You kept on reading
I lead you on
With a few paragraphs of bleeding
My soul
You kept on reading
And leading me on
So i kept writing down words
And you would hum their songs
You kept on reading
My poems
notes
grocery lists
Whatever i used to pen on
Inbetween your lips
Dripped what you've read
And what you did
When you kept on reading
What I had writ
You kept on fiending
And I fixed
Like a boost of adrenaline
In your bodys energy
You kept on reading
And I kept on feeding
you
physically
With some metaphoric
Imagery acrobatically
Trapezed
You keep on reading
And I'll keep leading you on

Stopping by my heart
You said a few words
That beat when it pumped

It momentarily stopped
From the shock of your response

You wished it broken

Instead of CPR
You ripped it apart
While it was open

What did you want
When you stabbed it in the gut
After you'd spoken

Murmurs of innocent
You stopped by the disintegrate
To hear it thumping

It felt the attack
Arrested in cardiac
Now it never wants you to visit

I was pierced
By reality

It stabbed me with sharpest
Knife in a series of allegories

It was a story of blood
And passionate suffering
For the sake of conciliatory
Outcomes in the aftermath
Of breaking the statutory

And it pierced deep
With the bite of ancillary teeth
Digging into my flesh
And my brains storm
Of what to do next
Other than weep

I was left on the street
Stuck and stabbed
Through my ****** rag of clothes
Which captured the last of my hearts beat

Murdered by reality
In a casket of
How could this ever happen to me

There she was
Standing in the rain
Like a flower
With a sun shower on her face

Such a weird day

With the rain and the sun
Holding hands
While my thoughts escaped

There I was observing
The beauty of today
It didn't care about my mirror
Or the mole on my face

I was caught in a sun shower
And a beautiful girl
Wiping off her makeup
To reveal her how her true skin was made

She looked so much better
In the sun shower

Perhaps that is why it came

Parietal, frontal,
Occipital, temporal,

I lobe your cortex cerebral
I'm the type of postcentral gyrus
That would love to be your primary somatosensory cortex
A cortical homunculus
Neurologicaly mapping the anatomical divisions of your body
I want to stimulate your sensory and motor
Then take over your proprioception
With love and affection
I felt an ****** in your basal ganglia
Amygdala! I couldn't believe it!
All I had to do was a lil trepanation to achieve it
I love your brain

Now I'm going to eat it

The fall of an angel
The fall of a man
We could never be Jesus
Or understand

The heart in a human
In the angels hand
The evil genius
Revenge for the plan

The fall of paradise
Pain in sad
The air you breathe
Is Gods breath

As his seed grows
In the rised breast
The fruit trees
In the soils flesh

His Son shines
In the East and West
While the North and South
Poles spin

The fall of midnight
And the dark within
Lives the fall of creation
In Homosaphiens

I'm just a bad seed
And you look like me
Growing the dirt
From the dusts feet

The fall of my face
In the eyes teeth
Short of the glory
My God sees

You look like me
In the mirrors beam
Like the moon
Reflecting the suns dream


The fall of the day
The fall of the night
Always lands on the fate
Of a mans life

I lost my feet
On a walk
Through the streets

I was robbed
In a trot
Where my thoughts believed

On the road less traveled
Less road unraveled
And I became lost
In the gravel
Underneath

I kept on walking
While the sun kept stalking
My every being

The moon had followed
While sun produced tommorows
And yesterdays swallowed me

I realized this path
Was a God of his wrath
And a judgement would have
What my blood had reaped

The end of time
Kept showing the signs
And the signs showed I'm
A lost sheep

I lit a fire
In the nights iris

And upon a star
I cast a thought

I
wished

It burned in the flames
Of the atomspheric change
While the temperature rained
My sweat

Into the ashes
My dust to dust went

For my oxygen lost the wind
As I melted in flesh

I lit the fire
But it was my desire
That conspired
With my lust

Witch tempted me
To jump in
Gasoline
And burn what I was

This evil
Creeps into the heads

Spreading cancers as evolution
Evolving to death

**** demons
           Following men

While the devil dances with their women

This evil creeps
& crawls into skin
Slicing babies
& dicing their limbs

For the root of all evils
Shares in our sin
In generations of children
To what have they learned

