if haters and fakes, kept it real, and weren't snakes: we all could enjoy a piece of the cake.

Her lips,
make a whisper,
In my ear,
that I love to hear her,
my dear.

In the night I hear your footsteps.
I miss you -- read your text
That night
Even though we got issues.
I wish I was there with you.
Rather yell and scream all night.
At least when we fight.
You are in plain sight.
I know it isn't right
Neither is you
Being out of my life.
A toxic love, killing us slow --
I know right.
From wrong.
But it feels so right.
 The love of my life.
Been waiting my whole life.
Pieces of a broken heart
Put back together so right.

Lost my mind chasing pride.
Its okay I didn't mind.
Broke my heart in the process.
That's how hard I tried.
This pain -- a result of my effort,
these failure killing me slowing inside.
No matter where I go,
my ego won't let me hide.
its like my self-esteem has committed suicide.

Breaking my heart,
One hundred eighty degrees.
Pain is a love,
That spreads disease.
All these people,
With all their needs.
Their only way to love,
Is what fits their needs,
It has nothing to do with you, or me.
Alone in their hell, why I'm a your invitee?
Intentions is to invite you too;
Weight and sea; it will be the death of me.
I guess I pain you, is the new I love you.
So it’s hard not to confuse the two.
Especially when their is no limit too,
what they won’t do; the complete
Opposite of what they expect from you.
Love is a pain; we all go through;
Some of us actually get through,
Some of us just pretend we do,
Some of us actually do,
While some of us don't even have a clue.
Sometimes, it’s too good to be true
Most of the time, it has nothing to do with me or you.
Other times, you wish it didn’t involve you.

Sweet dreams are made of thieves;
Lairs that love you; but don’t know what truth means.
They just show up, act the part, steal your heart and leave
Some say they love you, but their actions make you grieve.
Say they love you, but the scars disagree,
Wear my broken heart on my sleeve,
wasn’t put there by me.
Love yourself way more than you love me,
Believe half of what I see, and all I feel, believe me.
You keep breaking my heart and blaming me, evidently,
Such clever ways to use my words against me.
These are the things lovers do,
Some of you don’t even know,
Some of you only wish you knew.
Pain is love, a pain you wish you never knew.
Where a darkness grows, and consumes you.
Your weakness grows, and over powers you,
Before you know,
How another person feels,
Empowers you,
Before you know,
Their hidden power devours you.
And off you go, seeking their love blinds you
And their love is the only thing that guides you

We lie to ourselves so we can survive
       then wake up to reality;
       bitter, cold and broken.
      angry at a world, that we are breaking bad.
      it so broken -- we'll never fix it,
      that's too bad.

How is it so easy for people,
to throw other people in

When deep inside they know,
they are doing the same

But feel no shame in
turning someone else in?

In the end
  our history didn't matter
  instead, anger blinded us
  ending our future
  before the present
  even existed

Glimpses of hope
Desemated by reason
Frustrates building
Nothing worth believing

If I can't love the way,
I want to love.
then take me far away.
If I can't feel,
the way I want to feel,
then, I don't want to;
                                      Stay.

Hate you for leaving me
Said you believe in me
but I thought you meant
you believed in me
Instead you left me on empty
now I get the meaning see
wont let you get the best of me immediately after I cut my ties
I realized, after all these lies
That life was suited for me
a bunch of jacks and jokers and middle guys acting like we are one of a kind
reading their minds
Then flushing these guys before the river dries

She was beautiful girl;
       An angel with a broken wing.
       Wore red high heels and played halo.
       A smile that would light up a room,
       and eyes that begged you to stare.

She lived a long live;
      Made foolish mistakes,
     she revisited them often.
      A broken heart; and most
     of  the pieces; she lost them.

Touch her until her stomach hurts.
Kiss her until her lips start to beg to be worked.
Tease her until shes dripping wet.
**** her until she is covered in your sweat.
Please her in ways she will never forget,
take her body to places she hasn't been yet
make her *** in ways that she will love more,
than she will regret...

"He Who Knows Others Is Wise. He Who Knows Himself Is Enlightened." - Tao Te Ching

I tasted her in my dreams
woke up and started dreaming of more
feigning I walk around needing her more and more
the taste is a flavoring that never leaves
its something that I beg for like please
until I wore, the floor out from under my knees
I'm addicted like bee, her honey is wearing on me
sweeter than a cavity, I need an emergency of her for an ivy.
so in love -- this I might be. but blame it on her - not me.

Excuse me for a minute while I spit something specific, on another level like a hydrologic, I spit bionics like i'm hooked on phonics, blowing minds like super sized  Sonics, back to flowing for a minute, being real is doper than fake, you can tell by the way I spit it this ain't a gimmick, I been in it for a minute, all the tricks I done seen it, I been around small circles, literally took the scenic. All the lessons I done learned, watching as my youth relive it. History repeat itself, it's getting older by the minute.

Meanwhile, these feelings, I can no longer hide. Too long, they’ve been held captive; pacified for many before me; so many have sacrificed. pay my respect, thanks to them, we are all stall all alive. And angel falls, to earth. so earth, can gain a life. I spread my wings and hope to fly,the lord call my name, and I’ll gladly reply. waste my hands clean, from the dirt, we all arrived. cross my heart, at these cross roads but I don’t hope to die -then again you never know. I trust faith, will be my alibi. Walking down this endless path, of endless roads, that never last. The hands of time casting their spell on the highest caste. As they clap all the way up their final lap, we all take a split second look back, to all the moments that lead up to that.

