I wish you could trust me
I wish you could put
You faith on me
I wish you could give me the
Joy of trusting you own and only daugther

I am sorry for the things I have done
I am not perfect
Sorry fpr the mistakes i have done
But if atleast tried to understand.

I need a friend by my side
Teenage years are hard all by my self
I am still young and I dont need a mother anymore
I love you but I need to be free

I can not hold my self back any more.
Sorry but I need to live my own lofe from now on

Here thinking
Is it worth it
All that hard work

Trying to get his attencion
Risking my education
Trying to be there for him
While he doesnt realize I am there.

Is it all part of destiny
Or is it a part of life
Is it all what I have done
It is all because of my mistakes

I am here
Wondering if he ever thinks of me
Hoping that he loves me to
Wishing he could look
At my smile and fall for me
Just like I fell for him

I love him,
wishings he loved me
Yet in English clas
He does not even turn my way
I wish he could know
But I am not scared to say anything

I wish he could understand
That I am falling in love every second
Even more
I need him to see
I need him to know
That every second
I think of what could be

To day I woke up with the sound of an alarm
I am thankful for not waking up late
I woke up with all my body parts
Thank you God for that miracle
I woke up with My heart beating
and with the kiss of my mother
I thank for both.
I need them both to survive

Thank-you God because i felt you hard over me
Telling me to be strong
Giving me the strength to survive
You don't give me what I want
But you don't give me what I can't handle

Thank-you God for the miracle that is
Be able to use my computer,
My phone
My electricity.
Thank-you Because it is cold outside,
And i woke up in the warmth of my home.

Thank-you for giving me breakfast
And a coffee to help me be energetic
I thank-you for not letting me die by giving me
A jacket
A sweeter
A scarf
And gloves

Thank-you for not leaving me here alone in the cold
And lighting things up in the darkness

There is a limit to what I can do
There is a moment where I have to stop
There are barriers I can't cross
And there is a short time I can spend
On someone who is not worth the time.

Things are hard
Life is tough
The earth is round
The universe is shapeless.

You are one in one trillion
You have one problem
Hard to solve
You have a million reasons to fall

You feel unloved
You fell alone
I know that feeling
I have lived through all that

I have been there done that
I have had many problems
I have fought alone for my own reasons
I have had times in which I have lost control
And yes
There are times in which I wanted to
Just go back and stop fighting

When you are about to give up, think

There is someone out there
who is waiting for you to stand up
There are many reasons out there
Waiting for you to find them
And there, somewhere is something
Calling you and waiting for you to win this battle.

There are millions of people out there
With your same problems
You can relate to them and they need you to.
Some are dying and suffering because of their problems
I can not promise you the earth
But i can promise you a spot on the
Greatest and most wonderful planet in the universe.