I think I may have been cursed
To hold you up in a pedestal
Inlaid with silver and gold
Sharp and blinding and beautiful
I think I may have forced myself
To fix my eyes on you
That when I dare to look away
I only see black and gray
You are becoming more perfect
In the widening gap between us
I think I may have been cursed
To be the human to your sun

Your presence makes me a misery,
Your absence makes me a facade,
My love for you is my fate,
But love is not in your kismet.

Miss I do beg of you,
Do not leave me to my ways,
Miss I do beg of you,
Let me live without your shade.

I have always loved you,
I know that you are innate,
But excess of you is not for you,
It is for my own hate.

You love me that I know,
You know I'm addicted to you babe,
You leave me for me, I know,
But I always find a way back babe.

I drink ‘till I’m drunk
Trying to drown the pain.

Waking up when sober,
and after a really bad hangover.
I realize my mistakes.
So I do it all over again in order to forget.

Eventually the pain will be gone,
Eventually everything will be okay,
Eventually ill be nothing but a memory.