and even when I am not
I will still be yours
Feb 2017 · 289
never quite
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
He found her at the bottom of a broken dream drowning in an ocean of tears and he stripped his soul bare and fashioned it into a rope and dove down through the raging waves and torrent undertow of her sorrow
he found her barely breathing with blue lips and broken pieces of her fragile heart bleeding through her chest
she was perfectly human with  beautiful flaws and her love was pouring out in storms of loud roars of electricity and silent screams of thunder
yet she was still more alive than dead
but wanting to not have to feel anything at all
he reached out his hand and waited for her to reach back
and she sat there quitely trying to hide all the tears that surrounded them both
and the longer she sat without moving the deeper he felt himself fall
he wanted desperately to fall by her side and hold her close
and tell her she would be ok
but he knew she wasn't ready to be held or comforted or to leave yet
so he waited with his hand outstretched and he would wait until the end of time
not in hopes that when she was ready she would fall too
but because he had already fallen so far that nothing else mattered more than being there for her for whatever she would need and whenever she would need it
and love had never quite felt as beautiful as it did now as it beat wildly for her in his chest
Feb 2017 · 404
one and all to love
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
She had the sunset in her hand
and taught birds the dream of flight
and painted the patterns on every butterfly
and made the sounds of every hummingbirds wings
The scent of rain danced within
the dark strands of her hair
and lighting and thunder were
the echos left behind from her dreams
She was the grace of the birth of autumns leaves
And the beauty of the fading death of spring
She held the magic of summer in the fairytale
you can only find while being lost
under the gaze of her deep stare
And her heart was made from the secret fires
of winter that kept bones and coco warm
but never harmed the falling snow
She was the song that beat in your heart
before your lungs took their first breath
And she will be the last kiss pressed against your lips
as your life exhales its last
She is the single infinite thread laced and stitched
through ever falling star and flickering flame
and bloods pulse and soaring wing and lost feather
and broken soul and sorrowful heart
that connects one and all to love
#dreamweavers
Feb 2017 · 223
...every time I paint
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Let me tell you a story about the last time my ex (my sons mother) was in my house... she saw some shot glasses on my counter and made a snide remark about how she was glad I replaced her as my drinking partner... now I use to drink and drink hard and heavy and I drank many of nights as it was going to be my last on gods green earth, but that was a lifetime (of good times and good friends) ago.  I still drink on rare occasions and maybe a little much on the right occasion even... but its rare and infrequent.  Those days and nights have been replaced by something much more valuable and enjoyable and thats time being a father and it is a blessed and beautiful privilege to be one.  But back to the snide remark... I didn't bother to mention that I used the shoot glasses to clean my brushes as I paint now, it was childish I admit, to enjoy the fact that for whatever reason the idea bothered her.  That even though she choose to leave, that she choose putting someone elses **** in her mouth over keeping our family together, that she choose cheating and lying and betrayal over keeping her promises... that the idea I might have moved on was upsetting to her... And let me mention this was about after the 6th or 7th chance I gave her and forgave her for everything she had done and repeated time and time again.  And years later... maybe its still childish but I smile a little every time I paint.
Feb 2017 · 230
never trust...
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Never trust an artist with a clean desk or a writer with a sober mind
You're not really a dancer if you don't smell a little somewhere and you're not an actor if your heart hasn't bleed on stage and you're not a musician if your just playing to pay the rent and we can tell the difference in the voice of your piano strings and drum skins all art has do be done from a deep maddening love that feels more like a sickness than a gift and give your all to love or don't waste anyone's time and don't get conned by a hallmark postage stamp worth of sentiment if its really love they will die to give you everything and come back from the dead knowing it would be a privilege to give you more because the true beauty of love lays in what is given freely without expectation of getting anything in return and the saddest thing you should know in this life is that the kinder and more beautiful you are the more often people will try to manipulate and take advantage of you so be cateful with your kindess and your beauty and your heartbreaks and though you can't always trust people you can always trust love
Feb 2017 · 202
mended wings
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Bleed your colors into mine and drain your sorrows through the marrow of my soul and I'll show you the illusion of everything we thought was real and I'll hold your heart to heal its wounds but never steal what isn't mine and its not that you don't have anything that I want  because good god you do and I don't need to see what hides beneath your clothes because it is more about what I want to give and thats to comfort the pains of the naked soul you have exposed and I've had the same tears wash over me and lived inside the same misery of doubts and I've sat and slept in the darkness there and I'm there with you now and we can stay here or we can go out and I'll listen to anything you have to say or scream or cry or sit silently for hours or days or weeks or years and I'll drown with you if we can't stop your tears and be your saving breath and you can take everything from me and I'll find more to give and you will never be without my hand in reach whether you stay or take your mended wings and fly away
Feb 2017 · 298
kindess of strangers
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
And it was the kindness of strangers that pushed the cold dead air from his lungs and if for only a moment his breath held life again
Feb 2017 · 212
the song and the story
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Her hair was the sky at sunset painted with colors only found  in heaven
Her eyes were made of the unspoken language of the dreams of stars
And the curves of her smile wrapped around the horizon of eternities road
Her skin was the fairy tale of every mans longing and desire
And herbeat was the song and the story of the perfect beauty of love
Feb 2017 · 269
all the love in the world
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
I've got my mothers eyes and my fathers heart
and I still can't see where all the love in the world has gone
and what have all the words cried up into the sky found above the clouds
Is there anybody there
that has their fathers heart
and mothers eyes
that can still see where
all the love in the world is hiding...
