I am not who you think I am
It may seem to you that I am weak
But believe me when I say that
I am stronger than what I seem
And I am better than you could ever imagine.

I may be not an A- student
But I am smart
Smart enough to know
that I can beat you in anything
At any time soon
Today, Tomorrow, or the day after

I may not be a marathoner
But I can run the distance
I might arrive late to my goal
But I will be there
I cant assure that I won't win the race
But I will try to do the best

I am not the prettiest girl in the class
But I am not Barbie either
I don't expect to be skinny
I don't expect to be fat
I do expect to be happy
I expect to feel safe with my self

I am not the one who will always be right
I am human not a robot
If I am wrong I smile because I know it was a mistake
I might not be the best in Biology
But i can do better the next time
I won't Win today
But I will try again tomorrow
And if I die before I win
I will die happy.

Today is one day.
I wont stop Now.
I wont look back
Not because of pride
But because I wont dare to fall
I wont trip again
Especially not with the same rock
I know now that I am not Perfect

*BUT I AM WILLING TO GIVE LIFE MY BEST SHOT

I don't want to
I cant let it happen
Not to me
I am not ready
I cant handle it

Not again
Not in this moment
Not tomorrow
Not soon
Not ever

I cant loose you
I wont let it happen
I love you too much
I am scared to loose you again
I will get lost without you

I need your love
Your scolding
I need to see you
Mad and
Happy

I cant handle being alone again
You are my hero
I need to see you home
When I return from school
I need to be with you

I need you to pressure me
I need to to tell me I am right
Or tell me I am wrong
Please
Do not leave me

I will change
I will be better
I will do anything it takes
I will be the best
I will try even harder

I will not get you mad
I will not get in trouble
I will not be selfish anymore
I will not ask for too much
I will not bother you

I need you her
Because you are
my friend
my neighbor
my hero
my villain
my everything.

You are the best brother in the world
And i need you here
To keep acting like a better dad
Than the one I have.
Dont leave me Alone
I need my Brother here next to me!

I am not blind
I can see clearly
I can watch
I am capable of fighting back.

I see how the storm comes
I can see how it leave
Taking in its path
everything I have done

Its going further
But at the distance i can still see
My home in its wings
My most loved possessions

I can see as the wind helps
To make everything worst for me
It tries to make me cry
But I wont dare to fall

I know my weaknesses
And I must learn to control them
I know my flaws
And I must learn to fix them

No matter how much the wind blows
I won't fall
I wont kneel
I wont move
I wont dare to cry

I can do it
I have the strength
But as I get weaker
The wind gets stronger
I wont fall

I can see now how hard it is
To stand up alone
against a storm
Trying to understand
What I did to deserve this

I am not blind
I can see the storm
I can feel the pain
I can't stop this form getting worst
But I can Hope

Hope... Hope... Hope...
It is the last thing that dies
It cant fix this
But it can help me stand up
There is nothing that makes it forever
All it takes is for me
to make for a longer time than the storm

I am not alone
I have my strength
I have my heart still beating
I have my legs still moving
I have my hand still fighting
I have my lips still talking
I have my mind still thinking
I am not alone.
I still have my hope wanting to win over the storm
*Hope... HOpe... HOPe... HOPE... *

I can win
because I have
The power
The faith
The love
The capability!!!

A nobody seeking for love
A nobody seekinf adventure
A nobody seeking for fun
A nobody seeking for a life

Hard to complain
For What he has
He has everything he
Can desire
He desired to be free
So free he is

Wandering alone in a world
Different from his own
New to what he knows
Better that how he has lived

A nobody has
Nothing more to loose
Nothing more to win
Nothing more to say
Nothing more to have

Noone else to love
Noone else left to be with
Noone else to talk to
Noone else to answer

A nobody looking for something
A nobody hoping to find something

Simply a nobody lost in his mind
And in this world

I feel asleep
I dreamed beutiful dreams

Dreams never dreamed before
Dreams hiden in the background
Dreams that opened my eyes
Dreams that helped me survive

I saw the ocean blue
I saw the blue sky
I saw the charming sun
I saw the colorful garden

I felt joy for freedom
I felt joy for happiness
I felt joy for opportunities
I felt joy to be alive

I fell asleep

With the fright of waking up
With the joy of felling life
With the fright of loosing everything
With the joy to know it hapened

Even if it was only because i was asleep.

I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow
Not yesterday

I was born yesterday

The past is past
The past is a mistake
The past is a dreadful place
The past is a place I want to forget
The past is yesterday
I was born Yesterday

Not Today

Today is the present
Today is the new opportunity
Today is a better life
Today is a miracle
I was born yesterday
Not today

I might die tomorrow

A tomorrow is a mystery
A tomorrow is a new chance
A tomorrow is what could be?
A tomorrow is a new day
A tomorrow could be a death
I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow

Not yesterday

You know my error
Not my reason
You know my path
Not my obstacles
You know I am weak
Learn that I can be strong
You see my forehead
with mistakes
Not my palm
with hard work...

I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow
Not yesterday

I am not pretty
I am not skinny
I am not tall
I do not have a good hair style

I am not smart
I am not funny
I am not cool
I am not the best

I get mad
I get annoyed
I get irritated
I get selfish

I seem unfriendly
I seem bad
I seem like a ****
I seem to be a hater

I am not the best.
But other things I am not are:
I am not selfish
I am not a show off
I am not bad
I am not a ****

I will never leave you
I will never hurt you
I will never judge you
I will never Play with you
I will never Fight you
I will never give up on you

I will always be here
But if you don't appreciate that,
I will take a turn and look for someone else.

I need someone who
does not look at what I am not
I need someone who
looks at what I am.
I need someone who
knows my flaws
I need someone who
fixes them and
I need someone who
Knows who I am and what I am worth.