This is the last one
I’m building a temper
It’s just crazy to me
I thought you knew me

But my first message
Don’t hurt her
She’s the one person here undeserving of pain
Not now, not ever, certainly not like this
It isn’t about you
You have a personal life, well I do as well

Again it wasn’t easy
I dropped fifteen pounds in like three days
But breaking over you doesn’t help
I’m treating this like the end you established

I get your emotions
But I wanted to protect you
I said I love you and I won’t ever take it back
Matter of fact it’s slowed me down currently

I meant it when I gave you a positive note too
I just hoped it gave the right idea

You broke me again
This time I won’t let myself suffer

You said
You were looking for a friend
Am I
Suitable for the (boy)friend you got

What am I to do
When you left me
What am I to say
When I don’t want any more pain

I found out last night
Your sister is obsessed
With gossiping about me
Posting pictures of me

I know you wouldn’t tell her to stop
I’m not mad
I’m understanding of circumstances
I see I’m not worth two words

But you can’t do the same
I live on without you
I keep quiet about my pain to survive
I’m not honest with you because you’re gone

Can’t you see it’s the same for me
I see you smiling and talking
I was hopeful you were happy
But I can’t help what doesn’t ask for it

This isn’t fair
You live in your mind
And you blame me
Like my love never existed

This isn’t fair
Every minute I watch myself be used
Gossiped and put in a horrible light
It kills me every night

I can’t give up
But hell do I want to
I don’t blame you
I just wish you loved me the same way


You won’t see this
I pray that you could
Because I still don’t blame you
I can’t explain for you to understand

Message me
Spam me
Let me know about your day
I can’t get enough of what you have to say

Don’t stop now
You’d make me frown
Or would you
Considering you make me anew

Anyway
I want to hear all the words you can say
In every combination
Even about tariffs and inflation!

Don’t stop now
You make me proud-
Proud to be the music boy-
Proud to be YOUR music boy

Where are you
What are you doing
I know the answers
I just wonder in my head

It’s been an hour
But it’s felt like forever
I don’t intend to be clingy
But oh do I want to

I’ll keep waiting
I’ll keep thinking
Afterall, it’s worth it
Even for a moment-they’re everything

I’ll write you all the time
Anytime
For the rest of the time if you wish
Not to spam your main page


I want this too
I didn’t need it
But god do I wish I deserve it
We work like no other pairing

Right now
Your sweet messages make me smile at my phone
I smile reading poems for me
I smiled when hidden feelings were reflected

But I know you’re not a rebound
You made me feel okay in a world of chaos
You didn’t cover my ears and change the story
You made life a goal-and something to enjoy

I don’t just accept you
I choose you
I may have refrained from saying you’re pretty
But there’s no need for that dear

My favorite color is purple
No I’m not a girl!
I have a poem about it
You can find the darkness and everything else

I have strange quips
But am I excited to show you more real me
I’ve been dying to be real with someone
No hiding truths just full honestly and emotion

I do have an honesty problem
No I don’t lie
I can’t stop telling the truth
But I imagine we’ll be okay with that

Honestly?
We’re poor- I can’t drive very far confidently
I’d probably want to take you everywhere tho
But I think you wanted answers

I can see us affording reasonable food
Let me get all the doors for you though
You have no need to touch even a car door handle
It’s my pleasure to get it for you

Oh but I’d love to take you home with me
To say I’ve found you
We could watch a movie then
Or start a show for us

But don’t be fooled
I’d just want reasons to spend more time-
More time with an amazing woman
And that, is you, Lillith

I thought I was crazy-
Being messaged about my poems
About heartbreak!
-And feeling something real
A connection that lingered in my mind
One that danced around my heart

One minute it was a spark
The next-
Or ten messages later
-it was a flame

So when I say I feel it too
When I say I like you
When I say you’re stuck in my head
When I say you’ve found the door to my heart
When I say I missed you more than you know
Believe me-I think I need you to