Feb 2017 · 873
nothing but her
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
His heart was old and wounded and scared
It had been broken and bruised
and burned until there was not even ash left
It had dreamt and lost and cried more tears than stars in the sky and prayed to never fall again
To never feel empty and absent
or miserable and abused
and for the death it felt inside to be its quite and final resting place
It clung desperately to the want of never
And then there was her
And colors pulsed in its blood
And dreams were painted on its walls
And her name burned into its skin
Then his heart beat as if it was just taking in its first breath
And all of its cracks and scars and bruises faded and it couldn't remember shedding a single tear or ever having been broken
And the beauty of love was found again
In the soft curves of her smile and the magic of the colors swirling in her eyes
And nothing else mattered
Nothing but her
Feb 2017 · 346
don't go...
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
I know its not fair for me to ask and I know its not really your choice to make but please
Don't go
Don't leave me here with just air to breath and tears to cry
Don't go
Break my heart in any other way but don't leave this earth and take away the Vincent stars that shine so bright within your eyes
Don't go
I know its not your choice to make but please
Don't go...
Feb 2017 · 232
heaven in her eyes
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
He knew when looking in her eyes
that heaven would not be
waiting for him on
the other side of his death
but he had already found
every cloud and every corner
and every secret nook
that heaven held
because he found it there
in the colors of magic
dancing in her eyes
and singing from her heart
Feb 2017 · 238
earth and heaven
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Kiss this earth with me
for where you feet have walked
I have found that heaven is
where you stand upon the ground
Feb 2017 · 207
wire cages
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Don't give your heart to those
that who seek to tame its fire
or cage its wild wings
there is nothing beautiful
about perches behind wire bars
no matter how pretty the bird may be
The truth of beauty must
always be allowed to fly free
Let your heart fly above heavens clouds
and let its fire burn brighter than the sun
and I will never find
anything more beautiful than you
Feb 2017 · 326
rear view mirror
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
I only look good to you
in the rear view mirror
In the retrospect of looking back
when you have nowhere else to go
You offer up apologies
and expect me not to notice
the subtle hidden lies
Your kind words are years too late
and laced with the same poison
that killed the love
I once trusted you with
And what do you expect me
to say or do when I know your words
rarely carry any weight of sincerity
And I see nothing different
in the rear view mirror
and looking back I can only wonder
how did I ever find your lies beautiful
Feb 2017 · 237
death of love
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Don't forget to grieve the death of love
Especially the bad affairs
The horrible excuse of
and shipwreck relationships
The ones that left you silently crying
into your pillow every night
The ones where you cared too much
And they didn't care at all
The ones where after you left
Begged you to come back
With the same empty apology of
I'm sorry that I hurt you
When all they meant was
That their sorry that you left
Grieve and cry and fold away
The memories into the scars
Of the death of love
Holding back the tears
Is holding onto hope
And holding onto hope
Only gives them the opportunity
To pull you back again and again
So cry and grieve until their poisoned
Cruel love is in the grave where it belongs
Feb 2017 · 138
drink and dance
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
And its been so long since I've been able to drink and dance
That I almost forget about it at all
And then I drank your beauty in and I  danced and danced all night long
And I remembered how beautiful it was to fall in love
Feb 2017 · 171
mirror
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
I'll be your mirror until you no longer need your reflection to know that you are beautiful
Feb 2017 · 404
cheap hallmark one liners
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Cheap hallmark one liners
to soothe the
desperate and lonely
as another 14th day
of the 2nd month
passes by
but isn't it better
to be desperately alone
than to be miserable
in the pretense of love?  
