trying to test my patience
as i notice your fragrance
playing my playlist on a every day basis
everything else it is too basic
so in love with my lyrics
you can basically taste it

Stop chasing
Change the pace and,
Something inside will awaken.
Being real is much harder than faken.
You will find when you wake,
All of your thought wasn't fake.
Dreams are what you make them
After all, its you that create them.
So some rules you gotta break'em,
Chances, you either steal or take'em,
Life is yours for the taken, forward moves, gotta make them.
Find your own groove,
Keep things smooth.
Go after what you pursue.
It's up to you, to do what you do.

Life.

When you think about it, its pretty simple.

Just live it.

Nothing hard about that, right?

I mean, what's hard about being honest with yourself -- especially when you have a voice inside yourself, constantly reminding you, of who you are.

I wonder how life would be, if we all had that voice set to the same volume. My best friend, a 12 year old, overweight pitbull, named George doesn't hear very well anymore. So he can't hear someone calling his name -- warning him, or reminding him of good and bad.

I guess he has an excuse - what's yours?

I mean, we all have the voice right? It's called a conscious -- I call mine a pain in the ***, but he's always there.

I hear him loud and clear.

Do you?

sometimes when I close my eyes,
and feel something deep inside,
hurts some much,
but I just swallow my pride.
and keep the real me trapped inside.
to the world I smile,
grin my teeth as I open wide.
paint a smile, a-mile-high, side to side.
meanwhile, these feelings, deep down inside.

I want to feed your fire,
by touching your flames,
and scorch you with my passion,
then smoother you like rain.
Lure you into my world,
until you can't refrain,
touching your body in ways,
it drives your mind insane.

She came from the sky,
       Long black hair, flowing like water.
       Her petite frame, smile of pure white gold.
       Porcelain skin,  with eyes that saw through souls.
              
My spirits soared like an angel,
      As an angel walked by.
      Star struck I froze, as I looked into her calm grey eyes.
      I was sold, cause the heart never lies.

    My soul;                                 and hers,
                 was created for hers,               created for mine.

More than likely,
You've enticed me,
embraced and engaged me.
Body language driving me crazy.
Approached you wisely;
enchanted you psyche.
I lust all aspects of you;
your stanzas precisely.
Bend backwards; covered sheets nicely.
from your rhythm, felt a rhyme; so feisty
to your freestyle,
We matched minds.
Filled your **** grooves in,
with my lines.

Your fragrance lingers
between my fingers
ran through your rivers
stone cold shivers
curled your toes quivers
chills shaking pillars

My body practically salivates, that greedy part of me demanding satisfaction. In these moments, I’m acutely aware of the intense hunger I have for him, a craving that transcends reason and pride. The anticipation, the need, it all becomes a consuming force, leaving me desperate for his touch, his presence, his ****. The intensity of my longing is a testament to the powerful connection we share, a connection that leaves me yearning for more, always more.

He strides with power, making hearts leap.
Not tall, dark, or handsome, yet a sight to see,
Big, black, and strong, raw intensity.

His skin, a deep brown, a warrior’s tale,
Scars map his body, a living trail.
Each mark a story of battles fought,
Victories won, and lessons taught.

A rugged face with a granite jaw,
Eyes like fire, wild and raw.
Intimidation mixed with thrill,
A promise of power, strong and still.

Beyond the fight, his passions flame,
For his lovere, his heart does claim.
A touch both tender, yet commanding,
Master of desire, ever expanding.

His caress a journey, his glance a vow,
In his arms, no resistance now.
A force magnetic, drawing near,
Igniting flames, dispelling fear.

A legend lives in shadows’ embrace,
Strength and desire, no one can trace.
In his presence, mysteries unfold,
A tale of power and passion, bold

Life before you; wasn't living.

listen to me
hear my voice
listen to the words
like you have no choice
let me ****** your mind with my thoughts
until you are mine

This deep, dark stain, called Love, has tarnished my heart.

High off Love
Rich estate
Feeling so high
Suffocate
Foolish cries
It's never too late
Even truths tell lies
There's no escape
Love is pain
As so is fate
Can't stop; the pressure
Still trying to endure
All of this dead weight
Sometimes coming back
Is way too late.

I whisper to you
             words that touch your body
                           teasing you with mentally
                                     enticing you physically
                                               holding your attention
                                                      like it was given to me.
                                                          Painting a picture so vividly;

Follow your heart;
                  you will find
                  the right path
                  to true love
                  and real pain

They say time heals everything. I guess that applies to anything.
but since love is just not anything, I struggle with these thoughts. I don't know where to begin. It's like this game of life, so we all start all in. Mostly in for our-self, life by our-self with no one else around you. Mind of matter, let me remind you. That love is a pain, gifted to all of us. Unfortunate for some, life's not fair to all of us. All created equal, and by mistake, nurtured by hate, left on our own to find  love. And while we wait, we learn to hate - that which is not us. Even though, no such thing is such. It pains my heart, bothers me so much. So all of this hate, overpopulating love. If had one wish, it wouldn't be enough. But all my fate, in the God above; I wouldn't blame him, for blaming us. People killing people, in lands created for us. The commandments, broken if commanded, then judged by You-Mons - aliens looking down on us, like we are monstrous. Unidentified flying objects, staying away from us. They way we label each other is so unrighteous. Somehow our own poison is too good for us. If any of this makes any sense, then they then pay attention. to all of those around you, or then your just a king- dumb.

