My senseless Love,

we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry

The Ink on the poet’s sheet
has been smeared with so much tears
The hands that rips the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written

Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died

Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poet’s hand write
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul

My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes
its words will last a life time.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990

The Light

The light in your eyes
is starting to fade away
just like night into day,

Your words cut deep within
my heart like a bladed glass
I try so hard to keep up a good
front that nothing is wrong,

But inside my head and my heart
is remembering every nasty word
you ever said,

You are constantly fight with me
who's right and Who's wrong
what a said way this is going,

As soon as I start to feel I can
grasp for air
you start it up all over again
head to let this pain run

Now I have too accepted that you are
now long gone with someone new
I had enough of the blues,

The taste of happiness has faded
to another place were silence made Home  
this feeling that hunts at me
I must scream,

I feel the cuts that eat at my soul
I hold on to myself looking around
our old cold beaten down room,

I started having a visions
that captive within myself  
feels as if someone pulling the rug
out from me,

Oh, I cannot breathe  
Please someone help me
I fall off my feet onto my face
my heart does feel a beat
I had been cut too deep,

I don't want to give up  
but this is too ruff for me
to handle all on my own

You left me with all the blames
and so much pain that won't go away
This is killing me slowly within

Am holding it all in
how much can one person take
I try with all my might to let it all end,

Why darkness try's so hard to make it's
way end another time at my mind
fall over me the cloud of gray,

When death has taken its course
this is not who I'm supposed to be  
I always try to remain bright
in the love of my God,

But this time my heart holds glimmering
dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs  
Light of a lost souls
I must get my feeling back right,

I call on you my God Jehovah
to let me run free until I have finely find me  
I am asking you my God to help me please,

dust me off from all my sinful ways
let me see brighter days to run in the race.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2013

I Cried to You

There is a great deal of depression
that has overtaken the land
my soul hurts from long ago,

I lost my way;
then disaster came caused great pain
out was out of control
over what is right all I did was wrong

Just another Sad, sad song  
the rain started pour down on me
night and day
flooding deep within me,

I was too young to understand
the ways of Lust and Sin
my body craved sinful men
darkness became a game of child play,

My life was never right
in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
She would beat me down
and call me names,

The black seed is what she gave  
I was only two when I started
crying out to you
you touched my little heart,

easy my pains from the start
You even given me food to eat
I would get down on my knees asking you
Please forgive me,

take this pain away my Mother given me
she cut me down so far down
I was so lost I never thought I would
ever be found,

I would cry and cry deep into the night
asking why my mother didn't want me
She doesn't love me
why did my father leave me?

Without a word of goodbyes
I just seen shame in his eyes
Their ware no words of what was right
in my poor little life

all I have known was everything of the dark
and it made it it's home
given me all its wrongs with no hope
With no Love to show

My life had no loved in it
I almost died in my teens
And my mother didn't even come to see me  
But you did that day

My God you had spoken right too my heart
Saying you love me from the start
When My Mother and father left me
You came in and started taking the lead

I had never let you go
this I put down in my book of long ago
for all to know you are mine
with many of my kind,

This world is so blind
they cannot see what love means
I need you to stand up for what is true
that would be my love for You.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982

The Eye Of The Dragonflies

Swing on high like a sad lullaby,
Who will ever succeed in darken dreams,
lies are playing around in the open minds,
while hate leads the way into darken days,
upon the bladed grass
are the blood of one’s flesh,

The smell of autumn fresh air,
While the breeze blow, the autumn leaves
all over the place into darken dreams,
I would hear Dark Angel call out to his slaves,

Come up close to me where all can see,
Open your eyes and unstop your ears and hear,
Her my voice your empty souls,
Let all nations and national groups weep
What it is I have then to sow,

Dark Angel, starts pointing his finger
at all who are standing around,
Saying, pay attention to all my words
even if it hurts, you lost souls, listen
to what it is being told,

The cries are howling all over the land,
bloodshed tears fall on the bladed grass,
the wind blow a darken storm in, while
The Black Sea holds rage,

You devoted slaves, in time you will only
be a waste, that the owls and the ravens
will eat up along the way, in the slaughter
house you will go,
On autumn, colored leaves that falls,
Moonlight will had named them all,
through the rosy blooms,
Moonlight walks around the crystal waters
where streams will sing,

