There is a worst day awaits
for that day to be pay off

It's one
And never be two
You never know
It's you
You’re the first and the last who come
To me

It's one
And there is none after
It's always you
Not others
You’re the first and the last would be
For me

Mouth is shut, let it be silence and peace
Listen to the voice that will guide us how we speak
The intonation that you imitate for that is
the basic to get the knowledge that we seek

Failure gives more to experience
That's why with it we grow resilient

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the chances are low and the demands are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When all is pressing you down a bit -
Rest if you must, but don't you quit
Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint on the clouds of doubt,
And you could never tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems far,
So, stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things go wrong that you must not quit

If you come to be the reason
Then I will take the excuse
Handling whatever that could happen
For that it is a result I can't refuse

Mungkin saja dunia ini benar-benar membenciku
Andailah aku boleh memilih untuk tidak bertahan
Tetapi tiada jalan selain berjuang

Letting yourself stay only at the bare minimum
Not having yourself bear the weight of your own expectation
Giving most of you, little by little, piece by piece
After the long run, it seems like you vanish
But actually you spread all over everywhere

Success is not final
Failure is not fatal

Rise from where life trampled you over
Defeat, first, not the enemy but your own fear

Being happy is grand
A poor me can't afford that
Still the heart has its right
To feel whatever there
So when happiness is given
True it won't be long
So appreciate the moment
Before it'll forever gone

When the weight of your own soul feels like too much to bear
In the darkest of night, where the stars shine brighter than ever
And each one will lead you into the dawn

When you silent to agree or argue
When you work but keep fail
When you stand just to fall
When you live but not alive

Reality hits with " do you really think you can run away in the fleeting moment?"
At least, I escaped even for only a second

If ever time could turn back again
Would I not make the same mistake?
Walking through different lane
Could've this heart of mine not ache?

"Can you hear it...this melody, the wheels of fortune are already turning.
Can the capriccio leading to destruction be stopped,I wonder.
O sorrowful warriors who must bear the cross known as peace, by the violent hands of a creature who knows not love , our paradise has been transformed into a chaotic nation where control is non-existent.
There is no way to end this calamity but to ask for you help"

Reality is not the villain
But it is what we always blame
Become real is sure hard
As dream is smooth and easy
That's why the real one last longer
Than the fleeting fantasy

They witnessed her destruction
Then were left to wonder why
She saw nothing but darkness
Though the stars shone in her eyes
But maybe they do forgotten
When they failed to see the cracks
That a star's light shines the brightest
When it is starting to collapse

O happiness
where else do you know it reside?
It is there in the past of your present
And could it be the last

Age and year
Are passing through me
Changing my phases of life
And blend me into reality
Still sometimes, it'd get me isolated
From the road I walk
From the noises around
From the busyness of town
Sometimes I gaze upon the far azure color
An earthly creature
Wondering on the divine
Isn't here I born?
Why did this heart long for the sky?

Behold the golden cracks of the dusk clouds
As the sun's falling below the horizon line
And the dark paint of night brushes across the sky
Its layer gets deeper
Until everything turns into a pure blankness
Ought to seek for the moon and stars
All of those that beam
Cause this entity of pitch black wideness
Is beyond my capability to handle
That my eyes alone could not hold its far

There is tomorrow in today
And past in tonight

Step on the hard ground
Be where you're bound
Where else would you be living
And what's more can you do
Other than in this world where your life is given
And here is where your life is taken back too

Matured
Like how ripped fruits is more likely
To be picked
Society's idealism is the maturity in an individual
It has been a standard that we must reach
And is even more favoured if we exceed
However, sometimes, when we push ourselves
Beyond the line
We fall as parts that can not be mend
We pass the line that meant to be our end

Whatever you had done
What you left
There's prints
It becomes your past
That you bear all along your life

Even though I see you
I feel far apart
I tried to reach you
But all I grasp is a piece of my broken heart
Is that really you
Or just my hope is too high?
Are you gone...
Or never there in front of my eyes?

