Many have come,
Even more have passed.
Feelings linger the longer it last.
The future presents tomorrows past.
Like the words of a rough draft,
Our draft lead us down a lonely path.

First, when there's nothing
But a dim glowing dream
fear that subsides
Deep inside my  mind
All alone, I have cried
Silent tears I hide
from a heart made of pain
turned to stone
hope,  I just can't condone
I’m better off alone


Then, I feel your touch
Close my eyes, feel the rush
Wrap my arms around,
until i can't get enough
What a feeling
to be healing
I can’t have it all,
just need your passion
to make it happen
my dreams come alive
when I look in your eyes
it all makes sense with you by my side
this present is mine
girl your blow my mind
girl i love your vibe

As the two lost lovers sat hopelessly in love. A crimson colored moon hung over the mountains. Shrouded by gloomy grey clouds it's ray shine down over the water of the dingy pond. The scent of freshly cut grass. The sounds of yelping bullfrogs. The splashing sounds of fish feeding. The wind howling in the background as the sat by the fire. Fire Flies flying by, buzzing as they pass. The fire snapping and cracks, smoking like a chimney. The putrid odor of smoked ripe jackfruit, cooking over the fire. The flame roasting the skin to ash, cooking the delicious fruit to perfection.

With beauty so radiant --
        To touch her flesh, is to feel fire;
         Like brushing your hand against an open flame.
         Her body heat penetrating your body,  arousing your spirit,
         scorching your soul, melting your entire frame.
From her flame.

My hands continued to explore he;
                  my fingers finding their way,
                  between her legs,
                  feeling her wetness.

I wish we could have just learned over time.
Anything that shines - can make you go blind.
like fools gold, love can be a foolish find.
it hurts you, where you hurt most every-time.
soulmates slowly misaligned and doubt appears
as emotions liquefy and turn to tears.
Hearts; torn apart on both sides --
              the scars last for years.
              same story, two sides,
              no matter how it appears;
- the worst part; is always saying good-bye.
- the hardest part; is always accepting why.

In your presence,
              my longing unfurls,
              eager to taste the sweetness your lips hurls
              from touch to caress,
              exploring with desire,
              a sensuous journey,
              with an explicit intent,
              to igniting an internal fire.

Her world,
a storm filled with confusion,
got her chasing an illusion.
She's already a pearl,
but lost touch with reality,
vanity taking all of her sanity.
Trying to fit into a world,
that isn't fit for this girl,
             -- this is insanity.
A beautiful girl,
trapped in a materialistic world,
it isn't realistic --
The truth is mythic,
enhanced by a gimmick,
that real people try to mimmick.
And get depressed,
cause they can't achieve it.
These people faker than make belief ...
and we all believe it.
It makes me so sick
I want to hurl -
then walk off like,
I never even seen it.

I am lost....
I see you, you see
staring....
That look, your'r so
endearing ...
Not really, you are
scaring...
The kids, who are
staring...
At you, nostrils
flaring...
Eyes blood shoot, you're
glaring...
I am not ignoring; just temporarily lost hearing and replaced it with "Currently busy,with; not caring; "

Its, only a matter of time, these thoughts on my mind -
thoughtfully inclined
I minimize the bottom line to the underline --
the truth will set you free by blowing your mind.
but we will discuss that another time
this is positive rap, of a different kind
sick of being stuck in a race against my own race
racing for a place, at the wrong place at the wrong time
looking through the eyes of blind man
will make you see things you cant understand
we keep jogging in place - so we land where we stand
politics is just politics
united we stand
all created equal
until we play our hand
in faith we place our hand.

Overcome by the moment,
overpowered by greed.
The lust to succeed,
supersedes the need to breathe,
to get further in life,
Taking things to the furthest degree,
is all karma will need,
to set her compass right,
for all the world to see.
What you do in this life to others
will continue to haunt you,
for all of your eternity.

Like a breathe
passing our lips;
            we remain present,
            to the insatiable moments,
            that slowly pass us by the hour.

Love is a poison with deadly toxins, that intoxicates your body-n=soul.
Make your heart skip-a-beat; as your body roots; it willingly flow.
Your feelings go; slow. And your fingertips turn; cold.
Food doesn't taste; mold; music, sounds, all get old.
Minutes turn to hours; or days; you never know.
So powerful; overwhelming as it sets-in.
Death is a given; that reality lives-in.
Nothing; is forever. We are loved.
Then love lost; and there u go.

