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Phantom Jan 2017
Hours upon hours of tears,
Panic attacks,
Anxiety.
My hand empty as all those close to me disappear
No one to reach out to
Please end this.
I've had enough for one day.
Summary: anxiety ***** when you're alone
Phantom Jan 2017
I'll keep on acting fake because eventually it'll become real...
If you act a certain way for enough time people will begin to believe it...
Phantom Jan 2017
That's all I ever am...
Phantom Jan 2017
Wearing a mask to hide my anxiety and suffering will soon become the norm to me again...
I need you...
I can't breathe...
I want to scream...
Help...
Phantom Jan 2017
I'm not gonna be your world anymore...
I'm not gonna be that reason to wake up each morning...
I'm not gonna be your go-to person...
I'm not gonna be the one you choose to spend your time with...
Because there'll be someone whose higher on your list...
Phantom Jan 2017
Just gonna be forgotten...
Uncared for...
Invisable...
Alone...
Sad...
Phantom Jan 2017
It was all just a plot wasn't it...
I planned it all...
Giving you gifts filled with happiness
But they turned into deception didn't they....
The person you saw in me was fake wasn't it....
Thats what you say....
I was right...
You don't see me any differently...
It was just a "plot for your forgiveness"....
Thats what you say....
Doesn't matter what I say...
Your blinded from the truth....
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