A man wastes too much of his life
In front of the television
Probably about 20 hrs a week
This person I know

Nothing educational or interesting
Just movies, lol

Clippers win
I said with a grin

Fun to watch the game with others
At the gym

What a great series
The Spurs are a great team
That game could have gone either way

If I ever get to leave
This American home

In my new residence
There will be no television

No need for it anymore
Check the news online

Just want to make a small salary
Would like to pay my bills

Enough to share an apartment
Maybe have my own apartment one day

Don't want to be rich or famous
Hope to make some more friends

Oh yes
I'm being isolated again
Yep

It's happening again
Another Friday night alone, lol

I went on a hike with someone this week

Eating this apple
Somebody tell me
Why did we get these barky dachsunds?
They just bark and bark
No quiet in my home
Geeze

Lol laughing at life
They are still barking

I walk to the gym
Because I don't have enough money
To drive there

Walkin' to the gym
Exercising before I get there
The walk is the warm up

I may stop and sit on the grass median
Underneath a tree to meditate on the way back

Worked out
Came home to eat

Should I walk back down
Back down to the gym?

My home away from home?

I'm tired of exercising
It gets boring at times
Although I do enjoy it

Not like there is any work
To be found

So the gym is my life
It is where I pass the days I guess

Alone and no friends
21st century is well
Lonely I guess at times
But I'm used to it I suppose

Walkin' back down to the gym
He is watching the baseball game
Same thing over and over
Never changes

Getting tired of this house

Well you see 5 million years ago the galactic economy collapsed
Seeing that custom built planets
Were something of a luxury commodity...

Doing the coastlines was always my favorite
lol

Found someone to hike with
Hiking is enjoyable
When you have someone
To have a conversation with

I can't find work
There are no jobs
Day after day
After month, after month

I'm tired of this
This state
Where you go to college
Then you get a credential

And I still can't earn a dime
Oh well
There are always the mountain trails I suppose

When People Get A Little Money
And they Think they are somebody
They'll think they are better than you

I can see right through
Your fake smile and smirk
You love money most of all
But your precious money
Won't mean anything soon enough

Your dollars lose value with each year
And they won't save you

When America collapses
Your dollars won't save you

Went to college
Got one of these fancy smancy credentials
Took me 16 months to get

Still can't get me a job
Got student loans to pay
Stuck in my room
Been Livin' here since '97

Studied a lot of history
And philosophy
All types of courses

Still can't get my piece of the pie

Insert Times In Front Of Mind


Stand at gym
And walk on trail
Eat my food
And go to sleep

Repeat repeat
I hope I am able to start my career soon

If you are tired
Tired and lonely
And you feel like nothing changes

If you feel like people are lousy
And disrespectful

Just remember if you show love to others
Beautiful things will happen

I'm not good looking
And I'm poor
I live my life alone

I look for work for months
Months turn into years

Sometimes I have just had enough

I just want to sit on the trail
Away away from here

Tomorrow I will meet a new friend I made
And go on a hike
I look forward to that

Should I forgive one more time?
For disrespectful words

I think I have had enough
After 17 years here-- at age 30

Should I forgive as Jesus does?
I think I will

I will not keep hatred in my heart

Even though this guy is disrespectful
The money, the money
You learn from Americans
That money means so very very much
Well your money has no value anymore......

I told him we are a few years away or less
From a total collapse

He didn't say anything

These American banks are too big to fail!
His money is secure he thinks
His way of life is secure

Our America is doomed
Doomed and done for
A house of cards
The right event
Will bring it crashing down

Why are Americans so oblivious?
Why do they think it will just be the same as always?

This economy will crash
Mark my words!

“It is essential in order to protect societyfrom the ambition, greed, and malpractice or caprice of rulers to ensure the inviolatibility of even the humblest home.  The right and power of the private citizen to appear to impartial courts against rulings of the state and against ministerial decrees of the day.  Freedom of speech in writing, freedom of the press, freedom of combination and agitation within the limits of long established laws.  The right of regular opposition to government.  The power to turn out a government and put another set of men in its place by lawful and constitutional means, and finally the sense of every individual’s association with the state and of some responsibility with the actions and conduct of the state.”

Isaiah Berlin points out that liberalism and democracy
Are the hardest of all human aspirations
To codify, quantify, and assert
Because the moment you start doing so
You are in danger of creating a structure
That is anti-liberal and anti-democratic.

