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Dec 2014 · 425
What A Day
Matt Dec 2014
Why yes I pleasured myself for her
On Skype
Lying **** on the bathroom floor

I put on a cam show

But she did not show herself
Those are the rules mistress have given

I hope our relationship continues to deepen
Oh how I long to be adored and loved
By my mistress!
Dec 2014 · 652
Screens
Matt Dec 2014
Put the 21st century man in front of the screen!

Yahoo messenger, Youtube, Skype
Tumblr, Tivo,
Iphones and Instagram too

Seems no one stops to say hello
Everyone is glued to the screen

Media and more media
I love it too
This is the digital age

I feel isolated from my fellow man
Wandering and lonely

Is there anybody out there?
Dec 2014 · 203
Protestant Guilt
Matt Dec 2014
No, I don't eat dinner with my family
With all my education
I can't find a job

If you don't work
You don't deserve to eat
With those who do

Shame!

Eat by yourself
Matt Dec 2014
Ego is a social construct

Stories are told about us
We tell ourselves these stories to reinforce
Who we think we are

I am going my own way
I am not something I can see as an object

The self includes everyone you meet
That is the true way

Comparisons abound
Better or Worse

Everybody has a different map of the universe

We are brought into being dependent on causes
We totally lack essence or inherent existence

With each encounter we take on a part of each other

We have trouble accepting the idea of no self
It does not mean we don't exist

Am I form or am I boundlessness??
All five streams of body and mind our boundless
Our form, our feelings and perceptions
Are free of boundaries

You cannot identify me by nailing down some part of my being
We are intimately related with all causes and conditions

We are continually creating each other

Die to our old self
And rise to our new self
There is no permanent seperate self

Dimensions of a self include
Social security, drivers license, etc
So people can be held accountable

If the buddha said the self did exist
He would have been teaching permanence
If he said the self did not exist
He would have been teaching nihilism

I am you
You are me
We are part of each other

Boddhi Dharma
When asked who he was
Did not know who he was

Don't rely on a fixed idea (not knowing)

The teacher suggests on
Give up on any Idea on finding out Who You are
Practice loving kindness (bodhichitta)
Drop the walls of your own particular club

Pray to be relieved of the burden of ego
Or Narcissism
Remember All the people who have helped you
These people are a part of you

Thus shall you think of this fleeting world
A phantom, a dream

Self and no-self
Two sides of the same thing
Accepting them as concepts
Give up
The tight clasp of who you think you are
Upaya Center
Dec 2014 · 364
Lonely Sunday
Matt Dec 2014
What a day

First I pleasured myself in the morning
Then I used my fleshlight
It got me to ******

Felt pretty good
Better than real *** I guess
If I have *** than I will grow attached to that person
Better not to do that

Life is so empty
And full of Emptiness

Then I chatted online for hours
Mostly about well-hung black men

I wish I had a bigger *****
5 inches is too small

You know I am just looking for love
I am listening to Dylan
The song is "When I Paint My Masterpiece"

Sometimes music
Is the only thing that makes me feel
I like it
Thank God for music
Sometimes it saves me

Is There Anyone Out There
Anyone who cares?

Seems like life
Always ***** me over
Might as well bend over and take it

And enjoy it
Since I am sure it will continue

Oh well
Just try to be a kind person
Still looking for love
Nov 2014 · 1.2k
Life Inside The Simulation
Matt Nov 2014
Life is an automatic process
It goes on automatically
I live in a simulated world

Changing times and changing faces
Changing dates and changing places
It's all the same to me

The emptiness remains the same

There is a woman
Who I love
In an ideal world
We would be together

Alas
She married a strong powerful man
An alpha male
A Jujitsu expert
With great ****** stamina

When he thrusts into her
I moan in my bed
The pathetic cries of the cuckold
He is ******* the woman of my dreams
Filling her with his seed