She;
     a radiant being,
    sent her to rule my heart.
    Her beauty more precious than gold.
    My heart, ordained by her presence,
    yearning for the title *My Love.

Give me strength my father
The light I will find
At the end of these endless struggles
Top of These mountains I climb
Carrying all this weight on my shoulders
Setting heavy on my heart and mind
Weighing down my soul
Getting heavier with time
Assist me as I try
Each day that pass me by
To stay set on the right path
Even when I get left behind
No matter where my troubles lie
These haters watching closely
As the snakes slither by
I move forward under your watchful eye
Please give me the strength to break
The grip that any mere human may apply

Between me and you,
It's gonna be a long night.
Don't care what we do.
As long as we do it right.
Getting high off of you,
Enjoying the flight,
Your views,
Your sights.
Hanging on tight,
Unleashing a different part of you,
I just hope she bites.
Giving you the best of me,
I'm getting deep,
I know you like.
Between me and you,
It's gonna be a long night.
Don't care what we do,
As long as we do it right.
Don't care what you wear,
As long as you wear it tight.
Good afternoon turned to one hell of a night.

You see. My ribs are touching. The kitchen has nothing. The fridge empty to the point thoughts of my dog starting to tempt me. You eating like a king, got like four plates empty. Beef and stakes eating all healthy,  chilling in your beach house, huge couch HDTV watching The NFL in HD listening to acy-breaky telling the cops you can't make me. I want a piece of the pie, can't get a break of this cake and we all know why. These snakes eat off of large estates, and feed off bigger plates, no matter what their eyes see, life is great, I just bless their soul, and wish them fate. They can lie to me, and say they love me, but I feel the hate. They say the understand me, but can't relate.

Instead of asking for permission rather beg for forgiveness this is my life you'd understand if you lived this my heart bare witness to what other shouldn't witness learned from my lessons with the quickness started making moves on these misfits moving figures with logistics made moves left my imprint on modern day blueprints and morse code on these infants killing with instinct in an instant while making moves in sequence my frequency is frequent

Our bare skin glistening under the moonlight,
                                          makes for a beautiful view,
                                           fitting of a beautiful night.

She was the dream;
               that nightmares come from.
               An angel without wings,
               even her sins were welcome.
              
This woman is invincible.
               Thin waistline and beauty- full.
               Dress hugging her thighs; irresistible.
      
Some just break your heart.
                She tore my whole world apart,
                the more I try and forget her,
                the more I want her; more.
                            Broke my heart; by her principle.
                            Addicted to her love, like never before --

Its funny how soon we forget.
The Knots in my chest,
Correct me, if I am correct.
We live in a system, within a built in system,
With backup systems, that protect the system.
By making us victim, to our own system.
We trusting a nonanimate object
With intimate aspects, to serve and protect
Via eternal justice, for all human life.
Greed entered the feed, and it cost us
Our bill of rights. Sending women and
Children to fight the systems fight,
It even convinced them, that fighting
Is right? Labeled human beings with
Dog tags, so we think they a low enough life form,
No even a human being, so it’s alright to take their life.
Their system doing the same thing, so it makes it alright.
Too many negatives, I’m positive, will never get it right.
But who am I, I am just a guy.
Who’s social insecurities came from
Social securities the system controlling
Via my social security
Numbers mixed with obscurity
With a credit rating that doesn’t tell the whole story.
A track record that’s way too old;
You see
Between you and me,
The system doesn’t want that to be
As long as there is a greater than,
An equal can never be; it has nothing to do
With me and you. The system designed by a chosen
Few that tell the rest of the world what do, with rules
That allow them to rule, playing us for fools,
Been doing it for generations,
And there generations do it too.

i look for peace and its pain i find
it blows my mind every time
few things ever change
the others are all the same
there is nothing we can do
just be real and I'll do the same
all these haters hate, and these jokers lame
all alone in this lonely world
slip into my high as my head whorled
escape this place; enjoying my flight
reaching for the stars
got me taking things to a different height.

Vastly different from beauty, is ugly.
And even though misery, loves company.
Because of vanity, nobody loves me.
A lonely life, no company.
A lot of hate, no chivalry
For anybody who looks like me.
No cover girl for make up,
A real world, that's all made up,
With foundations based on cover up,
So the real faces,
We are faced with,
Get covered up.