“Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.”

- [ ] 1: We would miss you

- [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive

- [ ] 3: It does get better, believe it or not it will eventually get better.

- [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing.

- [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise.

- [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason.

- [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live!

- [ ] 8: So many people care about you

- [ ] 9: You are amazing

- [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you

- [ ] 11: I care for you

- [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you

- [ ] 13: You're literally perfect!! <3

- [ ] 14: There are plenty of people that care for you

- [ ] 15: God loves you

- [ ] 16: God cares about you

- [ ] 17: Sometimes life is hard but it will make you a stronger person don’t worry!

- [ ] 18: What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about all the things you’ve planned, but never got around doing? You can’t do them if your dead.

- [ ] 19: I want you to be alive

- [ ] 20: So many people want you alive!

- [ ] 21: You won’t be able to listen to Music if you die

- [ ] 22: You’ll never be able to listen to your favourite song if you die.

- [ ] 23: You’ll never be able to listen to your favourite singer if you’re gone

- [ ] 24: You’ll never be able to listen to your favourite rapper if you’re gone.

- [ ] 25: listening to really loud music

- [ ] 26: Killing yourself is never worth it, you’ll hit both yourself & the people who care about you.

- [ ] 27: There are so many people that would miss you, including me

- [ ] 28: the clouds

- [ ] 29: You are gorgeous

- [ ] 30: Someone out there would die for you :’)

- [ ] 31: How do you think your family would feel?

- [ ] 32: Proving people wrong with your success.

- [ ] 33: Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.

- [ ] 34: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.

- [ ] 35: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a cold building on a hot day.

- [ ] 36: Being stupid in public just because you can.

- [ ] 37: Helping other people.

- [ ] 38: You have a future to live for..

- [ ] 39: Being alive is good

- [ ] 40: thinking about happy memories

- [ ] 41: Finding your soulmate.

- [ ] 42: All nighters!!!

- [ ] 43: Sleeping in all day

- [ ] 44: You can look back at yourself later in your life and be glad you didn’t commit suicide.

- [ ] 45: Nobody could ever replace you

- [ ] 46: You’re unique

- [ ] 47: pets

- [ ] 48: petting pets

- [ ] 49: Netflix and movies

- [ ] 50: Decorating the Christmas tree

- [ ] 51: Dreams that make you smile

- [ ] 52: Breakfast in bed

- [ ] 53: New clothes

- [ ] 54: New shoes

- [ ] 55: New books

- [ ] 56: Sunrises and Sunsets

- [ ] 57: Friends

- [ ] 58: The ocean

- [ ] 59: Sunlight

- [ ] 60: Your family

- [ ] 61: Inside jokes

- [ ] 62: Birthdays

- [ ] 63: Christmas

- [ ] 64: Family traditions

- [ ] 65: The taste of your favourite food

- [ ] 66: Favourite tv show

- [ ] 67: Favourite movie

- [ ] 68: Going to new places

- [ ] 69: The ability to peruse what ever you choose (there are over 7 billion people on Earth, don’t be afraid to be you)

- [ ] 70: To earn money and rewards

- [ ] 71: You can always flip your life around.

- [ ] 72: To find the perfect job/career for you

- [ ] 73: Pizza

- [ ] 74: Kittens

- [ ] 75: New haircuts

- [ ] 76: Moments you can look back to and laugh at

- [ ] 77: The clouds

- [ ] 78: The world is better with you in it

- [ ] 79: Roller Coasters

- [ ] 80: Showers

- [ ] 81: Cake

- [ ] 82:Growing old

- [ ] 83: Growing old with the person you love

- [ ] 84: Singing

- [ ] 85: Sleeping

- [ ] 86: Icecream

- [ ] 87: Cookies

- [ ] 88: food in general

- [ ] 89: Movie nights

- [ ] 90: Candy

- [ ] 91: Popcorn

- [ ] 92: Daydreaming

- [ ] 93: Happy moments

- [ ] 94: Halloween

- [ ] 95: Sleepovers

- [ ] 96: Parties

- [ ] 97: Having a good personality

- [ ] 98: Making people happy

- [ ] 99: Bonfires

- [ ] 100: Sitting on rooftops

- [ ] 101: Vacations

- [ ] 102: Hearing crazy stories

- [ ] 103: Telling crazy stories

- [ ] 104: Treehouses

- [ ] 105: Starbucks

- [ ] 106: You’ve changed someone’s life

- [ ] 107: If you’re gone how will you achieve great things?

