Listen
Leave the masachism to me
Dont call
Dont write
Certainly do not fight for me
You cant win boy
No one can
Not with your skill set
Im done being trampled down
Into complacency
Bruised to believe
My worth comes from you
With your stinging words
And dead self-esteam
Always clawing at my back
To make me feel owned
Not wanted
To leave your mark
Not send waves of pleasure
Dont you know
In love you have to give as good as you get
I was your property
I dont know
if you ever were capable of loving me
I know you
And your
Sociopath mind
Believe you do
I tried to do this softly
But youre making it hard
Not to spit venom.
I could tell you
Reasons why i dont love you
But none of those
are why I left
I left because
I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE
simple
Deadly

I never thought
About my-self
the way you have discribed
Until I looked
At my favorite song

You managed to **** up
A **** good day
Calling me to talk you down
From a bridge
I know you've never stood on
Saying you cant live without me
Baby you cant live with me
Did you think
that would make me love you
Feeling more like ****
But then again
thats
Always
Been your play.

3 hrs of sleep
And waiting in the cold guest bed
For you to leave
For work
So I can quietly dissapear
After the damage I've done.

I never wanted to hurt you

I told you last night
That my love for you
ran dry
Before I even knew it was dying
Tears filled your eyes like saucers
And mine

I never wanted to hurt you

A string of friend's couches in waiting
I hope I find an apartment soon
I need a home apart from you
I dont really know how to move
all my things

As I lay next to him in bed
He says words
Foriegn to his tounge
"I love it when you sing"
I know he's afraid to lose me.
"I'm sorry
I ever called your writing trite."
"You look so beautiful like that."
Why?
You only see me when the color drains
From my eyes.
You only see me
When I'm fading.

I'm listening to those old songs again
I've never been on the hurting end
And I cant be
Cause if I hurt you
You won't love me