The world stopped when you came in,
My krypton my poison
I'm caught up I'm lusting
I come to give you a menu
That smile was my issue
The walk away was tissue
Had the clean up my revenue
Oh man your in line you had baby wait..let's rewind you can't be you
Can't be it can't be yours.
Between the ladies that talks to me
You look up and you smile at me
Then look down are you scared of me?
I'm scared of me
I'm scared of me
I don't know who that was was it your brother? Please say yes..
I wanna know man I need some help
No butterflies just over time of looking threw your shorts and umm ..
Oooh ..bye I know you leaving but
I hope you come back
Hope you do
I clean your table and think of you.
Man I need help

Miss the way you lie.
Miss the way you kiss me
Miss the way you miss the way you miss the way taunt me
Miss the way you cryed
Miss the way you knew me
Miss the way you miss the way you miss the way you showed me.
Wait!
Thought you knew me?
Wait!
You say you owned me?
Woah!
You didn't show me...
Woah!!
Don't yell at me!
When you sayed "I needed you and you can't get over me!"
You missed me..
I was gone before you said anything.

Sweet remedy I feel your text like energy,
Good synergy the things I do for you to notice me.
Focus please I’m losing focus.
Been up for 2 days but  not on purpose
strangers talk about how big my **** is and yet...
I’m trying to measure you’re heart threw the motions..
..motions..
Hopeless
It’s hopeless...
No one want a real commitment
There’s some **** I gotta deal with
But for you if you want me to go deep in you
...then I can dig it.

Try to deny the truth,
I bet it will eat at you
Somethings I wish I knew,
You play me like flute
It’s hard to deny the truth.

Secrets never Lie
Like road **** with flies,
If they knew where I go at night
The stench is in the sky
The dead has risen tonight
Cause secrets never lie.

Tell me what you know
I laugh it off like a joke.
You ask me why I come
“Because You summoned my soul”
The road will be with flies
The stench of our demise.
And now you see what you wanted to know
As regret eats your mind.
I should just let you go
You should just let me go
Cause We both know if the sun reaches the sky
I’m just a dead boy walking alone

Teach me.. say you wanna come over you wanna come teach me.
Wanna put me in comma and you’re yelling things that isn’t easy
So you wanna come beat me..cause my ex was in the zone and his new bae feeling all types of ways.
I’m not even there and these days to send a text saying “hey, how’s life” that can send all type of waves.
I didn’t even know that you had what you had until he said something’s
But over all over all I’m trying to calm the storm within me before I send a tsunami wave
Cause all I said was “hey” just think if pulled up on your new bae with a cloud like he better bring his jacket cause if I wanted I can make it rain.

It's like ... my tensions are Good
But my hands are ***** and I talk to Dogs that tell me I'm unworthy.
As they bark I chuckle but my hands aren't steady I'm scared to leave this earth without living like what's after?
It's like...I lay with a Rose that's dead and the only thing that makes me smile is the memories we use to have, what's this feeling I'm feeling ..am I safe with the daisy that burn brighter then the Sun or am safer with the pettles of a Rose..?

I walk on the clouds by the puddles of the rain.
Getting the point of view I find my own fingers drenched rain drops that cover the world to sleep
As long as my cries are not the only ones that are heard
I don’t feel to alone

To beee or not to beee?
To see or not to see
Leave or stay for these
The sun has sweet and the stars are all staring at me
Love will never be cheap and yet....
I want to be free

Free belittling

Get it together Christian get it together!
He talks like a Shepard but walks like a leopard.

The fingers of panthers I live in the trees! Lusting is like a body builder can't stop looking even if I'm Hercules.

Cuts  in his body can I show you the scars I have though? I'm my only stunt double..

.....when I fall I get up without a paycheck to.

No one can take your place but one day somebody will need you.

Cause you need me as I need you.