FROM BIG FIVE BANK INSIDER-THIS INFORMATION WAS

DELIVERED ,THAT I WAS INFORMED ABOUT YESTERDAY.A

PENDING SYSTEMATIC CYBER /HACK ATTACK IS SCHEDULED

TO TAKE PLACE WHEN "THE GO' ORDER IS GIVEN:CYBER

ASSASSINS WHO HAVE INFILTRATED BOTH TIER 1 AND TIER 2,

BANKS IN AMERICA, AMERICAS LARGEST BANKS, ,ARE

WORKING FEVERISHLY TO INITIATE THIS ATTACK WHEN THE

'ORDER IS GIVEN’.AS THIS ATTACK WHEN IMPLEMENTED WILL

CAUSE THE WORLD'S FINANCIAL SITUATION TO BECOME DIRE

AND A 'FINANCIAL DOMINO LIKE' MELTDOWN WILL TAKE

PLACE,ONLY THOSE COUNTRIES PRIMARILY RUSSIA AND

CHINA 'WHO HAVE AMASSED GREAT STOCKPILES OF GOLD

WILL SURVIVE AND COME FORTH WITH A NEW CURRENCY

WHICH WILL BE BACKED BACKED BY GOLD! THE WEST WILL

CEASE TO BE THE FINANCIAL DRIVER OF THE WORLD'S

ECONOMY AND RIOTS WORLD WIDE WILL EXPLODE-I WOULD

STRONGLY SUGGEST THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE CONTACTED

ROSS POWELL AT (SURVIVAL401K.COM) PROCEED

IMMEDIATELY IN YOUR ACQUISITION PURCHASES, THROUGH

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YOU, TO TAKE POSSESSION, OF YOUR PRECIOUS METALS POST

HASTE- THE COUNTDOWN CLOCK IS FULLY UNDERWAY,AS THE

MIDNIGHT OIL BURNS HOTTER THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE, TO

TRY AND MITIGATE THIS CYBER HACK/ATTACK THAT IS

WAITING FOR THE GO SIGNAL! THIS WOULD ALSO BE PART OF

THE REASON FOR JADE HELM 15 WHICH IS SUPPOSEDLY

STARTING IN JULY ,BUT SEEMS TO BE UNDERWAY ALREADY ,IN

SOME STATES-"81 DAYS TOO EARLY" IS BETTER THAN ONE

SECOND TOO LATE!


Apr 28, 2015

Many people don't seem to care
What is happening to our country

It's like we are on a ship
And there is a small hole

People ignore it
Oh that's just a small hole
They say

Soon there is another
More water coming in

The people would rather play cards and relax
I tell them
This is our ship
We don't get another

This is our nation
Yet people are oblivious
Oblivious to the water coming in

Well this ship just isn't seaworthy anymore
I won't abandon ship
I won't abandon
The values the founding fathers believe in
Come what may..

On October 17, 2006, President Bush signed into law, the John Warner Defense Authorization Act. The law allows the President to declare a “public emergency” at his own discretion, and place federal troops anywhere throughout the United States. Under this law, the President also now has the authority to federalize National Guard troops without the consent of Governors, in order to restore “public order.” The President can now deploy federal troops to U.S. cities, at will, which eliminates the 1878 Posse Comitatus Act.

This means the president holding office will control everything, including the arrest of whomever he deems threatening. All communications are controlled, all media is controlled and now the president controls DHS, the military and police.

All the joint training we are seeing between the military and police leading up to Jade Helm, it's a qualification, the police and sheriff departments are being qualified for federalization. Personnel have to be qualified first, before they can participate in joint operations (signed off). This is how the system works.

Also, the other reason for this is for tracking and supply. The government uses specific forms that are entered into the logistics and supply system. If everyone is federalized, the system runs smoothly, because everyone is government document/program number approved and recognized by the same system, not an off shoot agency that require more work to track and less benefits when supplying personnel and units.

Thinking she might say the L word
Not wanting to say it myself

Thinking there was a small chance that she might say
That she loved me as a friend

It didn't happen
I'm not surprised

I'm thankful
And content with how she shared
How she thanked me for being honest

But I've learned its not good
To grow too attached to people
Just love Jesus
He is consistent

And His love is the greatest of all

At least I have my podcasts
People will dissapoint
Podcasts don't

Neither does earth mother

Hello Steve,

In 2006 I was part of a team that worked under the Joint Chiefs of Staff. I was an analyst, my job was to look at CBNER equipment and report on compliance at military installations and hospitals, as well as give my opinion on what possibilities terrorist would pursue.