Well, It is not an ideal world
Things often do not go as planned

And when I am able
To become aroused enough
I am learning to love the taste
Of my own cream
Nov 2014 · 16.7k
Chat
Matt Nov 2014
biblondesubgal: hey miss
queenkendraxx: happy turkey day
queenkendraxx: Is it you and your mistress?
biblondesubgal: yes maam it is
queenkendraxx: what are your names?
biblondesubgal: shes kellie im allan
queenkendraxx: She is 25, you are 20?
biblondesubgal: its reversed
queenkendraxx: Do you always swallow the black stud's ***?
queenkendraxx: Lol tell her she should put it in your food so you can have a daily dose Allan
queenkendraxx: Do you have a ***** name Allan
biblondesubgal: allyssa
queenkendraxx: Ask her what she thinks of Allison
queenkendraxx: Allyssa the bbc *****
queenkendraxx: huh?
biblondesubgal: she said she likes allison too
queenkendraxx: tell her she rocks
queenkendraxx: you are her ******* property, huh?
biblondesubgal: yes miss i am her property
queenkendraxx: I do yoga and pilates to keep my body in tip top shape
queenkendraxx: DO you two have pics?
biblondesubgal: no sry
queenkendraxx: mmkay don't wanna share or just don't have?
biblondesubgal: dont like to share
queenkendraxx: that is cool what does Kellie look like?
queenkendraxx: Well I would delete it
queenkendraxx: but I understand
biblondesubgal: blonde blue eyes 5'4ish 36c
biblondesubgal: your first pic was blurry
queenkendraxx: How did you two meet?
biblondesubgal: mutual friend lol
queenkendraxx: was she ooking for a *****?
queenkendraxx: looking
queenkendraxx: What is her black stud's name?
biblondesubgal: not that i was aware of. she didnt get aggressive until like a month after we were dating
biblondesubgal: daquan
queenkendraxx: hehe I will show you
queenkendraxx: pics of my previous and some of my past blac studs
queenkendraxx: How big is Daquan's ****?
biblondesubgal: 8.5 in pretty thick too
queenkendraxx: big heavy *****?
queenkendraxx: mmm
biblondesubgal: oh yes so heavy and full
queenkendraxx: lol ask her if you have a ***** ****
biblondesubgal: she said yes its so cute his little ***** ******
queenkendraxx: ow big
queenkendraxx: how big 5 in?
biblondesubgal: im 5.5 in
queenkendraxx: aww not bad
queenkendraxx: for a *****
biblondesubgal: thank you miss
queenkendraxx: can I talk to Kellie for a while?
biblondesubgal: sure can i watch yall type?
queenkendraxx: yes *****
biblondesubgal: hey hunny
queenkendraxx: Hey Kellie
queenkendraxx: I love your *****, so obedient-- I have one too
queenkendraxx: His name was Matt but I call him Maddeline
biblondesubgal: yeah? was he hard to break?
queenkendraxx: at first wanna see the black stud that helped me break him?
biblondesubgal: yes please. i have my ***** watching
biblondesubgal: dayum
queenkendraxx: gorgeous huh?
biblondesubgal: yes wow
queenkendraxx: I have a pic of his **** too hehe
queenkendraxx: Is Dayquan really built?
biblondesubgal: not like that lol he has abs but his arms arent that big
biblondesubgal: did your man *** you?
queenkendraxx: yes, that is Darius a different studof mine
queenkendraxx: He makes Maddeline blow him--- gorgeous **** huh?
biblondesubgal: yes so big allyssa thanked me for not giving him that big
queenkendraxx: hehe does Allyssaswallow all Dayquan's *****?
queenkendraxx: I wish I could see your pic Kellie, I bet you are so pretty
biblondesubgal: if it doesnt go in his *** and even then sometimes he does
queenkendraxx: he is learning to take it
queenkendraxx: deep in his ***?
biblondesubgal: yes hes gotten 8 in in so far another half inch and we will be ready for thicker lol
queenkendraxx: hehe ever took pics of that and showed ur gfs?
queenkendraxx: lol good *****
biblondesubgal: no i havent thought to do that
queenkendraxx: hehe good idea?
biblondesubgal: i might do that next time lol
queenkendraxx: lol that way he will be your property for life
queenkendraxx: lol he tries to leave you -- you can send them to his friends haha
biblondesubgal: oh he is lol i have him in chastityafter our sessions he goes back in
queenkendraxx: hehe he in permanent chastity
queenkendraxx: lol there is a space in those to *** right?
biblondesubgal: pretty  much ill let him free when hes being fuked or *******
biblondesubgal: yes there is
queenkendraxx: nice, his *** must be gettting nice and loose
queenkendraxx: does he cry when he is being ******?
biblondesubgal: lol not as loose as maddies. he cries like a baby  because he doesnt get fuked easy
queenkendraxx: lol u know Maddie is such a bbc ****
queenkendraxx: you know all about my Maddie, huh?  hehe
biblondesubgal: lol with the *** you showed me she cant be tight lol
queenkendraxx: Do you tell your gfs all about Allyssa?
queenkendraxx: I stuff my ******* in Maddeline's mouth as he is being pounded in his ***** ***
biblondesubgal: no lol ive been thinking bout having a ******* party
queenkendraxx: taking pics
queenkendraxx: or a video of him
queenkendraxx: So you are toned and fit like me Kellie?
biblondesubgal: your tummy looks better but im not to far off
queenkendraxx: one of ur gf's ******* her mouth while the other has her ***
queenkendraxx: you have a great body too
queenkendraxx: how tall are you?
biblondesubgal: im 5'4 you?
queenkendraxx: guess from my pic
biblondesubgal: hard to tell without comparrison. 5'6?
queenkendraxx: ya
queenkendraxx: 5 '5 and a haf lol
biblondesubgal: i was close lol
queenkendraxx: Did you have your first bbc in college?
biblondesubgal: highschool
queenkendraxx: mmm yay me 2 I was 18
biblondesubgal: i was a cheerleader so i got and *** i wanted really lol
biblondesubgal: i was 16
queenkendraxx: hehe bad loved to see
queenkendraxx: how the black studs plowed over
queenkendraxx: the pathetic white guys?
biblondesubgal: what? sry that was confusing
queenkendraxx: well when I went to football games
queenkendraxx: I like to see how the black men tackled
queenkendraxx: the sorry white guys
biblondesubgal: lol i fuked a basketball player
queenkendraxx: lol one time Darius hit another white guy so hard he sent him to the hospital  
queenkendraxx: nice in college?
biblondesubgal: in highschool lol but he went to college on a scholarship
queenkendraxx: nice
queenkendraxx: you a freshman now?
queenkendraxx: or sophmore?
biblondesubgal: im a freshman
queenkendraxx: nice what you study
queenkendraxx: Does Allyssa do well and spoil you?
biblondesubgal: business i want to own my own store like vic secret
queenkendraxx: lol I make Maddeline shop there
biblondesubgal: she doesnt make a ton of money shes a secretary
queenkendraxx: lol a secretary for a woman?
biblondesubgal: yes lol
queenkendraxx: does she wear her ***** *******
queenkendraxx: to work?
biblondesubgal: and cute dresses heels hose wigs makeup
queenkendraxx: lol what?
biblondesubgal: and a chastity belt
queenkendraxx: they let her wear that?
queenkendraxx: not to work lol
biblondesubgal: yes lol its not like slutty but cute
queenkendraxx: do all the women laugh
queenkendraxx: tease her?
biblondesubgal: they think shes actually a girl
queenkendraxx: heheh yayy
queenkendraxx: Do you make her kiss Jayquan's ***?
queenkendraxx: Is she on estrogen?   Maybe you could research that
queenkendraxx: She will grow soft *******
biblondesubgal: daquan lol and yes. i started crushing up estrogen and making it in his food (i sent him out for a second)
queenkendraxx: My Maddeline has such useless little *****--- Does Allyssa have a little ***** sack too?
biblondesubgal: yes it sags and small *****
queenkendraxx: (hehe is she gone)
biblondesubgal: yes i dont want her to know im turning her into my real life barbie  doll
queenkendraxx: One day do you plan to have it removed and be there to watch Kellie?
biblondesubgal: idk lol ive thought anbout it im not sure i can do that to him though
queenkendraxx: lol so cruel
queenkendraxx: a simple snip hehe
biblondesubgal: simple that costs a lot of money lol
queenkendraxx: lol maybe down the road
queenkendraxx: lol I know its cruel but
queenkendraxx: their ***** sacks are so useless
biblondesubgal: hehe hes said how sensitive his ******* are
queenkendraxx: I hate how their ***** goo is so clear and watery
biblondesubgal: why you think i need a black man lol
queenkendraxx: lol u have one
queenkendraxx: lol like me
