It's 3 am, For a while now, I've woken up listening for you, Funny how I used to complain, About your drunken wake up calls. All I could say at your funeral, Was that I fell in love with you, At 3 am.
You, with hands like Ambien Talking me down off the ledges I was born and raised on Slowing down the heart That's beating for you now Out of my chest Into your hands Safer than it was with me I didn't need to be medicated Just loved, Just loved.
I feel like you’re always behind me, following me, whispering down my neck, crawling into my spine, digging through my flesh. How am I supposed to get rid of you, when you’ve become part of me?
Every time You'd see me with a sad face You'd tell me to smile Every time I seem moody You'd tell me to smile And when you know that I won't smile You'd end up doing the things that will make me smile
You said my smile Was my biggest attraction But little did you know My smiles are all because of you