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 Apr 2018 Deul
Medin Denvers
People say that I'm cool
But their change their opinion when they know i'm full?
Full of what?
Full of fears, insecurities and stupid things   that no one want
Yes, they leave when they know that i can't
That i can't be the funny guy every day
That my tears are disguised in their smiles
That I cry almost every night
That im not always right
Yes some people still here
But others like you just wanna see the show
So, thank you for comming
Thank you for leaving...
Hope you find a better clown
 Apr 2018 Deul
LostInFire
"A DREAM"
 Apr 2018 Deul
LostInFire
Yes, your my dream
which can't be complete
i want to reach but
i think am weak
maybe i love you because
i am mean
but still that's my dream

yes, your my dream
not last but not the least
waiting for it to be complete
i want to reach but
i think am weak
so, that's my dream
waiting for it to be complete
but we can also say
"AN INCOMPLETE DREAM"
 Apr 2018 Deul
LostInFire
You are my journey
And you are my destination
To live without you,
my love, is tough

You are my God
And you are in my prayers
To live without you,
my love, is tough

Your absence tests me
For every deficit do I need you
It's my passion to become
Good enough for you
To live without you,
my love, is tough

My soul is not mine
My body does not belong to me
As much as it
Belongs to you

Even if I have received
Only pain from you
As I have received it from you
It is a reward for me

My sky searches your earth
For every deficit do I need you

If not on earth
Meet me in the sky

but live without you,
my love, is so hard
 Apr 2018 Deul
LostInFire
All are saying that she is changed, she doesn’t love me anymore!
Hearing this, my heart is like that its wounded by thousand arrows!
This is not possible that she has no feelings for me anymore!
God if this is true,I shouldn’t be alive anymore,
Or this must be just a rumour!

Moonlight from moon, light from candle,
Its possible that fragnance may leave flowers!
But this is not possible that she has chosen another way!
God if this is true,I shouldn’t be alive anymore,
Or this must be just a rumour!
God if this is true
i shouldn't be alive anymore.

Sky can be angry from earth,
Shadow can be angry from trees!
Birds can forget how to fly,
And traveller can forget destination!
But if she has forgotten me and I am still staying alive!
From where I shall get mercy for this crime of mine!
God if this is true,I shouldn’t be alive anymore,
Or this must be just a rumour!
God if this is true.
 Apr 2018 Deul
LostInFire
she said: "Your smile is what I adore.",
You smiled, and it all started,
"Im not happy anymore!",
So easy, you screamed and it all ended.

Selfish and one-sided,  
That's your kind of love,
Your kind of love,
Is not what I wanted.



I replied: Yes, i am selfish
just because when i saw that your sad,
i always cry,

yes, i am mean
just beacause when you smile,
it make my day

and its one-sided because,
you never do the same
which i expected from you and

it's not easy to scream
i scream thousands of time
but you can't even hear it once.

  But remember
"LOVE IS ALWAYS ONE-SIDED"
  I am selfish because
  ‎you never do the same
  ‎whatever i expect from you
  ‎and now am mean because
  ‎because no-one cares

  Thats why its one-sided
  ‎but you easily say that
  ‎"your kind of love
  ‎ is not what i want"
last two lines hurt alot
 Apr 2018 Deul
LostInFire
In my ocean of dreams,
you drove deeply it seems,
opening a door that is once closed,
then you bloomed
and i shine.
not so perfect
 Apr 2018 Deul
LostInFire
MISS YOU
 Apr 2018 Deul
LostInFire
I, the one who used to hide feelings, 
In every congregation.
I have now learned,
To embrace everything with open arms.
You drove away my suffering,
By coming into my life.
I was dying with no hope,
But now have a reason to survive.
i got it
 Apr 2018 Deul
LostInFire
your heartbeat is already mine
my smile is just when you smile
i found my all galaxy in your eyes
but you can't even spot
one star in my eyes.
only one star? but you never try!
 Mar 2018 Deul
Victoria Marks
Like a porcelain doll,
She shatters,
Her soul crumbles into tiny specks,
Her being fades into nothingness,
And she no longer exists.
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