During one of my visits, I had completed my assessment, the officers that read my findings were very impressed and wanted to speak with me. During my questioning I was asked “what do you think would be the most likely scenario for the U.S. coming under attack? This was my answer:

“Looking at all the possibilities, current strength of the U.S. and the amount of firearms and patriots in the U.S, the only way an invasion would be possible would be if a devastating event fell upon the country. The event would have to weaken the current infrastructure to the point where all emergency response elements would be exhausted. Fire and rescue, police, National Guard and reserve military units would be overwhelmed, and the rest of the military would be overseas unable to respond in a timely manner. When this occurs, that is when foreign entities will invade the U.S, when it is weak and overwhelmed”.

Steve, the massive military movement and placement that is hurriedly going on right now is for a reason, they are preparing for something big, within the natural disaster category to occur, and it is very obvious. The powers at be know an event is inevitable, that is why food, water ammo and communications are being quickly placed underground, they know how devastating the event will be, and they know the U.S. will be over run and they are going to hide during all the chaos.

When this occurs, people are going to be taken totally off guard, because they are not telling the public what is about to occur openly. Through movies, music videos and in a massive way video games, the public is being covertly warned about what is coming, and the public is not paying attention.

Even though the word of our lord and savior clearly states, through his word, that a strong delusion will fall upon people, diverting there attention and blocking them from noticing the signs, I am still blown away watching the delusion occur. I will be fasting with you and the other men of god for the salvation of this nation.

God Bless America.

It's too bad
To finally meet someone to share your life with
And after two years of meeting
Once or twice a week

They leave

Too bad
Ah well

Turn Turn Turn
The earth rotates around the sun
Life is always changing

There is some better place
Where I can relax and play golf in heaven

I'm strong
Because I'm always alone

Never touched or loved
By anyone

My plain earth body
Sitting on the yoga mat

I do not fear
Gone gone gone beyond
Enjoying nature

Enjoying podcasts
All I ever want to do

Gone Gone Gone
Are the times I spent with her
My final session today

It went well
And I shared my poems with her

I read her final comments
I suppose they were appropriate
Less than ideal though

The Tagatha returns to the mountains
People always leave me
But earth is consistent
Earth is good mother

I return to the trail with my podcasts
Enjoying my life alone

Welcome to the militarized police state
Big military vehicles
Armored jeeps and tanks

U.N. troops and U.S. troops
Riot troops
Military men on megaphones

People being whisked away to FEMA camps
I'll be in the mountains
Hoping to survive on protein bars and water

To the globalists you have no rights!
They have ruined our nation

Why is the television always on at night
Old Americans can't break old habits
Do something different for a change

I close the hall door, and my door
It's too loud

Thank you
To all of you who liked my poems
Or commented on them
It means a great deal to me

Thank you my friends

No plans
No plans to do anything
Except wander

Chipping golf *****
Eating dried apricots

Sitting alone on the trail
It's wonderful

Know thyself and love thyself

This morning I talked to a woman
About her boyfriend's big 9 inch *****

I squirted ***
And wasn't it fun
To enjoy the creamy treat

Mmmmmm

You can find me in my room
My refuge in a home
I have lived in for too long

Eating my bowl of hamhock soup with beans
Recording Churchill's speeches on my iphone
What a good man he was

We must stand up to evil
Stand up to those who threaten liberal democracies

But in America today
Our greatest enemy lies within, not without

Our own government not holding fast
To the principles upon which it was founded

False illusions that this economic situation
Is under control

Like bailouts,stimulus packages, jobs bills,
Regulation in industry, unconstitutional power grabs,
Dismissal of historical laws, changes in the legislative process
And changes in checks and balaces of power

We have a false sense of security
Big government is hurting us
Not helping us

TSA pat downs
NSA privacy intrusions

Destabilazation
Over arching centralized government model
Begins to take control

A New World Order
Is what they have planned
No more national sovereignty

I'm not going to the FEMA camp

You can find me in my room
My refuge in a home
I have lived in for too long

Eating my bowl of hamhock soup with beans
Recording Churchill's speeches on my iphone
What a good man he was

We must stand up to evil
Stand up to those who threaten liberal democracies

But in America today
Our greatest enemy lies within, not without

Our own government not holding fast
To the principles upon which it was founded

False illusions that this economic situation
Is under control

Like bailouts,stimulus packages, jobs bills,
Regulation in industry, unconstitutional power grabs,
Dismissal of historical laws, changes in the legislative process
And changes in checks and balaces of power