Life so precious
It could be sold for worth
Trafficking disgust perverted
& birthed

This evil
Devouring flesh
Possessing the news
Where the truth is dead

It lives in our leaders
In each other it spreads
It denies our Jesus
And our way to be his

This evil
You feel in bed
When you think about
How you act
& what you did

Could you ever forgive
Like our God always has
For this evil
We submit to
When given the chance

Why did you make me write it
Pushing my pen because you want to fight it
You just want to see my ink spill
And my blood drip into the ink well
I dipped my quill in the bloodguilt
For every man I've killed his poor brain cells
With my alphabetical spells proped up like metaphorical discounts
Reasoning your doubts
With insurance that pays out
Go back to what I've written
And listen to your consciousness
Ask yourself the questions
There is an answer to every lesson
In the message you keep guessing
On each and every word I'm professing
You made me write it
And ignite it to the level
Of excited because you wanted to hear some
Rhythmic words delighted
Into Figments of imaginary
Fire
I wrote this down
Because you suffer from not knowing
Why is now
And you weren't cooperating
With what  you knew about
The blood spilling the inks mouth
So you could know how to bettter control your self
For who controls you
When no one knows who
You really are

We just want to be loved
Like our God
   From alone
   And darkness
We just want to be shone
   A light in this world
A heart to be hugged
We just want to be loved
Like our God
              For us
The gift of his Son
   Eternal salvation
     Together as one

We just want to be loved

We are

There's no way I'm justified

Call me a racist
          Prejudice
I don't like your flesh
                       Or Face

Is that the best you got

You hate me
For what I'm not

Like you
Different

Why can't we all be the same
And get along

There's no way I'm justified

Judged by my race
Instead of human
The color of my tongue
                      In accents
The sound of immigrant
Screaming in a melting ***
Waving my flag
Instead of yours

I'm not justified
But I fight the war
For it is the privilege
Of the scar

Call me a racist
Because you are
Prejudice

Which side are you on

Standing in a Republic
With the love for a monarch

All this skin of religion
World renowned

There's no way i'm justified
But you are

Losing words
I've lost the few
That followed her

Buried in my books
Under letters and hooks
What could I spell
Correct

You left me hanging off an apostrophe
And out of context

No one could understand
Where my words would gallavant

Losing her
I've lost the words
The few that spoke

All exclamations questioned marked

Now what should I search for
Another alphabet

Somehow I'll figure out
How to arrange a whole new
Language

Rough in draft

I keep on falling

Falling out of sunshine
   I found the darkeness

It all surrounded

And I started falling
Toward the hole

Downard spiraling
I heard you call me

But I was falling out

Falling out of sunshine
                             Into fault

Everything I wanted
Got someone else

As I was falling
         Falling out
        
And Everyone saw me
                Hit the ground

Now I'm crawling

In and out
Of darkness

With no one around

I
keep
          crawling
For
Some way out

I keep falling

Falling out of sunshine

                Into hell

And I'm burning

      Miserable

All I wanted
  Was your help

You gave me an apple

                            And I fell

Moonshine
Filled your eyes
And your stagger
Stood there
Wobbly
On the rocks
Stirring steadily
I salute your glass
And drank heavily
Till the task danced
With the medly
As we came together
With the night so friendly
Our hearts sank into the bottles empty
But the moon couldn't shine all night
And we woke to the ugly site
Of the morning in goodbye
Sober and ending
Us

A small wind blew over my doldrum skin
As I laid there in erosion

Withering back to the dust I came from

Each day another break from my face
Another shed of human remains
Is giving into the future

The creeping take of time
Follows behind the sun in a cosmic circle

The rise of morning
The fall of night
My blood flows through the encounter of life

I stay here breathing more destiny
Inside my coffin of fate
I'm still unsure of where am I

