I think I am slowly loosing my mind
I walk each day trying to grow
Stronger
But fail
And fall deeper into the pits of despair
Craving the kiss of death
And dancing with with depression.

My thoughts are
Inconsistent
I want more..... strive for more
But end up succumbing to power of less.

Please someone,
hear my cries
Save me from myself
Save me from my mind.

It's crazy to think
We all get so consumed by the
The darkness in our hearts that we
Forget to think
There is a brighter day
After yesterday
That moon will say Good Bye
To make way for the rays
Of Sunshine

Somethings
Always come to an
End.
Fighting or Loving
Punching or Kissing
At some point
It ceases,
And we live
in the memories
Of the yesterdays.
And as the sun comes
To end the day,
My life has ended
Because you are in
A shallow grave

The time has come
There is a war in these
Streets.
Love is dead
Passion is real,
We fight not because
We want to
Its because we have to.
We fight to survive,
To climb that
Crumbling social ladder
That only accepts
Those who are absolutely free.
Then, Maybe one day
We can go back
To our Roots
Where we basked in the cold
Water
Laughing
Loving
Living.

The Moon,
That's what shines
Down each night
When I think about you.
The Moon beacon
Acts as a guiding light.
Stopping me,
From Jumping down
The rabbit hole
And hugging
The corpse left
Sleeping under
the Orange Tree.

Sometimes its good
To start the cycle over
To erase all the troubles
The subsequently haunt your
Dawning future
And just be free
Even its for an inkling
Just start over.

Love is patient
I was told when I was young
But I believe love is not stupid
Don't waste my time
Hoping I would forgive you
Forever
Hoping I would wait for you
Forever.
Because this not a romance novel
Its life.