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Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
There is no escape, fear this time it’s too late
It’s never been this bad, taking all I have
I try, but it’s a lie, I’m not doing all right

I can’t do this, even though I’m used to it
It’s tearing me apart, ripping out my heart
So I cry myself a lake, in bed wide awake
With pain controlling me, I can’t even drink
Bump in the road is too big, I can’t do this

It changed my whole world, since a girl
Now I’m grown, it’s worse I’ve ever known
I try, but I can’t lie, I’m not doing all right

I can’t do this, even though I’m used to it
It’s tearing me apart, ripping out my heart
So I cry myself a lake, in bed wide awake
With pain controlling me, I can’t even drink
Bump in the road is too big, I can’t do this

Tired of the fight, taking over day and night
I try, but I can’t lie, I’m not doing all right

I can’t do this, even though I’m used to it
It’s tearing me apart, ripping out my heart
So I cry myself a lake, in bed wide awake
With pain controlling me, I can’t even drink
Bump in the road is too big, I can’t do this

This is my cry for help now as I break down
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
I’m not gonna lie, I once caught all their eyes
They all loved me, I was sweet as can be
Feels in a moment things changed
Making me feel lost and deranged

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light

I suppose it was just a matter of time
To give up on me and what we used to be
Maybe I was lucky to once have that life
Waking up to reality was the ultimate key

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light

Who I’ve become, none of them want
Life is not fair, so I’m stuck right here

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
As delicate as flower petals
As rare as a precious metal
She cries out for some help
Put high away up on a shelf

Hidden away from the world
Is this one odd but lonely girl
If I could change a thing
It’d be her smile wavering
I’d distinguish from her frown
Lifting her all upside down

As fragile as pure glass
A free soul that grasps
At the chance to be free
Know that girl is me

Hidden away from the world
Is this one odd but lonely girl
If I could change a thing
It’d be her smile wavering
I’d distinguish from her frown
Lifting her all upside down

Fly away now butterfly
I’m now in the open sky

Hidden away from the world
Is this one odd but lonely girl
If I could change a thing
It’d be her smile wavering
I’d distinguish from her frown
Lifting her all upside down
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
Sometimes I can’t even bear it all
I often feel the universe wants me to fall
Day by day, you can never really know
What exactly life is going to throw

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life

I am going to keep being strong
No matter what may go wrong
Because I was taught that
You must help yourself back

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life

Faith with inside yourself is the start
Even when you feel you’re falling apart

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
Take the heartache and shame
The games, and find who to blame
That’s no way to live, I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see

Taped up parts and closing up shop
That’s what love for me always got
That’s no way to live, I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see

Take a break, it is okay, keep going anyway
As that’s no way to live, so I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
Lips so red, like cherry blossoms
Won’t be able to get enough of them
Blue eyes that are as clear as the sky

Personality like a snake charmer
But no harm comes from her
You just can’t come at her harder

Closer to perfection, if you catch her
Far from deception, this I am sure
I know she would be your cure

Hair golden like the morning sun
Yeah, I think I have found the one
My search around is finally done

Skin as soft and perfect as porcelain
To feel her is when it really ends
As that is when you ascend to heaven

Closer to perfection, if you catch her
Far from deception, this I am sure
I know she would be your cure

Long legs sway with cute little feet
She’s not perfection, but she’s petite
Promise, you will never want to leave

Closer to perfection, if you catch her
Far from deception, this I am sure
I know she would be your cure
Jenni Littzi Aug 2018
Met him one afternoon
And he changed my views
Felt like I didn’t know what to do

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns

He’s so rugged and cool
I feel like I am such a fool
I’m stuck with this other dude

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns

I’m so stuck on two, what to do?
I guess now it’s far too late
As I have myself a set date

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns
A friend asked me to write about an engaged woman wanting someone else. Not my fav, but did it.
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