queenkendraxx: not like you ever have *** with him right?
biblondesubgal: any way you can resend that first pic? it came up blurry.
queenkendraxx: ya
biblondesubgal: lol very rarely
queenkendraxx: I just really wish I could see you Kellie
queenkendraxx: ?
biblondesubgal: idk still blurry
queenkendraxx: you can post it on pic paste if you wanted and choose to show it for just thirty mins
queenkendraxx: and it will be gone
queenkendraxx: Mmky I trust you to keep them private
biblondesubgal: i will miss
queenkendraxx: I don't usually send my pics to people
queenkendraxx: this is Kellie?
queenkendraxx: you can just call me Kendra Kellie
biblondesubgal: yes it is ok lol sry im kinda submissive too
queenkendraxx: hmm its ok
queenkendraxx: can you please put your pic
queenkendraxx: on picpaste?
queenkendraxx: You are submissive to women and bi?
biblondesubgal: ill put one on display is that ok?
biblondesubgal: yes
queenkendraxx: sure, lovely
queenkendraxx: cool I love women too
queenkendraxx: The first time Maddeline was ****** in his ***---I spread his cheeks open
queenkendraxx: It was so hot to see all 9 inches buried deep inside my ***** ****---- it got me so wet
biblondesubgal: mmm i love to watch it go in slowly until its burried
biblondesubgal: you see a pic?
queenkendraxx: My Maddeline is here with me on the bed
queenkendraxx: not yet?
queenkendraxx: try again
biblondesubgal: on display
queenkendraxx: we could be like sisters lol
biblondesubgal: lol yeah?
queenkendraxx: we look similar I think
queenkendraxx: you coud model if you wanted
queenkendraxx: My Maddeline is 5.5 too
queenkendraxx: lol ***** ****
biblondesubgal: hehe thank you i wish lol
queenkendraxx: have a pic of your alyssa?
biblondesubgal: sry i dont
queenkendraxx: its cool
queenkendraxx: wanna see maddeline on display?
biblondesubgal: hehe love to
queenkendraxx: what do you think?
biblondesubgal: i dont see
queenkendraxx: it is
queenkendraxx: on my avatar
queenkendraxx: on the convo window, see now?
biblondesubgal: no accept my friend request
queenkendraxx: ur on my buddy list already hmm
queenkendraxx: should I just put it on photo share?
queenkendraxx: DOn't save her pic ok?
biblondesubgal: i wont save it
queenkendraxx: She told me she is sensitive about people seeing her, I know you won't
queenkendraxx: she wants to know what words come to mind  when you see her face
queenkendraxx: if you think she looks femme
biblondesubgal: yes maam
queenkendraxx: ol Kellie
queenkendraxx: you can be a lil submissive
queenkendraxx: it is cute
biblondesubgal: im sorry lol kendra
queenkendraxx: you are impressed by my gorgeous body, huh?
biblondesubgal: i love it
queenkendraxx: I am Miss Perfect hehe
biblondesubgal: hehe well i cant argue that
queenkendraxx: what do you think of the midde one?
biblondesubgal: looks cute you dont have him in a wig nd makeup do you?
queenkendraxx: no he wears anties though
queenkendraxx: think he would look cute in a wig?
biblondesubgal: hehe you should fully dress hi
queenkendraxx: think he looks femme
queenkendraxx: and radiant?
biblondesubgal: i think with some make  up a wig hes be a very pretty girl
queenkendraxx: yes
queenkendraxx: think he has a femme smile?
biblondesubgal: yes maam
biblondesubgal: shyt kendra
queenkendraxx: lol I have a pic of his ***** **** too
biblondesubgal:
queenkendraxx: Do you have others lovers besidses Jayquan?
queenkendraxx: so you love to shop at victorias secret?
queenkendraxx: what do you usually get there?
biblondesubgal: its daquan lol
queenkendraxx: where did kellie go?
biblondesubgal: i dont shop there often to expensive lol
biblondesubgal: i am kellie lol the man is dauan not jayquan
queenkendraxx: ooh I see
queenkendraxx: lol my bad Dauan
queenkendraxx: lol my bad
queenkendraxx: lol u will laugh when you see Maddeline's ****
biblondesubgal: its ok your cute enough to kmake up for it
queenkendraxx: u2 love your smile
biblondesubgal: awe thank you
queenkendraxx: want to make him your cuck hubby one day?
biblondesubgal: i think hes basically there
queenkendraxx: lol nice
queenkendraxx: maddeline goes to a 35 yr old female therapist
queenkendraxx: and she tells her all about feeling inferior to alpha males
queenkendraxx: and wanting to be a woman, lol
biblondesubgal: hehe you did that to her huh
queenkendraxx: yes she cries
queenkendraxx: in front of the therapist
queenkendraxx: wonerful, huh?
biblondesubgal: you want to get her clittlky a real ******
queenkendraxx: hehe well
queenkendraxx: she has thought of having her ***** sack removed
queenkendraxx: she even told the therapist she said
biblondesubgal: hehe you ruined her that makes me wanna kiss you lol
queenkendraxx: heheh I totally own her
queenkendraxx: beautiful, huh?
biblondesubgal: it is so beautiful. allyssa wants to know if ill let her back
queenkendraxx: hmm maybe in a bit
queenkendraxx: wanna see Maddeline's ****?
biblondesubgal: please miss
queenkendraxx: lol 5.5
queenkendraxx: she said she took it with her ipad
biblondesubgal: its so cute
queenkendraxx: that is why there is a weird angle
queenkendraxx: so small, huh?
biblondesubgal: yes well my girls the same size i  think yours is thicker
queenkendraxx: isy bitsyteenie tiny
queenkendraxx: hehehe
biblondesubgal: hehe can i finger?
queenkendraxx: do you do that to her alot?
biblondesubgal: i dont have one yet i have one on order
queenkendraxx: hehe I do
queenkendraxx: a bbc *******?
biblondesubgal: its black like 10in pretty thick
queenkendraxx: I got her an 8 in brown one too that vibrates
queenkendraxx: mmm will **** her so deep
queenkendraxx: yuuummmmmm I have been with him!
biblondesubgal: vibrates? shoot use that on me
biblondesubgal: wow are you loose? lol
queenkendraxx: lol it was a whil ago but
queenkendraxx: mmm love him
queenkendraxx: ehe you look up to me
queenkendraxx: huh kellie?
biblondesubgal: i couldnt even get that in my mouth
queenkendraxx: how much can you *******?
biblondesubgal: 7.5 in
queenkendraxx: oh mi gosh
queenkendraxx: 7 4 me hehe
queenkendraxx: I sometimes make maddeline practice
queenkendraxx: on bananas
biblondesubgal: hehe that guy almost made me puke
queenkendraxx: when she is not practicing on BBC
queenkendraxx: cause Maddeline is so ugly?
biblondesubgal: i make alyssa practice on my ****** after i use them
biblondesubgal: no lol the guy i deepthroated
queenkendraxx: oh
queenkendraxx: hehe I know they *** soooo much
queenkendraxx: I love it soaking my face
queenkendraxx: yummmmm
queenkendraxx: lol I am making Maddeline practie
queenkendraxx: practice
on her banana now
biblondesubgal: hehe hot my ***** is peaking at me through the droor crack
queenkendraxx: lol *****
queenkendraxx: you two have your own place
queenkendraxx: are you at a college dorm
queenkendraxx: or apartment?
biblondesubgal: apartment
queenkendraxx: I should make Maddeline
queenkendraxx: ******* her banana
queenkendraxx: on cam for you, haha
biblondesubgal: oh my gosh id get so wet
queenkendraxx: let me get her, and you can speak to her for a few mins and she can put on a show
queenkendraxx: would you enjoy that Kellie?
biblondesubgal: i would love that miss kendra
queenkendraxx: I am so wet too
queenkendraxx: I have my little rabbit vibe
biblondesubgal: hehe im just using my fingers
queenkendraxx: she is getting the banana one sec she is coming
biblondesubgal: hehe she a good girl for you
queenkendraxx: Hi Miss Kellie
queenkendraxx: This is Maddeline
queenkendraxx: Should I keep writing in this pink?
biblondesubgal: hey girl you dont have to call me miss
biblondesubgal: yes its a good color for you
queenkendraxx: just Kellie or what?
queenkendraxx: I feel like I am being disrespecful
queenkendraxx: I saw your pic and you are so gorgeous
biblondesubgal: you can call me kellie its ok. thanks i wanna eat your girl out
queenkendraxx: yes my Mistress
queenkendraxx: you love BBC
queenkendraxx: like my mistress?
biblondesubgal: yes are yougoing to show me what youve been practicing with your bananna?
queenkendraxx: uhh yes
queenkendraxx: may I touch my ****
queenkendraxx: as I do it?
biblondesubgal: well ask your mistress
queenkendraxx: she said for this show you can decide for me
biblondesubgal: lets not do it right now
bi
Nov 2014 · 338
Alone Again
Matt Nov 2014
No money for dates
Don't know any women

