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Apr 2015 · 233
Some Thoughts
Matt Apr 2015
Just focus on the moment
Be in the moment

No past or future
No story

So simple
Yet beautiful

I was hitting 3/4 wedges on the range
Following through to the target
A man was observing me

Now I'm writing this poem
I think it's too late to listen to
A lecture on the Glorious Revolution

This life is strange
Strange and beautiful

Mmkay now I will play Ipad game again

Hmm I take that back
I will continue listening to the discussion
On the Glorious revolution

Now let me go see what is for dinner
I think it is pizza again, lol
But only one slice if it is
Apr 2015 · 827
Angry Mother Earth
Matt Apr 2015
It's Earth Day
And I think the earth is angry

Too many people on this planet
Wasting resources

I think one day earth will rebel
Tsunamis, earthquakes, and rising oceans

Angry mother
Destroys man
Who does not have enough respect for her
Apr 2015 · 378
Tao
Matt Apr 2015
Tao
The woman across the street sits in her living room
Watching the television

A man walks down the street
Doing bicep curls as he walks
I put my clubs back into my bag

This is the Tao
Apr 2015 · 397
Today
Matt Apr 2015
Went to the dentist today
She forgot to polish my upper teeth (oh well)
Everything looked good though

Except she kind of annoyed me
When she pointed out two trouble spots
Explaining how to floss
Like she does every single time
She's **** though

I just say yes
I want to make her proud
She is my dental mistress
Lol

Playing some WWII game on my Ipad
Eating corn on the cob on the sideyard
A few minutes earlier

The kitchen looks great after being re-painted
Nice to have everything back in it's place

Why should I work?
The government isn't financially responsible
It throws our future away

So, I will retire at 30
Hooray!

I sit on my yoga mat
Above the mountain trail

Forever observing
Forever the watchman
Forever without a companion

America will be a different place
I think fairly soon
Apr 2015 · 246
No Future For America
Matt Apr 2015
No jobs
No future
Just a collapsed economy
And martial law

Maybe food shortages and starvation
Hold on to your hats!
Apr 2015 · 374
Expect No Change
Matt Apr 2015
Expect no job
No girlfriend
No money

Expect a lifetime alone

A friend I cared about
She left me

Expect people to lie
And not to care

Expect no change :(
Apr 2015 · 613
Fortune Cookie
Matt Apr 2015
My Fortune Cookie Said
I will travel to many exotic places

Haha
I sure did today

I was on the trail near the golf course
Looking for golf *****

I climbed up above the trail
And sat on a tree

I was at the gym too

That is an exotic place
Where I see many exotic women
Of different ethnicities

I don't need to travel
To see exotic places
Apr 2015 · 4.0k
Panda Express
Matt Apr 2015
Panda Express
Good going down

Hmm
Too filling now it seems

I feel the need to go jog it off
And eat some fruit
Apr 2015 · 243
I Hate It Here
Matt Apr 2015
I hate it here
I am tired of these people
When I leave

I do not ever want to see
Or talk to these people again
I don't think I will even bother
Going to their funerals

These people are obnoxious
These people are repetitive
I don't ever want to see them again
Apr 2015 · 103
Maybe I Might See Someone
Apr 2015 · 1.2k
Dogs Are Annoying
Matt Apr 2015
Dogs are annoying
These dachsunds bark too much

They are sometimes fun
But mostly annoying
Matt Apr 2015
Just Some Guy
All alone
I ate too much peanut butter

I work out
I'm not that strong
Not that fast

I do not rely on the strength of my own flesh

I'm tired
I never really feel that well

I don't have a job

Our country is dying
Slowly dying

My ancestors
One served in a Delaware unit
During our war for Independence
Another fought for the Union

One grandfather was a submariner
Another a soldier
Great uncle was a paratrooper

I'm not going to the FEMA camp
I'l fight, fight, fight
To the bitter end

Give me liberty
Or give me death!
Apr 2015 · 589
My Akward Shoulder (Again)
Matt Apr 2015
I just want normal shoulders
For this I do pray

I don't like having an akward shoulder
Something I have to live with every day

I tried to fix it with physical therapy
At least they are even
But the left is bigger than the right

(Sighs)

Akward shoulder for another day

But I shouldn't complain
As its just a small thing anyway
Apr 2015 · 298
Friday Night
Matt Apr 2015
No money
No job
At home