She touched my heart, the moment I saw her
Love at first start, she left me in aw --as I looked on.
so much more than just beautiful, she was far beyond.
Her shape touched my heart; as they formed a bond.
Her body brighter than the brightest hue
of any skies; a majestic blue.
The view so beauty  full.
My memory can't do it justice
but my heart knows its true.
Covered my body with her surface --
serving her purpose --
swimming in her arms of current
waves of fulfillment funnel through.

The only thing you should always love is yourself,
its the only person you can depend on.

I miss you, the way we use to be. Heaven and earth, with an angel close to me. My soul mate, Rose Mary, my beloved lady. Crossed my heart and hoped to die, if you ever left me, my baby.

So much of being with you, became part of me. The moments we shared, have passed but still near. Your voice I still hear, buried in my heart, so they are always near. This scar tissue, from all our issues, reads I miss you.

All that screaming cause we cared, so we fought out of fear.  Pushing you away, to pull you near. The most painful moments, started when you weren't there. Broken heart pieced together by the sands of time that lead to no where. Lost with out you, trying to find my way there.

Every day is just another day. These words speaking through me, in a different way. Ever since that day. All emotions lost, feelings not feel the same way. Closing my eyes, knot in my stomach, all this pain and dismay. Searching for you, to carry me away. To a place where reality disappears, then reappears, in the form of a different day.

As I stare at your bare flesh,
enticed by your fragrance.
Graving your ripe juices,
to cleanse my palate;
drenching my restless tongue,
with your sweet taste.
Leaving me to savor
your succulent nectar
your lustful fruit;
my heavenly savior.

Let me exhaust myself,
indulging in your delightful pleasures,
and be tedious with my endeavors.
pleasing you, as I am pleasing myself.
Filling your swells with my will,
embraced with your grace,
the pace, measured with haste,
our soulmates touch, as our bodies mate.
Second to early, is a second to late.
If it feels this good, then it will end great.

All I need is one like,
all I need is one like,
that's all I need.

All I need is one pen, one page.
one mic, on stage all night.
my fans engaged, inhaling my words
is they fly off the page. one light
so bright, they see my point like the
light of day. One line that blows
their mind for days. One person to
believe, they can catch their dreams
before they leave. One life is just a game, of
truth or dares you to care and live in
fear cause life isn't fair vengeance
in the air that's what secrets do. evil
people make their love seem beautiful
smile as they look down at you
buying love with coupons that
are over due reality is pitiful
these haters despicable with envious eyes
they criticize never give the credit due
too busy trying to edit you
my ******* up to these haters
this one I put up just for you

All I need is one like,
all I need is one like,
that's all I need.

My words find solace;
                           They dance and bloom,                  
                           with grace and elegance,
                           waiting to be consumed,
                           and amuse.

I'm thinking thought I rather not remember.
about things that dont matter,
people that dont exist,
or can't change.

Depression, is an infection, a collection of imperfections magnified by a clouded mind beyond the point of corrections.  Festering inside yourself hating. Laying there waiting, in the depths of your core, sanctioned by Satan. Anticipating, when your courage goes vacant, and your ego runs adjacent, and your mind becomes complacent. Before you can catch your second wind, depression sets in.   Telling you lies about what others are thinking. Leveraging your weaknesses, to make you a weakling. And you wont have an inkling.  Even thought you are loved, you feel unloved because you heart is in  glare; instead of protecting what is pure, its projecting things that are there, and reflecting your feeling you feel out of fear. about what  others think, or why they don't care – get stuck in your own thoughts with no time to sphere.

Some of them abuse you.
Some of the abuse,
is caused by you.
Everyone looking for something 
Many  ending with nothing
Stardom is only for a chosen few.
the rest they blame on you
for doing what they tell you to do.
Some of them want to use you
Most of them are already used.
Look at them, looking in at you
what are you supposed to do,
when nobody knows what to do.
Except for telling these lies about you.
Knowing the can't do it without you.
Using tools of abuse, to doubt you
knowing not a thing about you.

