WickedHope

Feb 2017

Miki

I think about it
I think about it
I think about it
Sitting here with you
I think about it
I feel shame
I think about it
I feel hate
I think about it
*** has changed
I think about it
Sitting here
With a smoke in my hand
A coffee on my lips
And I think about it
I think about it
Red light
Worst night
Too drunk
and I think about it
Not my house
Not my friends
Making out
God I think about it
Studying
Writing
I think about it
Red light
Worst night
I think about it

Some things don't leave you...

#friends #drunk #bad #night #red #*** #light #house #**** #bonfire

Feb 2017

Tupelo

Fragile Bird

I hold you close
I love you tender
My heart is a fragile bird
These wings break
from time to time
The tide pulls me out to sea
And my eyes pour oceans
Every time you love another

WickedHope Jan 2017

For Sale: Two for the Price of One

No one buys used *** dolls.
Why did I expect you to?
Take me off the shelf,
Please I encourage it.
Pop me.
Deflate me until I'm so flat
Running me over makes no difference.
Running has never been an option.
You can't run
When you're made of air,
Fantasy,
And shadows.
I just sit hear silently praying
That is isn't another test drive.
Run me over.
Run me over.
Run me over.
*Run.

I am a mess.
Am I too clean for cutting?

#suicide #death #*** #run #****** #**** #thingsiwriteonmyarms #imamess

Jan 2017

Fish The Pig

don't make me leave

white sheets on thigh
can't move too high
blinds closed-shut out the sun
can't tell me our night is done
white sheets on thigh
can't move too high
drunk eyes can't tear-away from your face
this is the good place

Jan 2017

simon

Untitled

your eyes are blue
aNd mine are brown

i look up
and you look dOwn

your hands are big
and mine are small

you sAy a word
and i will fall

you don't think
and i surely do

you long for Her
and i for you

Jan 2017

oni

recovered.

its the things
that were never planned
that taught you
how to breathe again.

#love #illness #mental #breathe #recovery #recover