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Mother,
you carried me
into life

and now

you carry me

dead

for all your eternity.

Mother,
I love life
and I bless your heart
for I knew the bliss
of your unconditional love.

Mother,
you cry
and you bleed

and I

can not help you.

Mother,
I know
the day I died
you tried

oh so desperately

to breathe life
into my lungs

and that moment
you attached yourself
to the anchor of my death.

Mother.

I know you miss me.
I know it is not fair.
I know you love me.

Please,
mother,
live,
carry me forever
out
into the sun
of your loving
my brothers

as you love me.

And, mother,
do know
that your love
would have grown me
into the man
you dreamed of.

I love you.
4.1.2015
The title is a reference to Michelangelo's statue.
The poem is a humble tribute to a most dear friend whose son died suddenly; he had just turned fourteen and died on the third day of last february. Her grief is beyond imagination.
I thought I saw a glimpse
of what could have been
a little flicker of light
in the years of darkness

The past, clouded,
it still mattered
but I'm supposed to forgive
aren't I?

Things are different
in a good and bad way
I thought I'd been given chance
to have some sort of closure
a peace, that could settle within me.

I foolishly thought
that maybe I'd deserved it.
I  could be left with memories,
of the pleasant kind
not like I had before

Her illness can create an ugly side,
I  know,
but I can't help but wonder,
is it just the part of her
that she so often tried to hide?
Now the Dementia
causes her to forget
to conceal the deceit

It's just too hard
it's too close
too familiar.
Emotionally
it costs me too much
I tried
but I think I'm done.
This is about my relationship with my mother. She wasn't pleasant in the past but the dementia softened her somewhat  for a while.  Unfortunately certain behaviour is raising its ugly head and it's just too hard for me to handle again.  This is how I'm feeling now but who knows,  I may gain some strength from somewhere.
Take me away
To a faraway place
Another town
Another state
I want to move on
But I’m so stuck here
Memories of you, everywhere
The memories will haunt me wherever I go
But I’m sure that’s something you already know
How could you leave me
The way that you did
You could have been honest
Instead you ran and hid
I’ll never have closure
On this love affair
My heart is broken
And continues to tear
It seems like I’ve known you forever
I thought you were the one
We always laughed, we seemed to have fun
I’ve gone through some changes
I’m just not the same
I’m sorry my darling
You are not to blame
I need to end this
Can’t keep playing this game
Waiting for feelings
That will never come again
I must go now
Before I turnabout
I know this is right
There is no doubt
I'll see you my lover
It’s been a hell of a ride
Now I must bid you a tearful goodbye
When you look at me that way
My entire body starts to sway
My heart beats faster
I can feel the heat
Kiss me baby, sweep me off my feet
Your run you hand up and down my spine
I’m starry-eyed, no need for wine
Come closer baby
Hold me tight
Kiss me all over
All through the night
I feel your tongue caress my ear
You nibble my neck, whispering words so dear
Take me now
Let our bodies dance as one
I’m ready baby
To have some fun!
A new year
A new day
What do you expect me to say
I have hope for the new year?
I'm overflowing with cheer?
Neither are true
I'm feeling just as blue
Nothing is different
Nothing has changed
Why do I buy into this hype
Of great things to come
Of a sweet stary night
Just another day
Not going my way
I'll have to wait till 3003
I'll be dead, I'll be free
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