I don’t why I even try…
The rain is going to come even if I say no more
Abs the sun is going to rise to the occasion.
The birds are going to sing there song
And we are just going to lay beside us like lost dogs..
And yet I’m okay with a kiss on the lips
And yet I’m fine with rubs on my chest to tell me your day
And yet I’m in love with the way you get frustrated about politics
The way you look outside the window bothers me
And the way your lone wolf attitude eats me…
The crumbs I feed you is nothing but love
And my heart bleeding is the drink for you to stay quenched
And the times I get quiet and soak in my own silence…
Who would of known I’ll be caring with the coldest zodiac sign
But who would of thought you would need the warmest hugs cause of your own mind
I believe I’m becoming your remedy
Cause even when you wanna do it yourself
You ask me to open my heart so you can run from your own winters

Whats all that talking?
Guess I'm just bugging.
I'm Feeling the weight of my Future  I'm benching the Future I'm guessing..

Sitting Behind Me,
I can't remember the past if you let me I can stay in the chapter when I'm walking back to that story.
Insect in my mind whats all that talking?!
guess I'm just bugging..
Guess I'm just bugging..
I need to start trusting...
I need love to calming down from complaining..
I'm sitting right Next to Heaven with no keys it's Like sexting...
Freeing Me From Myself, God opens Doors I can't so please don't ask me.
I'm asking you to pray for me...I'll pray for you..End of Story.

Killed the bug but isn't it funny  that was my only friend on earth Ha..Guess I'm just bugging.
amen.

If you leave I promise this is it I go back to closets,
I'll feed off the skeleton of happiness.
I'll pause the Gods and Malcome X.
I'll play your game of secrets and empty chess.
For I will be your talented Mr.Zeal again.

Turn off the clock turn on the bass
I want my heart cause I never gave it
If it’s in a safe then ain’t saving
The preachers words go with his actions like the ******* that starts to date him
It’s what you do not who you’re playing cords on cords then your tied to something if you’re really free then you seen Satan he come in ways but he’s one person first we give to much power cause the Little’s words can make you great to greatness.

Follow the trail of life,
Hope I direct you to right the place
I feel there's a gap other times it's like I'm caught in space..
Not day dreaming but day living

Laying by the ocean as it dance now I can sea..
Use to cut my mountains cause I thought they knew my  peak.
And hearing flames they say “hotter”
“cause they hate what they can’t contain.”

To much love to be broken
To much cups not to drink
Kick off your shoes and join him
Cause tonight your loved by me.
Where ever you are

Things seem so fake
I seem so fake.
Days run on Days
I run on Grace.
So close to hell
Man the Stinch of the place.
The stinch of my pride
I’ll be lying if I’m not scared inside.

I’m not Suicidal but sometimes I wanna die,
If Love is the Prize, If life is Wise
God is True and Every man is a lie
Then Forgive me Belove for letting my life be a lie.

Forget & Forgive

I say the things that you think about,
Don't say nothing but you'll bleed it out one day ...one day.

They overlook what I talk about
When I do the same now there talking now it's okay....I'm not okay.

You say I love you but never come around,
I'm so deep in your circle my scent you cloning out but one day...one day.
You prolly will come around.

Now I'm here with he who don't really care about but I have got so use to this I don't care if he leave me out its not okay...But I'll be okay.

I'm tired of imagination I hate the **** I found,
I wanna real love relationship revelation is what has found me out.

So please GOD please don't count me out....I forgive them so you may forgive the one they forget about.

Guilty as pleasure cause pleasure is Fined with a lot more then guilt it's faithful to crime aim just to **** and walks up like wine don't let it spill it won't get out your lies wash them with filth and the nasty thing about this it's  all in your mind

2yrs is 2yrs I'm thinking ahead but my hair has changed,
So how can I say this world will not change and your heart towards me?
Why do we do those things that we hate then say sorry?
So many questions I need your attention i swear I payed attention but I failed miserably.
If there's away to fix my mistakes would you let me?

I’m needy
(You need me)

I’m smiling
(Not really)

Come with me
(Come taste me)

Your feelings
(I’m feening)

Your tripping
(I’m lying)

I want to break up
( what I really wanna say is you been acting really weird and I want you to come closer and hold me)

If I'm wrong then I'm wrong just forget it
If I drink then my cup is full  of jealous .
I'm tired of  looking at a couple when there kissing,
I wanna hug I want someone that text me for some minutes.