Alone again
On a Friday night

Does my therapist
Give a **** about me?

I doubt it, haha

In this world
One must look after yourself

Cause it seems
Nobody really gives a f*

Where is my mistress?
Where is my loving mistress?
I hope to meet you one day
Nov 2014 · 2.2k
Panties Are Appropriate
Matt Nov 2014
Yes Maddeline
******* Are appropriate for you
Soft and silky
Comfy cozy
I feel so femme in them
I am so feminine in them

After all
There is not much there to support anyhow
One day
I am going to own tons of gorgeous lingerie
I feel content and so feminine
In my *******

It is my loving feminine spirit
That will shine through
Each day of my life
Matt Nov 2014
When you see me sitting in my tight kaki pants
With my adorable Christmas sweater
Yes, I am even wearing my *******
White ******* of course
Because I am pure
I am a ******
I am seriously considering
Remaining a ****** for life
It will be up to my mistress to decide
If I will ever get to have ******* with her

Do you see me developing
Do you see me grow?

I have opened myself completely for you
Through your loving care
I am learning to love my true self more and more

Thank you for commenting that I looked radiant
Do you see the sweet feminine smile on my face

Matt is not my name
That is a man's name
I am not a man, nor was I ever one

I'm a woman
I have the soul of a woman
You have helped replenish and restore me
Through our faith in Jesus

I'm so excited
As you continue to watch over me
Nothing is more fulfilling
Than making you proud of me

I just want to ask you
If you could please call me Maddeline
Thank you Liz
Matt Nov 2014
Male Chastity The Truth Behind The Belt
It is advertised that one of the best ways to control your man and his deviant ****** behavior is to place him in a chastity belt, but is that really the truth?

