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 Oct 2013 AJ Claus
Jay
Suicide Note
 Oct 2013 AJ Claus
Jay
Baby,
You love me
In a way so unimaginable
Your kiss takes me to places
I could never even dream of
Because when I dream all I see is me
Beside you
God, I yearn for your love
In a fiendish way; you are my drug
And I suffer without my dose
Of you, my muse
My queen of all things pretty
Prance on my heart
Why don't you dance and
Play and after your long day just
Kick your feet up and stay awhile
Get acquainted with the space I paved
For you to lay inside me
I won't evict you, in fact I'll put up bars
And imprison you, so you can never leave
You see, without you I'm just not me
You're that extra piece to make me complete
And if I leave you be, there's nothing left
I will love you so hard it will bleed from you
I swear there's nothing I need from you
But the love you give to continue as strong
I will never do you wrong
If you just love me
Unconditionally
I cannot see the day you say "it's through"
Because that's the day I say "me too"
So goodnight to the love we had
Now shed
And...
-POW-
 Oct 2013 AJ Claus
Kay
My favorite book is The Fault in Our Stars, so I wrote a poem about it.*

The fault is not in us, my love
The fault is in our stars
For we should be together
Whether we be near or far

But due to certain circumstance
Our love will never be
But I will always love you
For Earth's eternity

Although I cannot see you
And want to fall apart
Your beauty and your warmth
Will live within my heart
 Oct 2013 AJ Claus
Sarah Savannah
Hello World,
Do you remember me?
of course not.
I am forgotten,
as everything will eventually be.

I am the girl who smiles with pain in her heart,
a hopeless thinker from the start.

I'm taking care of your people you know.
The sad, the helpless,
the lowest of the low.

So where is my person?
Do I get someone?
No?
of course not

At least will you let me be happy?
To smile?
To laugh?
For all I feel now is your wrath.

Goodbye World,
Will they remember me?
Of course not.
I'll be forgotten,
for only the dead can see.
 Oct 2013 AJ Claus
Sarah Savannah
dying dying
slowly trying
to get back up
and keep on flying

falling falling
slowly stalling
raining tears with endless bawling

crying crying
silently lying
to those around
so keep on smiling
I am still running
Still hiding
From the haunting memories
And the troubling thoughts

Sometimes i still hear the screams of the lost
And the crying of the innocent

When i walk down the mad road of life
I still see the shadows and the shapes of the past

When the sun goes to sleep
And the moon keeps watch
The monsters from the past return
To torment me in the future

The cruel irony is that
I can not escape
Because one cant escape from ones mind
 Oct 2013 AJ Claus
rebeccalouise
why do I stay up so late

where the monsters
of what could have
and what should have
linger

why do I stay up so late

crying over spilt milk
and conversations
buried in the past

why do I stay up so late

when I know
that you reside
in those early, wine-soaked
morning hours

why do I stay up so late

and fret
about the future,
while I’m in the present

why do I stay up so late

when,
just like cinderella,
the strike of midnight
should be my cue
to cut off all emotions
and enjoy a pumpkin ride back home

why do I stay up so late

when I know
that I miss you
and it hurts the most
when I’m alone at 2am

why do I stay up so late

when breakfast is just around the corner,
and decisions made at 7am
are much more manageable
to obtain

why do I stay up so late

when I know better
 Oct 2013 AJ Claus
inksignificant
sometimes we laugh,
but tears always follow.
sometimes we smile,
but inside, we're hollow.

the eyes tell everything,
but not many can read.
genuine care and some lovely hugs,
maybe that's all we really need.

what you think,
isn't always true.
i promise,
i'll be there for you.

your beautiful smile
is what gets me through bad days,
but i cry inside because
it utterly hurts to see your sad gaze.

your lovely kind words,
they make me flatter,
but nothing's compared to
your love that's grown fatter.

honey, with me you don't
have to bother lying,
because i see it in your eyes-
they're no longer shining.

all i want is nothing more
that to see you at your happiest
even though
you go through the nastiest.

because i long to see
those lights again,
together we'll pull through
this horrific pain.

these last few words
i have for you-
you're strong, you're incredible
and i love you.

**(a.p)
 Oct 2013 AJ Claus
Ana Leejay
i know a boy
who sits behind me
always tapping his pen
tapping
and tapping
fingertips spelling

i am anxious

i know a boy
who walks me to class
looks at me before I leave
his foot keeps
tapping
and tapping
and I keep waiting

for him to tell me goodbye
so I can go to class

i know a boy
who cannot stop

like a car alarm on
christmas morning

like police sirens
underwater

a boy
afraid of the pause
the rest, the wait, the halt
the slow motion of eyes meeting,
elbows accidentally touching
words becoming deep breaths,
hesitating instead

I know a boy
who is still a child

and over and over,
i loved him "still"
 Oct 2013 AJ Claus
Kay
Glass
 Oct 2013 AJ Claus
Kay
you, my friend, are a sheet of glass
held tightly by your parents' grasps
a surface with flawless polished perfection
that will attempt any kind of deflection
to things that don't fit in the square
of your firm structure that stays there

so rigid and stiff in what you do
i wish i could get through to you
but you are still a sheet of glass
so all my light will only pass
and at the slightest breaks or bends
your glass will shatter beyond amends
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