They say say
"Hey my love let's eat out.
Hey my love what do I wear now?
"I love the way you hold me down".

Drunk off what I had in my cup,
Someone come I really need you now.

I’m sinking
I’m sinking again
Feelings
Dame these feelings again
I got questions for my ex
I did leave cause no affection but if I was honest I go back and read these messages he sent.
And now I feel like it’s always Been me
what if it is ?
I can’t stop thinking how happy he is without me
Though I have a new one I’m scared to leave
Im scared to ask
Im scared to truely breath
Cause if I do I’m killing myself
He listens to me
He lays on my chest
Im scared to lose him
And have another Ex.
Please tell me I’m not chasing fantasy
Please hold me close again
Im breaking my back
And driving so far just to try love again
I will make sure you are loved
I will make sure to be tired
Just please make sure
That I’m loved
I can’t lose u
I just can’t
I just...

Blue covers pulled over my face.
Just so I can think more as a tiny cloud in my room starts to rain
Upon the liquor upon the shame
Upon the pen the only way to escape.
Why does everything have to be sad story oh that's right your alone and you can't figure out what's wrong with me..
You?
No me.
Wait me?
Nooo you..
Wait you are me
I know but I was talking in third person.
Sooo your talking to yourself?
Yes "we're " to our self
Wait who self I thought you was talking to me?
Sigh can I just finish the poem??!
Oh my bad yeah..geez the fustration hey have notice there's a cloud in here? Uhh that's weird.
Yeah I told you that!

Like me for this but not for that
And that is who I am I can’t change that
This is who I became to make you see that I truley did change for you ..
But that! ...see that right there isn’t a act!

Honestly if you wouldn’t of had this and that then I wouldn’t even like you like that
BE YOURSELF AND STOP JUST STOP MAKING ME INTO THEM
I’ll be fine you don’t like me for that
But this I know about you
I loved you no matter what you had
And I hope one day you will see this and realize I’m not perfect but I’ll give you the world





...you just gotta understand

Breathing threw music
Gave you my *****
What else do you want?
I know that you living.
Have I made this in vain
Cause when your God there's things you can change but you don't change it
Cause you seen the outcome even when those instruments didn't.
But I'm not and I will never be
My nots are tied to never
But at least he gave me the choice of being a Son...if it was a life I will marry and give my life which one would you choose A son of God or God himself?

Sometimes I feel like you generally don’t care and when I start you silent.
Other times I feel like you care so much to the degree of still trying
That one time you didn’t let me see your phone I believe it kinda messed me up but they say to a healthy relationship, I suppose to give you space
but being honest with me I believe is your first resort as well in healthy relationship.
All the time I’m with you I pour my heart an I like that bout us
I don’t know where you not being fluent in that is coming from
Which gives me suspicious that you’re not being real with us
Then questions flood in but when you told me I’m leaving and go find someone else like you cause I don’t love the way you love made me feel like it’s me that’s asking for too much
even my ex said that so I know I tend  to gice you the benefit of the doubt
My sister said i just love you and in love there is a reverence of fear there that they could walk out
Now that we’re yelling I asked you are you really done!
You not walking away and staying quiet you really don’t want to
I held my hand out and you came to
I guess being passive aggressive to see a better view
Is a different me, a trying with us and the same you.
Don’t worry I wanna see us work to

I fight for a smile,
You fight for a girl
I shoot for truth
You shoot for property

All they talk about is labonimies
Let me get back to my post
For the God in me

In a room with lions and tigers
What I mean is liars and buyers
It's a shame that I do not fight it
Then again I do not know why I riot in my heart gotta sail like a pilot in a ocean that calms me but stays consistent rains down but keep me alive when I'm breathless
It's a shame that I cannot be distant
What I mean that my mom wouldn't listen
Till I found out she's the ocean and...
Uhh never mind I got kicked out again ! For no reason

Let me go
Pass the stars and this galaxy
To where you are,
Painted souls it's a mystery.
The nerve of me,
To over see most of these don't know who you are and who you be but who is man that your mindful like Dream.
A grain of sand in the timezone
Tik tok my minds blown
Can't hold my seconds though
Thank you God for a moment cause it's just another favor like a minute with no numbers..oh..
That's called a memory
The thoughtful thoughts rewind slow
These last days seem so long.