- [ ] 108: Everyone has talent including you

- [ ] 109: Eating crazy food

- [ ] 110: Hanging out with your friends

- [ ] 111: Nobody could ever replace you

- [ ] 112: You have so much to live for

- [ ] 113: Your dreams need some fulfilling to do

- [ ] 114: Living life to the fullest

- [ ] 115: Heck, I would miss you like crazy

- [ ] 116: Your family and friends would be devastated if you were gone

- [ ] 117: Someone out there is constantly praying to meet someone like you

- [ ] 118: Your future

- [ ] 119: You could save so many lives

- [ ] 120: You are too beautiful to disappear

- [ ] 121: You are bigger than any of your problems

- [ ] 122: You are never alone during this struggle

- [ ] 123: Tomorrow is a new day!

- [ ] 124: You are worth more than you think

- [ ] 125: Last but not least, the final and most important one is, just being able to experience life, because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, anything could happen

You’re helping the healing of generations of pain, and this is why it hurts so much.
Don’t give up….!

In case no one told you today, I just wanted to remind you that I love you. I hope that you're happy and healthy.
Your existence matters and you belong....!

|1|: Suicide isn't the answer.
|2|: You may be thrown down, but you're strong enough to pick yourself up and keep walking.
|3|: ARMY is here for you.
|4|: You are beautiful.
|5|: Go have some water luv <3~
|6|: Be yourself, don't be afraid to act weird, we all have a weird side.
|7|: You can fix a mess you made.
|8|: You are worth it.
|9|: God made you for a reason.
|10|: You are perfect the way you are.
|11|: Do what you like, dance, draw, watch silly videos, blast music if it makes you happy.
|12|: Show you true emotions.
|13|: Your opinion about yourself is the only one that counts, so make sure it's positive ***.
|14|: You are talented.
|15|: Smile when you want to. Cry when you need to, you are valid.
|16|: You are so strong to have made it this far.
|17|: Everything gets better with time.
|18|: It may be hard right now, but know that it will get better.
|19|: You are loved.
|20|: Lastly, Love Yourself. Go look in the mirror and look at your beautiful face and your perfect hair, you are a god/goddess! <3


I want you to know that you are worth it and you don't need to end it all, it may be tough right now, but it will get better. I love you and I hope you find happiness soon, stay positive. I'm here for you and so are the people you love( ahhh 4 o’ clock is on!)
I know I'm repeating things but I need to. I have almost spent half an hour on this and I don't regret it one bit. Take care of yourself, you won't regret it.
Hangout with your friends, dance, hug someone or something. I want you to smile, I may not smile and do everything I have listed but when I do them sometimes, I feel perfect, free, unstoppable and happy. So please look at me and promise me that you will stay strong and stay here for us, I love you And thank you for reading this. <3~

I'm okay and things will continue to be okay even when it seems like they won't be. This sadness, anger, frustration, pain etc won't last forever..!
If you are reading this, then:
I hope you get the strength to get through whatever it is that's causing you so much trouble or pain at the moment.
Don't take things too seriously try to be happy and love yourself the way you are...!

I'm allowed to do what's best for me, even if it's upset people....!

I hate being in that mood where nothing's really right but nothing feels right either....!

Let me rest in peace....!💔💔

They don’t know how to it feels
To wake up every morning,
And all the wonder is
Why they had even been awoken.

They don’t know how it feels
To pick up all of their pieces,
And out them back together
But still feel like they’re broken!

They don’t know how it feels
To say all that they can say,
And still feel like there’s more
But every word has been spoken!

They don’t know how it feels
To go to sleep every night,
And the only hope they have
Is that their eyes won’t open……!

Am the only one who always feels left out?
I feel like I'm always the last choice, I'm always the least favourite person, people around me, I feel like everyone has their own things, groups and friendship circle and I got nothing just.... Me, myself and I ......!

