You don't like him because
He has something you don't

Sometimes I don't think you realize how much you mean

She thinks I'm poisoned
She thinks I'm evil

I can't live here anymore
I can't take it anymore

You have to open your eyes and realize
*That could be you

How great would it be to build a relationship so strong that it bent for no one

(Not) Loving you is the hardest thing I have ever had to do

Part of me screams get away
Part of me screams you have to stay

This is exactly why I use my second account
People make assumptions about poems
Not about them

It hurts so much
I’m losing touch
I hold my breath

It hurts so much

There isn't a day that goes by when the voice doesn't tell me to **** myself

But I chose whether to listen.
I try to not pay it any attention.

But will someone ever look at me
And like the little things I do

Everyday the images come back
And everyday I want to throw up
And bang my head against something
Hard enough to make me stop feeling

Not only am I not an option
But I've finally ran out of them

It's pointless

I was doing so much better
I was way more self confident
And now You had to
******* go there
And say the wig looks prettier
Than me. your own daughter
Laugh at me. Say Its awkward
Say it was a mistake
Say you feel bad for poor me
What do I have to do
To feel ******* pretty
What do I have to ******* do

every day I become more of a disappointment

What's the point of even writing if you have to monitor what you say, even on this website

My hands are quivering
And the air is cold

I need to stop flirting
And leading you on
Because it won't happen
I can't do it
And it's unfair to you
If I keep acting like
It will

Nothing much to say except I've been happy without it

It wasn't yours to tell

If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly
Would you still love me the same?

You will never know what I did to myself
One because I don't want you to know
And two, *because you never cared to ask

I'm fighting to fix everything,
But no one is helping me fight

I can't help it
*I can't help it

I don’t belong here

I just feel really ******* stupid

Leave me alone! Alone alone alone alone. Alonley. Lonely lonely.

*lonely

For a second I actually thought...
But never-mind, I've always
Been one to misinterpret things

I'm trying to hold it together

Well. Ive always said i prefer fall.
But I've changed my mind
I hadn't opened my eyes till now
Spring is truly a miracle.
Everything is brown dead and grey,
then suddenly everything Lives
It all comes back, resurrects.
Its like a little extra Jesus!
I also adore the shades of green
Vibrant, new, alive! Pulsing with life
And i can hear the sweet call of
the small finches and sparrows
looking for friends, or mates
And if you strain your ear,
you can hear a low steady hum
of bees in the clover patch
The sun shines in a new way,
Bright, and Warm. Warm like
yellows and oranges, that
replace the grays and blues.
The ground is moist with recent showers,
which cool down the heating earth
Don't get me wrong, I have a strange,
attraction to winter. I love the cold.
But I'm now starting to see the spring.

This only confirmed exactly who I am

You stare through broken lenses
Yet I'm perfectly clear to you

That moment when a boy says your beautiful
And you've never heard that from the opposite gender,
Then shatters your new self esteem
Because he realizes you don't have long hair anymore
And basically calls you ugly, and a turn off

I need to control this
Just for a little while
Then I'll let go

Some songs will never sound the same

Instead of trying to understand it
I'll just accept it

When your parents are asking about boys and boyfriends
Do you ever wanna just get it over with and scream in their face,
*I AM GAY

And I'll be gone, gone tonight
The ground beneath my feet is open wide
The way that I've been holdin' on too tight
With nothing in between

Worried eyes follow me down the hall
Concerned hearts beat to my own rhythm
Helpful hands gesture towards them
But I'm too scared and guilty to approach
I don't go home to slamming doors
I don't go home to screaming and crying
That's only some nights, very few at that
Yes he is harsh and hatful eyes. Cold
But it's nothing like they think it is
It's nothing

Maybe things are different
Maybe views have shifted
Maybe things are fixed

I stopped taking care of myself
And that’s how I know

"For I couldn't write an encyclopedia that would describe you well enough"

don't tell me this is a bad idea
I should have remembered
I have trust issues

I want to love someone
I want to Be in love with someone
I want someone to love me back
I want the nauseous butterflies
I want the heart flutters,
I want someone to care
I want someone to love Me
I don't want to wait, but
I know I'm not ready for love
And love isn't ready for me
And I'll know when the time comes
But I'm just getting a little impatient
Of waiting for someone to get me.

I understand
I really do
That you got those feelings
That something isn't right
I respect that
I want you to do what makes you happy
I don't want you to be uneasy or unsure
However I would like you to know
That I still love you
I do
And that that while you were feeling nauseous and wrong
I was feeling truly loved and pure bliss
I have never felt that way ever
And I'm glad that it happened
And I wanted you to know
I would have kissed you
I honest to God would have
If my friends and sister weren't there
But I also know
If you love someone let them go
And I'm so glad you told me
Because although you had me
You wouldn't have felt right
And that's what's important
You made me feel like someone actually wanted me
And although it was probably just late night drunkeness
I don't like to think if it that way
I respect you wanting to be alone
And unattached
And no matter how hard it was for me to say 'I gotchu totally'
I really do get it
I just didn't want you to have the impression
That I didn't love or want you
Because I can assure you
Everything was different for me that night
And I would have given up the cold for heat any day
The way I felt
I'm sorry if this ******* writing makes you nauseous
I'm sorry if this isn't helping you achieve what it is you want
But I thought you needed to know
Because I'm just as awkward as you when it comes to talking

**** this
****
This

So I thought something
But now I'm starting to think
Was I wrong

I don't understand
I work so ******* hard
I don't understand

I'm dandelion to you
But Piper to who?