Blakbuttafly89

Blakbuttafly89 Apr 2018

he walks in disguise 6 ft tall dark skin for nothing
those plump black berry lips open and exposes his sinister smile voice so soft and mellow leaves u in his forever dream a crooked ***** thief is what he must be....

Blakbuttafly89 Apr 2018

When the heart chooses

the coldest words I heard in a while
your good I’m good we can at least speak
I’m was like is this man serious.... I reached out to you cause the thought of never talking to you again made my heartbeat weak
it took me a few days to see how much u ment to me
I’m ****** cause u and me were supposed to be
my heart won’t allow me to move on cause I only wanna give it to you
I mean I can be with someone else if my heart would just let me alone to move on
I’m not gonna lie I seen u for the first time in weeks u were smiling looking so happy and peaceful living ya best life not one inch of sadness the 4 inches I was wearing never moved so fast I prayed like hell u didn’t see me
I still don’t know why I ran nah I do..., my heart fell in love with you embarrassing

p.s. I know your watching trust when I read poem my heart told me it was you especially since I’m the only one you won’t respond to

Blakbuttafly89 Apr 2018

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So upset and heartbroken again... by someone who is only supposed to be my friend till the end I should have never told u my secrets if u were gonna choose to run away! One argument/ misunderstanding should not effect the way u feel today u didn’t even she’d a tear I did cause I was being truly sincere I put myself out there not just for play I wanted to wait and see if u would reach out for me with some kind of empathy.

Blakbuttafly89 Apr 2018

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I hope the stars align when our free spirits meet again next life time....
continuous dreams and nightmares of holding u in my arms again one last time
but this time things will be different cause I’ll be meeting you on that frontline
and for the first and the last time it would be you that I see when I wake Reyes of sunshine
your smile is poisonous acid and alkaline
6ft tall pink lips sweet as candy and wine

Blakbuttafly89 Apr 2018

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anxiety super high
I wanna call **** that
tired of fighting a brick wall
I fell for that smile on a black man over 6ft tall
u would have thought because he is older
he wouldn’t act so ******* bipolar
I was ready to carry his weight on my shoulder
but every time we talked I felt the conversations
growing colder
I shoulda threw his number in the trash that very day last October

Blakbuttafly89 Apr 2018

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I usually capture his mind but tonight I want to ****** his mind body and soul
soul snatching I know like the back of my hand I want to stare into the glistening pierced part of his eyes moan softly then whisper beat this ***** up...

~ art is never truly finished.... not scared to share anymore let this book open up~ release therapy