Sometimes I take advantage
Of all your kindness that’s given
I forget that you’re also only human
I apologize to infinity if I ever was
Unfair or demanding to you ‘cause

You’re the best person I know
I could not love you any more
Than I already do, so thank you
For just being you and all you do
Which is a lot, it’s not forgot

I wish I had the ability to give
Back all you’ve always did
And continue to do, I love you
So once again, I thank you too
I appreciate your generosity

You take it all on like wonder woman
And if you give blows, they’re cushioned
But you manage to make most right
You’re always up for the fight
So I could truly never say it enough
Thank you for all of your love

It’s that time of night again
All alone with my feelings
In the cold bed, inside my head
I get so lost inside of there
It’s hard to bare, in a gaze I stare

Yes, it’s time to let loose
Take the mask off and try to cry
But my eyes are finally too dry
Since this is my reality every night
A prisoner in my mind, no escape to find

It’s that time of night now
All alone to let myself out
The smile fades away
The demons come out to play
It’s so hard to go through what I do

Yes, it is lonely but necessary
The true me must stay buried
In the dark corners of my mind
I need to shine a flashlight, since I’m
A prisoner in my brain, such a shame

I see you living your life
As with me you stay quiet
I don’t understand your absence
I don’t understand your silence  
Only to come to me when you give up
I guess it’s you and not just my luck
You never did take me seriously
Gave everyone a chance but me
Yet you keep coming back anyway, endlessly
Tell me why, what do you seek of me?
What am I supposed to be, tell me?

You got me to fall for it like the rest
Had me feeling like I was the best
But the whole thing was just a lie
You had one foot out, on a flight
Just laughing I was down for the ride

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

I can’t express how much I cried
I no longer even wanted my life
That’s how deep you rooted in me
And that’s how blind I was being
Took so long to reach out and see

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

Should have left me be, I’d never grief
Should of said no thanks, not on any day
Should have saw the signs in time  

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

I seem to have a knack for bad situations
I mistakenly give them warm salutations
No matter how good I really do try and be
Trouble is always around the corner for me

I try to joke and smile by putting on a show
I’ve endured more than they could ever know
They wouldn’t even ever fit into my shoes
To begin a glimpse of what I go through
I know most won’t understand, so my plan
Is all alone at night, I will sit and I will cry
I breakdown temporarily from the inside

Not being able to control is hard for me
I can’t manipulate things, driving me crazy
They tell me what to do to start the race
But they aren’t comprehending my pace

I try to joke and smile by putting on a show
I’ve endured more than they could ever know
They wouldn’t even ever fit into my shoes
To begin a glimpse of what I go through
I know most won’t understand, so my plan
Is all alone at night, I will sit and I will cry
I breakdown temporarily from the inside

I’m so sick of living a lie
I’m tired of the constant fight

I try to joke and smile by putting on a show
I’ve endured more than they could ever know
They wouldn’t even ever fit into my shoes
To begin a glimpse of what I go through
I know most won’t understand, so my plan
Is all alone at night, I will sit and I will cry
I breakdown temporarily from the inside

I have been trying so hard for a high
Seems like it is just an easy ride
For everyone else but surely not me
Don’t understand why this must be

I get caught up in the delusion that others are perfect
So imagine my confusion when I never feel worth it
Every time I’m thinking that I may have it down
I fall hard from grace with a frown, losing the crown
And then I feel like a clown for thinking I could be perfect
One thing I’ll give me, I’m good at being imperfect

The grass is greener on the other side
Though I know I shouldn’t compare lives
It’s very hard to hold on to my pride
I find it so difficult to try and get by

I get caught up in the delusion that others are perfect
So imagine my confusion when I never feel worth it
Every time I’m thinking that I may have it down
I fall hard from grace with a frown, losing the crown
And then I feel like a clown for thinking I could be perfect
One thing I’ll give me, I’m good at being imperfect

Believe me, I know it could always be worse
But today asking “why” must comes first

I get caught up in the delusion that others are perfect
So imagine my confusion when I never feel worth it
Every time I’m thinking that I may have it down
I fall hard from grace with a frown, losing the crown
And then I feel like a clown for thinking I could be perfect
One thing I’ll give me, I’m good at being imperfect

No *** and no guys
No being used, no lies
That’s how I’m living my life
They can all go fly a kite
They can all go take a hike
That’s how I’m living my life

I’m over figuring out, you see
What they want out of me
That’s how I’m living my life
I’m just gonna play shy
I’m not gonna say hi
That’s how I’m living my life