White
That’s all I see
While your arms are wrap around me
I feel your embrace
But not for long
Because soon
This day will be over
Then you’ll forget me
And the only thing cold
Is my heart

It's finally happening
I'm in love,
I feel the beating heart
Thunder
I wonder how long will this last
Because all good things
Must come to an end sometime
Right.

If you have something to say
Say it to my face
I don't need to hear your negativity
Through the grapevine
I'm already insecure
Struggling to love myself
Just say what you have to say directly

I thought I was doing better
I thought I got stronger
But as usual as something gets better
Everything gets worse.

Am I happy?
Am I truly happy?
All my friends are happy,
Does that makes me happy?
So many questions to ponder,
As the cold metal touches my head.
Why am I alive?
What is my purpose?
I see no point in living,
The voices tell me "No one wants me."
So why should I keep drawing my breath.
I pulled the trigger,
There was a click but nothing happened.
A tear fell down my cheek.
I pulled the trigger again,
Nothing happened again.
I dropped the weapon
I just can't die.

Tyranny reigns through the world
Causing death and destruction
Forcing people to come to qualm
With this harsh reality
That this is what we evolved into
Something dark
Something without hope.
As time keeps going on and on
Will we as a society be able to say
That we achieved the greater good as a collective.