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trust
once you have mine
i have to start over
trust is an addiction
and i'm trying to get sober
the trusted know you the most
and no one really knows me
i can't trust you with my life
because when i'm dead it'll be on me
my secrets are mine
and mine only

to me
trust is a bridge
you know i can cross to your side
but you can't come to mine
because two half's don't make a whole
they make another line
so maybe next time

i don't know why i'm like this
speechless
walking around with four walls around me
leadless

whatever happened to me
to make you untrustable to me
i know
i sorry
it's wrong
though i can't trust you
you can trust me
because *i
know that i can belong

but i can't let you have my trust
i can't start over
i can't get addicted again
*i have to get sober
You're not the one
I'm sorry to say
You've been there
You love me
But it's not the same

You're not the one
He's out there
Somewhere waiting for me
Just to find him
That's the problem

You're not the one
I want you to be
But I can't make the impossible
A reality
So is life

You're not the one
I'm sorry darling
I love you
Hold me close
While you still can

You're not the one
But we can pretend
Just for a little while
I'll give myself to you
I know you'll take me

Even though you're not the one
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lay your haiku down
In this pretty little haiku town

If you want

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Negroes used to be slaves
Cognito ergo sum

Whatever it is / it's comin down

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New Orleans memory
Freedom in the raw

Katrina winds and death came

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I am writing a poem
Look ! See !

The witch stirs the midnight *** of gold


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In a while naked kiss
For the moment let's love

Before it is one *******  mess

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The tender moment lingers
The magic  morsel eaten

The lonely human being on the broken street

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Coo ! Coo ! Coo !
In the trees

It's a Beryl DOV !

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I am he you want
He is he you need

We are friends !

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You coo !
Haiku !

We all do !

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She loves me !
I love her not !

Oh no ! I'm outta here
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u


lightning !!!!!!
                                                          ( the storm )

The night bleeds life thru tiny cracks and crevices
Leaking thru tenemented  slum cities
Into the white world



We watch the bankers play the money game

Stating with fake numbers who shall rule and enslave

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We are merely rats somehow

We are hardly even mere spectators anymore

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Johnny at the bar with Mary the ***** !



Even love  gotta be paid for !

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The rancid stench of decay

Poisoned attitudes befoul the very air
We try to breathe

And war like talk mars the remnants
Of our sensibilities



I love you / she said



I know what you mean

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The brittle fragile day / still

We gotta start all over again

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From out the ashes !

Escape the ugly garden !

On the journey
Ameba to man !

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Get down !!!!!!



Life

Seeping thru the cracks and crevices of
Broken down bodies in the tenemented
Slum cities

Of the white world .......... We

Come to see the senseless   Sensitivity
We bare

And we dare thusly to come awake

On a new day in a new world
I will see you in the field of days
in the blue or grey of thundering storms
though wild rivers change course
and I lose ground, you steadfast remain
you are the rousing dawn of birdsong
the silver sun of white light flashing
you are the wind, a whisper, a kiss
upon my face, that lifts my sullen eyes
all the tears, your infinite ocean washes away
and I am left upon the shore, where only love remains
I once passed by an old lady's garden,
Lined with colored rose bushes, it was like Heaven!
I stopped...I stood, admiring.
The roses were in full bloom that morning.
They were quite tall, like small trees side by side.
Then I noticed other walkers also stopped by.
Beside me, behind me, they were standing,
Sighing, admiring.

Any place, anywhere it stands,
Attention, it instantly commands
Its petals speak of beauty, of fragrance,
To some, they symbolize unspoken devotion.
Its different colors are known to represent
Feelings, specifically, lovers' emotions.

Underneath its hard spiked body, it still is soft.
Its thorns have sharp perfect points
A protective threat, so
inherent,
A powerful deterrent
For those with evil intent.

Its sweet-smelling petals become softer
When held by hands so tender,
To the birds and the bees, they are a teaser,
Butterflies, even dragonflies,
They cannot resist to perch...
We human beings
Can never resist a sniff, a touch,
Love is the stem of a rose, we still dare hold
We disregard the thorns so bold.
In life, there are pricking scares known, yet ignored.
Like the leaves of a rose, we have hidden spikes, our own stories untold,
Our hearts, our feelings are very delicate,
When the arrows hit, ...they're easy to captivate.

But you see,
A rose stands tall
Proud as a concrete wall,
It bows a bit, it gives way
When blooms bear too much weight,
When things seem to always be a prelude
And, we wait for trying moments to conclude.
But when a morning so new
Greets a rose with its cold, fresh dew
Miraculously, it again stands tall,
Proud as a concrete wall.
It survives through the seasons,
"Sleepy" in winter, not at all dying,
Just patiently waiting.
It speaks beyond words, beyond reasons,
For underneath,
It lives.
In its silence,
It survives.

A
rose will
never be a
rose, without its
rough surfaced
leaves and
tho
r
n
......s......
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Sally

Copyright 2014
Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan


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***For all the lady writers here on HP, named Rose, or otherwise...
We are all roses with thorns, with spikes in our lives---our stories untold,
poems yet to be shared, songs yet to be sung.....they bear weight...
still, we stand tall...***
Merry Christmas for me
Today
Is you asleep
In someone else's bed
Yet beside me
As I sip wine
While the muscle relaxants kick in
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