The idea of male chastity is mostly suggested by the man not the women.  The idea that a woman is going to put her man in chastity because he cheats on her is not the reality of the belt!  One has been lead to believe it is, but the truth is that the man wants to have his ***** locked in the tight device and be controlled by the woman.  In fact most men that go into chastity are looking at it from an ****** stand point rather than keeping him from cheating.  For a woman the enjoyment can come from the fact that yes, she is controlling his ****** to a certain extent, she has power over him, he is hers.....

Male chastity is one topic that is not often talked about or exposed.  The reason why is that there is such a psychological component to it that many people don't really understand.  Sexuality is not just a physical release or a simple role in the hay, to many people who like to have their minds stimulated along with their body they crave more advanced ****** play.


Placing a man in chastity can give the woman control over his ******, but not only that it can be a way for the man to use his denial of  touching himself to energize him  throughout the day.  He knows that he cannot touch himself even if he wants to, and now he is left with pure ****** energy that he has to channel into his work day.

Denial of ****** for a period of time is more psychological than physical.  Men have expressed this to me as a clinical sexologist.  The device locked around their ***** gives them the ability to concentrate better at work and become more successful at what they do.

Another fallacy is that a man is not having an ****** or can't have an ****** while in chastity.  The release can be mental stimulation as well as his ***** swelling in the device causing him to have a  slow drip ******, which for some men is more ****** than a full release.  (sorry men had to let that little secret out of the bag)

If you are a man that has experience with male chastity or wants to learn more please feel free to leave your comment.  For an appointment with Dawn got to The Happy Spouse!

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Nov 2014 · 3.3k
Women On The Rise
Matt Nov 2014
Women Rising: Five Predictions for Women in the 2012 Workplace

In Society 3.0, Dr. Wilen-Daugenti presents a compelling case for how women’s prospects in business are on the rise. Based on her research at Apollo Research Institute, she predicts that in 2012, women in the workplace will reach the following milestones:

1. More women will become leaders in the workplace.

In 2012, 18 women will be running Fortune 500 companies—the highest number yet. This confirms a rising trend of women’s corporate leadership. The U.S. Government Accountability Office reported that in 2009, 40% of managers in the workforce were women. In 2010, women held 15.7% of board seats at Fortune 500 companies.

2. Women-owned firms will drive job creation and employment.

Women business owners employ 35% more people than all the Fortune 500 companies combined. Women own 10.1 million U.S. firms, employing more than 13 million people and generating $1.9 trillion in sales as of 2008.

3. Women will obtain higher education in greater numbers.

Women now earn more degrees than men, with graduates from all ethnic, racial, and socioeconomic groups racing past men in rates of completing programs of study. Women aged 25 to 34 are more likely to have a college degree and are more likely than men to go to graduate school. By 2012, women are expected to earn 60% of bachelor’s degrees, 63% of master’s degrees, and 54% of doctoral and professional degrees.
http://elisesutton.homestead.com/Articles1.html
Nov 2014 · 565
Hike & Drive 11/11/2014
Matt Nov 2014
First I went on a hike in the canyon
I made sure that my stone message
Was still in tact

I saw a woman who I often see working out at my gym
A beautiful asian woman and her dog
I bet she would love my companionship
I would love to give her oral pleasure

I made sure that my stone message
Was still in tact
"There are four lights"
A testament to man's ability to reason
Captain Picard was tortured

He was promised a life of ease
And luxury
If he would change his answer
He would rather live as a slave
Then be a non rational being

There are four lights!
Picard, my hero

My stone inscription
Is a testament to your dedication to reason
Man's ability to reason comes from God, the source.

I emerged from the canyon
Walking with my hiking sticks
And went for a relaxing drive
As I am often prone to do

There is something sacred about the evening
I would say it is my favorite time of day
I wound my way up into upper Altadena

I saw a woman walking her dog
I made my way back down and reached Lake
Then headed west of Lake

I saw a woman pulling up to her residence
She emerged from her car
What a beautiful body she had
I hope I find a mistress like her one day

There is something sacred about the Tao
I like to observe
A man on his bike made his way past me
And followed my route back toward Pasadena

I ended up in Best Buy
Still enjoying my podcast
About British colonies during the American Revolution

It is fun to wander
No particular purpose
No rhyme or reason
Just to wander
And listen to my podcast

I very much enjoy the Tao
I enjoy observing everyday life

I got my hiking poles and made my way
Into the neighborhood
Parallel to the Best Buy parking lot

I saw a beautiful woman heading in to her house
As I walked by
And a few other men walking in the neighborhood

My how I love to go walking
Something ancient and beautiful about it
I think about the beauty of walking

Too many Americans waste time
Sitting in front of the television
They should tune in to reality
Tune in to mother earth
The Tao is wise mother

The Tao is just normal everyday consciousness
It is said that a man who understands the Tao
Can die content in the evening
Having observed the course of the day

One day I hope to go walking with a woman
A woman who cares for me
I am such a kind person

It would be a tragedy not to meet someone
Nov 2014 · 350
I Wish I had Female Friends
Matt Nov 2014
Yes I need lady friends
I need to talk about wanting to be a woman
About being in the wrong body

Do you think I'm feminine?
Do you think I'm beautiful?