~

I'm still unsure of where am I
Inside my coffin of fate
I stay here breathing more destiny

My blood flows through the encounter of life
The fall of night
The rise of morning

Follows behind the sun in a cosmic circle
The creeping take of time

Is giving into the future
Another shed of human remains
Each day another break from my face

Withering back to the dust I came from

As I laid there in erosion
A small wind blew over my doldrum skin

Free candy
Come and take a swipe

Rub it on your sweet lips

             But don't you bite

Licking and *******

On free candy

A little sugar
   A little high

Taste so good
With carbohydrates

It's free
It only cost your time
             To take a piece
                  
                         And yum

Lazor beams
Shot in every difference
It was the future room
Of past decisions

I saw one hit the ground
As I jumped toward the ceiling

Lazor beams
In a galactic cloud
Of feelings

I could dodge a few
But I got shot too
Right through the heart
In the bulls eyes center

Lazor beams
Cutting through the atmosphere
And severing
Even if it means killing

Shot in every distance
Of the worlds limits

Sabers of synergetic
Light emitted cutlery
Beyond the speeding bullets method

Lazor beams
Shot by the menace

Did they get you
Did they get us

The knife hit the floor

The floor hit faces

Emotions stabbing
The motion stabbing

Even the shadow
Had blood splatter

The wall was a movie screen
Screening a movie scene

Seen moving

Those bodys
Twitching in your pupils
Memory

Woke you up
To see

The knife hit the floor
And slammed the front door
Never returning to a steak

The floor hit faces
And soaked in places
Emotions mirrored in a lake

As the blood puddled
Body's huddled
the last of the breaths
Left to take

Emotions stabbing
The motion stabbing

Even the blood splatter had a shadow

The floor hit the knife
The faces hit the floors

In a ****** puddle of life

I am a shadow
Dark figured
Behind a light shone
Targeting an arrow

I am a silhouette
Hitting the bulls eyes
Darting toward the targets
Intellect

I am the casted
Out of
Behind
Where I hid

In the direct
          Shone

          Introspect

I am a wall puppet

She kissed the lips
Of a frog
That didn't turn into a prince

And she was convinced
With a kiss from her
Lovely lips he woud turn

Into something much different

But he didn't
He was just a frog
Green with warts
With a tongue long

He sat on the log
As she cried to her mom
He's never going to change at all

He said
I'm sorry
I am a prince in a frogs body
But the only spell that could release me
Is a kiss of true love

So you'll never be my princess
But thank you for the wet kiss

I loved the practice

Perhaps you have a sister

I took a picture of you last year

Us

Playing in the snow
And I noticed a smile in one of them

It was under the laughter we created
Building a snowman

We were laughing at his buttons
And carrot nose we brought to clothe him

I haven't seen you smile like that once
This year

Because this year was the worst
We've ever known here
Or anywhere

And when you came home
And unpacked your semi automatic weapon
You threw your bullet proof vest on my desk
And said they deserved it

The news shape shifted into the narratives
They selected

And there was a war against guns

Because your crime had nothing to do
With your mental illness
Or the reality you came to
When you thought about shooting everyone

That poor gun needed some medications
So it could've controlled the retaliations
And learned how to be a much better one
With its choices

Her lips were the dagger
That ripped through the stagger
Of my bleeding heart

When she dug them deep
Inbetween the beats
I could feel the pain
Pierce through me sharp

And in her voice
I heard the choice
To swing her sword
And cut me down once more

Grasping at the last piece left
She wanted to take her daggers
And stab the last bit

Her lips were a dagger
And she was the baddest habit
That everyone wanted to have it

When she kissed me I was on another planet
And after that I kissed her back
And stabbed her with something a little bit shorter

We were like jack rabits multiplying
Our ****** attractants
With satisfactions vibrating
At the rate of *******

I kissed her lips and she stabbed them
With the passion of never giving them back
By sticking daggers in em'

