so I called now what.... it’s been a week since I last spoke with you! I know I can be pretty mean especially u... to think the connection was real is a understatement! I hate to let people in my head... weird chick! yesterday’s problems should never effect today’s communication... I’m big on that I hate to let **** linger... I shoulda called the next day but I’m Not gonna keep compromising with u.... so if I don’t hear from u by the end of today, miscommunication would have set our fate! I read between the stars so I’d hate to give up... but your so cold the slickest ******* I know “The Greedy One” so I know it’s through cause I’m not gonna hear from you

the silent cry is something single parents know about all too well
it’s that cry that u hold back when u find out your husband is being untrue
or when u see the mistress for the first time and u
get to stare her in her eyes..... why.... u
it’s that cry u get when u been working super hard to take care of you and yours and you still fall!
it’s that cry left stuck in the back of your throat that hurts the most

not finished but spirit is down so I must share someone out there will understand

I will forever remember
Those beautiful deep brown eyes
That you thought were so plain.
But darling, you could not see:
how could you possibly see?
The way they shined in the sun
breathtaking hues of mahogany
Melting into golden rays
Circling an eclipse
your “plain brown eyes”
truly aren’t plain at all
they are a stunning mixture
of every color known to man
The most beautiful sunset on earth.