It is okay if different road appear

Don't be afraid of another path ahead

With the last strength you hold

Seek your future unfold

At times, these thoughts become not mine
It is all kind of stuffs of anger, unsatisfied feeling, sadness and excuses
That made simple thing
Way complicated
Far deviated
But though I knew
It consumed my own voice, my very word
Made my language die

There is power to turn the table
But what will give you greater sorrow
when it is not allowed, but  you are capable
Or you are unable, yet they allow

It is raining tonight
The view seems blurr but it still bright
How does moonlight piercing
Though the wet mist of cold clouds

Love the shine, love the rain
Fond the well, fond the pain
Adore your life and everything you gain
Keep memories, let your strength maintain
Step into tomorrow and strive again, surely good you will attain

Burning like an ember
Though I'm not a fire
Glowing with my little gentle light

Living as an ember
Keep you a bit warmer
Even if it is not much

Only as an ember light
Couldn't make a brighter night
At least in the gloom
You could see I gleam

You got to take your crown off now
Will face a life where you don't know how
You can no longer hold throne
Will set off to the land that is unknown

No love is definite cause love is infinite
Not worthy of love you say easily
Not knowing the love God bless you with endlessly
With His mercy, His care, His gentleness
You spoke such words when you don't even know how love is
Love is not a thing of possession
It is a smile of a mother to her child
Laughters with your friends
When your mistakes are forgiven
When you're in need of help, someone gives a hand
Love is... The silence people choose instead of getting mad
So the relationship is not shaken by mere anger
Love is... When you do kindness in secret
not for the feast of the eyes
Love is... Not limited to romantic affection
It is even the smallest gesture
With the sincere feeling in their heart
To show you
Or to act to themselves
This is what we are
A family
Friends
Partners
Lovers
Creatures

That moment tears dripped down
In linear line
Crossing the dark circle under the tired eyes
Making wet trace on the dry check
Tightly the lashes closed
Squirming hard, full of desperation

And the eyes faintly opened back
Glistening
Like glasses reflecting tiny light
It is about sparkling
Yet the eyes felt burning as it burst
The pale lip shivered,
Words stuttered

She ask, " How does it feels to run for a living?"
"Well... It is a breathless feeling"
Then, his explanation continue...
"When you run, you don't actually care about things behind...
The only thing that matter is what's right in front of you...
Normally, it would be the finishing line
But today, it is you."
She thought his world is all fine
Yet those words he utters give her the clue
The worlds of these two start to align

As a loner I stay
And alone I stray
From the crowd I walk away
As I lost at the end of day
I find myself gazing upon
the line of the ocean and the sky
'Limit' is what I see but not I know
'Dream', I look for you high and low
Could I find you when night falls
Would you be hidden in the stars
If I give you my all
May I go to where you are

A cry.. In cold and hazy light
About to be devoured by darkness and despair
Although the sky already pouring, her eye can go no longer bearing
Conscious that wasted on reality calculation
Exhausted, when there's the possibility of it was beyond salvation
Silence.... Deep one
Numb, dumb.... This foolish girl is still here, trapped
Thinking of how desperate I want world to favor me, with fact that world is only Dunya that is really long but ain't eternity
It's hard and just getting harder
Am I get used of running away? No good
It's not like that will lead me to a good escape....

Sky is gloomy
It cries and groans
There are blizzard and storm
Showing to the whole world
its pain and sorrow
The earth wets with its tears
Even the sky...
Let go of what for it too much to endure

Look at the ray of sun
It seems like a route, golden one

I hoped he wouldn't notice
If not, it'll be a shame
Had he knew I loss focus
When I turn at him upon hearing his name
Had he knew I froze from awkwardness
When my eyes accidentally got up to his
We are definitely nothing
And I **** all my hopes and expectations
There's not a thing left so please
Stay in the different frame
For at least
I can just look and admire
Just this far and not nearer