Artificial love is
nothing more than
a cheap spray on tan
when you look at it closely
its nothing but
ugly and repulsive
Don't be persuaded
out of your solitude
for the cheap perfume
of the maybe
one day pretending
will bloom wild
and free flowers
It won't
You will get nothing
but toxic plastic
and meaningless scars
or worse than that
you will die
and never have known
anything more than
cheap hallmark one liners
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
He sat under the stare of the full moon and counted the stars one by one and painted on each a wish for the name of the girl he knew he wanted to be brave enough to love and he folded his dreams into the wings of a raven and sewed them to his heart and set it free to chase and write an always and forever fairytale of how she smiled and laughed and made magic out ordinary things like the paper wrapper of a straw and he watched his heart as it flew up and up and up and circled the wide eyed moon and then fall back down to earth burning through the stratosphere in the secret colors only known to the maker of the poison found on the tip of Cupids arrows and he smiled a weak smile and held back a tear of joy and grief entwined and he hated himself momentarily for letting himself fall so suddenly and so quickly and then he remembered when he first saw her it felt as though all of his unanswered prayers of love danced within the blue eternity of her eyes and in that instance he was already being pulled into the dream of a perfect love only found in the deepest truth of the heart of madness and he quickly shyed away because that was his nature but to no avail for fate did cross there paths again and now he had only himself to blame for praying for such a love one last time in his life and she was the answer to those prayers made of human flaws and imperfections and she carried the beauty of all the countless stars  in her kind and gentle grace and the sweet perfume  of nirvana was weaved into the strands and colors of her hair and she was everything that could make his life beautiful and his death comfortable and if he could only give her the same he would but he feared he was tied and bound to be the tragedy of the tale his heart was chasing and writing as it soared up and burned down over and over again under the full stare of the moon and it would be worth the heartache and broken pieces if just for a little while he could make her smile and laugh and watch her make magic out of ordinary things like his foolish dreams
Feb 2017 · 339
loves beautiful perfection
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
He was falling in love with her
in a way that he knew
meant he would love her
more and more ever day
until his end
and that in his end
his heart would burst from his chest
and rise up to the heavenly sky
as her always star to shine
where all could forever see
that she was
loves beautiful perfection
Feb 2017 · 389
the courage he never found
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
He wanted to place his heart
in the tender grace of her hands
and let it speak to her of how
and when and why it had fallen
for her completely and madly
and he wished he could place his dreams under the soft smooth porcelain skin
of her belly and let it fill
with tiny hands and tiny feet
and the innocent laughter of children
and it was all of her that he
found wonder and awe in
from the perfect curves of her smile
and the iridescent deep blue pools
of her eyes
to her insecurities and flaws
that he wanted to comfort her against
and show her how beautiful
they helped to make her to him
there was something more
than the perfection of love
he saw and felt beating
and radiating  from her heart
and all he wanted was
to spend the rest of his days
and months and years
finding new ways to make her smile
and laugh
and to hold her through the cruelty
and storms that are unavoidable in life
and he couldn't remember
what it felt like to have a broken heart when lost under her gaze
full of magics beautiful perfection
and all he needed was a moment
of courage to place his heart
in her hands
before her hands vanished
and all his dreams
and hopes where lost along with
the courage he never found
Feb 2017 · 458
a joke of us all
Akira Chinen Feb 2017
Its hard to imagine a rich dumb spoiled kid with a tweeter account is the elected leader of the so called free world and at the same time its really no surprise at all as we've dumbed ourselves down to be less intelligent than 5th graders and are the self proclaimed biggest losers on the planet and we prefer our reality scripted and televised and trust our childrens intellect and education to a school system we know to be broken and in desperate need of repair because at the end of the day its easier to ***** and point fingers about how ****** up it all is than to make an effort or to even ask for help as long as we can claim its not our fault we can pretend we have no reason not to be able to sleep at night and we sleep and sleep all through the night and all through the day as we grind and break our bones on the ground that will one day be our graves which will one day just be the parking lot of another shopping mall full of our cookie cut children who were never taught the were worth more than minimum wage and that this is the way of life and theres happiness in the **** of it all and just shut up and don't complain and watch a little tv and drink some beer and relax and do it all again and again and work those knuckles and break your backs so your kids can grow up and work in the mall of the parking lot where their grandparents are buried  and thats the happiness thats worth nothing more than there minimal lifes and its not so bad to belive the lie that has made a joke of us all as we strive to be great again
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