I think stars have heard more secrets
Than any pair of human ears,
They’re trusted with our troubles
And are the guards of all of fears.
Perhaps we share with them our sorrows
For they too have known the night,
Yet they’ve learnt to let the darkness
Simply emphasise their light…!

I could feel my eyes start to sting with the need to cry.
Why did I have to be so freaking sensitive..??

Ever since my wishes came true,
I fly high in the sky.
My shadow keeps on growing in this blazing light,
Please don't let me shine
Don't let me down.
Don't let me fly,
There's just fear in my eyes.
Everytime, I'm at my lowest,
And have to face myself.
I'm also at my highest,
So I don't know who to tell.
Please don't let me shine,
Don't let me down.
Don't let me fly,
Now I fear for my life....
Don't let me shine.....!

I need someone,
Who won’t leave.
I want someone,
Who’ll never stop caring.
I need someone,
Whom I can hug tight.
I want someone,
To whom I can share my feelings with.
I need someone,
Who’ll love me forever.
I want someone,
To show me that they care.
I need someone,
To make my life worth-living.
I want someone,
Who’ll be with me forever.
I need someone,
Who’ll face my problems with me.
I want someone,
Who’ll fight for my existence.
I need someone,
Who won’t change.
I want someone,
To just be here with me…..!

I’m sorry someone loved you badly,
And that they made you feel like
you take up more space than you deserve.

I’m sorry they abandoned you
When you need them the most and
It has made you believe that
Love is an awful thing that hurts……!

Then stop letting the smallest things ruin your whole entire day.
If you are bored with your daily routine, do something unexpected. Stop complaining how alone you are when you’re surrounded by people who actually care about you. Forget all the drama and let go of all the grudges you’ve been holding. Stop wasting time lingering over all that you could have, should have and would have done. Stop spending your days thinking how much better you could do; stop longing for something that has been and always will be out of your reach. Just live the days as they come. Wake up every morning and smile at the wonderful day that awaits you. Take a risk for once.
Let yourself be happy, because you deserve it!

Stay single until it feels easy, simple like breathing. Stay single until you don’t have to constantly remind someone how to be better or how to treat to you right. Stay single until you find someone who knows exactly what you need before you have to ask, someone who understands your love language and will do their best to learn it, who’s willing to make compromises, who wants to make sure you’re both understood and appreciated. Stay single until you find someone who would do anything to make you feel loved and heard.

I think about ending my life, daily
The fastest way way to go,
Without hurting others
My self-worth
Will i be missed?
These thoughts,
Shouldn’t be put on paper
But why not?
If more people talked about it,
Perhaps, they would not,
Act upon it
The greatest pain cannot be seen
It hides deep within
A broken bone is easy to mend
A broken mind doesn’t bind
All these thoughts of mine,
Often times i wonder
Have I lost my mind?
Am i only one,
With suicidal thoughts….?

The most painful tears aren’t the ones that fall from your eyes and cover your face,
It’s the ones that fall from your heart and cover your soul....!💔💔💔

When I was hurting,
You held me
And in so many scary ways
I was letting you in.
I told you things,
That instantly brought me to tears
And while the tears fell
You just held me,
And that said
So much more than
I love you
If I ever could….!

They put themselves down all the time, because deep down inside they think they're not good enough and will never be.
2. They absolutely hate teamwork, and find it hard to work alongside people.
3. They're extremely pessimistic people who always assume the worst about everything.
4. They love their alone time so much that they end up ignoring and even alienating their family and friends for it.
5. They overthink about every little thing , and this ends up making them, and everyone else around them miserable.
6. They can be very stubborn and inflexible. And once they have decided not to do anything, nobody can change their mind.
~ just like everything and everyone else, introverts have flaws too, but their dark side doesn't define who they are. For the most part, their beautiful side ends up shining through...!

Dear Future You,
Hold on. Please
Love,
Me.

                                        Dear Current You,
                               I’m holding on. But it hurts.
                                                  Love.
                                                   Me.
                    
                                                                                           Dear Past you,
                                                                               I held on. Thank you.
                                                                                                           Love,
                                                                                                               Me.

