I am chaos and beauty intertwined.

what does the sea look like from down under?
does it still reflect the sadness within my eyes
or will it turn the corners of my mouth upwards instead?
is it silent
or will sounds of death and aching hearts remain the same?

what does the top of the mountain look like?
does grass stay green all year
and will flowers bloom in colours i could have never imagined?
is it lonely
or do we hug each other and say i love you like we used to?

what does it feel like to lay on top of clouds?
i would like to think i have known
but the feeling i must have somehow forgotten
for now all i do is fall through

I'm angry
I'm a cause for concern
I'm smiling and you think I'm fine
I'm quiet and moody
Next, I'm laughing like crazy
like a baby chick about to hatch, I'm curled up inside
Waiting to be someone's baby, not someone's maybe