Do the masses know what its like to hit bottom
To have so many pains
To be forgotten
For the only thing that dulls it to be in your veins

From down here I can't look any one in the eyes
Even the people here can't as hard as they try
We have all done so much
Told so many lies

Every day I wonder
If my life is enough of a blunder
That I can finally give up
And let my self go under

I can't take a step forward without going back
Even if I try and get my life back on track
And climb out of this hell
It'll Just be a higher drop if I fell

Rock bottom isn't that bad
I tell my self its just a fad
I'll just dull the pains
By putting fentanyl in my veins

Your leaving?
But why?
I said I was sorry for hurting you
and I didn't mean to make you cry

Remember all the good times we had
Even if they were few
Don't remember times you were sad
And I thought we agreed, those were all because of you

I didn't do any thing wrong
That never seemed like we couldn't fix
I thought you loved that we were like two different songs
That never really mixed

Your mad I don't let you go out
And be with all your friends
But there might be guys there
Your my property that I must defend

You want me to trust you
But look at what you do And how you dress
The only reason I would trust you
Is because no other guy would want such a mess

Your friends must of put you up this
I want to know which on said which
You may say I am a Monster
But your a little *****

Hey look at me!
Look at what I can do
I can write little rhymes
Just to amuse you

Hey Look at me!
Can you hear my please
I will write any thing for you
Even if its ******

He Look At me!
Why do you taunt
I will do any thing
Just tell me what you want

Hey Look At Me!
I want to make your dreams
I am falling apart trying to please you
I am tearing at the seams

HEY LOOK AT ME!
Just tell me why?
I will do any thing for you
But you don't even care if I die

Hey look at you
You are in so much pain
I want you to look at me
But you want me to do the same

Two months
And I still cry
Two months
And I don't know why

I thought I was over you
I thought I was done
But when I lie in bed
The memories still come

I see you in everything
I see you in my mind
But I'd bet my life
And say that you're just fine

I always said I'd never
Love at this age
Now that I'm without you
I'm in a rage

I tell myself it's over
I tell myself it's gone
But I can't forget you
Or that bond

It wasn't your fault and it wasn't mine
Things are difficult and I understand that
But if I had one wish
It'd be to go back

Two months
And I still cry
Two months
And I don't know why

My heart is a seed
Does that sound cliche?
But if you don't water it with love
It will die and wither away

My **** is a branch
Does that sound absurd?
But on a sunny day
It comes out for all the birds

My fist is a leaf
Does it make sense what I said?
But when i get ******
It'll fall on your head

My mind is a stump
Does that sound ok?
With a little thought
It grows and sprouts away

We are all trees
Does that sound dense?
Love, Fight and ****
But use your mind to make sense

I don't trust myself or anybody else,
Lost in the thoughts that run
rings around my head.
Trying to keep up
as my brain slips into its comatose state.
No room left to feel
so my hearts begins to disappear.
Death is my friend,
welcoming with open arms and a sly grin.
He knows that I will slowly sink into his depths.
Lost beyond all hope,
as darkness eats me inside out
I cannot,
will not scream or shout,
for help
Or mercy.