I was falling. I was falling in love. I was falling so hard that I couldnt tell when the fall would end, because I was falling for the one person who could break my heart with the most biggest amount of pain I could think of. I was falling in love with my bestfriend, the only friend I had in my life, the only person who understood me, the only person who never judged me, the only person who never shouted at me and the only person who accepted me for me. I had started to feel for him, but more then what I was feeling for him lurked the fear of losing him, because it wouldnt be just the heart I will lose to him, I will lose my whole self. He knows every little secret of mine, he knows who I am, he knows what I am, he knows everything and never judges, he's my secret diary, and those are things which are above love, because love can be found but these qualities are even rarer then love. I had the fear of losing him what if I propose and he didnt think that way, what if I proposed and he stops talking to me and never come back, what if he starts to hate me. All these questions stacked up and I curtailed myself from expressing my feeling for I didnt want to lose my bestfriend for love.
I had fallen in love with the only person who could break my whole existence.

There’s a time for keeping silent 🔇 and a time for speaking up ❕a time for dabbling in a dream💭and a time for waking yourself up ⏰ a time for waiting for your turn⏳and a time for rushing ahead ⚡️a time for soaking up the sun ☀️ and the time for staring at the stars ⭐️ a time for setting life a blaze 🔥and a time for fizzling the flame 💦 a time for keeping it real ✉️ and a time for keeping it together🎀 a time for saying yes ✅ and a time for letting go 🎈a time for taking a risk ⚠️ and a time for taking your time🐌a time for planting the seeds 🌱 a time for harvesting the garden 🎃 a time to believe in fairytales 🏰a time for making your one magic 🪄a time for standing in the storm ⛈ and a time for seeking shelter 🏠 a time for going through it🛣 and a time for growing from it 🪴 trust yourself to know when the time is right❤️❤️❤️❤️

It’s the thief if time,
Who won’t let you be mine.
Keeps stealing you away,
For most of every day.

Why do our moments go so fast,
When all I want is them to last.
Must be the thief of time
Who won’t let you be mine.

Be gentle with yourself. "Slacking off" didn't erase all the progress that you've already made. You can begin as many times as you'd like. Be excited to begin again. Be proud to begin again,  no matter how many times you have to, because with each time, it means you're getting closer and closer to achieving your goals.
"Don't be afraid to begin again"

Some people don't love you, they don't even care about you, they just want to stay connected to you. The love, the benefits... So they do the minimal.... A little phone call here and there, just checking or thinking about you.
What they are really doing is maintaining a connection, so when they need you......they still have a way in......!!

I feel that there is
NOTHING,
more truly
ARTISTIC
than to
LOVE...!

It hurts having you in my life, it hurts not having you in my life….I can’t win…..!

People leave,
Pain stays.
Soul leaves,
Memories stay.
But,
Pain lessens,
Memories blurs
Time goes by.
And,
Pain fades,
Memories disappears,
Life goes on,
Time really goes by.....!

Was being a girl always so tiring n hard or the society made it so tiring.....???

Mom and dad, this is for you.......:
Everyday you called me selfish, immature, brat, stupid, sad little girl and all other things you guys would tell me, I would go to the restroom and start crying in that little corner. Crying my eyes out until they would dry up from all the crying. I started to believe in all the things you would tell me.
And now, I hate myself because of it.......thank you guys!!

Today is all about a person who is my life, who was there for me every single time.
They both are the only person who made me look forward to coming to college, made me live my life. Even when everyone left me, they never let go of me, they held me tight whenever I felt like letting go of life. This is to the two people who loved me more than anybody in the whole world, was concerned about me more than anyone in this world. They made my life worth-living and beautiful. To the two people who has always had my back, always. To the person who scolded me like a mother, adviced me like a father, teased me like a brother but on top of it all, they loved me more than all of the people in this whole world.
Thank you for being with me. I don't know what I did to deserve such pretty and pure souls like you, but I'm glad to have you in my life.
❤️"THANK U FOR EVERYTHING"❤️

As much as I want to open up and be selfless,
People give me a reason to keep everything to myself.....
My love, my feelings, my trust and my time.....!

Living in the moment, detached from bothers of life…!

I’m not sure what I’m more afraid of:
Feeling alone or letting people in……!

Make peace with your broken pieces....!

Sometimes, feelings stay
Even when we beg them to leave......!!!