You changed your nail polish, it used to match your; eyes, bag, boots, and belt. So perfect, in every way. you have styles, so naturally I felt.

Watching your hips, lift and sway. You feeling my eyes, feeling on you, along the way; as you walk away.

A devilish smile, will make an angel play.

Wound around your fingers, any time of day; hands are tied.  Circus O' Lay.  Beauty taming the Beast; so they say. A vanilla sky, names the time of day. Fresh Roasted Coco leaves by a coco bay, carpe diem, red snapper, rice a peas; hot summer day. ice cold teas; raspberry lemona, after lunch take a swim in the Bay; getting carried away. Life is Good; better, off, miles away. The boat swaying; I'm thinking bout riding your waves. things are currently looking like they're going that way.

two-piece bathing suit, not suited for adults- so it appears. What the naked eyes can see, my hands will adhere.

Your body is killing me slowly, I rather die. Crossing my fingers; the truth never lies. Your touch is keeping me ground; your *** gets me high. I don’t even know what I am talking about – I just know it sounds fly.

Chastise me for my passion;
          Censor my identity.
                  Confiscate my mind.
                         Stifle my dreams.
                         Siphon my hope.
                         Strip me down to bare bones.
                         Sterilize my creativity;
                                 Just let my truth be free--

I want to be,
as good with you,
as I am grammar.
and get so close to you,
that nothing will ever matter.
the only time we will leave,
is to go empty our bladder.
stay stuck in high school love,
with so much hope, we will never give up
even if our hearts splatter. lovers for life
even if we grow up --

Down this street again.
Grabbed my pen, quarter past ten,
Standing by the nightstand; pacing; standing, then pacing again.
Scratching on my head; chewing on the end of my blue pen.
Yellow pages; Keep re-calling, head turning, forward; I'm hung-up again.
Wrote it down, but still doesn't read the same way it sounds in my head.
I'm in that zone: Dead. Erased a book and a few more chapters.
Edited it so much; changed the title after: The END.
Went from being on a roll, to: NEVER again!!!
Stuck on writer's block;A one way street; that starts with an end.
Where legends past, and good writers are destined.

I'm under your skin,
running through your mind
ticking like your heart beat,
locking in sync with time.
The cravings never ends,
what's yours is mine.
pain becomes pleasure;
its my pleasure; its fine.
the thought never
far from your mind.

Fell asleep in her arms;
        Had a dream called Heaven--
        So beautiful,  so precious.
        The moments disappeared too quickly.
        my memory posterized the details of the night.

****** me with your ****** language
release my fears
vanquish my anguish
cause if you are lust is
then i will take my chances.

By trying to achieve, what others perceive, or make believe, is impossible; you will only exceed expectations.

My heart can't wait to hear what your love has to say.

Love is a bittersweet;
          the taste last longer than forever,
          feels like a dream of your favorite episode,
          and it only gets better the deeper you go.

t the game, the crowd was loud,
But all I saw was Claire in the crowd.
Green eyes and a redhead's flare,
She stood behind me, unaware.

Her plaid skirt teased, her smile was bold,
A promise of trouble yet to unfold.
No words exchanged, just a knowing glance,
I was hooked, caught in her trance.

Later that night, fate played its part,
A bump, a number slipped to start.
At the food court, she was waiting there,
A fantasy in red heels, beyond compare.

Her touch was playful, her eyes intense,
But the night’s promise made all else make sense.
Back to her dorm, in darkness we fell,
Her body a secret I couldn’t help but tell.

She came alive under my touch,
Four times she shivered, but it wasn’t too much.
Then she took control, her gaze a flame,
With skill that drove me past any shame.

Time stood still, or maybe it flew,
Until I gave in, everything she knew.
Pure ecstasy, she didn’t relent,
And I collapsed beside her, utterly spent.

When it comes to you: taking steps is easy, moving forward is the hard part.
   Then,
         Life goes on; and the scars that remain; remind me of your pain.
           And,
              If I take away the "Y" it becomes our pain.

Everyone claims to know your name, only a few know you. Everyone has your back, only a few show you. Everyone can feel your pain, only a few Love you. Everyone knows your face,  only a few see the real you. Always alone, nobody knows it.

Do yourself a favor
stop caring so much
It doesn't matter anymore.

                               Start thinking, stop fearing.
                               Start dreaming, change reality.
                               Start talking, inspire hope.

Do yourself a favor,
stop pretending it matters,
start realizing it's only an optical illusion.

                                Life is  a sequence of failures.
                                Horrible things happen,
                                To beautiful people,
                                For ugly reasons.
                            
Do yourself a favor,
stop humoring reality,
start creating clarity through your actions.

You are like an impossible math problem, with multiple answers, and none of them make any sense. But its you, so it works.

Who would have thought.
I searched so desperately, and
Finally found my heart. and
My only gain,
was pain, and it's
tearing me apart.

I've noticed:
Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder;
So be careful want you hold on to,
You may never be able to let it go.

When given the chance to choose between someone's action or their word; choose the one impacts you the most.

Take everything you've learned, and know about yourself, and ask yourself a question:

If you had a chance to do it all over, knowing what you know now; think about it, and realize - would it really make a difference?

*I didn't think so...

We are never alone,  
                we only feel it,
                emotions lie; better believe it.
Moments pass with time,
                find the courage to be fine.
                overcome it; and you will survive.