That’s when Dark Angel looked at me,
with his eyes looking at me with a smile,
this I have seen many times when he is
ready to start playing on my mind,

Oh, grey skies scatter around clouds of storms
Where thoughts do nest in wonder,
far into Dark Angels eyes pressed against mine,

I see many different things, like fields of silver edge
where slaves are out working hard,
or losing their heads,
Where cows and all kinds of animals are out
eating away on parsley, in a cool silent place,

Deep sun searching through the eyes of the dragonflies,
I had to ask myself where is this place I am seeing,
am I dreaming? Or is it real?
Wings of doves are flying on high
While the ravens are playing around in the trees,
What does all this mean.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

DARK HOLLOW

You walk around late at night
Like you’re are right,
about are last fight,
Sure, your right?
I walked away holding on to fate,
I don’t want to see no more wrong
To this same old sad song,

I don’t feel any good energy
when you come around,
the owls hoot while you take a shoot
right at my heart,
but it won’t be long
until I make you stay away,

In my days before it turned grey,
I would see the sun while kids play,
I specialized what is right in Gods eyes,
I don’t like the dark side of all those lies,
That is the eyes of hollowness,

freezing cold prince of injustices
holding so much disappearing ways,
that cuts up on the heart
to engrave evil marks,
you give so much fears
to all who comes near,

But you Oh, Prince of darkness,
You call this a place of love,
I say you are messed up,

you are a shadow of the night,
You walk around making fights,
You always say you have enough of me
but then you give me darken dreams,
and all that stuff
then you make a fuss about us,

You take all the real from my life,
then you keep saying so much lies
to keep me by your side,
while I sleep, you keep watching, waiting,
stalking, screaming, shaping, faking
mocking, dancing, crawling around like a clown,

Behind your eyes, are dark places
With ancient rages,
alone you had locked people in cages,
this I don’t understand,
this is a place of home grown lies,
But I stand strong,
I’m not afraid because I have faith in Love,

I just don’t belong in this place,
this is a disgrace, this old darken place,
all these fears of you that keeps me blue,
all you’ve ever given me,
was all the heartaches and pain
that brings on rain,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

In Your Eyes

In your eyes met mine.
I find the answers I needed to know
In your arms you hold a darken story
I found that world into dreams,

I've waited for you to help me
I've found everything I ever needed in you
but that was before I truly knew you
I need nothing more than your lies
Outside my window ,

I can see you staring back at me
When I dreamed all I see is you,
You would take me by the hand
and we'd start to dance into a darken spell
a place of darkness you know so well
a place I call hell,

In your arms I once felt I belonged
I've never known your love was going to be
something so painful to me,
I read books, and they all seems to be about you
In your eyes I know I seen places
I never wanted to see,

You opened your heart to me
I felt a pain that started eating away on my soul
How did your heart get so cold?

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999

Superstitious Mind

Into that cold September you sink into the night
just to give more fright
your sleek and shiny black hair
and your diamond eyes that shine into the night
hunting dreams just to make one scream,

dark and very fast is your way of life
you never play nice
you love to see me cry
I had always asked you Why?
what have I done
to make you act this away?
you haunt my thoughts
you give me darken dreams
you are the curse of me.

I always pray,
that I would never cross your path
that would be so bad
even the thought of it makes me mad
because the pain you give hurts so bad
and that makes me so sad
The panic begins every September that draws near
it sets off fear for others to hear...

This is a battle I'll never win
But then it's a battle you will never win
because I will never give into your darkness
you bait the trap for me to fall into
but I also got one for you
We all know superstition is a lie,

so, keep faith in mind always
You cry out my name every night
saying how much you love me
you want me to stay
Oh, panic go away
I promise I will never turn my back on you

Oh, Dark Angel I see your blazing eyes
looking back at me
tell me what it is you see
Why do you keep haunting me?
You are everywhere I go
You're stalking out my life,

But why do you hold on to me like you do?
What have I done to make you act so cold?
your anger is so bold,
Yet, so cold with hunger into your darken soul.
Please let me go
I don't want to drink your ruby red wine
not this time...
never mess with a man of darkness,

He will always play games
with one’s mind every time...
He is an evil cat knocking at the door
he has a superstitious mind
that tries to read my soul
but he will never get that far
so remover your darkness from me
take your spells off me and let me be.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988