On my ******* computer
Talking to people online
No money
To go out to meet people

Isolated
Everyone is isolated

Bank account reads -50
Tired of this ******* home

Martial Law
On the way

Economic Collapse On The Way
America is doomed
And done for
Matt Apr 2015
Oblivious Young Americans
Are not interested in reality

Our military prepares  for Martial Law

My sister ignores my warnings
She is oblivious

Tons of military vehicles
Being brought into our country

Young people like her
Are woefully unprepared

Terrible Times are coming
Martial Law is coming
A government shutdown is coming

My sister is oblivious...
Apr 2015 · 506
Chaturbate
Matt Apr 2015
Chaturbate is lots of fun

You can have a relaxing chat there

And watch people ***
Apr 2015 · 277
Alone Alone Alone
Matt Apr 2015
Alone Alone Alone
Alone Now

I don't want to work
My therapist left me
I guess she is just a liar
Who doesn't care
Apr 2015 · 567
Can't Afford To E-File
Matt Apr 2015
So I was going to file my taxes online
But they make you pay to e-file
So **** it

I can't afford to e-file
I would have liked to

I entered the amount of accrued interest
On my 1098e student loan form

Lol thought I would get some money back
But so poor
Can't even afford to e-file
Apr 2015 · 404
Troubling Times For America
Matt Apr 2015
The New York Federal Reserve is moving
A lot of its operations to Chicago

The federal government is buying 62 million rounds of ammo
Commonly used in AR-15 semi-automatic rifles for training purposes

NORAD is moving back into Cheyenne Mountain
Because it is hardened against an EMP attack

Jade Helm training exercises

America is doomed
America will burn
Burn Burn Burn
When the atomic bombs are dropped
Matt Apr 2015
There Are No Jobs
No future for America

Economic collapse
Marshall Law is soon to come
Have food and water stored

Terrible times are coming
Terrible times are coming

No future
No future
America has been ruined
Our economy ruined
Our future ruined

Ruined, ruined, ruined
And with all my education
I have -$19 dollars in my bank account

I do not ******* care
At all
I am going to go for a walk
A walk in the mountains

I sent her the email
Asked her to transfer the money
The money, the money,
The worthless ******* dollars
Devalued dollars

That I never have
I do not care
I do not care

My therapist is leaving
Leaving me
Apr 2015 · 6.3k
The Gym Guy
Matt Apr 2015
I'm the gym guy
I have no job
So I just spend all day
Working out at the gym

It's fun
Really fun
Lol

Love the gym
And the machines there

Love the gym
My home away from home
Apr 2015 · 955
Alone In The Mountains
Matt Apr 2015
I'm not going to work
And I'm not paying bills
And I don't give a ****
And I don't want a gf
And I don't want a hug

And I want to be alone
Completely alone
And I don't need a friend

So I'm going to the gym
Then I'm going to the mountains
Apr 2015 · 823
30 And No Career
Matt Apr 2015
Young Americans
Student loan debt
No jobs
No opportunities
Living with their parents

We are angry
America has been ruined
Apr 2015 · 471
A Return To The Mountain
Matt Apr 2015
I can't find a good job
And I have no money
And at this point

I don't give a ****
I most likely won't find a good female friend

I'll return to the mountain
Sit on the rock

Sit here all day
Like a monk

Gone Gone, far away
From the concerns of the world

Gone, Gone,
No pain or fear

It would have been fun to be a teacher
But I decided just to forget about it

I am a smart man
But in our economy
It doesn't matter

And so I don't really care anymore
I'll study my history and philosophy

And It would have been fun I guess to meet a woman
A woman that cares

But beauty always leaves my life

Amy she is a sweet woman
A teacher and about my age
We share many of the same interests
She even enjoys watching golf

She enjoys Antique road show, and British comedies
She loves hiking and fitness
She has done alot of travelling

I would have enjoyed it
If she lived nearby
I would like to be friends with her
Good friends who share life and share hugs
I dreamed of meeting a woman like her
To have as a close friend

But only a glimpse is given
Only two days are given to me
A glimpse of someone kind
Of someone loving

She hugged me and said goodbye
When I left
That was kind of her

I always wanted to have a friend like her

But better not to hope
Better not to hope at all
That I can have a friend like her