Can't stop thinking
About you
There's no living
Without you
Emptiness filling me heart
My world falling apart
Love hurts
yours left your mark
Heart broke
You played your part
Love lost
So much for believing
Hearts bleeding
Change of heart
Absent without reason
A hurt so deep
Surprised I'm still breathin
Broken hearted
But not beaten
Still searching for love
You, still reaching
Guess we even

A finger teases, a slow delight,
Exploring my depths in the shadowed night.
It slides in gently, a wicked play,
Halfway in, it takes my breath away.

I’m trembling, aching, pleading to feel,
The heat inside me, raw and real.
My hips rebel in a desperate ride,
Fighting the wave, yet I open wide.

His tongue is sinful, a lover's art,
Sending sparks that ignite my heart.
I’m moaning, groaning, lost in his hold,
Surrendering fully, my body bold.

Pleasure crashes, a tidal wave,
Each peak higher, I’m enslaved.
My toes curl tight, my ******* rise,
Hard as ice, under his skies.

My ***** clenches, his fingers flee,
A flood of release, I’m finally free.
The seat beneath, soaked in my bliss,
A testament to this carnal kiss.

There are things I could have don't differently.

    But, I didn't -- So, **** it.
There is always -- next time.
So lets get over it -- to get there.

I'm still alive and don't have a reason.
Said I won't go but thinking bout' leaving.
Odds against me
now I'm barely breathing.
Got a,
Broken heart that won't stop bleeding.
And I,
Even tried, but I cant stop grieving.
Without you,
Living life
feels like I am not even living.
Way too good to be true
So our end was a given.
Because Love is pain
ESPECIALLY If you give in,
the hurt is insane
And so unforgiving.
Broken to the point
It's pointless to healing.
Who needs a heart
when all lovers do is steal them.

There are things I miss more than I should,
even more things, I would change if I could.
There are things I should do, I just wish I could,
even more things, I wish would happen so life would be all good.
There are things I need in life, that  I will never get,
people that I miss, always will; my only regret.
There are things I need that are precious so I protect,
things I cant understand - but they still make me upset.
There are people I will always love and never forget,
some things never change, so I just pay my respect.

by the way i miss you baby
this type of pain will make you bleed
how can i live without you
when the thought alone makes me weak
i don't know how i will make it baby
staying here without you next to me
but you know what they say girl,
                                    somethings are just meant to be.

I reached into her sweatpants tight,
Fingers brushing ******* light.
Her ***** warm, inviting, wet,
******* soaked, no regret.

Encouraged by her eager sigh,
I slipped my hand and ventured high.
******* slid in, smooth and deep,
She squirmed, eyes closed, in pleasure's keep.

Soft moans escaped her parted lips,
Her body arched, her movement trips.
She whispered love, her need so clear,
In that moment, nothing to fear.

Her voice filled with lustful plea,
Our rhythm set in ecstasy.
In the moonlit woods, shadows dance,
Lost in our ****** trance.
Her *** running down his hand
as it stains her pants.

Flesh awakens, hearts collide,
Desire dances, nothing to hide.
Rhythms build, soft and slow,
In your gaze, a burning glow.

Unspoken heat, lips drawn near,
Passion whispers, loud and clear.

She wished.
She wanted,
all the things she never wanted.
She listened,
and heard,
all the things he never said.
Her meaning different than his.
his lips she read;
as she turned red.
in her mind,
she wrote manuscripts,
that ended with their laughter.
and over night trips, with long passages.
together, there hands in time.
but that changed with time.
She wished.
She wanted,
all the things she never had.
She listened,
and heard,
all the things he never said,
are all the things she ever wanted.

Love at first site.
         caught myself
               falling in love,
                     and got lost,
                           in yours eyes.
                                       Been stuck ever since.
                                                    thanks­ to your touch,
                                                          ­   touching  my heart,
                                                          ­             you changed my life.

The depth of the love,
Is never as deep as the wounds,
The loved leave behind,
When they leave you;
                               Alone

As I look back at the paths I walk Reminiscing, lost in thought.
over the tragedies I've lost, and wars the wars I've fought.
The battle wounds, and the scars it brought,
equals hard lessons better felt that taught.
Everything happens for a reason; a certain way I walk.
Keep your head up, midday as well a during dark.
Moments, your only opponent is yourself.
You can either believe it of disown it, the truth is the final component. It make sense don't it?

I found you;
             fell in love with you,
             kissed you.
             made sweet love to you,
             loved it.
             Our souls mated,  
             we matched like the perfect fit.
             swore to love you forever.
             and then forever ended --
             Classic      

                                                The End.

His tongue moves slow, deliberate tease,
Circling her, savoring the scent with please.
A flick, a taste, my arousal’s heat,
His mouth, her ****, a rhythmic treat.

Up and down in a steady flow,
Two strokes a second, driving her low.
Her swollen lips throb, each flick divine,
Every touch claiming this body as his.

I see you for what you are,
that's why I love you so much more.
Now is not before,
fooled me once,
I've been warned.
Lovers lost
lovers scorn.
Sent I felt your touch
my hearts been warmed.
Love your Pain more
than the thought of alone.

It was with words
    she tore my world apart
    broke my heart with her actions
    bringing me to my lowest point

It was with her hands
    she used to twist the knife
    that stabbed me in the back
    twisted, she was, repeatedly

Imprisoned by me emotions
     I have myself to blame
     for the shame
     of which I am feeling

Trapped. Feeling all alone, and I’m helpless.
Stuck in a world that is helpless.
with heartless people that could careless.
acting careless, so they fear less.
Terrified of what might happen next.