I wear my
heart on my sleeve
so like a stain
i cant forget the pain
of,
me losing me
just to find the real you
conflicted
by the contradictions
of you way say
and what you do
loved you from the bottom of my heart
thank god the bottom finally fell through.

I teased her gently, through soft lace,
Heard her growing, breath in chase.
My fingers glided, slow, deliberate,
Finding her warmth, our need, intimate.

She bit her lip, her body tight,
Responding to each bite,
the slower I went, her **** I found.
Circling slow, then spiraling ‘round.

Her pleasure surged, her body shook,
And when she came, I'll never forget the look
But I held firm, fingers deep,
Her body trembled, no words to speak.

"You're everything," she whispered low,
Eyes closed, a softened glow.
Her hands now full of me, a delicate stroke,
Building heat, the air felt full, my body felt woke.

She stroked me slow, then urged for more,
Until I gasped, a wild roar.
We shuddered close, bodies entwined,
Lost in the rhythm, souls aligned.

The world around us blurred away,
In this moment, we chose to stay.

that Fear that subsides
Deep inside your mind
ties that hold you down
so deep you could drown
All alone, I have cried
The silent tears I must hide
Thousand times I've tried
From a heart made of pain
its already turned my soul to stone
with a reality so cold
these cards I fold

As I bury and hope of justice - my faith moves on.
as I pray for a nation - this one under god.
It kind of odd that god and mother nature
are at odds with these mortal gods
that stack the deck in their odds -- even if
it means, changing the cards
but what comes around goes around
Karma is always involved
as the world turns
situations evolve.

If I go crazy will you understand?
if I lose my mind, will you still hold my hand?
as I walk around, wasting time.
avoiding the pressure, evading my mind.
things falling apart, might not know when.
barely holding it together, just better at playing pretend.
you picked me up, when no one else was around.
you found me lying, alone on the ground.
lost my soul, but my thoughts were profound.
you picked me up, put me back on common ground.

If i go crazy will you understand.
even when i doubt myself, will I still be the man?
I might go crazy, I just hope you understand.
I know you’ve been by my side,
but will you be there tonight?

Her two lips wrapped around
                                   my tongue
                                   perfectly tender
                                   her succulent juices      
                                   deliciously surrendered                            
                                    to a delicate embrace
                                   that made our hearts quiver

listen to you, coming at me with that lingo. I didn't take you for a *****- you must have things in limbo. i can tell from your words, you arent that simple. Those words and metaphors, thats my way of showing you I'm sharper than swords. Words can cut deep, or they can heal sores. I respect your position, i have respect for yours. I dont waste anything, I make good use of everything, but i am not looking for a wedding ring. I'm looking for the special thing, it will happen when it happens. Not seducing you with rapping, I wont even let that happen. I am more into the mind ****, i dont get you wet just to let things dry up. My words will leave you *******, sexting me, describing how you love the way i ****- the way i pull on your hair, when I am getting that nut, the way i squeeze you tight, when you are moving it right. You might *** first, but I am lasting all night.So you can keep counting down the nights, i don't plan on it happening on any specific set of rules, or certain days or nights. I just want to make sure that when it happens, the feeling is right. No mixed signals, as long as we are on the same page, its alright. I'm not a toy, and I do bite. I know right from wrong, so i always do things right, no exceptions on that night. I know you are worth it; I love being right. So you cant take the bait, i wasn't baiting you. I told you what i want, i wasn't faking you. So sway those hips, and keep flaunting. i'll mess around and have thoughts of me following you around, like your haunted. Give it to you so good, I'll be on your most wanted poster, leave you wishing i was closer. you are not the only legend in the room, so move over. you aren't dealing with a boy, the games are over. I plan on staying for a while, but its not what you are thinking. I get you turned on and leave you dripping, foreplay ending with no ***- that's what you got me thinking. so be careful what you wish for, you might get it, then regret it. stop thinking about the timing of how things happen, and just let things happen. We've been talking for how long, and nothings happened. for what its worth, i already value you. I rather explore you mind, than ravage you.

Impress me with your touch,
                paralyze me with the pleasure.
                 Leave me mesmerized,
                satisfied beyond all measure.
                Embroiderer your fingerprints,
                over every inch that I measure.
                Ornament my body with your imprints,
                adorn my soul, with the memory, forever.