And so I return to the mountain
Gone, gone, gone
Away, Away, Away

Alone Alone Alone
Like always

It would be nice
To have a friend like you Liz
Someone so kind and caring

Amy is like you in that way

I won't be meeting any women like Amy
Anytime soon

And so I return to the mountain
My home
I dwell in this mountain
I dwell in the high places

I walk the mountains

And when I hiked up telescope peak
With my hiking poles
I strode up the mountain

At 10,000 feet
I reached out my hand
To touch the sky

God is great
I said to myself
God is great

Hiking is beautiful
And I can enjoy it

Jesus is my friend
When I barely have any friends

And the world rejects me
And I do not care anymore

And my loving female friend
She is not coming, she is not coming

The hugs are not coming
The love is not coming
Not coming

I only have some small hope left
Why haven't I learned yet?
Why should I hope at all

About finding my female friend

I would like her to be like Amy
Loving and kind
Spiritual
Amy is that way

May Jesus watch over you Amy
You are an amazing person
A ten year teacher
You are a strong woman like your mother
A lifelong teacher
Whom you said is retiring soon

I wish I lived near you Amy
We could be such good friends
And I know you saw what a loving
And caring man I am
And we discussed our intellectual interests
And it was very enjoyable

And I probably won't ever see you much
Beautiful people they never stay
They never stay
Apr 2015 · 263
Thank You
Matt Apr 2015
Thank you my friend
You are doing such a good job
Painting our house

And I love the front gate
The metallic grey looks great
And the back gate is shiny black
It is handsome and that's a fact

We shared a short conversation or too
May God bless you
Apr 2015 · 160
Show Love
Matt Apr 2015
I have seen those
Who are loving
Those human beings
Who are loving throughout their lives
Whose hearts are filled with love
Bless them

It is in giving that you will receive
Apr 2015 · 436
Taoism/Christianity
Matt Apr 2015
Each moment a memory
Day by day
This life it goes by so fast

The Tao is like water
It nourishes all things

Jesus is like water
His love nourishes all

His love is like water
It shapes and breaks the stone

Be like water
Not proud or boasting
Non-striving
Flowing down hill
Water nourishes all things

Love nourishes all
And human beings need love
Jesus showed the greatest love

I try to be a good guy
Consider others before yourself
Show people love
That is what makes people feel good

Genuine warmth
Kind-heartedness
Be this way
Throughout your life

On this rock I stand
All other ground is sinking sand

Eternal love
The love that Jesus shows is eternal
Believe in your heart
In a love that endures forever
Matt Apr 2015
****** pleasures always fade

Some movie on the screen
I saw a man thrusting into a woman
Doing her against the wall

And once they are satisfied
They will crave it again

I remain a ******
Let them have their ***

I love the life of the mind
*** only tires and ages the body
Apr 2015 · 934
New Books Network Rocks
Matt Apr 2015
Check out NBN

Check out their podcasts
History or world affairs perhaps

I just started one on Secularism and Religion
In 19th century Germany

You will learn so much!
Whatever you do
Try to learn more

The life of the mind is beautiful
Apr 2015 · 248
I Hope To Meet A Woman
Matt Apr 2015
I hope to meet a pretty woman
I hope she likes me too
After all, I am a loving person

We could talk about history and philosophy
And after we got to know each other more
We could become intimate
Maybe I could give her oral pleasure
Apr 2015 · 417
A Dedication Poem
Matt Apr 2015
You are one of the most loving people
I have ever met

Maybe closer to an angel than a human being
Thank you for listening to me
With such understanding

A vocalist, musician, therapist, professor
And soon to be mom too
Is there anything you can't do?

