Humbled, yes, a child
-a way of being
led by the hand.

The pen was always mightier than the sword.
        
                            what if

                            we could

make our keypads mightier than the bullets ?

I screamed 
"I WOULD HAVE DONE EVERYTHING FOR YOU"
"I WOULD HAVE DONE EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING"
I screamed at the top of my lungs
My fists clenched white as tears fell down
I screamed at the world
Until my heart gave out
I screamed
For someone who isnt' there anymore

If life could be more simple,
                Maybe my heart wouldn't be so brittle,
                         If happiness didn't come with a cost,
                                                            Maybe I wouldn't always be so lost,
               And if dreams didn't exist,
Maybe life wouldn't be so hard to resist.

Laughing hatreds faulted
Scented as dawning lapses
Embering waters flung
And daughtered boylings taught
Weef of misdeed
Tasteless narrow

Broken siams leggless

Unjust will&lest I am
Random
I as ash
Will and wasn't
As catch'd

Resolute yawns

No general shall be taught in paranoid quarters
Otherwise words causing
Irresolute s desk to deploy budgeted numbers
In concealed concert of opinion

this measure secures the value of life
over that of cinders modified texture
the description of increased value of brass and munition
is the speech of war and treason
and will not be finished and signed before the resolute polish