I am not crying because
You left me
My tears are meant for
You who loved me,
Each back breaking day
You showed me that simple smile
Which became my ray
Of sunshine.
How I loved dancing
Under the moonlight
And kissing you in the rain drops.
I wont grieve the loss
Of our relationship
Because I will treasure
Each fleeting moment
That we shared for so long.
The stars that glistened
Each night you drove me home.
The night the son
Of death came
Causing you to leave me abruptly.
The sadness
Will never cease
But I will not squander
The times we valiantly shared.
The tears I have

The dark shadow
That sits on these shoulders
Chokes my existence
Draining the life from me
Causing me to fall closer
To insanity
Where no one can redeem me.
I am here to bring you light
Through this darkness
A man once said
But all he did was keep me
As dead weight
To exempt him from his
Proceeding troubles
Then when got his
Satisfaction
And realized I wasn't enough
He left me stranded
And he entered the realms
Of death.
Now I am alone
To roam the dark streets
Through my un natured dreams
Waiting until
I execute myself
To finally be free

Blood reigns from
My flickering eyelash
As he tells me it's "okay"
But how can it be
When each day I am
Grovelling
To your stainless shoes
In my pain
You come to hush and soothe
But it turns to stinging and crying
Am I not the one you love
Am I not the one you adore
I guess not
Because even though
We are both freaks of nature
An abomination by modern society
I have come to turn
That ore mature love
Into consistent anger
Now it's my turn to cause pain
Because my fire has re kindled
And I am ready to start
Burning your life down.

Become my the reason
I retaliate against this
Crazy world
Where guns and violence are
My protection
And love is my weakness.
I am broken by the daily
Sickness
That runs in my veins
Causing me to change
Each stupid day.

Become my soilder
That opens my heart
Which bears much evil,
Including the sins of my ancestry.
Your the only one I can trust
As I dwindle from my sanity
Because I am a devil
That needs redemption.

As the clock moves
It's hands foreword
We begin to realize that our
Time alive is deadline down
By the millisecond
We have to understand
That that the years of
Adulthood are overbearing
And so we need to clench onto
Our mothers *****.
In which we graciosly  need.

I don't know how to
Feel.
Some days all the confusion
Of the world muddles
My senses and I am unable
To tell right from wrong
And other days the perfection
Of a blooming flower
Gives me hope that i will one day
Evolve into a better human.
But for now
I am stuck here listening
To the endless banter of the
Screams in the wind.
Who would cease when I
Put my world to an end.