I get lost inside my mind
Thinking of the past times
I think of all my mistakes
And what I could have made
If only different paths I stayed

I’m just worn out, being me
Stuck inside this horrible body
I find it hard to keep my sanity
Getting by doesn’t come easy
I’m better off just daydreaming

I imagine what could be
If I were just someone else
A better version of myself
I stay daydreaming about it
My mind racing, never quits

I’m just worn out, being me
Stuck inside this horrible body
I find it hard to keep my sanity
Getting by doesn’t come easy
I’m better off just daydreaming

I’m choking on your lies
Flying at me like bullets
And your mouth is the gun
It’s time for goodbyes
I can not control it

When I reach out
You’re not there
You don’t care
So what’s the point here?

I guess this round you won
You kept pulling the trigger
Now you regret it, it figures
But get the hell out now
Because I’m done feeling down

When I reach out
You’re not there
You don’t care
So what’s the point here?

Bang, bang, I’m gone
It’s time to say “so long”

When I reach out
You’re not there
You don’t care
So what’s the point here?

I didn’t want to give it all up
But it was just all too much
And now I can’t get enough

I was physically falling apart
Losing it all just one-by-one
Then he had to break my heart

Made a lot of mistakes
Yet caught some breaks
We all have an expiration date
I hope my dreams aren’t that far away

I never wanted any goodbyes
But it was all too much drama and lies
And it all nearly cost me my life

Letting go is real hard to do
When do many left you *******
But everyone’s life’s go on too

Made a lot of mistakes
Yet caught some breaks
We all have an expiration date
I hope my dreams aren’t that far away

Always getting too close, too soon
Always expecting to reach the moon

Made a lot of mistakes
Yet caught some breaks
We all have an expiration date
I hope my dreams aren’t that far away

I see her in the mirror, even shards shattered
It’s the real girl and she’s not smiling there
She needs a sign of acceptance
That she’s not getting quick enough
First she must learn to love herself
Nurture the soul and kiss the heart
Then she will find she’s enough

Inside her mind screaming her lungs out
But poised on the outside showing no doubt
She has had to give up so much that it *****
But keeps on moving and testing her luck  
She doesn’t ask for much, just give her your touch
Help out by being available while she nurtures the soul
Kisses the heart and no longer comes apart

Within the shards she cries a lot
She can’t see what she’s actually got
Too busy smiling on the outside
She feels life is passing her by
The mirrored pieces tell no lies
The healing process isn’t too far
Nurture the soul and kiss the heart

It’s a very dark place to visit
Visitors are not permitted
I try and keep my own distance
From myself and everyone else

Through glass shards, I see me
I’m on my knees and I’m crying
But this is something you’ll never see
Only the girl in the mirror shows despair
On the outside, I’m smiling there
I have the girl in the mirror lost in fear

I can’t breakdown now
So I will just play the clown
So it’s never really seen
That I’m in desperate need

Through glass shards, I see me
I’m on my knees and I’m crying
But this is something you’ll never see
Only the girl in the mirror shows despair
On the outside, I’m smiling there
I have the girl in the mirror lost in fear

No one knows there’s two of me
I want you to see me on the outside
And that only

Through glass shards, I see me
I’m on my knees and I’m crying
But this is something you’ll never see
Only the girl in the mirror shows despair
On the outside, I’m smiling there
I have the girl in the mirror lost in fear

...To make things right
...To give me closure
So I can sleep at night

...To give me hope
...To end this war
That I fought for

I just want you to beg for my forgiveness
That is the only way I can be uplifted
From this depression that you’re missing
I want to be happy for you after so long
But I cannot forget the **** you did wrong
So could you just beg in a letter or call?
That way, I could finally move on  

...To resurrect me
...To direct me
Where I belong

...To be done
...Just for my ego
That needs love

I just want you to beg for my forgiveness
That is the only way I can be uplifted
From this depression that you’re missing
I want to be happy for you after so long
But I cannot forget the **** you did wrong
So could you just beg in a letter or call?
That way, I could finally move on

Get down on your arms and knees
Beg for me, screaming please

I just want you to beg for my forgiveness
That is the only way I can be uplifted
From this depression that you’re missing
I want to be happy for you after so long
But I cannot forget the **** you did wrong
So could you just beg in a letter or call?
That way, I could finally move on

Everything seemed perfect, yes, seemed
It was an illusion that you would beam
Took me for granted, I ask “why me?”

All of your lies that you conceal to hide
Always thinking that I wouldn’t grow wise
So hard I tried to hide the tears I cried
But starting now, I’m so done with it  
Because I realized my pride was missing
Broken promises were all you would give

I guess this is what it comes down to
You think you’ve won, one day you’ll lose
It will be in the stars, the biggest news

All of your lies that you conceal to hide
Always thinking that I wouldn’t grow wise
So hard I tried to hide the tears I cried
But starting now, I’m so done with it  
Because I realized my pride was missing
Broken promises were all you would give

I’ll cut you out of the memories in time
“Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind”

All of your lies that you conceal to hide
Always thinking that I wouldn’t grow wise
So hard I tried to hide the tears I cried
But starting now, I’m so done with it  
Because I realized my pride was missing
Broken promises were all you would give