You're hurting on the inside Smiling on the outside You love her with all your heart But shes cheating Shes sleeping around Shes using you Shes bringing you down You're my best friend I can see that your smile is a disguesed frown I love you Im here for you Why waste your time on a girl who is a blind A girl who doesnt love you You deserve better than this You deserve to be happy Please leave her I care about you...
Fear running through me Memories flowing through my mind Like the tears are flowing down my face You're yelling and throwing things out of anger again Just like you did years ago when you lived with me You're angry again Upset for no reason While I sit here scarred by your anger Im affected by my past While my past is caused by you Dad please calm down Please just breathe Please relax Please stop taking your anger out on me Please stop reminding me about how broken my life is I dont have a home No matter where I go There will be yelling There will be hatred There will be tears There will be no love Im alone Surrounded by anger But spilling tears instead of screaming words
Looking at the blade for the first time in forever My heart just shattered but doesn't even matter You told me you loved me then walked out the door I'm gonna pick it up for the first time in forever I'm going to continue a bad habit I'm going to cut
You're alive,but you haunt me You're alive, but you have a ghost You're alive, but you're gone You're alive, but you're only a memory You're alive, but you're acting like you're dead The only reason I acknowldege you're alive Is because I'm dead to you
Letting the darkness consume me Letting go of the light Letting myself drown in sorrow Letting myself give up the fight Letting the darkness reach my soul Letting the light escape me Letting myself sink slowly below Letting life defeat me Letting the darkness become one with my soul Letting the light vanish from my mind Letting myself sink to the fathoms below Letting myself not fight for life Letting life leave me alone Finally letting everything add up Finally letting myself go
I would sing you any song I would quote any line Just as long as I stayed on your mind I would run any mile Just to see you smile A thousand tears Id cry If I never saw your eyes No matter the distance apart You're always in my heart