Well,
It is a great joy to spend time with you
Matt Apr 2015
UN vehicles within our country

Dissident extraction drills

Gun confiscation

The collapse of the banking system

Oh, just turn on the **** tube.  
Things will just keep on keeping on
As they always do, right?  
Nothing to see here.
Wake up!  
A few years at most before a total collapse
Apr 2015 · 575
Mary Wollstonecracft
Matt Apr 2015
So unconventional you were Mrs. Wollstonecraft
Witty and courageous too
It took great daring to criticize Rousseau

I think I love you
Apr 2015 · 362
Welcome To My Morning
Matt Apr 2015
Welcome to my morning

I'm masturbatin'
To women on Instagram
They're so out of my league

Yea I'm poor
So what, lol

I'm eatin' cereal
Pears, oranges, yogurt
And toast too

I'm doin' laundry
What's it to you?
Apr 2015 · 272
No Future For America
Matt Apr 2015
No jobs
No future

No future
For Americans

Poverty,poverty, poverty
Martial Law
Apr 2015 · 291
Sorry Jesus
Matt Apr 2015
I took the Lord's name in vain
And I am sorry
Ugh

I got a parking ticket
And I thought I didn't need a pass
For that lot

And I should have made sure
And it's another expense I can't afford

And I may not have a job
Or be rich or famous
But I show love to others
I try I do
Apr 2015 · 270
Green Shirt Guy
Matt Apr 2015
Hey hey
Look at me
Green shirt and glasses
So ****

Lol
Well I think so anyhow
Apr 2015 · 410
I'm So Poor
Matt Apr 2015
Some people just never have money
And I think I am one of those

****!

Oh well, Jesus was poor right?  
Lol, I'm f* poor
And not really caring anymore

I try to show love to others
Like Jesus told me to
And I am doing so much better
At not having hate in my heart
And when I do, I ask for forgiveness
So it's cool

Just a plain old earth body
Unattractive and not hugged by anyone

The life of the mind is pure bliss!
Hehe I love my podcasts and Avocados
I might as well enjoy them
While California still has any water to grow them
Apr 2015 · 421
At The Library
Matt Apr 2015
At the library I sit
Listening to a podcast
About the Byzantine Emperor Justinian

I think in a bit I will take notes
On a couple of articles
In the Journal of philosophical research

In the first article the author argues
That the existence of evil
Experienced through both human suffering
And human moral struggle

Ultimately benefits each person
By enabling human character to develop into
The likeness of God

The second article
Discusses the problem of weakness of will
In Augustine's struggle for moral growth

It is almost seven years now
Since I received my B.A.
Still at home
Still no career......
I'm 30 now

I suppose America is pretty much done for
Financially ruined

I enjoyed the samples at Costco today
Laughed to myself
As I saw the divine in others

And it is a shame
That I don't have that loving female friend
That I had hoped to meet
It is a shame

I am alone again
I think I will read these articles aloud
And record them on my iphone

4/6/2015
What a thing this life is
Maybe I'll never find a job?
But that's okay
At least I tried
Matt Apr 2015
I am a physician.Last fall, I had a very interesting
conversation with a patient who is a trucker. I asked her if she knew
anything about deep underground military bases, and then I played ignorant
to see what she would say.

Without further prompting, she informed me she is an independent contractor
trucker, driving 18-wheeler rigs cross-country. She said the bases are real
and are located all over the country, "especially under the mountains out
West". She said one of her main contracts over the last few years has been
with DHS.

She said there are underground roads running all over the United States,
connecting the underground facilities.

She said she has personally delivered many truckloads of supplies to the
underground facilities. For each DHS shipment/delivery, there was a stack
of non-disclosure forms about (by her description) six inches thick she had
to sign.

DHS would attach a tracking device to her truck for each of these shipments
and monitor her truck's every move. She would be told where to go to accept
delivery for each shipment. In each case, she would be escorted by guards
"with machine guns" away from her truck, so she could not see what was
being loaded into her rig. The truck would then be locked by a large lock
with a ring 'as big around as your finger", which had to be torch-cut off
at the time of delivery.

When she would make deliveries, often within underground facilities, she
would again be escorted away from the truck by armed guards, the lock would
be cut off, and the goods would be unloaded.

She said the only shipped goods she ever saw in these DHS shipments were
stackable black plastic things that looked like coffins.

She told be the gov't is getting ready for a collapse, which she told be
she expected might happen as early as late 2014.

She also told me she thinks the gov't has just about everything is needs
stored underground, because the number of DHS shipments has been
declining.

I asked her if she would be willing to have lunch with me and tell me more.
She replied, "yes", but afterwards when I contacted her, she had changed
her mind and would not talk further about it with me.

Another pt of mine, whom I saw within about a week of this lady, is a local
trucker, but he told me that he has lots of friends who are truckers, and
through them, he said he had learned that there are "thousands of miles of
underground roads" running across the country, connecting underground gov't
facilities.