We have a false sense of security
Big government is hurting us
Not helping us

TSA pat downs
NSA privacy intrusions

Destabilazation
Over arching centralized government model
Begins to take control

A New World Order
Is what they have planned
No more national sovereignty

I'm not going to the FEMA camp

You can find me in my room
My refuge in a home
I have lived in for too long

Eating my bowl of hamhock soup with beans
Recording Churchill's speeches on my iphone
What a good man he was

We must stand up to evil
Stand up to those who threaten liberal democracies

But in America today
Our greatest enemy lies within, not without

Our own government not holding fast
To the principles upon which it was founded

False illusions that this economic situation
Is under control

Like bailouts,stimulus packages, jobs bills,
Regulation in industry, unconstitutional power grabs,
Dismissal of historical laws, changes in the legislative process
And changes in checks and balaces of power

We have a false sense of security
Big government is hurting us
Not helping us

TSA pat downs
NSA privacy intrusions

Destabilazation
Over arching centralized government model
Begins to take control

A New World Order
Is what they have planned
No more national sovereignty

I'm not going to the FEMA camp

Pos
-------
Someone to talk to about this terrible living environment
Companion
Consistent meeting
Will be saving them money


Neg
-------
Privacy issues--Not that comfortable with her seeing emails
Will cost more
Don't want to be a financial burden



Other option--spend less and less time at home
Really dislike this environment

I was at the gym
From about 2:45am to 7:45am

I talked to Paul
My friend that I had met there

I saw the familiar faces
Good people
Loving people

Friends saying hello
I saw the man I usually see
The strong and powerful black man

He is loving
He has joy
He is so kind to everyone
He is a good man

I emerged
And walked up and out
And saw the sun

The cool morning air is refreshing

Hop-Along-crow
Hopped right along in front of me

Some clouds hung low in front of the San Gabriel Mountains

I sing to myself
Mine eyes have seen the coming of the Glory of the Lord:
He has trampling out the vintage
Where the grapes of wrath are stored;
He hath loosed the faithful lightning of His terrible swift sword
His truth is marching on.

When I was singing "lightning"
I looked up and saw a truck
That had the word "lightning" on it

I drove to my house
In my neighborhood
My hand out the window
"God is great, God is great"

I said to myself trembling some
And crying some too

Earthquakes, wars, rumors of wars
We could be facing a very difficult time here in America

Pray for mercy and for peace
That you would show love to your fellow man

The love of Jesus endures forever

Maybe we should have
A worldwide rule
One child per family

Not to sound too harsh
But this earth can't take
A big increase in population

Do the earth a favor
Limit yourself to one child!

For goodness sakes wear a rubber
Mother earth will thank you

Thanks Wiki How!
For those nifty hip exercises

I realize now
That my left hip
Lacked the rotational strength

That my right has
But I am working on this problem
In a few weeks
Everything will be balanced

Hooray

Underground facilities
Tons and tons of freeze dried food
Being shipped to these facilities
Across the country

I guess they are getting ready for something big

I'd just like to be able to afford a new pair of running shoes

After my parents pay the minimum payment on my credit card
I will be able to buy some new shoes
And pay off a $45 dollar ticket for overnight parking

I guess it will be 25 years until I pay it off
If I just pay the minimum payment
And that is just for $8,000

So where are the jobs
Where is a career?

More of the same today
Life is just tiring at times

Ate too much cereal
Too many carbs
Time for the gym

Life is some kind of burden it seems at times
At least I have my podcasts

I should be thankful for hot showers
And that I have food

One day California will be out of water
And out of food too

Went to gym
Next therapy
Followed by more gym

Then golf ball chipping (While listening to podcast)

I don't care about money much at all anymore :)

Sitting in front of a f** computer
Typing on a screen
21st century life
Poor and no friends
Alone, always alone
My few friends don't live close

We are isolated
We are lonely
We are poor
Young Americans

And all I ever wanted was a companion

I guess the chat rooms will have to suffice
That's my social life
Sad, oh well
I've learned to expect no changes

Looking at ****
Not knowing what love is
Or what it would mean to be touched
By a woman who cares about me

What is this life?
The life of the mind is most rewarding
Chipping golf ***** or hiking

****** urges come and go like the wind

In your heart you have to believe
Believe that showing love to others is important

We are human beings here
Just human beings
Our life is so repetitive it seems at times

Just believe in love
And love others

It is in giving you will receive

Don't they ever get tired
Of repeating the same things
At the same times?

