It doesn't mean that it matches it's gonna be Perfectly fit, sometimes it burns Bright.

Love is not a test,
Then why cheat?

Why can't I find the right words to express this mind breaking feeling.

After all the things you've done,
I really tried, I really do Just to understand you.
But it's the heartache that doesn't go away

When you notice that you always smile even Though it's too much
When you always say I'm fine when it's breaking,
When you say sorry even Though it still Aches,
When you deny your real self to someones help
When you convert all the frustrations to Madness, So, they won't notice it affects you more,
When you  burst into tears just to feel normal when you drink too much with your friends make them think you're too strong to handle all the liquor but deep inside you drink to Mend all the Heartaches and pain.

Vices are just outlets,
Tears are regrets,
Silence is an answer,
Dying was an option,
Anxiety is the bullet,
Depression is the trigger,
Death was the antidote.

Please cant save everybody, so please Make an effort.
Save yourself from drowning

Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.

Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,

Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.
Light will come and find you someday,

You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.

I lied, not by mistake
I lied so you can be happy;

The feeling's I knew started to come true,
in every dark corners it brews,

Screaming but the words can't make it through.

A kind of torture where you
Chained the truth,
To create something new.

created a contract where the night will only knew,

Where tears fall to admit it's deepest hue.

May be its the smile,
The maybe's or the joke.

It's getting heavy,
It starts to Conquer me.

As I open my eyes everything was new,
As I start to hear;
things so unusual from the silence I knew
Each step lead to countless try’s,
to call the person.
I really know who carried me till I grew,
Further efforts made a breakthrough;
I can laugh, walk and even scream like a fool...
Till now she’s always there,
She always understands;
She always forgives;
She always protects me;
Even though I’m strong enough to stand on my own.

Slept again last night with a heavy heart, and it felt normal-ish

She was beautiful,
but not like other girls,
She was strong like the trees in the mountains range,
She was beautiful on the way she fills up some peoples emptiness that even she cannot do to herself.
She wasn’t beautiful with that mask of her,
She is beautiful because of the silver linings in her back and clutch right through the heart.

Days like this still knocks me of my feet.

Lately leaving doesn't matter anymore;

I was the one,
Who is willing to put it up again for you,
Even if it’s a thousands of pieces to put you back on your feet,
I was the one building you,
While you let your guard down again for the same guy who shattered the whole you.

Being happy is seeing you with that sweet warm smile,

I thought the pain was no more, but seeing you made me unsure.

Lonely leaf,
Swings the pain away.
Dancing with the wind and rain.