I come from the gutter; did I stutter?
Between you and me; it’s one or the other.
Had your back; until we turned on one another.
Testing fate is like playing darts in the dark.
Life changes, people getting picked apart.
Real recognize real: keep playing your part.
New beginnings; no idea where to start.
Life’s a *****; no need for a heart to heart.
Ace up both sleeves; she likes them sharp.
Fat ***** singing; I’m ******* her harp.
You only life once; half the time you are in the dark.
Chasing the American dream; in Congress Park.

Slaving away at these words.
given to me, to give away.
Neglected if they went ignored.
Recognition  is all they seek.
Their appearance is absolute.
Their existence undeniable.
Their placement so unique.
Witness and appreciate the release.
Crafted from a thought.
Manifested what it brought.

We came together, our bodies and minds, combined. So now we are further inclined,  the outline of the lines of our bodies we define. Bottomline, we are having the same thoughts, at the same time. Intertwined like soul's mates, we art of facts, align like the hands of time.

My heart beckons my soul-mate; once met
                                 Long ago, in a time distant to now.
                                 We will meet again, in another place.
                                 Only at this time; will things be perfect --

I am her lover,
will always love her,
making love like no other,
addicted to one another.
Don't want her to ever leave.
Stay in my arms, away from harm.
is where she needs to be,
because its where she belongs.

Your hand gently brushes my hair aside,
Fingers trailing down my face,
Palm cupping my cheek,
Then gripping tightly, pulling me in,
Making me lift my gaze, drawn to you.

A soft, teasing kiss meets my lips,
I’ve craved this moment,
Yearned for you, aching with need,
I would wait forever for your touch.

Your tongue explores me deeply,
And I press closer, wanting more,
My moans escape as I surrender,
Knees pressing into the ground,
Lost in the hunger between us.

Your grip tightens, pulling me back,
Your lips claiming my neck,
Each kiss a mark of possession,
Forcing me to feel, to take it all,
Until the world knows—I belong to you.

After the pain is gone,
and my heart has healed.
My mind will finally settle
And, my soul will be sealed.

Close Your Eyes And Count To Ten. Open them. Then write down the first word you see... amazing,  right?

I take every shoot
and treat every rock
as a stepping stone
even if its thrown
I pick up on it and move on
use it for the building
block of my throne
I use their plots
as my cornerstones
end up being a stand out
standing on top
where I am home.

Stop thinking about thinking about doing it- and just do it.
Then you can think about it; how it got done.

Then do it again.

Trust me,
              it feels better after its all done.

I think you got me mistaken, for someone else. I don't know you, not the way you think I do. I am want you promised you would never need, the thing you tried to never want, but couldn't resist. The very thought of me sends your pulse racing. Your mouth waters as your mind races as desire clouds your thought. Sad but true I control you more than you do. Inside each and every thought fatal attraction like a drug and the person who bought its based on pure satisfaction to the point  the dependency guides your actions it can be a drug or a human being the same is for you as is for me. An addiction isn't always a drug you need, it's more about what you don't what to feel or see. Lately my vice as been getting the best of me cause it gets me more than I understand me.

I'm giving you,
A different point of view,
with a few additions,
under new conditions.
I’m judging you,
pulling you,
under my jurisdictions.
Using my description,
to prescribe your prescription;
your new addiction,
my diction, causing friction
perfectly written.
Styles,
blurring your vision.
Fingers between your legs,
a new position.
My words rolling
off your tongue,
Your body just listen.
When you are done,
You body just glisten.
My words,
Inside your system.
Releasing you from you inner prison.

Love the moments for what they are; Priceless.

The most breathtaking words;
                  are the ones spoken by her lips.
                  words slip past them,
                  whispers leave traces,
                  of pleasure yet to be disclosed.

Life only happens once;
                So live every second
                like its your only one.

Suddenly I stand up to the mic;
               The rooms starts to spin.
               Nobody is talking,
               Everyone is staring through me;
My heart starts beating.
My hands start sticking.
My body starts sweating.
My face turns tomatoe red.
              I wish I was dead;
              Instead I'm here at this poetry jam -- Frozen.

Broken my heart a thousand times.
So all the pieces I lose track.
I guess you left an impact.
I bet you already knew that.

I see that, you got a new tat.
With your hair cut short, and now it's jet black.
I've been texting your phone,
But you won't respond back.
Told me that you would love me forever,
So what kind of love is that,
Won't even pick up your phone,
You can at least take it back.
All those things you told me before,
Now they don't mean jack.
You said it wasn't me, but it doesn't feel like that.
It feels like an excuse, I'll let Karma deal with that.

The courage to love,
The sufferage of pain,
Before one can be lost,
The other has to be gained.
The difference is a subtle
As the heart versus brain,
With set aside,
It all hurts the same.
Some never learn there lesson,
Some just ignore the pain.
Some get over it,
Some broken they remain.
Nothing is forever,
Nothing remains the same.
Once you learn that,
Only then can you live again.

I thought I found love,
instead I lost my mind.
Then I found it in your eyes,  
we fit together like a locket.
I love you so much
my heart will never stop it.

never gonna love like this again. always hurts in the end. i dont want love like that. want to make you feel good, while you do the same back. no pain no gain, let it go once, it came back again. i have a feeling, it should have never begin.

I wandered through silence,
bare feet tracing paths unseen,
adrift in a world without reason—
a ghost of what was,
a whisper of what could be.

Then you,
a steady hand upon my ribs,
fingers like verses,
writing me back into place.
Be my direction,
my gravity,
my correction.

For rightfully so, I see it—
not with sight,
but with the quiet knowing
of something meant,
of something found.