Please tell me that you do
I workout to keep my bottom firm and toned

Please call me by my feminine name
Please call me Maddeline

I want women to read this poem
Life is hard for me
I spend this life in the wrong body

Please ladies
Reach out to me
I would like to speak with you
Tell me I'm a beautiful woman
Nov 2014 · 675
Seneca On Anger
Matt Nov 2014
Remain Composed
Do not become angry
In most all situations this is sound advice

For things are often not as bad as they seem
Just let the anger pass

Thank you Seneca
For your words of wisdom
Matt Nov 2014
Out of control growth of government and related debt spending

2. The explosion of global viral pandemics and superbugs

3. The collapse of abundant underground water aquifers

4. The collapse of a failed medic system that no one can afford

5. The chemical destruction of croplands and the coming food collapse
Oct 2014 · 244
Love
Matt Oct 2014
I am one who enjoys learning
I have studied many religions and philosophies

I know what it means to be a human being
There is a great struggle here

You must remember that you are great
That your life has a purpose
It is the love that knows no bounds

The love that we have for each other

It is in giving love that we receive fulfillment
Oct 2014 · 342
Royals Lose (Ugh)
Matt Oct 2014
Come on!

I wish they would have least been more patient
In the bottom of the ninth
Swinging at all those *****
Out of the zone

Well, they gave it their all
The Giants played great
Was fun to see such a competitive series
Oct 2014 · 202
Life Is Difficult Sometimes
Matt Oct 2014
I like the song
"Die Another Day"

The refrain goes
"We have to fight and crawl, to die another day"

This life is really something else
At least I have the consolation of philosophy

I feel like I do have free will to some extent
But most of it is predetermined
Like some kind of matrix program

Well
It's awfully hard being human
Just try my best to show love to others
Oct 2014 · 170
Love Is The Constant
Matt Oct 2014
Life is continual change
We spend a relatively short time here
But let's let the love we have for one another remain the same
Matt Oct 2014
What is this place anyway?
Some type of matrix program
The sun goes up
The sun goes down

On and on and on
Never really feeling fulflled
No answers only more questions

LOL @ man's existence
We are stuck here on an insignificant little rock ball
Orbiting around the sun

No end of beginnings or endings
Form is emptiness
Emptiness is form

Happiness or sadness
At some point feelings just blend into a big ball of blahhhh

And no
I don't care
Who won the game
I don't sit transfixed in front of the television

One should keep the mind free of concepts
No clinging
One time to next time

Just try to show love to other people
It's hard for some people to show love to others
I try to do it

I'm tired
You know, just tired
But it's not the kind of tired that gets better with sleep

Oh well
On and on I'll go
Welcome to earth
Oct 2014 · 363
Let Go
Matt Oct 2014
Nothing to cling to
Nothing to grasp

One time to next time
And this time to that time

Best to be like the stoics
Know thyself

Do not concern yourself with things beyond your control
Do your duty to society

Go to work
And have fun with leisure activities

What is all the fuss about with this anyway
Stop creating drama human beings

Sun goes up
Sun goes down

Go here go there
I like to eat lemon
And chicken wrap

I like to write poetry
Tao is wise mother
Oct 2014 · 870
Pocket Rocket
Matt Oct 2014
She has a pocket rocket
She keeps in her glove box

She drives commando
Red light stops are quite a thrill

She loves the idea of being caught
By someone in a truck
Looking down and seeing her pleasure herself

Naughty naughty fun
Oct 2014 · 977
Deanna Troi
Matt Oct 2014
How I long to confess
My most secret desires and fantasies
To you Deanna

You are the ship's counselor
And incredibly wise
Tonight it is your turn to relax

As I give you a sensual massage
Followed by hours of oral pleasure

Oh Deanna
You are the most beautiful woman
Of any galaxy

And I live to please you
Let's not mention this to your lover Worf

I would not want
To engage him
In hand to hand combat
With a Bat'leth

I am a man of peace
And it is my duty
To help you reach the heights of ****** ecstasy

Deanna
You truly are a multi-******* woman
Oct 2014 · 877
Eternally Tired
Matt Oct 2014
Have you ever been eternally tired?
Tired of the emptiness life brings?

Shove food in the body
Work, repeat
Blahhh

I'm a strong confident leader
I will succeed
Success is what matters!
Oct 2014 · 180
Life
Matt Oct 2014
Life is painful
Life is long
And terrible
When you are alone
Matt Sep 2014
I will not give up
I will not let fear control me
I have been repeatedly knocked down
And kicked in the stomach
Told I am not good enough

I've cried and cried
But I'm still here
One must try
Again and again and again
One must persevere

Some people are smarter
But I'm tough
I won't give up

So well
Tomorrow I have a chance again
I must believe in myself
I'm just a man
I must believe
I must believe

It's my life
I have to follow my dream
I have to
I will
I won't back down this time
I'm not backing down
I can do it
I will do it
I believe in myself

Remember that love conquers all
I have a great love for all people

I vow to help all sentient beings
Once I start
I will never stop

God is great
Sep 2014 · 1.6k
Ebola Enters U.S.A.
Matt Sep 2014
I hope Ebola does not spread
Thankfully I have a biological chemical and nuclear suit
To protect against airborne virus
I heard there is a possibility it could become airborne
Sep 2014 · 564
So Many Short Shorts
Matt Sep 2014
All the **** ladies here where short shorts
They do not talk to me
I am not good looking guy
Oh well
Who cares, right?
Nobody cares
Sep 2014 · 911
Futuro Hand Brace
Matt Sep 2014
I wear a hand brace on my right hand
Because I banged my hand into a camera case

It was not as hard as a wooden desk
But still a little hard
So my right hand got a little sore

Of course the argument was about money
Money that I never have

It doesn't matter
Our currency will be completely worthless in a year or two
A big financial collapse is on the horizon
Sep 2014 · 5.1k
I See A Sexy Goddess
Matt Sep 2014
That's why I came
Look at her!
A beautiful Latina goddess