Saying the same things
And taking the same pills
Are they just computer programs?

I think they are sometimes
Do something different for a change!

I'm not judging them
Just get sick of their routines

I'm glad I never touched her
Never hugged her

She is leaving soon
Better not to grow too attached to people
They come and they go

Better just to be alone  

It's okay
I'll always love her as my friend
Maybe I will ask for a hug
The last time I see her

You leave me alone
Alone Alone Alone!!!!!

Don't threaten me
I'll strike like the cobra

Descend on you
Like the Hawk

Pounce like a fierce lion
Snap my jaws like the crocodile

Float like a butterfly
Sting like a bee
Don't you ever threaten me!

One day I just decided
I wasn't going to work
That I didn't care

They wouldn't give me a job
Wouldn't let me do what I wanted to do
After I did everything I was supposed to do

And so I became a Tagatha!
Gone Gone Gone into the great beyond
Living on the mountain trails
There I am happy
And there I will stay

I just don't care about bills anymore
Okay!

Maybe I'll drive out to the mountain today
I like it up in the mountains
Just me and the mountain again

The air is cool and crisp
The water is refreshing

You never know who you will meet
On the mountain

Mmm I enjoy my dried apricots and raisins
On the mountain

I am a man in nature
Therapist left me
F!

That's alright
Still got the mountain
Can't take that away from me, hahaha

Still got nature
I may not have any money
But I have the mountain

Nobody is coming to give me a hug
Or to give a ****

And so I reach out my hand
As I climb the mountain
Touching the sky!!!

Alright!
Getting hugged by the creator
That's God's son, that's God's son!
Look at him go
I wish this life wouldn't hurt me so!

We are all children of the creator

An epic, a dream
I can't explain this life
Amazing that we are here isn't it

I can't help but smile and laugh
It's amazing to be alive
Man oh man!

More times and more times
Here they come again!

I am sick of these people
Tired of this home
And I just don't f* care anymore
So I'm going to the mountain

Get back to the fight soldier!
My ipad just told me that lol
I'm a soldier in WWII in this game

My grandfather he was in North Africa
My great uncle he was a paratrooper, 82 airborne
The blood that ran through them, runs through me!

I'm a soldier
We are all soldiers on battlefield earth
And we fight for what it is right
And we will not live with fear in our hearts!

That American dollar
Ain't worth a **** no mo'

Ain't worth a ****!
Might as well throw it in the fire
Fuel for the fire
Good kindling

This country has been ruined!
Trillions and trillions of dollars in debt
It's only a matter of time
Before the whole ship goes under

I'm just like any man really
I got what every man has
A heart that beats strong

Get my heart rate up to about 170
When I'm running or jogging

Always run on an incline
I don't look like much
Not that strong or big
I don't take much pride in my body

Just a plain earth body
But it's how much heart you have

Still there is something about me

I can just run and run and
I don't seem to get tired
I didn't even sleep last night

I'm looking out for me
And I'm surviving

And I still can't pay the bills
And I'm 30!
And I have lived in this home for 17 years
Got $237 dollars in the bank account
****!  lol

I'm just happy I have a car
And food to eat
I'm not looking to get rich

One thing
One thing I always tried to be good
To be kind to people
To show love to people

I'm just a man
But I'm good

Hard times are coming I think
Hard hard times are coming for America

Tons and tons of military equipment coming into Barstow
FEMA camps everywhere
National guard units training in the streets of Ontario

The people seem to be oblivious
The economy teeters on the brink

Well I have always been alone
Alone and poor

Searching for something
Some fulfillment
A meaningful job

I don't know
Dang here we go again
How many years without a job?

Did I just spend 5 hours at the gym?
My how the time flies

It's a do happening

Going here
Going there
That's life I suppose

Only two more sessions with my therapist
Then she will leave
So sad

California has a major water problem
38 million people

My standard of living will drop significantly
From that of my parents

Will I ever be able to move out?
Will I ever begin my career?

If not, that's okay too
There is always my yoga mat
And my spot above my favorite hiking trail

Sitting and observing all day

I like to be alone
Alone is fun
Observing

Soon the government will be shut down
Imagine no electricity
Hope you have some food stored
Things will get rough

So what's the point of life anyway?
I have the mind of a philosopher
I'm really f** tired of this home

Really really tired of this home

There is no future for young people
Here in America