Car ride

Cruising through the highlights
In a smooth afternoon

Slow stride
                      Your eyes

Gazing over the steering wheel

Lets go for a ride
Away from this town

We don't need to go fast
We can take our time

Car ride

My side
               Beside you

Cruising into sunsets
Kissing under moons

Slow stride
                     Your eyes

Gazing over the steering wheel

Lets go for a ride
Away from this town


Car ride

Cruising along the mountain side
Staring into nature's eyes

And her *****

We don't need to go fast
We can take our time

And cruise

Lets go for a ride
Away from this town

Isoceclese
She was a triangle
I loved the shape
Her body angled

Mathematically

It was the way she slid
Acrosss my toxic masculinity
Eager to take a drink


Her two sides of equal length
Were beautiful
Along side her axis of symmetry
She was so acute

Mathematically

Isoceclese
In geometry
And she was everything
I had dreamed
She could be

I'm in that space
You used to face every day

Ban my heart
For its violation
You can stop it from beating

I don't care
And I'm not afraid
Of what you're threatening

You can ban my heart
For its thoughts
At you aiming

I'm not scared
Of any word
You could say to me

You could ban my heart
Because I don't care
About your complaining

It won't ever be yours again

She was inside a bottle
Of Tanqueray
Mixing in a variety
Of lingerie
I was holding her in my hands
Looking through the glass
I saw her dancing
I couldn't help but stare
At her body in the bubbly
She was so ******
A mixture of gin and tonic
I captured in a bottle

You keep fooling around
With my heart again
You keep messing around with my heart ache
Every time I see you
You keep playing around
Making me look like a clown
Again

Because I'm a fool for you
And everything you do

To harm me

It's just the way it has to be

The way you fool around with my heart
The way you drag it out
You keep foolin' around
With my heart beat

Every time I think about
The way we used to have it
Love in our hearts
In our hands
Our hands
We were surrounded

Until you fooled around with my heart
And left it abandoned

You keep fooling around
And making me a mad man
The way you played my heart
And made it thought
It was wanted

You kept fooling around with my heart
But now it's gone out
Somewhere else
      In loneliness
Because you keep fooling around
Making it look foolish
But I'm not sticking around
For any more frowns
Or heartache

That's just the way it has to be
They way you fooled me
                   Into thinking

You loved me

You kept fooling around with my heart

Now it's...
                broken

I keep falling

Falling
              Down

I keep
        tumbling
                down

My feet are froggin' out

Hoppin' around
And I keep falling
Falling down

I
  keep
          going
                down
                         the
                              spiral

Hoping to reach
The smallest paradise
                  Fooling around
Groovin' to the sounds of
                              Howling

The moon calling me out
Before morning
I keep falling out of conscience

I'm on a pond with frog legs
But I am no prince

A kiss could change me

I keep falling

             Fallen
                         down

To the bottom of all this

And when I look up
                    It's so tall
                   All around me

And when I look down
I keep going down
                 The spiral

Looking for help
But no one is coming

                Now

I'm a tree frog
Hoping around the forest

And I keep falling
I keep falling out of conscience

I keep tumbling down
And my feet are froggin' out
Hopping along the waters

I'm no prince
Or a knight
In shining armor

I'm just a man
Or a frog

Falling down
The spiral

The end of the world
Concludes the prophecies told
While narrow gates close

it was a shot in the dark
or a shot in the heart
while all was blind
it hit the target

We should have been smarter
Than the probability of ourselves
Becoming longer

While depending on love being stronger
Weakness sprouted under our armor
Conflicts became victorys
For the evil they started

And the wages of those sins
Left us departed

It was a shot in the dark
Our conscious wasn't conscience
Of the desires we wanted

Forever changed
For ever the length
Measuring the definition meant

For years or shorter






In the infinity of eternal
Marauders

I could write another bite on your neck
And sink my words like fangs
Into your flesh
What would it mean
To you this time
After everything I've said
The way I've danced with alphabets
And letters fancied in dress
I could watch the blood pour down
The piercings over the drool I left
What would it mean to you
All that you've read
I've poured a glass of consonants
Over some ice cold vowels
And stirred it with my pen
You drank it all
And now you're a mess
Stumbling around a drunken wreck
Still taking shots of paragraphs
The bottle is empty I tell you
You're high on the cheap stuff
I should have warned you
You're going to throw it all up