He had just recently, in fact, heard among his trucker friends of a
shipment of frozen meat being shipped to one such underground facility,
totaling four million pounds of meat.
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Apr 2015 · 294
Trying Times
Matt Apr 2015
Prepare your heart
Prepare your mind

It's a beautiful Easter Sunday
Do you understand
Can you comprehend?

The love of Jesus endures forever
Show your fellow human love
Forgive and do not keep hatred in your heart

Hard Times
They are coming
They are coming
For this country

I can see
I can feel
Trying times are coming

You are always capable of more
Than you think you are

The Holy Spirit will be poured out onto believers
The angels will watch over us
I will go to the high place
I will not fear
Apr 2015 · 333
Happy Easter
Matt Apr 2015
He showed humanity the way
It's the same
Any time
Any place

It's so easy
Don't you see?

Just show love to others
Even to those who hate you

But the world doesn't understand love
And man crucified our Savior

It's all so simple

There is great power in love

Just love others
Forgive others

It feels great
It is a simple message to understand

Blessed are those who have not yet seen
But still believe
For theirs is the kingdom of heaven

Life is just a test
Can you learn to live with love in your heart?
Apr 2015 · 285
Angry Young Americans
Matt Apr 2015
Angry Young Americans
Ages 24-30
College graduates

Stuck in our parents' homes
Unable to find good jobs
Or get out

We are tired
Tired of being so poor
Apr 2015 · 255
Nothing Is Changing
Matt Apr 2015
2013-- No job
2014-- No job
2015-- No job

hahahah America
What a f** joke
And with all my education
I'll never get to leave this **** home
Apr 2015 · 368
Alone Again
Matt Apr 2015
Society it isolates me
I still can't find a job

I sit alone
Listening to podcasts

History, philosophy, or foreign affairs
Our country is *******
And California too

Governor Brown announcing
That water consumption
Has to be decreased by 25%

I'm not going to the FEMA camp

Americans are angry
Our future ruined

Seems like nothing ever changes
In my life

I went on a beautiful hike today
And will be going on a hike with my good friend
In a week and a half

Maybe one day I'll meet a woman who enjoys
Hiking as much as me
Matt Apr 2015
We don't have partners
We love ourselves
And pleasure ourselves

We are alone
And used to it

We make ourselves ***
And isn't it fun

Good Morning
My fellow masturbators
Apr 2015 · 877
Just Leave Me Alone
Matt Apr 2015
I don't have a job
Just leave me alone

I don't care to work
Just leave me alone

It doesn't matter
You can't get ahead in America anymore

The dollar is worthless
Just leave me alone

I go to the mountains
I go to the golf course

Just leave me alone, alone
Alone Alone Alone

Tagatha is alone
Plain earth body
Not attractive
Breathe Deep

Expansive cosmic consciousness
Openness

I say a friendly hello to my fellow hikers
Mar 2015 · 667
March To Martial Law?
Matt Mar 2015
Operation Jade Helm
Listing Texas and Utah
As hostile territory

They prepare for Martial Law

American Dreamers
The dream is over

I think within the next two years
There may well be an economic collapse

This nation is weak
No good jobs
No future
For young Americans like me

The dollar has as much value as toilet paper

Ah well you know life is some type of tragedy
Can't get a good job
I'll be living in this home until America collapses

Let it come
Our leaders ruined our nation

In this world I am alone
Hiking and wandering
Hoping to meet a friend
I never meet anyone

Still I go on
The absurdity
Emptiness

At least I have my podcasts
They keep me company

Terrible times
They are coming
Terrible, terrible

I hope you're ready
Matt Mar 2015
I heard some scientific materialist
Talk about the future of robots in our society in a podcast

He said human beings are just machines
He laughed at the idea of consciousness

I'm not a machine
A man is not a machine

A man has hopes and dreams
People show empathy and love
People create and inspire
And overcome cancer

Any fool can see
We are not machines

Regardless if you are atheist, agnostic
I don't care
I have respect for you even though I disagree

Don't call me a machine
I am man
Mar 2015 · 299
No Job, No Money
Matt Mar 2015
The money
The money

I need the money again
And there are no jobs

Oh well
The American dollar is worthless

Anyway
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