I found an order in the chaos,
a home inside the rubble
that I had turned my room into.

I hid inside my books,
trying to find somewhere where I belonged
in a place that had never been mine.

Where there is no freedom
there is no equality

Where there is no equality
there is no freedom

Where there is freedom
there is also equality

Where there is equality
there is also freedom

Freedom is shadow of equality
Equality is shadow of freedom

They are proof of each other's
existence so If you try to have
only one of them

You will lose both.

Nausea slowly creeps in
The spiral takes you down and down and down
Or maybe you’re just where you started
And all the debris is spinning around you

You can grasp at the threads
But it will just unravel more
You can try and find the end
But you never will
The string just gets thinner and thinner and thinner

Either way its out of your control
Its turtles all the way down

I wanted to be a poet
Find some words that rhyme
Feeling 55
The ravages of time

Keep him to me close
Dailiness not the Sublime
To sleep perchance to dream
He and I and I'm ....

a privilege to share
the deciduous bond
bare-crowned: my self and the trees

leaves, hairs,
epidermal desires,
the great landscaper reclaims all of these