Where is it found?

What defines it?

What is beauty?

Some say it's found in the outside

In appearances

Some say beauty is what is pleasing to the eye

But I say to you

Beauty isn't found in looks

In what's pleasing or pleasurable

Beauty is found on the inside

Beautiful people may have the looks

But not all people who have the looks are beautiful

Beauty is found in the inside

Beauty is found in love

Not conditional love but unconditional

Beauty is found in the heart

Every morning I wake up

Thinking what am I doing here

A past that haunts me

A God who already won me

So why do these demons taunt me

I only see now it's because I didn't give the fight to the one who already one

So now

I give it all to you God

My past

My pain

My hurt

My regret

My love

My peace

My chaos

My false gods

I give it all to you

I love you

Now I will take up my cross and follow you

I'm gonna shut up because this is a ***** sinner speaking

So I will shut up so you can listen to the God who made you

I give up the fight

To Christ

Where did it all start?

The shootings?

The riots?

The sky rocketing suicide rates?

People started living on anti depressants?

It started when the ten commandments were taken off school walls

It started when kids were told that their lives had no more value then that of gold fish

It started when we didn't give the God who loves us his proper praise

It started when we threw Christ out the door and said we can make it on our own

It started when people decided they wanted to live a life of their own

They decided to throw the way of life that protected us to the wind

Our lives became the worst they have ever been because we have abandoned God

There's a God who loves you who will carry you on his back

Jesus Died and fought for you

The devil wants you dead

If anything fight because he will win

I may not know your pain

But you have a life to live

If you read this and turn up dead

Others won't know how to live with the pain

Jesus loves you

You may not feel it

Why do we act on feeling on instinct

When at the end of the tunnel there is a God who gave everything for you

Call on the Holy spirit

Call on the name of Christ and you can beat this depression

If you believe in him He will fight for you

Give up fighting him

Don't pull the trigger

I've talked about this before

Staying up on those long nights

Looking at a knife that I wanted to put in my chest

I knew that I would go to heaven because I knew Christ

I also knew that I would hurt a lot of people

People I loved

I also knew my life was a gift and it wasn't mine to take

I remember the constant pain

Thinking I was worthless

So don't you dare put that gun to your head and pull the trigger

If you feel like doing this to yourself

Message me

I don't care who you are or where you've come from

If it means your not the next suicide that hear in the news tomorrow it's worth it

So don't you dare pull that trigger

No matter what you think there is always someone out there who loves you

I will stay up with you during those long nights

I don't care who you are I love you

Not with an American objectifying love

Or a conditional love

But with a brotherly love

The Love of Christ

If you pull the trigger

There's no going back

You were given a life

A purpose

Your life isn't yours to take