As we search for greed
We fail to abnegate
Because we lust for needs

And as we vacillate inbetween
Desire and ephemeral peace
We advocate the disease

Feelings of wistfulness
Become more vociferous
When we fail to possess the pristine

Selfishness consumes wealth and wish
And sacrifices Truth

And when that offering plate comes around
We never account for what's due

In God we trust
On every dollar we purchase
In search for the sickness
Of our doom

A spaceman told me about a moon

He said every once in a while
It would shine

Blue

And it kept coming around
Every once and a soon
And when it came last night
It followed me into my room

I howled like a wolf
In a beasts costume
But the next night it was gone
Like my lovers do

Now I'm waiting around
With a heart so blue

Waiting to color it moon

Your eyes opened
And saw the sun in the sky floating
It was too bright to stare at the light
But you stood there hoping
It was the last time
You've awoken

The night came
And fell on your name
A blanket of darkness
Tucking you in

You laid there sleeping
As morning came creeping
You arose weeping
Because it wasn't the last time
You were seeking

Another sunrise
In the worlds demise
Of evil beings
You're still alive

Yet the sun killed the night
And your dreams

To live
To die
To live in another place
You could wake to peace

Comes nigh

And you await
Another days fate
Hoping you won't awake
The next time

Tick
         Tock

        As the Suns clock

Waves its last goodbye

The taste in my mouth
Had the morning-est taste
With the evening-est smell

I lost faith in myself
And had hate for my God
For creation itself

I lost faith in his Son
And hated this hell
The wreckage of earth
And people as well

I believed in the doubt
There was a heaven in clouds
Because anything else
Seemed impossible now

But how could I find a way out

I had to believe in myself
With the faith of Gods help
I had to read the Bible
And let him speak to my health

Because evil was out
In this world

I opened my heart
And Jesus I sought
He entered my thoughts
And cleaned up the rot

Before the devil had cut
My throat

Lost in the highways lights
Driving town to town
Dropping off the pieces of time
That make memories

Sometimes the lights
Get blurry
And the lines fade away
And you forget what highway your on
And which lane
Your supposed to be in





Laughing
Coughing
Drinking wine

Lost in the highways lights
Shining in your eyes
Driving yourself crazy
While swerving into time

You look for the exit
You're supposed to find
And you just keep driving on

For miles

Drawing flies

Sinking in the deepest of ****
Feeding your maggots
So you could survive
When you wish you could die
Instead of live

Drawing flies

Smelling like ****
You sink deeper into it
Developing habits

Drawing flies

Feeding your maggots
Breeding your lies
On rotten garbage

You wish could die
But some how you manage
Looking like ****
Sinking into its damage

You're Drawing flies
When you should've flushed the toilet
You went for a ride

Now your living in the sewer
Smelling like manure

You wanted die
Maybe you should do it

Because your drawing flies
And the tears you cry
Just won't wash away
Everything your doing

You're drawing flies
Living in the sewage
***** in a lie
And its too late to try
Because you're just a guy
Who **** on his life

And stepped into the image

I'm a sucker
For red lips
Curved hips
Red hair
And big ..

Yes

You guessed
I'm a sucker
For brunette
High heels
And a tight dress

Yes
       You bet

I love blondes
            And wet
Lingerie and ***
The softness of a woman
And the smell of her scent

I'm sucker for it

Female and kiss
Her long nails
And breast
Whispering in my ear
Her soft voice saying..

Yes

On the highway
Staring at the lights fly by me
I drove at a slow pace

There was honking behind me
As a few birds flew beside me
With anger displayed

I didnt care
They could go around

Speeding bullets
Racing toward targets
Faster than patience
Would allow

I had a different destination
That drove me crazy
I wasn't sure who was at the wheel

I just saw lights
Passing my eyes
In the blurs of transportation

On the highway
I crashed and turned sideways
And wrecked into the situations

Blind spot