I kneel to a watch and watch it look up to the real clock ..oh..
God .. The only entiety in and out of my timezone..

Thoughtful thoughts rewind slow..

Mind under mines that bomb if I step to the right.
I was wrong by leading you on tonight
I'm under attack by the demons that hate when Im right.
But ima fight with the faithfulness of the light
Rain drops is all I hear tonight
But threw the storm i ask that you will help me hold me mold me threw tonight.

she  gotta taste
for  praada,
(you look so good in everythaaanng..)

out her way
she a model
(all she wants is diamonds raaaang)

baby you the bomb like a hand grenade,
( i just wanna taste)

i can give really give u what u wanna say
(say my name)

Say My name, Say My Name!

she  gotta taste
for  praada,
(you look so good in everythaaanng..)

out her way
she a model
(all she wants is diamonds raaaang)

baby you the bomb like a hand grenade,
( i just wanna taste)

i can give really give u what u wanna say
(say my name)

Say My name, Say My Name!

If our plane was going down what would be the last thing you say to me ?

If We only had 24hrs to live tell me would you hold me?

What about the boat sinking
How about the train squeaking
What about the car beaping
Losing sleep  cause the demons ..
******* addicts cause were feening
I need to know tell me
What If I got down on one knee this time and ask you to take my life this evening..?

What would you do..

The times we spent the time we waisted,
Was only for a Facebook accept and photos of a facelift.
I saw the smile I heard you was A-List
While I'm stuck at home still tryna sale records like craigslist.
I think about you in the watches of the night I do..
In the day time I was pondering about you.
All I want to do is be someone that they know who cares may I grow old with someone and some job with History that scared to loose this man..
Do anybody want me? I'm losing hope no foreal not on you but in me my friend.
My friends don't even know about this page In losing them one by one I can see it in there face.
I've notice the history time can make it's awsome if were trying to be with no mistakes there all lies how far will you make the heavens fake?

Let's see if I have the strength to write this.
Tripped by commas and periods that stop.
I feel like a run on sentence that's rooted like crop.
How can a man go from questioning questions but knowing the answer and still get lost?
Is it possible that I need saving every second of the clock?
It's timeless to love but love times the watch so watch how you love this time..
It will be wrapped up in eternitys mind.
And yet I say and fall and don't say much,
But even silence is saying a lot.

Will they hear were they here?

There  symbolism are taking us no where...

There peace signs ✌️ are nothing but a sacrifice and mocking the only that can save us out of here!

Will they hear where is your ear

I can't talk no more I can't
I just cannot talk no more I can't
We all got things we wish we had
But I pray for my needs like my wants so my wants became and I begot them so now I got what I need and now They need me soon they will say.

" slow down you're doing to much".

You finished that to?

Please just can you stay?

You accomplished so much please wait.

And one will be wise and come and ask "why are you doing this again didn't you just finished that"?

I will respond with..

"Hold on I gotta ***".

Nights like these only come to the pathetic,
The stupid shameful persons.

Where you see lines in the sand that you drew washed over by new horizons.

And that horizons clash into the sea with the line that you drew,
Your not gunna do this ur not gunna do that.
But you did and it's done....
To be honest I'm fearful but if I can lose of what I have become?

What have I become...?

-ocean waves-

I breath carbon dioxide
I drunk fluoride today
They place lead in the air and called it climate change.
So many applications
So many died today
I got accepted to work for pollution Estate.
My right hand is FEMA
My left hand is Wait
soon they will be in shackles those who try to speak out in legislative.
I'm one of them now
Those people that believe
Good God can you still save my worry heart cause I know you have a better plan for my life today

In town tonight where you going?
Let's not tell them where were going.
You got someone me to Tommy.
It's me and you under the moon light tommy.
Why didn't you stop me when you saw me?
I'd drop everything just to see you smiling
I'd drop who ever hurt you tommy.
Go to her when you're done come find me
No time right now I know I'm trying.
No Time right now I know you're trying.
No lights right now it's okay will eat threw the lighting
I'm going home when you're in the city come find me,
In town tonight where are you tommy?

