You started these things out
Purposely broke my heart
And now you will find out

They say that payback is a *****
I hope someday you both meet
And you’re left with a dying itch
So the truth you can finally see

You have the circumstances backwards
Thinking with your *****, not actions
So it is time you found out

They say that payback is a *****
I hope someday you both meet
And you’re left with a dying itch
So the truth you can finally see

I remember it all
Karma will resolve

They say that payback is a *****
I hope someday you both meet
And you’re left with a dying itch
So the truth you can finally see

Don’t get too close, I won’t let you
Don’t fall for me, whatever you do
You’ll just end up being let down
Can’t be the girl you knew around  

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

Lost amongst the big world
You really don’t know this girl
Hidden away in my palace
It never would have lasted

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

I wish to be set free
But you can’t take a chance on me

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

She’s ready, she’s going to come harder
She’s gonna be brave and reach farther
Just sit back, I dare you to watch her
More than ever, she’s now stronger
  
She has made this vow, this promise
It’s signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss
A delivery made you won’t want to miss
So sit now, as all of this is her own bliss

She can put up a fight all night
Let you win, she just might
Or she can push on the brakes
And then take it all back away

She has made this vow, this promise
It’s signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss
A delivery made you won’t want to miss
So sit now, as all of this is her own bliss

She’s a champion, see her
She’s coming, feel her

She has made this vow, this promise
It’s signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss
A delivery made you won’t want to miss
So sit now, as all of this is her own bliss

I don’t know water that’s crystal blue
To completely lose myself into
I don’t know snowcapped mountains too
How about, what about you?

Serenity isn’t a place I know
It’s somewhere I never go
Serenity isn’t a thing for me
It’s a place that I’ll never be
My spot will never be serine
It’s just a space I’ll never see

I don’t know city lights so bright
Never seen the Grand Canyon in sight
I don’t know grass green and tall
A farm life, that is free for all

Serenity isn’t a place I know
It’s somewhere I never go
Serenity isn’t a thing for me
It’s a place that I’ll never be
My spot will never be serine
It’s just a space I’ll never see

I don’t know heaven
But I wish they’d let me

Serenity isn’t a place I know
It’s somewhere I never go
Serenity isn’t a thing for me
It’s a place that I’ll never be
My spot will never be serine
It’s just a space I’ll never see

Said he’d be there at eight
Showed up an hour late, then
Said this wasn’t a real date

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

Went around bragging to friends
How he’d hit it then quit it again
Then later try to make amends

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

Every clown has their day
Sorry, yours ain’t here to stay

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

Bad days to having a hard time
Need help at the drop of a dime
No gratification found this way
The ultimate price you may pay

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff

Physically fight off any thing
But mentally I’m struggling
Difficult to measure inside
And control what all I fight

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff

I know it’s inside of me
Going to keep fighting

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff

I’m well aware of all my faults
From my looks, attitude, to talk
You pointing them out isn’t a thing
I’m my own worse critic in that game
You can stand, judge, and cringe
But it’s none of your business

I don’t live for anyone else
And I still blossom by myself
Yes, I may be kind of a mess
But you’re not the one, so rest

They don’t think about me
What I can’t do or even eat
They don’t understand the pain
It’s not them, so why care
The truth is such a shame
Maybe my life is kind of lame, but

I don’t live for anyone else
And I still blossom by myself
Yes, I may be kind of a mess
But you’re not the one, so rest

I will fully blossom in time
Don’t believe me, that’s fine
Your opinion, wrong, is your right

I don’t live for anyone else
And I still blossom by myself
Yes, I may be kind of a mess
But you’re not the one, so rest
I will fully blossom in distress