Such full voluptuous *******
My goodness
Long black hair

She would not like me
I understand
I am not very manly

I am not good looking
I have an akward body

Better to be alone
To never be in love

She put her sweater on
Such a **** goddess she is
But I'll never talk to her
Or know her
Sep 2014 · 451
Beautiful Goddess
Matt Sep 2014
I saw a beautiful goddess
She was wearing short shorts

But she won't talk to me
Oh well
At least I have this documentary
On the Vietnam War to watch
Life is not so bad after all
Sep 2014 · 227
Hope To Meet Good Friends
Matt Sep 2014
I write about personal thoughts and feelings
I don't care if everyone sees

I came to the library
Hoping to meet some people

I don't know why
It's not like people want to talk
I won't meet anyone here

I'm tired
Tired of countless hours
Spent alone

Life is tiring
At least there is philosophy
Sep 2014 · 589
My Akward Body
Matt Sep 2014
My shoulders are not even
One is larger than the other
I hope this is not obvious

Why this male body?
Seems strange
I am prisoner in this body
Not much fun
At least it is functioning body

Oh well
I learned from the Stoics
I have learned not to let this life bother me

We are only here for a brief time
I just want to be good person
And enjoy my fruit smoothies
Sep 2014 · 527
Mt. Baldy Hike
Matt Sep 2014
I start at 6,000 feet
I'm glad I have gloves today
After three miles I stopped to eat
Orange, banana, and drink vitamin water

I move down a bit into the canyon
To wash my hands
The water is so clear and cold

As I got to the top of the ridge
A Korean couple makes their way down

He asks me what time?
I asked again what he said
He asked what time I started
I said about 1:15

He said with his accent, "You are very strong, very strong."
I said, "Oh no, you are very fit."

He asked how old he was
He and his wife were seventy-seven

I asked him if he had been to the summit many times
He said, "Yes, many times."

He was born in the year 1935
And still had the strength to reach 10,000 feet

I hiked for about another thirty minutes
And sat on a rock
I meditated on saw the mist come and leave

It floats through in front of the pine I am staring at

I kept the mind free of thoughts
Form is emptiness
Emptiness is form

Maybe I am strong like the Korean man said
After all
I feel like I live in the wrong body
I have an akward body
I am always alone and jobless

At least I have technology
I don't have many friends
And I'm losing at life

At least there is Mt. Baldy
I hope to spend more time there
Sep 2014 · 226
It's All A Big Game
Matt Sep 2014
Everyone is taking this life too seriously

It's all a big game

I'm falling behind in life

Oh well

I think I'll go eat lunch now
Sep 2014 · 206
The System Requires Work
Matt Sep 2014
The System requires work
One must be productive after all
They treat you like a machine

Food In, work out
Repeat

Do the minimum required
Sep 2014 · 1.5k
Chastity Pledge
Matt Sep 2014
In five months
I will be a 30 year old ******.

I have considered being a ****** for life
Maybe I should take a chastity pledge
Better to be alone
To rely on oneself

I doubt I'll have the time for a relationship anyhow
I'll be too busy working to survive
Sep 2014 · 1.4k
Shurangama Mantra
Matt Sep 2014
I went for a walk
At my old junior college
While the sun was setting

Outside
A corridor is formed
A building on the right
Classrooms on the left

The Sun shining down on the right half
Shade on the left side of the corridor

People walking to and fro
Going to class, Or going to their cars
I was just enjoying the sunset

A maintenance truck drives away in the distance
A guy with  Yankee hat walks by

As I walked back the other way
I saw the most gorgeous brunette
With a gorgeous body
I wished I could have hugged her

The bell tolls
The bright colors
Of the people's clothes

There are certain moments
And this was one
Where you know
You are seeing something truly rare

I took a mental photograph
Of that moment in time

The way this outdoor corridor
Was half light and dark
I walked where the setting sun was shining through

So mysterious this moment was
So rare
I almost cried

It's all I have
The times

I think I will go back there
To see the same time tomorrow

I love the Tao
The Tao is wise mother

It is good to see
To really look
So beautiful

It is so wonderful to watch people walk here and there

It is said a man who understands the Tao can die content in the evening

The shurangama mantra
Is a most holy mantra

The mantra was,
According to the opening chapter of the Shurangama Sutra, Historically transmitted by the Buddha Shakyamuni
To Manjushri Bodhisattva to protect Bhikshu Ananda
Before he had become an Arhat.

I included the link

I hope you enjoy Shurangama Mantra too
There is only the present
Truly live in the present
And you will find eternal bliss

The present is the only place you will ever be
https://archive.org/details/Shurangama_Mantra_000_Lines_001-9_Refuge_Buddhism
Matt Sep 2014
We're young and we're poor
We are 20 to 32
We can't find decent jobs

We're tired of living at home with our parents
We are angry!!!

We want our **** American dollars
We want enough to live in a small ****** apartment
And pay off out student loans!

I'm afraid we will not enjoy the same standard of living
As our parents

Our miserable government spends and spends
Until we are drowning in debt

And the Fed prints and prints
Worthless paper dollars!
Hyperinflation

I'm poor and angry
And I'm tired of living here
Sep 2014 · 479
Toshiba Netbook
Matt Sep 2014
This little Toshiba netbook
Is having some problems functioning

I always took good care of it
I think it's four years old by now

I thought I would be able to afford a regular computer by now
At least I had a few interviews

Still no luck
Oh well

If the powers that be
Won't hire me
Then ***** it

I have a B.A. Plus 16 months for the credential
I still live here at home

I will have lived here 17 years this upcoming October
Looks like it will be another year or so
Before I finally move out
I'm not really sure?