Let's blow each other's minds
What's yours is mine I know threw all the wires in time well let's just count this slow let's rewind what's kind well cause I can't count on tomorrow I leave my house for rights some how I try to rewrite my wrongs threw all glasses of wine well let's just sip this slow...
I'm buzz off you tonight what's yours is mine I know you wanna see me again sometime? Well this is your chance to run.

Minutes turn to hours

Hours into days

I think about the years

In this place.

The place I find you

Oh the joy in that day

Every hour brand new

Every minute I wait to hear you say...

"Hi"....

And the most greatest thing!

I haven't even met you babè..

Hard to speak when your my speech to speak to them in love.
Who can I run to even mirror talking you can't do this alone.

Tonight maybe the right night to bow knees or Go.
Tonight will be the right night when I now my knees to you.

I don't really mean what I mean is giving up.
They hate when I leave and even when I come so why would I give up?

Tonight maybe the Good fight I fight to leave with you.
Tonight will be my last if it is Lord take me with you.

Fantasy and all the things that I have made up.
Are keeping the smoke and coals and foolish things from taking me to your heart.

Tonight maybe the last night to wash it all for you.
Tonight will be the last night you see the smoke from my room.

Tonight maybe..
Tonight will be the day I choose to stay with you!

They hate, don't leave  don't go from what you believe I believe in you.

Daylight
High life
Dreamin
Take flight
Hit me
Kick  me
We go
All night
**** me
Hurt me
Lick me
Smoke it
Heard he take that then he's not the same way
I watch me take that who am I I don't know ...

It might be too late to say this,
But I kno I'm not your favorite.

Now I can relax
Cause I know one day you will listen before it's too late before I say this..

I love you

Dude I’m picking myself apart again,
He’s probably in love and I am to but here I am asking am I enough my friend..
No seriously I got threw moods like ***** laundry
And week from now I’m contemplating on just being myself for now
I ran out of ideas, I ran out of questions
My mind is growing dark in his presence.
I’m not over him or over us I’m just overwhelmed so much to the fact that if I show you me and I being to much.
Where can I turn I cut off everyone I know
Just have you smile
I wonder if I should let go,
But I don’t want to
I don’t wanna be replace either
And  this happened to the last person I was well
He’s right I’m crazy
Crazy in love with you

The wind gently sways
As the trees softly chase...
The moon and stars gets bright after Dark,
My eyes wonder high as my heart stops to cry.
Keep moving belove just keep chasing the light.

Lift my hands
I'll dance with the leaves
The branches know who I am
As we move to the beat

...the beat of life

In and out I mean down and up see the smile of you and i found my trust I mean found my love..see it goes hand in hand like marriage or one that's never satisfied with bucks.
Try becoming my mind and I'll blow yours was that a *** reference or something that you were reading for?
I don't read I listen to hearts speak when I think of read-ors

Our history tells us it was horrifying and people being sacrificed.
Now little kids look cute as a witch or something dead and horrifying.
Quit that!
Stop that!
Your trying to take away the fun of it away...
No I just told you what they told us and you wonder why I don't celebrate.
It's not about religion it's all about what's been given, live in a fantasy but the truth is there are really witches that cast spells and I wonder are all of them good like the wizard of Oz tell it?

****** was a cigarette in the 1960's but I guess I can go to jail for calling someone a cigarette? Do your homework cause most are playing dumb.

Gay meant happy but I guess I'm not gay no more unless I'm a homosexual...

WHAT WAS REAL BACK THEN HAS A BECOME JOKE NOW.

YOU CAN PAINT YOUR HISTORY ON YOUR FACE FOR A DAY BUT ITS THOSE WHO DONT KNOW ARE THE REAL CLOWNS.

Messing with a saint
So I'm flying with no wings.
The other likes my gun
So I shoot him with a pic and I blow his brains.
Literally seriously clearly your pilling me like a orange.
I can't take it cause u come just to squeeze me and you know it.

I'm feeling used
I'm feeling new
How do I ***** something without even touching you ?

Why do they talk when they want to
I trust in God never trust in the issues cause I'm walking issue don't trust me I got  issues...