Geeze I'm a living saint for goodness sakes
A ****** and never been drunk too

I sit in my room watching history documentaries
And reading philosophy too

I don't expect to fall in love
I just want to make a small salary
Enough to have my own small apartment

I wish I had some more good friends
Hmm well I guess I'll go chip golf ***** now
And listen to the golden sayings of Epictetus

You have to love yourself
You have to believe in yourself
Because everything is so hard
Sep 2014 · 460
The Tao That can be Trodden
Matt Sep 2014
The Tao that can be trodden is not the enduring and unchanging Tao.
The name that can be named is not the enduring and unchanging name.
(Conceived of as) having no name,
It is the Originator of heaven and earth; (conceived of as) having a Name,
It is the Mother of all things.

Always without desire we must be found,
If its deep mystery we would sound;
But if desire always within us be,
Its outer fringe is all that we shall see.

Under these two aspects, it is really the same;
But as development takes place, it receives the different names.
Together we call them the Mystery.
Where the Mystery is the deepest is the gate of all that
Is subtle and wonderful.
By: Lao Tzu
J. Legge, Translator
From the Tao Te Ching
Sep 2014 · 422
Would You Please Hug Me?
Matt Sep 2014
It must be nice to be loved
Perhaps one day a woman will like me

I enjoy history, philosophy and poetry
I love hiking and golf

I am content

I hope to hug a beautiful woman
Maybe she will tell me she loves me

But love is so strong

It is best not to be in a state
Of trishna, or clinging
Sep 2014 · 655
Tao
Matt Sep 2014
Tao
Tao is like water
It sinks to the low place
Which all human beings abhor

It does not seek credit
Or praise
It is not proud or boastful

I must learn
Correct me
Maybe I have made a mistake
That is fine

I am humble
I will learn

Would you care for green tea?
Perhaps you would like to try Jian Bing? (Chinese Crepes)

Mmmm tea is so good
Nourishing
It cleanses the body
It restores me

The Tao
Also nourishes and restores

The Tao is wise mother

I am content
Lacking nothing
Sep 2014 · 4.9k
The Highest Excellence
Matt Sep 2014
The Highest Excellence
The highest excellence is like (that of) water.
The excellence of water appears in its benefiting all things,
And in its occupying,
Without striving (to the contrary),
The low place which all men dislike.
Hence (its way) is near to (that of) the Tao.

The excellence of a residence is in (the suitability of) the place;
That of the mind is in abysmal stillness;
that of associations is in
Their being with the virtuous;
That of government is in its securing
Good order;
That of (the conduct of) affairs is in its ability; and
That of (the initiation of) any movement is in its timeliness.

And when (one with the highest excellence) does not wrangle (about
His low position), no one finds fault with him.
By: Lao Tzu
Sep 2014 · 382
Lao Tzu Was Wise Teacher
Matt Sep 2014
"When you are content to be simply yourself
And don’t compare or compete,
Everyone will respect you.”
By: Lao Tzu
Sep 2014 · 298
The Death Of Lincoln
Matt Sep 2014
The Death Of Lincoln
OH, slow to smit and swift to spare,
Gentle and merciful and just!
Who, in the fear of God, didst bear
The sword of power, a nation’s trust!

In sorrow by thy bier we stand,
Amid the awe that hushes all,
And speak the anguish of a land
That shook with horror at thy fall.

Thy task is done; the bond of free;
We bear thee to an honored grave,
Whose proudest monument shall be
The broken fetters of the slave.

Pure was thy life; its bloddy close
Hath placed thee with the sons of light,
Among the noble host of those
Who perished in the cause of Right
By: William Cullen Bryant
Sep 2014 · 241
Kiss The Earth
Matt Sep 2014
Walk and touch peace every moment
Walk and touch happiness every moment
Each step brings a fresh breeze
Each step makes a flower bloom
Kiss the earth with your feet
Bring the earth your love and happiness
The Earth will be safe
When we feel safe in ourselves
By: Thich Nhat Hanh
Matt Sep 2014
There is a time in every man's education when he arrives at the conviction that envy is ignorance; that imitation is suicide; that he must take himself for better, for worse, as his portion; that though the wide universe is full of good, no kernel of nourishing corn can come to him but through his toil bestowed on that plot of ground which is given to him to till. The power which resides in him is new in nature, and none but he knows what that is which he can do, nor does he know until he has tried. Not for nothing one face, one character, one fact, makes much impression on him, and another none. This sculpture in the memory is not without preestablished harmony. The eye was placed where one ray should fall, that it might testify of that particular ray. We but half express ourselves, and are ashamed of that divine idea which each of us represents. It may be safely trusted as proportionate and of good issues, so it be faithfully imparted, but God will not have his work made manifest by cowards. A man is relieved and gay when he has put his heart into his work and done his best; but what he has said or done otherwise, shall give him no peace. It is a deliverance which does not deliver. In the attempt his genius deserts him; no muse befriends; no invention, no hope.

Trust thyself: every heart vibrates to that iron string. Accept the place the divine providence has found for you, the society of your contemporaries, the connection of events. Great men have always done so, and confided themselves childlike to the genius of their age, betraying their perception that the absolutely trustworthy was seated at their heart, working through their hands, predominating in all their being. And we are now men, and must accept in the highest mind the same transcendent destiny; and not minors and invalids in a protected corner, not cowards fleeing before a revolution, but guides, redeemers, and benefactors, obeying the Almighty effort, and advancing on Chaos and the Dark.
Sep 2014 · 2.9k
Time to Time
Matt Sep 2014
I find this life incredibly strange

Moving through time
From one time to next time

One choice to next choice

Best not to cling
Or attach oneself

Changes names and faces
Changing places

One time to next time

It's all in incredibly strange
So incredibly strange

I have seen the times

I've hugged the 96 year old man
And carried the two-year old

Best not to invest oneself
In this world

After all
It is all fleeting

Best not to have a partner
After all everyone you love
Will leave in the end

Perhaps I am afraid to love
Afraid to feel loved

I have spent much time alone

Know oneself
And love thyself
Believe in oneself

It scares me to love people
Love is so powerful
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